Christmas List!

Oki doki! this is the list of christmas swag!

Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater.
Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater, Limited edition stradegy guide, including art booklet.
Final Fantasy 12 on hold for me at EB, prepayed and all!
2 pink running type suit things, uber comfy and very stylish.
A bright multi colored sweater from the Gap!
A Teddy bear... it's so soft! *melts*
Black and white striped knee socks =D
Two pairs of fluffy socks *they are heaven*
Pink gloves from the gap as well....
1 Red Canadian Olympic 2004 team Roots sweatshirt.
Wolf statuette.
Mini mobile radio.
PSM magazine.
Subscription to PSM for a year.
Tons of chocolate.
A new pink winter coat with fur on the hood... I look like a Eskimo! *Err aberoriginal(sp?) incase my sister reads this.... >.>*
A FEATHER BED!!!! *drools* It's so soft!!!
A necklace that has me name on it.

Yep that's it... *goes off to play MGS3: snake Eater*

hey hey

Looky looky lue!

Umm yea don' ask about that... but looky anyways! What ya think of the new layout eh? Ocelot is to damn cool! I was gonna make this big green Snake thing...to go with the whole army/jungle thing... but I decoded against it and went with Ocey instead! HA Ocey sounds funny! *laughs*

Anywho yea... that's about it... See I haven't neglected my poor lil' blog that much, I gave it a new layout before christmas...>.>

Oh well see yaz!

O.O

If you didn't manage to get through the entire third trailer for the new FF7:AC and not get goosbumps and want to run across the room like an insane idiot, then you are not a FF7 and never will be!

Just got to the trailer section and hit the third one there! If ya been there recently ya would know which one is new and whatnot.

Anywho yep... that's it from me! Oh! And btw FF7:AC is supposed to be reasled in March/05 ^___^

Phantom

Hey I was just watching the tube awhile ago...and I saw something for a phantom of the opera movie???? O.O Err wow, and I mean I big WOW!

I love phantom!! I used to know every single word to ever single song in that musical... unfortunatly we lost the tapes for it and now I don't know ever single word to every single song, but it will all come back to me when I hear it again!

Anywho they're making a movie out of it.... and it's gonna be the musical, just like on stage... yea this may be such old news to some people... but it's news to me! I want creepy house photoshop brushes and I mean interior brushes...ya know the inside of the houses.... just for something to play around with and I can't find a thing anywhere close as to what I want... I should just learn how to make my own brushes.... but I'm to lazy top be bothered or I'm to busy with projects...oh wellz, I'll keep on looking!

FUCKING HELL!!!

Mood: Fuck!!!
Listening to: Gwen Steffani ~ What are you wating for

Ok this is how it begins.... yesterday my niece and I got into a bit of a battle. She came home sick and she knows the rules, if yer sick go to bed, because the thing is that she lies constantly about this and that, including being sick. So we don't want to make her so called sick days pleasent *because we all know she isn't sick, she was eating a ton of candy yesterday*, if yer sick go rest and get better.Anywho I say to her yesterday afternoon, ya need to go to bed, like now, your not supposed to have your butt planted on the couch in front of the TV, this is not part of the deal. Then all of a sudden the additude comes bursting out! "Oh whatever, Elsie, I can sit here if I want" and I said "Ummm no ya can't want me to call grandma and have her tell ya to go to bed", and she in her additude said, "Sure, whatever."So I did, she got pissed at me because she didn't think I would do it in the first place. Then she would not get off the phone, whilst I was trying to make a call... another huge battle... She screamed at me, told me to fuck off and said I was a fucking bitch, all because she didn't want to follow house rules, rules which had been set for her.

In all truths she doesn't have any major rules, she just has to respect us and keep her room clean and she can't even do that!Anywho... I finally get my mom on the phone, and my niece wants to talk to her, fine, on the phone she gets and she says I've had one of my sleeping pills.... my mom was outraged with her because we all sat down with her and talked about the rules of this sleeping pill *she's isomonic*, and that she is NOT to take them during the day, only at night, she knew this and still she disobeyed DOCTORS orders.

Anywho she took more then one, she took nine sleeping pills *the whole jar actually*, along with some wine, so we called 911 and got an ambulence to come and get her...nothing but that pissy additude thinking her shit doesn't stink the whole way there.She was intoxicated 18 times over because of those pills and the wine... my dads wine to! She couldn't even stand and her words were all slurred! And she kept saying she was fine, fine my ass! Anyways she gets to the hospital and she treats the nurses and doctors, everyone that knows there is something wrong with her and wants to help her *including me and my mom*, like complete and utter crap!!She had to drink charcole, she told them off and said, "No way, I'm not drinking that", and they said, "Fine, don't drink it, because if you don't we will shove a tube up your nose and do it that way". Gotta love the nurses eh? But just the whole night she was swearing and being a snot nosed prissy bitch!!I can't believe it, I was so embarresed! How can anyone treat someone, especially people that are there to help you, like they are lower beings then you? She stompped all over them. >.<

Anyways she's refused all the help, shrinks and all that, they have given her and she refused it, and trust me, she NEEDS help, a ton of mental help, because now she is a threat to her own life and to others.But she's going home, I don't fucking care anymore, she treated me, my dad and my mom, espeically my mom, who has done nothing but bend over backwards for her, like shit. I'm sorry but that little piece of fucking shit doesn't deserve the rights to even breath! Even after all of today, we've been on the phone with doctors and social services and she keeps calling "come pick me up!" because she had to stay overnight.

Fuck it, I don't care anymore!!!

meh

'Tis dull rainy day is my birthday! w00t! Meh it always rains at this time of year. Anyways yea... I'm 24 now... O.< I feel so old! nah jk!

Anywho I got a bunch of stuffs, video games and whatnot. Some nice pink satin jammies... Yea I said pink now shut up!

Plus last night I went out to the Keg, had me some honey BBQ ribs and calamari. *licks lips* Anywho I'm doing all my partying on halooween, that's the best part of having your birthday so close to haloween, ya can get fanyc dinners and party!

thingy dingy

I KNOW: how to draw and paint and whatnot... O.<

I WANT: a full time job that pays me MONEY!!! >.<

I HAVE: a bad temper at times

I WISH: things would turn out better for my niece at the moment, but she doesn't seem to want nor care of the love and attention we give her.

I HATE: Everyone... well at times i hate everyone, but not everyone... I'm confused @_@

I MISS: all my friends that are somewhere else but here!

I FEAR: SPIDERS!!!!!

I HEAR: the dog....

I SEARCH: for a way to give my art and stories to the world

I WONDER: if I will ever recieve all what I desire and have given to so many

I REGRET: nothing... seriously!

I LOVE: Lilith, Rood, My Art, DA, This blog, My dog Sisko....

I ACHE: deeply for something that I cannot grasp at this moment, and no it's not a relationship of having a man in my life, it's something personal and for me.... but it's kinda out of my reach at the moment.

I CARE: for a hella lot of people, for their rights as a human being, and I am shamed at humanity to see one another put people down for being gay or something? What is wrong with this world when someone has to come upw ith a dumn excuse such as , "Gay people have a behavior distortion, a mind disease", simple because they cann't except people for who they are!

I ALWAYS: draw, and wash my hands....

I AM NOT: the most brilliant person alive, but alteast I do what I do in style!

I DANCE: any chance I get

I SING: when no one is around to hear my terriable voice! LOL

I CRY: hardly, but I will cry when I am depressed, but I usually bottle myself up, and rarely ever put myself in such a state and when I finally do break down I cry alone, in my room away from prying eyes.

I DO: love animals!

I FIGHT: for what I believe in, and I will always fight for that and for my friends and family!

I WRITE: my own stories and whatnot, some poetry occastionally...

I WIN: when I least expect it

I LOSE: almost everything, I don't got lady luck on my side.

I CONFUSE: everyone! JOY!

I LISTEN: to a lot of various kinds of music!

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: painting

I NEED: a job

I AM HAPPY: when I'm alone and no one is pestering me constantly!! >.<

I SHOULD HAVE: did better today at my lame group interview... oh well...

Flash!!

Oh my god! I just got flash and I'm making a movie as we speak! Mwahahaha pheer the insanity! Although this one I'm making is more or less a practice run, I just tossedin a bunch of stuff and therefore made a movie! I'm coloing it all now. Joy.... >.>

I want to make a funny FF7 spoof with it next, but I have no ideas! >.< Anyways yea, it's soo complex, makes photoshop look like nothing! But I've already figured out how to animimate, next step is to add sound! maybe if I beg my mom enough she'll get me a cheap microphone, they're only 20 bucks! =( Although I highly doubt it. *le sigh*

Anyways yea.....I should be painting tho' I got so much artsey crap to do it isn't even funny and most of it is for other people! >.< My art is begining to be high in demand these days! Which is good, finally I'm gettin' a little bit of reconition! Took me almost three years to get it!

I want to change the layoutof this blog, but I have no nice shiney and clean HTML layout ideas... so I probably won't change it until after christmas... which is a shame. I don't think I've ever left a layout on th blog for this long? I could be wrong tho'. That Defiance one did last for long while, still gots it in my files!

Anyways yea....enough said from me, good night!

eep

Oh my god I've been a naughty girl, I haven't written a single thing in here for awhile now...bad me! Well the thing is that I've been findin' my DA journal much more useful, but don't worry I haven't abandonded this lil' bugger yet!

Ummm...now what to blog about? That's a good question? Nothing much that is very interesting has been going on in my life, although my niece has been driving me nuts, not to the extent that she was eailer but still there is the insanity and the maddness.

I have to figure out what I want for me birthday, since it is coming up soon. But the only things I want are flippin' expencesive!!! I want flash MX 2004!! That's what I want, can ya imagine all the insane animations I would make outta that baby? huh? INSANE! But the thing is that it costs far to much! Something along the lines of 200 - 300 bucks! See what I mean... pricey as hell!

But I sooooo want it! *cries* =P Although I guess I could settle for those boots me mother has been wanting to get me, I do love them....but flash dammit.... well if I can't get flash I would settle for clothing, since fashion is always good and prehaps some art supplies, that's always good to! Ya see all the latest things I'm into ya can't find anywheres around here! I would love to get 'Last Exile' on DVD. I love that anime! It's one of my current obsesstions, along with anything Inyuasha! I would imagine Inuyasha stuff would be easier to find, although it would be costly...that's what people should do, take me to one of those oriental malls and buy me Inyuasha stuffs! JOY!

Green Day and Great Big Sea

Well next Friday I'm off to see Great big Sea. they're a Canadian band that plays old foldk inda music with the irish fiddle sound and whatnot. They're actually pretty cool and pretty popular with people of all ages.

Anywho yea....plus I'm off to see Green Day in November! =D

Yea I'm boring and make boring blogs when I haven't blogged for awhile!

family! hate 'em!

AGHHH!!!! Ya know when they say ya love family members but ya don't have to like them???Well right now I DO NOT like my niece!ok well my niece asked last night if she could spend the night at her friends, my mother said yes, but she was to come home alone so she could have dinner with us then she would drive her over. Well she brought her friend with her after school and my mother was mad at her *furious actually because they had agreed upon the situation earlier*, so the entire time she was here I was with her. O.< So I was always telling her what to do and what not to do because when she is with her friends she comes a snot up lil' brat, and she was doin' a bunch of shit she wasn't supposed to do. So anyways.....my mother wants to make a point to her and goes to pick up my dad from work and in doing so goes and hangs out at the bar with him. She stays out longer *like two hours* so I have to deal with her and her friend. And she was snoty to me the entire time...I could of killed her. Anywho she calls up my mother a few times and she simple states that she will come home in her own time. Clearly this point was made to my dear lil' niece. Anywho, also my mom didn't want her on the computer with her friend because technically this is my dads "home office" and therefore she didn't want the kids messin' it up so my mom said stay on the computer...and I was like...but I wanna get off the computer! Then of course my niece wnated it and I simpley said, "nope I'm on it" And then she got mad at me *of course* and said, that's not fair your always on it". Adn then I simpley stated again" I'm on it, and I have orders to not let you on it" then of course she ran upstairs, or rather stomping upstairs.She is SO going to get a lecture tommorow.... I hate 16 year old kids that think their shit don't stick!Well atleast my interview at Coast Mountain Sports went dandy!

FFX-2! Yay!

Been playin' Final Fantasy X-2 again. Dunno why tho' jsut feel like having some fun fun fun...girl fun....video game fun! yea I can't wait for FFXII! I need a new FF, I mean FFX-2 was great and all, but it was new ya know? And I can't afford to get FFXI, so that puts that out the window...and so far no one has released any good RPG's to take up the time btween now and FF12!

AGH I have to update my computer here! And it's taking forever!! >.< Yeesh! Why me? I always get stuck with the updates? But thena gain maye it's a good thing, my father figure doesn't know the first thing about computers, my mom is ok but not excellent, she gets scared when something pops up, and my niece....well she don't know anything eaither. So maybe it is a good thing I do all the annoyin' work, that way atleast we have a computer! *sighs* Still not fair tho'!

Anywho got a interview at Coast Mountain sports tommorow evening at 8pm. What a strange time for a interview eh? I usually get them in the afternoon. Oh well, I just hope they don't surprise me with one of those group interviews, I HATE those! And to tell ya the truth I think most people do! I don't see where it gets them really, ya got to hire someone at some point in time, so why go through all the fuss over ten thousand interviews to sell clothing and shoes!?

Oi it seems Squenix is going mega over with this whole revamped FF7 thing, now Vincent has a game as well, it takes place a year before AC and a year after FF7. o.O Agh I forgot where the link is, but if ya clicky on my DA account up there you'll find that my journal there has all the info and the link to the article on IGN if ya want to read up on it.

Yeesh these updates are taking forever! >.<

The Killers!

Off to see a concert tonight! Woooo! Gonna go see the Killers! They're a awesome band, a not really all known band.... but they seem to be growing popular since the show is sold out. But then again most people go because it's a cheap concert! lol!!

Anyways yea...its going to be much fun! I'll tell mroe about it when I get back. =P

She's here!

Well today is the day, my niece is here! She arrived at 8:15 this evening! yea ok I'll jsut go and shut up now!

O.<

Open Canvas

Well I just got Open Canvas today. It's a blast so far. Ya can't do all the wonders like ya can do with photoshop, it lowers yer tool belt by a lot, but it's still fun to play with it and see how creative ya can be. It's a good challange in other words. I haven't done anything REALLY creative with it yet tho' Will eventually me thinks. But I'm gonna keep doin' my major projects in photoshop, since it's got all that snazzy stuffs on it.

I think I said somewheres that I baught a new tablet, and it's blue, so I named it raziel...I won't go on incase I already blogged about it, which I'm sure I did! Anyways my niece moves in offically tommorow morning at 8am, and I got a interview at hetrotown at 10am. Joy! Damn metrotown, why does it have to be so bloody far away! It will take me about an hour to get there! *sighs* atleast the manager dude there is insane, may make me feel more at ease.

I really don't wanna go tho' and it ain't just because it's at 10 in the morning, it's because I feel it's a waste of time. He's probably already got one picked out and I bet she's some ditsey girl. >.< I should just stay out of retail anyways, it causes a lot of stress! It's not like anything else, sure if ya work in Subway or Rogers Video or a grocery store workin' the tile ya still have to deal with stupid people, but when yer workin' the floor in a retail story it's a different ball game. It causes a lot more stress because ya actually have to SERVE people! And I'm not all to fond of a lot of people. I want a job at subway again. *sighs* I hope Quiznos calls back, they should tommorow if they liked me enough. *sighs*

Ya notice I did a lot of sighing in this post?

I am Subscribed!

I subscribed to Deviantart today! w00t!! I love DA, what can I say? I'm addicted! Like really addicted. I made all my banners and crap today for it! And I was excited every minute of making them, hell I'm still excited about having a subscription to DA! And ya know what? I fel good about it to, considerin' the fact that yer subscribin' to the worlds biggest art community, meaning ya can help them out with a bunch of things by giving them yer money. But hell who cares about that when ya look at all the benefits ya get with it. It sure is worthe the 40 bucks ya dish up for a year. Plus ya get a funky * beside yer name, lol!!

I've seemed to make DA more of my home then my own website...poor Burning Angels...although I still update it often, it's jsut that it doesn't get the art right away like it used to before I got hooked on DA. It has all my more recent stuff, the website doesn't get updated until a few days afterwards. lol yea I'm bad.

I still have to buy gold again for the Dark Angel *the other DA in my onlinelife*, my lovely forum that is once again thriving...I just know the price is gonna go up for it! *sighs* I'm a webaholic...I love my stuffs online therefore I have to buy stuffs for it!

Anyways enough about that, I'm off to go see I Robot hopefully tommorow. And Sunday ladies and Gentlemen is D-Day! That's when my niece, Amber, moves in. Well atlest I got a lock on my door now so she can't sneak in and steal anything of mine! I doubt she'll do anything to my PS2 games. *sighs* She has never had any interest in video games, so I think they are safe. But if she steals anything, even once, she's gone. We made it clear to her that if we can't place our bags down on the table with fear of having our stuff stolen she's not worthe having here. She cried, but big whoop, she earned this level of faight...well no faith, no trust. We just don't trust her. And that's why I got my trusty ol' luck on me door! ^___^

Raziel the tablet

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Tori Amos/Winter

Well I went out and spoiled myself today. I baught a new tablet! It's all so shiney and blue, therefore it being blue, I named it Raziel. Now I have Sephiroth the computer, Moebius the scanner, and raziel the tablet...and I didn't name the printer because I rarely use it. o.O

Yea I'm such a knob...anyways even tho' the old tablet can be evil, I'm giving it away to Lilith. She wants it she cna have it. The bloody thing cost me 160 bucks so she better be nice to it. She doesn't really paint, but she cna use it when she does use photoshop... to do stuff...which isn't painting. O.O

Anyways....I've been making wallpapers today...had to do something with my new tablet and I didn't really feel like painting the pictures I really have to paint that are sittin' on me desktop cryin' out for color. So I made wallpapers. One of Sephy, another of my space chick and yet another of a friends character I doodled up for him a few monthes ago. Been busy I have!

Anyways my niece is movin' in with us on eaither Saturday or Sunday. *sighs* Hopefully not at three in the mornin', because I will be pissed if that's the case. Speakin' of my niece movin' in I really got to clean out the room she'll be stayin' in.

But out of that stuffs, I got two concerts coming up! Going off to see the Killers on Sept 3rd and off to see Great Big Sea on October 1oth I think it is. O.< The killers I'm going off to see with Lilith, GBS I'm going with me mom. Shushy, I can go to concerts with me mom. Anyways they're bothe gonna be killer!

Close yer eyes kiddes

Random thing I found on the net. Damn I knew the mouse was out for blood!

The Village

The Village, a bit of a spooky movie but nothing major....I must say tho' that it was a awesome movie, I did not see the twist coming and most say it was ridiculas and all that, but I found it rather amusing, and why not eh? Why can't it end the way it did and make sence? Anyways yes it was a cool movie! I say go see it! Right away! The theatre we were in was packed, and almost everyoen came out of there talking about how much they enjoyed it.

Anyways yea...watched the Olympics almost all day today, althoughI found the opening ceremony a bt dull...amusing when all those statue people came out but not as cool as the last Olympic opening. But the run through the ribbons for each summer olympics was cool, I thought the poor guy fell down when he hit WWI tho'. I have to admit the torch lighting wasn't all that great, it was cool, but nothing great ya know?

Anywho that's my piece for early this morning, for I am off to bed... to sleep, and probably dream of wierd crazy things.

Last Night

Well tonight is my last night alone in the house.....last time home alone for probably a very long time! *sighs* And it seems my niece is serious about moving in with us. *sighs* This is gonna be one hell of a trip...I can tell ya that. She called this morning and asked where my folks where. It's like weren't ya listening when we stated rules, that ya can't come until the end of August? I mean she knew they were gonna be on a cruise. >.<

Annnyways..... I made 6000 hits on Deviantart today! Just 4000 more until 10,000!! w00t!! I never suspected I would really like this Deviantart thing. I mean I was like oh umm... ok, it looks cool, but look at all the othr faboo artists on that thing! I'm nothing comparded to them, and still to this day I'm still nothing compared to a lot of artists, but I've grown and I have gotten better at my art. I'm a lot better at CGin' then I ever used to be! But meh...I wonder if I'll ever be great one day?

Oh played Prince of Persia...didn't know if I mentioned that already. this game is addicting, and now that I finally got it..well rented it, I unfortunatly had to take it back ealier this afternoon. I love the moves ya can do with this game and the whole aspect of and graphics are awesome. If yer like me and hasn't played it yet, go do so..well ok I've played it now, but it took me long enough eh?

I want peanuts! oO

Home alone life

Music ~ Black Eye Peas/Let's get retarded
Mood ~ Happy

Home alone life is gooood... real good! Agh one of these days hopefully iw ill move out....but it's so pricey these days, esepcially here in BC, and I ain't rantin' about it, it's been said through the newspapers and the news on TV. Plus it's incrediably hard to find a job. Ya know even tho' I would miss everyone, but maybe moving to Alberta would be a good choice for this family. Then I could atleast get ajob without having to fight tooth and nail for it and ending up depressed because ya lost all yer teeth and nails only to find out that ya didn't get the job! *sighs*

Lifes a bitch...but I ain't gonna die yet! =P

Been workin' on a new layout for BA! Well same basic HTML layout, just a new picture. I was planning on makin' it simple, but me and my god damn details eh? >.<>.<>.> *gets pummeled with bricks by umah fans* AGH!! >.<

I can't wait until I get me some money, I wish my sister would hurry up tho'. She has to pick up my check from subway in yellowknife and she always takes yer fuckin' bloody time!

Anyways I'm off to go make me some dinner...in my nice quiet house.. *sighs* It's lovely... *call over the strippers* I jest! I jest!!

Kill Bill

Finally!! FInally is ay I finally got to see this movie and it tocks, although I do have to say there are times were they could of done better and Umah Therman isn't the best actor but hey it rocked!

Some of the fighting scences were lovely in there own gruesome way. can we say Blood splatters? Anyways I'm sure the first Kill Bill is all old news to must of you, but it's new to me. Like I said I FINALLY got caught up and saw it.

But ya know I wish they got someone else to play the role of the chick...it almost seems Umah is just tryin' a bit to hard. Oh wellz. But Lucy Lou! WOW she was great in that movie!! Go LUCY!!! She's a pretty gal, plus she's got this edge to her in her acting skillz, makes her cool!

Anyways...yep that's it, lates.

Chrono Cross

Chrono Cross, I love this game, many did, it was voted by many the best game of the eyar back in 2000! So, why on earth are there no sites dedicated to it? Nevermind Chrono trigger, looked for that to. Now I know Final Fantasy is on top of Squenixes list and I love that serious probably more then I love the chrono series, but still it seems that it's such a shame.

I find stuff on Chrono Cross...but it has it's own section on a FF site, with little information. It's sad, sad that great games don't get reconized.

So I got to thinking that maybe I should just make up me own CC site, and then get a CT fanatic *because to me it was just a ok game* to help out with everything.....but I dunno. Shame eh?

If I were to do it I would love to do a entire theme on Harle, or prehaps on Lynx...because well....I love those two! =D

I'm gonna ask around about it.

Survey!

A survey! JOY!! =P

Your name: Elsie
Age: 23
Height: 5'7.5
Natural hair colour: Dark brown
Eye colour: silvery blue
Number of siblings: One step sister
Glasses/contacts?: nope
Piercings: nah
Tattoos: Plan on gettin' one soon!
Braces?: nope. oO

-FAVOURITE-
Colour: Red
Band: That's so unfair... I can't answer that I love so many!!
Song: Too many...
Stuffed animal: My Simba I got whilst in Disneyland
Video game: FF7 and 8
TV show: Buffy! *Come back Buffy, Angel ain't good enough!!*
Movie: Gladiator...what?
Food: Sushi!
Game on a cell phone: Cellphones are the creation of the devil!! >.<
CD cover: The last Tea Party album
Flower: Roses
Scent: the scent of candles
Animal: Wolves
Website: Casualvillain
Cartoon: Inuyasha

-DO YOU-
Play an instrument?: No
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: I barely watch TV at all!
Like to sing?: yep yep, not that good but what the hell!! *sings*
Like to play sports?: Sometimes.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nopeth
Have a crush on someone?: Kind of.....>.>
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Vancouver, Canada
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No we only gots 2!
Have any special talents/skills?: Drawing, writing, it seems I'm pretty nifty and web desinging to, but nothing all to proish I guess.
Exercise daily?: yep yep...well kinda...I do crunches plus I walk everywhere!
Like school?: When its affordable.*sighs*

-CAN YOU-
Sing the alphabet backwards?: Ummm I guess..... O.o
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yep
Speak any other languages?: Rusty Spanish.....
Go a day without food?: Of course ya knob!
Read music, not just tabs?: kinda
Roll your tongue?: yep yep
Eat a whole pizza?: ....... ok now ya just discust me! A whole pizza? ick!! I can barely get past three slices!! >.<

-HAVE YOU EVER-
Snuck out of the house?: Yes, when I was a wee lil' thing
Cried to get out of trouble?: Probably when I was younger, I don't remember.
Gotten lost in your city?: Nope
Seen a shooting star?: yesh I have
Been to any other countries?: Yea...I guess, just to the states tho, not there is anything bad with the US...but I would like to get off of this damn continent!! >.<
Had a serious surgery?: Does Root canal count? Guess not eh?
Stolen something important to someone else?: oO no
Solved a rubiks cube?: nope...I get fusterated with them to easily. V__V;
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: If ya mena public as in going out to put out the garbage to to get the mail then ys, I have!
Cried over a girl?: no
YesCried over a boy?: no
Kissed a random stranger?: oO no....
Hugged a random stranger?: Nah....
Been in a fist fight?: yea, that I was, damn fucking kid earned what he got!!
Been arrested?: LOL no.
Done drugs?: Nope, sorry I don't want to end up looking like Ozzy there!
Had alcohol?: Had lots of that before!
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Much fun!! ^____^
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Nope
Swore at your parents?: yea.... >.>
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Thats just wrong, so no. I hope I never have to.
Been in love?: Yes
Been close to love?: Yes
Been to a casino?: Yes and it was boring!
Ran over an animal and killed it?: no
Broken a bone?: Nope
Gotten stitches?: and nope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: yes....unfortunatly
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: That's disgusting!
Made homemade muffins?: yep yep, a few times, and everyoen eats them before I can grab a bit!! >.<
Bitten someone?: YES! ^__^ Can we say fetish?
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Yea
More than 5 times?: Only once
Been to niagara falls?: No, almost went once tho, but my sister made a change of plans...
Burped in someones face?: No, I atleast have some manners!

-PICK ONE-
Fruit/vegetables: Fruits
Black/white: Black
Lights on/lights off: Lights off
eitherTV/movie: Movie
Car/truck: Car
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: Debit =P
Pillows/blankets: Pillows
Headache/stomach ache: Stomache Ache
Paint/charcoal: Paint...
Chinese food/mexican food: Chinese
Summer/winter: Winter
Snow/rain: Rain
Fog/misty: Fog
Rock/rap: Rock
Meat/vegetarian: Meat
Chocolate/vanilla: Choclate
Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles
Cake/pie: Pie
French toast/french fries: french fries
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean
Cookies/muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: Wallet
Window/door: Window
Pink/purple: EGAD! >.<
Cat/dog: Dogs!
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: Winter
Spring/autumn: Autumn,  it brings winter
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds

-LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP-
Have you ever been in love?: yep
If you have, with who: past tense need not mention here
Are you in a relationship?: Not currently
If so, for how long?: me love u long time, oui?
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: I suppose...
What is your idea of the best date?: beach, the ocean, a few city lights in the background and a fire...aww ain't that sweet, and oh, don't forget the booz! >.O
What was your first kiss like?: It was nice and quiet, We were standingoutside in the park next door to the school making out in the forest during lunch.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 15
Do you think love is a load of shit?: No, it just depends on who yer with and where and whatnot.
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?: Hey that's personal! My mother could be reading this!! O.O
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: yep
Have you ever been dumped?: Yep,
Have you ever dumped someone?: Yes.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?: .....are you a Shrink?

-SILLY STUFF-
What is your favourite genre of music?: I have to many, don't make me choose!!
What time is it now?: 1:11am
What day is it?: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?: 3pm yesterday. =P
How much money do you have right now?: Not tellin' ya that eaither!
Are you hungry?: kinda
Whatcha doin?: Why the hell do you care?
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: Paint something
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: summonuing

-DO YOU THINK YOU ARE-
funny?: Yep
pretty?: Yep
sarcastic?: Noooo...neverrrr =P
lazy?: yea....
hyper?: Depends how much suger I've had! =P
friendly?: Yep
evil?: Ya keep pushing those buttons and I'l become her worst hellish dreames made flesh pal!!
smart?: Yep
strong?: yep
talented?: Yep
dorky?: Very =D

-ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW-
high: Suzanne
skip: Sharon
dance: Swub
lonely: Graham
pen: Suzanne
psycho: Rood
freeze: brendon
orange: Tim

 
-WOULD YOU EVER-
Sky dive?: Yep
Play strip poker?: Sure
Run away?: Yep
Curse at a teacher?: uhhh no
Not take a shower for a week?: Sick...
Ask someone out?: Why not eh?
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: Fuck them!
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: Hell yea!
Go scuba diving?: Yesh!!
Write a book?: Graphic Novel prehaps.
Become a rockstar?: Nah. But I'll be the male tester! Yummeh hot rock stars! 
Have casual sex?: Nah sorry, I ain't so easy.

Forumz

Well I'm trying to bring my forum back to life. I'm assiging new mods and everything to, I just want to find another admin for the team, then we should be all set. I reallyw ant to bring it back to the old days.... Anywho I may change the forums layout again....maybe something bright with a lot of white eh? Dunno yet tho'! Got the RP section up again so people can RP their hearsts out.

God I hate allergies!!! Why me? AGH!! For the last few days I've gotten nothing but a fuckin' runny nose and headaches. I know it ain't no bug, because I get this once in awhile and it's always the same symptomes. >.O

Anyways yea..... that's me right now, I can't draw dammit. Lest snot comes out of me nose! And I have so much to draw and sooo much to get done! >.<

Ya know what I haven't done here for awhile, a good quiz, haven't been able to find one for the lies of me tho'.

oddness

Rood and I have the strangest conversations, I swear. Read this!

Fangy: MOOOO!!!!

Rood: I'm serious, just step away from the drugs, girl!

Fangy: Oh come on, give into the MOO drugs!!

Rood: NIEN!

Fangy: But they are so wonderfully mooful!! ^______^

Rood: You need help...serious help...oO

Fangy: I'm already gettin' some, but he doesn't seem to be helping!! oO Maybe I should pay attention and stop staring at his crotch!! I jest! I jest!

Rood: Ok, now I don't believe you! You're not kidding at all! ((Psst! What's his phone number?))

Fangy: lol no seriously...I am kidding.... O.O I wish I had a shrink with a big crotch who was cute so I could stare at him for a long time....in the area of the crotch...maybe once in awhile look at his face...but ya know...the crotch... >.> LOL

Rood: You can't be kidding! Ya got my hopes up and everything! Come on, just gimme his phone number, pleeeeeez! =P

Fangy: Yer just going into the whole wishful thinking, besides if I had a cute shrink don't ya think I would of tried to nab him by now? Especially with that crotch of his? =D

Rood: Noooo! I think you've had him all along, and you've just now let the news slip. And here I thought we were friends! You can't share?!

Fangy: *sighs* What am I to do with you? I'm single, no boyfriend....especially not a boyfriend with a good crotch! LMAO!! XD

Rood: Oh good, then we're already sharing the same non-existant guy.

Fangy: Right - O!!!!

Yesh, pheer our insanity! Hehehe what do ya expect anyways eh?

Got me a Otaku account, it's basically a place for artists to share they're game and anime fanart. seems like a nice community so far. I need to post more of my art up there tho, so far all I got is my kadaj and AC Tifa piccy up. Yea...I really want to do a proper Inuyasha fanart, which is a first for me, because usually I just do fanarts of games.

Well got me some resumes and off I go tommorow to look for a nice new fresh job....Huzzah....tht was sarcastic if ya didn't know.

 

it's over

Finally after four whole days, my sub job at the out of school daycare is OVER!!!! *celebrates* Anyways yea, won't get me paycheck for another two weeks tho', oh well. Hopefull my sister will go in and pick up my subway check in yellowknife. She better, but knowing my sister she won't for awhile. Shit!

Anyways...I need to start writing more interesting posts in this thing.

Daycare!

For the past few days I've been working in a after school class kinda daycare system, and it's where me mom works...I think more then half of the school this daycare is in, like it's big, anyways yea my moms boss who she's a  good friend with asked me out for help and I unfortunatly said yes.

Ok kids are cool and all, but lookin' after a buch of them.... just not my cup of tea. Anyways yea... that's what I've been doin' for the past few days. But atleast I only got two more days before the end of it all, another week before me folks leave and then I'll have the entire house to meself! Can we say; relaxation? lol

God I got the whole, "can we say?" Crap from my sisters boyfriend, he's a hoot but yea now I say that and it drives me nuts! >.<

Anyways, bored, hungary, gonna go find what is being cooked for dinner.

Oi

Oi! This is amusing...  but then again, so is this.

Hell yea

Hell Yea!! Everyone is gone!!!!!! Agh finally got some peace and quiet! I am so thankful! But I can't stay and type long, I'm off for long and then off to get a petacure. My feet are gonna get pampered today! w00t!!
 
O.< I really got to find soemthing more interesting to post in this damn thing.

Downtown

Well walked all over Davey street last night, walked past a few gay bars and the girls really got a giggle out of that! Yea that steet is like the main center of the gay community in the lower mainland. I think the rainbow banners on the lamp posts really give it away though.
 
Anyways today is Angies last day here. She's headin' out tommorow mornin' at 5am! I am so glad I ain't going with 'em, I can just sleep in.
 
Ya know I really want to buy some booz and go sit down at english bay and just relax for awhile, at night time of course, dunno who would go with me though. *sighs*
 
 

Spider-Man

Spiderman was one hell of a movie! Seriously the fight scences with Doc Oc, especially on that building and on the train were stunning!!!! And egad *spoilers here* Mary Jane saw Spidey without his mask on....HUZZAH!!!! I mean c'mon it's about friggin' time, and yea, Harry saw Peter behind his mask to...then he found his dads Goblin crap. Oh and how the voices started to come along! Seriously tho' I really hope they don't pull another goblin movie even tho the goblin is sooo damn cool! I want Venom dammit! >.<
 
Anyways yea I loved it! I so have to own it on DVD when it comes out! And yep, that's my crap load of a blog post today.

BEEF JERKY!

Boredom! And what the hell is up with bloggers new stuff!? Yeesh they bloody all change the thing so many times ya never know what's coming next.
 
Anyways...yea...bordeom...I have no idea what to do, I'm just sittin' here makin' me fingers black from all my charcole I'm fiddlin' with....guess I shouldn't be typing eh?
 
Hrmmmm what else...dunno.....what a boreing blog post.

BTW

Oi! I forgot to mention this in my last post! Spiderman lego is very cool!

AGH!! I have to wait until Monday morning for everyone to leave! I so can't wait to have the house to myself! I mean if they go to the mall atleast one has to stay....I just want some time alone! ALONE I SAY!!!! >.<

Anyways yea...I got a black lack chelf from ikea...it's one of those big planks of wood all dressed up and ya stick it on yer wall....will be nice to get some space on my already over cluttered shelf.

it's really a shelf ment just for my action figures collection, but I got so much other things like this neat white stone carving of a japanese lady, and other stuff like that. They will look nice uder the black and white picture the chinese landscape piccy Igot on me wall!

God I'm tired and it's only 12:30am!! Holy shit! i think the whole work thing and gettin' up early in the morning has shifted me around a bit. DAMMIT! >.O

Survival!!!

I SURVIVED THE ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!! YESH!!! I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!

Yea yea yea...ok it was a grand total of 35 hours or more for the whole trip from Yellowknife to Coquitlam/Vancouver. I'm so happy to be home!!! And away from all those yellowknifer drunks that seem to think downtown subway is there second home. Damn fuckin' drunks!!

Well ok....when we first got on the road we saw tons of buffalo...of course. A bear amazingly enough. Some deer along the way, and once we got into Jasper park we say a mountain goat, some mountain sheep, a huge male eld in which my sister jumped out of the car to take a picture of even tho I warned her of how dangerous those buggers are... yea she doesn't listen to me.

Anyways yea...that was the trip....my ass is totally numb now! My poor ass. *lol*

So yea...family wants the computer...I so hate sharing...what can I say, I'm a greedy lil' bugger!! *insert evil laugh here*

Ya know tho' I did enjoy it, I mean seein' the rockies again was well worthe it. Ya just know when yer hittin' the mountains yer almost home! Well if ya live in Vancouver and yer in jasper national park then yea yer almost home!

Anyways....I'm gonna go blow me nose.

leaving again

*sighs* Well I'm off on another road trip very early tommorow, going home! w00t!!! But it's going to take me a week to get there! WEll we are stopping off here and there... *sighs again* Anyways...yea, so I'm letting ya know that if ya don't hear from in for about a week, I'm not dead with my internal organs being spilt all over the Highway, I'm alive and well.

home

Yea in about 4 more days I leave Hellaknife for home! May or maynot have a new household guest...well ok, residence. *sighs*

AGH!

Why the fucking hell does blogger have to be a fucking pain in the ass!? It double posted on me and now it won't deleted the double messed up post!! But now I bet that once I posted this it will be gone!

It's eaither shitty blogger or my sisters shitty computer!! Can't win I guess! >.<

hehehe

I just won a arguement between me and my sister! She was sayin' that she ALWAYS remembers my birthdays...which is not true!! Anyways long story short, she phoned up me mom in Vancouver and asked and me mom was like, "yea you always forget her brithday!". I was like, "SCORE!!!!".

Thing is now she thinks she' owes me a movie...and I was just kidding!

Anyways worked today, but I think I pulled the most stupiedest stunt today. I was thinking that I was working at the store near walmart here, when really I was supposed to be downtown..... now the one downtown is closer to me and the one near walmart takes me 30 minutes to get to. Now I was thinking I worked at the one near wallmart, and I woke up late! So I ran out the door and I was there *the one near walmart* withint 20 minutes. I was 10 minutes late, which really isn't that big of a deal. But it turns out I was working at the downtown store!! >.< Thankfully one of the managers drove me to the other store after she had a laughing fit at me and my mistake! LOL!! Man and today......was so god damn slow!!! Now I hope it picks up tommorow. But no biggie I only work 6 hours tommorow.

I just hope I end up going to the right store this time around!! LOL

Anywho yea...stole some subway cookies.....Mmmmmm subway cookies! I swear to you that they make the best cookies that ya can find in any fast food resturant!!

w00t..no work

Mood ~ slightly happy
Music ~ Silent Hill 3/Your not here

I worked 8 hours today! No wonder why people hate to work! lol. Nah I've done worse, 12/13 hours a day...now that is bad. *gets memories* eep!

Anyways watched Matrix revelautions and Secret Window tonight, my sisters bf loved matric of course, but didn't find Secret window all that impressive but atleast my sister did, she liked it. Oh well I still think Johnny Depp looks pretty damn freaky in that hat of his in the movie! O.O!!!

Agh Spiderman is in town! I sooooo want to go see that. Probably will on Saturday when I get off work. 9 to 5...eep I say! EEP!

Anyways I got friday off! Only a week before I leave, my boss wants me to stay, he's buggin' me about when I'm ever gonna come back and work for him again! I was like uhhh don't except to see me anytime soon once I leave.

I'm already bored and can't wait to leave. =P

I got me paycheck today...gots to sign it over to my sister tho so she can't put it through her account. Since mine is all dead and closed and whatnot....yea I got to open another one. But I closed it because there was no point in having one without maoney going into it eh?

I soo can't wait for AC...been readin' tons of FF7 fanfiction...readin' a interestin' one about how Zack escaped with Cloud! Yea people sya I don't read, my ass I don't read, it's just that I don't read what people would like me to read, but I do infact read lots. I've finished readin' like 3 stories since I gotten here and before that I finished one looonnngg fanfiction...and ya know I'm readin' it again? WHy? Because it's well written, and it stars non other then Sephiroth!!! Hug the Sephy!

Yea hug the insane villain that likes to destroy worlds so he can become one with it and rule the very essence and souls of the people and planet.... And well if ya didn't know that then...OMG!!! GO PLAY FF7 RIGHT NOW!!!

meh...

Get tommorow off, joy!! And no that wasn't saracastic this time around. Man I hate my sisters computer! Seriously it went all wierd on me last night and I couldn't get it to go to windows for the life of me, now today it just works fine and dandy. I had left a note for me sister when she got up this mornin' but I don't think she saw it. The old thing is dieing and she complains that she won't be able to get a new one, when all she's gotta do is buy a new tower and that's it, everything else works just fine, except for of course the main computer part. But seriously she reformeatted it like three times last I was here and then a fourth about six monthes ago. No wonder why it's dieing!

It's almost gone, ya can tell. I just hope it does just give up and die on me whilst I'm here! *gives the computer a glare*

Anywho....I must go do soemthing tommorow...think I may gos ee Harry Potter 3. But with who I don't know.....may have to drag someone out. Iw ant to go see it before spiderman hits town. *sighs* I'm still amazed tho' that it's still here!

Well it's about two more weeks intil I hit home, and when I do my folks are going away for a week on a cruise!! YES!!!!!! No folks, just me and the dog! And some silence! O.O!!

Puppy

We have at the moment a Husky/German Shepard cross puppy in the house at the moment. Or atleast we think it's a Husky/German Shepard cross puppy. My niece kinda found it on Ravenmad days. Wonderin' out on the streets covered in filth and starvin'! I mean this thing must be about two to three monthes old.

It's so adorable! To bad we can't keep it, she sits so nicely in my arms and just kinda snuggles down and falls straight to sleep.

Had a BBQ today! Mmmmm BBQ steak and corn on the cob. =P

I work tommorow... nine to five! AGH that means I have to be up by eight! >.<

I hate workin' mornings! I rather work nights. But oh well, it's money! But then again money is the only good thing about working'. Because well, having a job sucks! >.O

raven mad days

Raven mad days was insane....yes insane.....I need some kind liqued now..... >.>

work work work

Finally a day off! w00t! I was supposed to get today off, and I thought YES!! No work on ravenmad days, but unfortunatly I had to work today. If it wasn't for my sister sayin', "oh yer boss phone!" *dials number*, then I wouldn't of had to go to work. And I told her that he was gonna ask me to work, and usually when people say that it means DON'T DIAL!!!

LOL Oh well it was only for four hours, no harm done. But tonight I can stay up extra late, chat online or do whatever and sleep in tommorow!! HELL YEA!!!!

Man I'm obsessed with AC! There is new screenies of Aeris....and some good ones of RENO!!!! Reno people! Reno!! w00t!! Screenies that actually show his face!! I had them linked on my board and I'm to lazy to got here now. Oh wellz for you, but hey theya re easy enough to find, it's big news! Just go to any FF site on the web and they should be there, als try Adventchildren.net. They got some nice stuffs there. Plus I hear of a FF7 turks game that stars Ruffus, Tesung, and some older dude that was apparently Tesengs teacher. I also see some concept art of Reno and Ellina.

Apparently this takes place six years before the events of Final Fantasy VII. When I find the screenies again I'll post 'em! I just hope the game comes to North America. Which I doubt it. Shame tho' since FF makes more money in North America then it actually does in Japan., or the rest of the world. But they still go majorally nuts over it.

Man I don't know what I'm gonna do tommorow, but tonight I may actually go out and enjoy ravenmad days since I have it off!

Pheer it!

Pheer my crappy art! yesh pheer it I say!! I guess two days isn't good enough to make a wonderful picture. *sighs* Oh well I got some awesome stuff on the way! *dances*

oO

Well what do ya know....I ran into my old Rietmens boss today at work. She was all surprised and happy to see me. I was surprised that she remembered my name. O.O!

Anywho yea.....nothing much else going on. I'm very glad I get ravenmad days off this friday. I was here for that shit last yeat. Although I never got to enjoy it. I worked all day last year. Anywas it's a typical small town kinda gatherin' with ballons, kiddie things and lots of food and beer for everyone else.

Basically it's a good excuse to get drunk in this shithole without the cops pullin' ya over for one reason or another.

Oh I got to work with some people today that I used to work with before. I now have the knowledge of everything that has happened in yellowknife since I left! What can I say? It's a small town, gossip is big time here because there is basically nothing to do in this shithole.

Ya know I hate the place, it's stinks, but it is kinda cool to work at subway again, if anything it wqs the staff at subway that kept me sane last time. They're all so great! And I did miss them.

LOK art

Ya know I really don't know what to do with this? I don't know if I should put it on my fanart page or just toss it in the junk pile. I'm not all that fond of it. It was a gift for a online pal of mine....so I dunno where I should put it.

*sighs*

I think I'll stash it in etcetera....I can't bring myself to put it in my fanart gallery.

AGH I work tommorow again, actually I work straight until Wednesday. I got Thursday and Friday off and I'll be blooody amazed if it stays as such. Although all of this week my scheduel never once changed! O.O!!

Rented a few movies tonight. Ginger Snaps 2 isn't as bloody or gorey as the first one, so I don't recommend it if yer looking for some good gore. But Catch that kid was amusing. *shrugs* My sisters boyfriend and I rented some non sister like movies since she ain't here. God Mystic River was boring! And that is a sister movie! @.@

Anywho yea, my sisters bf is pretty cool, he's into gore and vampires and likes cartoons! I was like OMG!!! They've been going out for a long while now. I hope they eventually get married...so then I could have a kick ass brother in law. LOL nah they should take their time I'm just kidding.

Ya know at this moment there is this really annoying like music behind me, and on the screen there is just a bunch of sail boats, and I can't find the button *aka the remote*, and for the love of god....my sisters damn phone is low and needs to charge, but it lieks to tell ya it's low on batterys and therefore beeps every friggin' moment it gets! LIKE NOW!!! *glares evily over in that direction*

EGAD now it's no sail boats it's all based on a moose now....with even more annoyin' music! >.<

Anyways...I should go to bed. I'm opening tommorow at Subway...oh HUZZAH!! .....oh ya so know that saracsim!

Lazy

Mood ~ Lazy
Music ~ Three days Grace/I hate everything about you

Been out lots today. Went to walmart to buy me some essentials. Mostly deorderent and crap. Huzzah! Yea right. Anyways yea, I work again tommorow...... yea..... >.> Ok I know I wnated a job and I do apprciate gettin' a job for awhile, and them hireing me even if it is just for the month and thankfully having them to understand that I can't work late nights since I'll be lookin' after Jess at nights!

Been readin' a lot of fanfiction lately. But then again i do read tons when online. I think I read more books on the net then I do books. Ha and people sya I don't read. My ass I don't read. I read lots. I just don't read books. Although speaking of books I finished Lestat,a nd I want to get Queen of the DAmned, I've heard the book is far better then the movie, but then again what movie is better then any book eh?

People been buggin' me to read the HP books, but I just can't get into readin'! I just hate it when peole try to force ya into something ya fuckin' well don't want to do! It's leave me the fuck alone and they go on about all the shit about how I'll like it and whatnot.

Anyways yea... I miss my mountains, it's to bloody flat here!

Tigers!

Ya know I'm such a suck for animals, I want to see that two brothers movie, ya know the one with the kid and the two tigers! It just seems cute. I mean I've petted baby tigers and they are just sweet! Until they grow up and bite yer head off... anyways yea, the movie looks cute!

Anywho work was ok I guess, work work work, so much to do in a fast food joint. but then again that's what I enjoy about it, there is always something to do. It keeps ya busy so before ya know it it's time to go home.

Although now I wish I had bought some cookies. Subway cookies rule all!! I mean they just do! Quizno cookies don't even compare!

Well anywho I got the day off tommorow. So w00t! But I've been charged with the care of the Sacred Forges! Which is a nice LOK board I help admin. Although I haven't been there in awhile, but it's owner seems to trust me. No I'm not giving out names, so forget it ya scudbag!

I wonder what the hell I'm gonna do tommorow? Probably sleep in and paint a bit. I got gifts and trades to get done! Two of them which are LOK based. *sighs* Ya know I love LOK, but I just haven't been inspired enough by LOK lately to actually get up the umph I need to do fabulous LOK art.

Now I loved Defiance, but I dunno, there was some things that dissapointed me. But it was still a great game, but doesn't compare to SR2 if ya ask me! I'm just glad Kain didn't get the death scene in the end! But I do feel sorry for the smurf. And if ya haven't played Defiance yet....well to bad! Ya should of by now!!

Anywho yea...all this talk of video games is making me want to play video games and gosh darn it I don't have my PS2 with me. It's sittin' at home collecting dust. Gee I hope someone at home remembers to dust the bloody thing! *hint hint to those at home* But seriously, lately I've just been wanting to plunk me arse in front of the TV and play non stop Final Fantasy X-2!!! But then again I guess that's my fault with listening to 1000 words every day when I walk to work. But damn it I love that song!! *shakes fist*

Hrmmm...what's with me and the long posts today?

New Layout

Finally got a new layout. I was going to go with Advent Children Tifa, but I decided against it and to go with Cloud! Why? Because I love Cloud! *glomps the Cloud* =D He's not Sephy or Vinny but he's still pretty damn cool!

God I can't wait for AC! I hear it's supposed to be out here sometime in July but I highly doubt it. I bet we're all going to have to wait until November or some kinda crap like that!

Anywho been workin' at subway for the past few days. It's been fun! As hard as that is to imagine. Well ok besides the whole work idea it's been fun! lol. But seriously it's kinda fun to work with a bunch of people ya used to work with and hang out with.

I have to ask for a letter of reference before I leave. I'll beg my boss if he don't!

Agh I soooo want to go see Harry Potter, and the prisoner of Askaban!! I still have yet to see it! Thankfully it ain't leavin' town for awhile, but still!!! AGH! Atleast my sister wants to see it. maybe I'll drag someone out on Friday night. *sighs*

I have yet to go into Rietmens and freak people out with my return, although I doubt anyone I used to know there is still there, since when I worked there the staff changed constantly. Atleast my old boss is still there, atleast I think she is, unless she's gotten tired of this shithole and has left permantly. Although she did say she loved yellowknife, atleast until she finds out for herself what a hole in the wall this place is.

Anyways I should go get ready for work. I get to work with some newbies today...well newbies to me not necessarly to the subway staff. Oh speaking of work I got to work in the old subway last night...that was just wierd. I never thought I would ever be back there again! O.<

Oh and y'all should try this, it's tons of fun! BLOOD SHED...with umm...arrows and whatnot. HUZZAH!!!

work

I really need a new theme for this blog! Anyways I start up my old job at Subway tommorow! It seems everyone is excited I'm back! People have even called me to say so! oO

Anyways.... 4 to 10....that's my shift tomorrow...yea.... >_>

OMG!!

New art from me! wow! I say WOW!!

Other then that....ummm not much is going on. I need to make a new look for this blogger of mine! *sighs* I'm thinking Advent Children Tifa...but not all to sure.

Only 700 yen!
Get your own at Hamstar's Noodlebar!

I don't get it meself....but everything ya order there has hamster in it! I just thought it was cute in some sort of japanese horrific way.

Why is that everytime I come up here I get sucked into babysitting!? Ok kiddies are fine...but I just DO NOT baby sit anymore!! I'm sick and tired of looking after peoples kids! Especially peoples kids that I DON'T KNOW!!!! I said no but my sis bugged me to death until I gave in! I'm so bloddy tired of babysittin'! AGH! >.<

Well besides that it looks like I got me old job at Subway up here! Just be workin' in the newer location! Sweet eh? And all I had to do was walk in the door! =D

I'm excpecting a phone call eaither tonight or tommorow! w00t!

phew

Well.....finally made it here...after 2 days of almost constatn driving, we're here! Just thought I let ya all know! XP

On the road again.

Well me thinks that I shall be on the road tommorow. =( Off on another mysterious quest to go to....HELLAKNIFE!!!!! O_O!!!!

By the gods, NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! ;)

Anywho yea, so just to let ya know I ain't dead...so no, ya can't have my stereo, even tho' Rood is still buggin' me for it on DA!! >.<

I'll be back online in a couple of days, maybe a bit more. I say 2 to 3 days tops, prehaps 4 depending if we make visits.

AGH!

Well my sister and her troup are coming into town in another 4 hours, then they are off to the Oregen coast, and I don't get to go! :( Oh well it's just a weddin'! AGH! Really weddings drive me nuts, with all the crying and the speeches, it's like dammit just direct me to the food table! And the table with all the booz on it! No, it's not that I am like other chicks and have a hard time at weddings because I, myself, am no married, they just drive me up the wall! O.< The only wedding that will be a good wedding will be my wedding! One day.... when I decide to settle down and get married and have kiddies...oh dear god! Not the kiddies!!! >.<

Anywho, so if this is he last post ya get from me in awhile it's because a fews days have past and I was busy doing other things, such as packing and probably being on the road with no computers or internet!

Man I was sooo sick yesterday! Like puking up sick. Thankfully I'm a lot better now, I tell ya if I was still sick I wouldn't be going on any damn fuckin' road trip that's for sure!

I have to pack tommorow... *sighs*

stuffs

AGH I just redid my main page for Burning Angels...and now it's more of a directory of sorts....but I can't for the life of me decide on wheather or not I like it. I did find aosme cool chinese brushes and just went clickety click all over the place and came up with this. I think what I'm gonna do thos is keep that same kinda layout....but with a new image. Prehaps some more original, *sighs*.

Been reading tons of fanfiction recently, although fanfiction on it's own is hard to find, there is lots of it out there but very few people know how to write a bloody story. >_< So really it's the good stuff that is rare!

It's seems my sister is going to pick me up on her way back from the Oregen coast...which is good, since she'll be freakin' tired from her drive down.

I told Tim I was coming up, he seems excited about the whole ordeal. I wish Jen was still there. She and I were good buddies whilst at work. Although I used to constantly nag at her and pick on her, it was only a matter of time before she would do the same to me. Oh the fun times... but then she went home. I know why, I moved back home 3 monthes after she did. O.<

I should pack soon, one day, I just can't be bothered right now. I'm drawing like a maniac since my sister doesn't have a scanner....or atleast she says she doesn't, I thought she did! Oh well.....so anywho I want to email me some of my own art to have atleast something to paint whilst up in the hellhole! I have to bring phooshop and my tablet along, PS2 is stayin' at home, since I don't want it to get damaged on the ride up!

Man I really want some black Jellybeans. O.<

Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children

AGh I just watched bother version of the second trailor for Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children! This movie is soooo gonna rock! Atleast I hope it will, the last thing I want it to be is a string of cameo appearences!

Found out the Turks are gonna have a small role in the works! Reno and Rude are still hanging out togther it seems. Reno looks cool, well from what I've seen of him. Barret has got a ordinary machincal hand now instead of a attched gun to his arm. And Cloud, Cloud just seems to look kick ass! Especially with that motorcycle and all those funky buster swords in it! He seems very depressed with aeris gone, damn I was hoping that he would be with tifa. Since I like the Cloud/Tifa pairing much more. I mean Cloud wasn't even Cloud for more then half of the story, he took on the persona of Zack, who at that point in time had been dead for five years. Ya don't really see the really Cloud until Tifa saves him. So that's why I think Tifa and Cloud make a much better couple, since Tifa knew the real Cloud.

*shrugs* oh well... Vincent is going to be in it! *jumps up and down* =D

I have two weeks of city life until I am supposed to move up north *again* for six weeks to look after me niece. oO I don't want to leave!!! But ya know all my friends are kinda excited. Damn family and friends!

I am sooo not looking forward for that roadtrip. regular roadtrips are fine, but this one.....people just don't have a clue as to what they are doing *my sister obviously* and the route back up there is bloody all borin' as friggin' hell! >_< *sighs*

ouchie!

Oiii I got my root canal today! From 2 to 4! Two friggin' hours sittin' there watching absalutly nothing on TV! .....yay.... >_>

Although it is kinda cool how they have a TV on the ceiling... oO

But hey, I got through it! The drill didn't hurt and eaither did all of the needles! And yes there is more then one needle! I'm in a annoyingly small amount of pain, but like I said it's that annoying kind of acheing pain in yer mouth that just won't go away! >_<

Oh well I should be better by tommorow!

Hehe I've never been for anything like this, so when I went in I admit I was very nervous, but the strange thing is once they started drilling away it was like, "hey this doesn't hurt a bit" so I just kinda layed there as they drilled away. No biggie, I could probably do it again and not fear it so much!

yea...anyways that's my day..... @_@ I am thankful I got the root canal over and done with! Hopefully I'll never have to deal with it again!

Ya know for only two hours of work, this came out pretty good! Sure they're a few mistakes here and there, but it's just a random quicky! I've wanted to do something with green lighting for a long while now, and with that green lighting this image has always popped into my head. Anywho.... yea... Oh Monday I got to go into the dentists for a root canal. Eep! But meh to tell ya the truth I'm a lil' bit nervous but not all that nervous, since I know they're gonna freeze my mouth and I ain't gonna feel a thing. =D

I felt kinda bad about gettin' it. But ya know, now that I think of it most of my friends have root canals and whatnot these days! Sometimes brushing just doesn't cut it. Plus they figure one of my wisom teeth grew in wierd when I was younger and is responsiable for pushing out my lower front teeth, which would explain it! Since my lower front teeth have always been wierd. oO

But yea my friends say that ya don't feel a thing, which I kinda knew they would freeze ya...but still, I like to be reassured! Atleast I'm gonna get it done before it it starts to hurt!

Well I'm going to the dentist on the 22nd of May, which is abou two weeks away. =P Anywho, not much else in news... I've almost go 4 thousand hits on my DA account. @_@ I didn't believe that there is that many people out there that want to see my art! What are they? insane!?

Anywho.... not much else...nope.....

AHHHH!!! Today agh, the stupid computer *and yet I love the stupid computer* well not really the computer more like the net service we have, kinda went blank on me, and I fixed it and then fixed it again and for a reason my forums weren't workin' which made me mad, then I reliezed that ezboard was moving all boards over to a new server today....so yea... phew! Heartattack! Still gonna call Telus up tommorow and give them a whirl of what I went through tonight! AGH! >_< See what they kinda have to say on it.

I just wish ezboard would come back online tho'. So I can reasure myself that everything now works A-OK! Plus I really want to get into that chatroom again! *misses the chat room* =(

Well I made up my mind, I'm such a sucker for family ties ya know? So I might as well help her out. Damn it's gonna be a long ways there plus I have a wedding to go to in the Oergon Coast! >_<

But atleast I have a arrival date to look forward to once I get up there, although it should be kinda fun! Get to see all me buddies!

Anywho... yea... that's about it. Damn sisters!

BAH!!! Haven't written anything in here for so long....

Anywho it looks like I may be goin' to yellowknife....don't know yet tho' have to come to a final descion by tommorow, which is Sunda... yea.... But ya now it's only for six weeks, even tho' me mother told me it was for two month! AGH! Besides we'll be doin' a lot of traveling it seems, on the way tere and on the way back. Still haven't made up my mind.

Oh wellz..... hrmmm what else to say in here? Nothing much has happened. I didn't get that stupid ass job at Rietmens. I'm glad they didn't phone tho, leave a message to phone back only to tell me I suck and they don't want me around. I hate job interviews and I really hate ditsey people that work in retail!

yep anyone, that's my rant for the day.

Shameless showing of my wacked out avey on Gaia, Look at me army hat, err helmet! Damn thing cost me 700 gold!! But it looks cool! *knocks on helmet*

Anywho....I usually don't post on Gaia. Why? Because it sucks, and no matter how hard I try to fit in, I can't. Me thinks the place is just filled with a bunch of high nosed teenagers. I just go for fun to annoy the snottheads. And annoy I do! I haven't posted much since christmas...I'm amazed my account is still valid! =O If it were really a actual RP board then it would be fun, I mean it has all the elements such as the various clothing stores, the casino, and the soon to open weapons store! I do however really like the aveys, they're cute!

Anywho.... had me a interview this mornin' at 11am! AGH! Got up at 8, did my usual thing, and then climbed on the bus and went all the friggin' way to Po-co....which isn't all that far, it's just that I don't know the area so well. Anywho, I get there, ahve some breakfast and then go off to my interview. Once there I had to wait for her to stop chit chattin' about this and that... and this other girly talk! >_< I hate girly talk!

Anywho we do the interview, and she asks me a bunch of questions...and stuff about the policies since I have worked for the company before..... but I don't think it went over to well, since I had to think about her questions for a few secs just to be able to translate what she was sayin'! I hate people with accents!! Ok accents are cool and all, but yeesh learn the bloody english language before ya become a manager so people can understand you! Anywho...... actually I'm kinda hoping I don'tget the job, I would hate to winde up in that kind of enviroment! It's like the last Rietmens I worked in I swear, to much girly talk! To tell ya the truth I would rather work with guys instead of ladies, why? Because they are just so much easier to get along with!

Mostly in Japanese, so ya will need the fish to translate it for ya. But this is one cool page! If ya watch a bit of anime ya should reconize the bike, nevermind that jacket! ;) That thing must cost a fortune! It's interesting now how people are building and creatings thing from theire favorite anime movies and from video games, it's like fanart, but more real and 3D like. =P

My sister is comin' down for a bit for her friends wedding, and well she wants to come pick me up and drive back up to Yellowknife with me! She apparently needs someone just for the summer to help look after Jessica *my youngest niece*. Since her now ex husband has moved away. Meaning my sis doesn't have anyone to help look after Jessie for the summer!

I dunno....it may be a good oppertunity to get a part time job, work for awhile *since jobs are so easy to get there* and then come home with a stack of cash. It is only for two monthes... well technacally two and a half. And I won't have to share a room with my number one brat niece! *ya know who ya are! ;)*

I dunno tho', I mean goin' back to Yellowknife? It had it's good moments, but it had a lot of bad moments, probably more bad then good, but it is only for two monthes and Angie could really sue the help. Yeesh damn family! Well I would be back before the end of July.... so yea... I still don't know. If I do go I won't take as much stuff with me as I did last time. I will defiently take my PS7 disc, tablet, and my PS2 with a couple of my games... I think I may more or less get more of a kick out of it this time...since I will only work part time, and not two friggin' damn jobs, and then leave....I also won't be savin' up as much money so I can just relax and just spend a bit and live a bit more. *remembers her fond nights at the Black Knight*

But I'm still debating whether or not I should go. Man I missed Sisko enough the last time. =( *loves her dog very very much*

meh......chattin', doin' this... and ummm painting....but I'm doin' this instead! bahahaha! Dunno why tho'? Stole quiz off of Glass! Because Glass always finds the collest quizes.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
AGH there is a whole shelf of books near me! >_< *takes random book off shelf*
~" But 'Gloria in excelsis' was to him said.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
A shelf like thing with files on it! =P

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
Like meaning a show that I actually sat down and watched? ummm something about Ancient Rome....

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
2:30am

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
2:42am

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
My cats!

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
This afternoon. I went out to the corner store, and bought some pop, and then I played with my dog for a bit in the backyard.

8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
On a chat with Rood, talkin' about who is the most dorkest.

9: what are you wearing?:
These low rise dark sandblased jeans..with this built in belt and buckle thing and my big black roots sweatshirt. So cozy and warm.

10: Did you dream last night?:
I did....but I don't remember. I think it somehow involved cheese tho'! oO

11: When did you last laugh?:
Rood: I'm the dorkiest!
Fangy: How so?
Rood: Just a hunch ;)
Fangy: really?
Rood: yep.
Fangy: Nah I'm the dorkiest!
or something like that anyways...damn ezboard chats, can't copy and paste in 'em!

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
somepaintings, a mirror, photographs of some Orcas...that's about it.

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
Not today.... OO Which is amazing.

15: What is the last film you saw?:
Secret Window

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a really big house...with all the furnature!

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Ummm whoa re you again...wait yer just a quiz..... OO

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
Get rid of religon, it does nothing but screw things up.....but thenw hat would we have to talk aboutor write stories about and troll forums about then eh?

19: Do you like to dance?:
yeppers

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nut case or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?:
Bush is a idiot, plain and simple. And yes in my point of view he is a bit power crazy!

21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Maiven
Tristin

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
Nah, Canada is the place to be! Although moving to some place like Rome or London may be fun!

One last thing....did anyone know that Sailormoon was also a real live based showin Japan, instead of the anime crap ya see on saturday afternoons? *unfortunatly it still plays*

I'm sorry, but they all look rather funny if ya ask me in these screenshots! I mean in the first set of screenies, what is that girl doin' squatin' on the ground there?

Just though I would zip by and post this.... all the clothing looks like something out of a Anne Rice book, in piticular a Vampire Chronicals book. Or how the clothing should be...seeing this is what they all kinda looked like in Interview more or less. There is some guy in there on the jeans page that looks like Louis! O_O

Ahhhh good old fashioned J. Scott Campbell artwork from the good ol' Gen 13 comics when they didn't suck! Scott Campbell, Alex Garner and Scott Williams made such a awesome team for that book. But In a way I'm glad the whole series is over, although I never did get the last damn copies. I'm still searchin' for some...but alas, I guess I shall be 50 by the time I find one.

Man I used to love this guys art, love it so much that I used to kinda have abit of his style in my own drawings, but thankfully I've worked long and hard to shake it out. I wonder what Campbell is doing these days? I mean, he isn't even drawin' for his own "beloved" creation anymore. Which would be Danger Girl... Yea the James Bond chick wannabe with the big tits! Anyways they got some sloppy artist doin' that now.... haven't heard of him since. I should really stop by the comics store and ask the all knowing comic guru down there.

Anywho.... saw Secret Window tonight... awesome movie, ain't gonna say much or I will give it away...but boy what a awesome movie! *smiles with glee*

Some advice kiddies, lack of sleep and starring into yer computer screen late at night for long hours does nothin' but screw ya up and makes yer imagination run wild, and directs that to yer very eyes.

WoooHoooo!!!!!

I just got over 3,000 hits on my DA account! People like my art! Now that is amazing!!!! =D Nevermind I just awhile ago got my 10,000th hit on Burning Angels!!!

I am astonished! Really! I mean wow, who knew eh?

Anyways...yea that's about it for now.... >_> I have far to many projects to get done! *sighs* my and my damn imagination! Just out of no where, and while I'm still workin' on some of my "older" projects, I get new ideas! BLARG!!!!

Well I cut my hair the other day, well actually got it cut, now it's all short and spikey! I should take pictures and put some up on the site.... but that is if I can get close enough to the digital camera to swipe it!

Angie left this morning and I already miss her, but I think she knew her visit was tos hort since she bought stuff for everyone and took out for dinner almost every night!

Stuff I got:

A cool funky flashing pen!
A 'bitch' shirt
Money!
chocolate
2 new sketch books
A nice inking pen

Yep, that's it! Gotta love my sister! But yea.... I miss her already! The house is so calm now....it's just not the same. V__V

Stole this from another blog! bwahahaha!!!

NAME FOUR BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
01 lazyness
02 boredome eating
03 Not listening to others
04 Umm...did I mention lazyness?

NAME FOUR THINGS THAT YOU WISH YOU HAD: (material)
01 A full time job
02 My own comic book company
03 A scholorship
04 Money!

NAME FOUR PEOPLE THAT KNOW YOU THE BEST:
01 My mom
02 Suzanne
03 Sharon
04 Angie, my big sista!

NAME FOUR THINGS YOU'D NEVER WEAR:
01 Baggy jeans
02 Anything that has a soft pink in it
03 A shirt with Mickey Mouse on it
04 Stuff from Value Village

NAME FOUR THINGS YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT NOW:
01 the hell? What am I thinking? Oh.....
02 I should really be finishing up Roxxys commistion
03 I hate Briteny spears, why is she on my computer?
04 I want a Lt. Raziel action figure

NAME FOUR THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
01 Woke up
02 Went to the store, and bougt chocolate!
03 Bugged everyone about my new layout on my site!
04 fed the cats

NAME THE LAST FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE BOUGHT:
01 PEANUTS!! Salted peanuts to!
02 A puff thingy
03 Sour skittles
04 ummmmm I don't think there was a forth thing.

NAME FOUR BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW YOU LIKE:
01 Billy Holiday
02 Queens of the Stone Age
03 The Darkness
04 Christina Agularia *she's better then Miss Spears!*

NAME FOUR DRINKS YOU REGULARLY DRINK:
01 Diet pepsi
02 Green tea
03 Earl Grey tea with a touch of milk in it!
04 Hot Chocolate

LAST WORDS MESSAGE YOU SENT:
Wha....?

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED?
Probably Suzanne!

LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT?
This stupid Matrix thing that FV found!

LAST TIME YOU SAID 'I LOVE YOU' AND MEANT IT?
I dunno.....


LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
A few nights ago....dunno, stuff just got to me!


WHAT'S IN YOUR CD PLAYER?
The Soundtrack for Final Fantasy 8!


WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING?
Ummm blue socks....


WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
Old dusty art, a bag full of old clothes that I have to give away!


WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
2pm....Well I was up to 6am the night before!:p Think I'll turn in early tonight!


CURRENT LONGING?
I want some chocolate..... >_>


CURRENT WORRY?
Getting this commistion done!


CURRENT HATE?
People who nag and nag at me about stuff when I've told them time and again hat they must have patience I'm going as fast as I can!


FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURES OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
01 eyes
02 smile
03 butt
04 hands

FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
Outside at night


LEAST FAVORITE PLACE?
outside in the bloody sun!


MOST MISSED PERSON RIGHT NOW?
Probably Angie! I wasn't keen on Yellowknife, but I do miss my sister! =(

Bwahahahahahaha!!! I just finally finished the new...actually brand spakin' new layout for Burning Angels! Oh god that was a pain! Sore frames look nice but oh what a pain in the butt!!! Anywho went to the apparent biggest jobfair in all of Vancouver today! Biggest jobfair my ass! It was a puny lil' shingdig, but meh atleast I got some info on art schools and whatnot, but what got me is that the guy behind the booth at the art institue of Vancouver was that he could tell that was a artist just by looking at me! I was like ummm...yea sure! I should of just said...no not really I can't draw stick men! Just for kicks, but no i wanted the info so I said sure! I do a little of that thing called drawin'!

Some people are so stupid!

Anyways it's 5 in the mornin' I'm beat....*curese frames once again* Night y'all!

Kain doesn't like being filmed on camera! Especially a webcam! Hehehe but I tape him regardless! mwahahaha hehehe isn't this pic so cute. I drew it up on a open canvas for kicks and animated the dot thingy!^^

Mood ~ sick and tired
Music ~ Pink - God is a DJ

Egad it's been like forever since I last posted in here! And think the only reason as to why I'm actually posting is because people are begging me to! Please please post in your blog they say! egh!

So yea... not much as happened to me. I did my first animation last night.... it's terriably crappy, but if ya click on my deviantart link up top that can take ya to it. I'm to lazy to bother with linking it and whatnot. Oh did I mention I got my first commistion? I think I did. Anywho I'm alsmot done that, just got to color the rest of it up then it's off to Austraillia to meet it's new owner.

Ya know what? I really want some peanuts right now... I don't know why but lately I've had urges for salted peanuts and cashews! And black bellybeans! No I'm not pregnant! So yea... I'm defiently gonna have to go up to the store later.

Anyways my sister is being all whiney like nowadays, it seems she misses me up in the northeren wasteland, and wants me to return. I'm like no way in friggin' hell!! Although ya know what? I do miss all my friends I had there, and apparently they all miss me to and ask about me! God it makes me feel so loved! Damn you all! I rather be broke then livin' up there again!

*yawns* yep...well I'm gonna go get me some of them peanuts!

Looky! A quiz!

B a s i c S t u f f
1) Single or Taken: Single

2) height: 5'7.5

3) Birthday: October 24, 1980

4) Siblings: A step sister, but we're pretty close so we don't use the step in sister.

6) Hair colour: Dark brown, it looks black.

7) Eye colour: silvery blue.

8) Shoe size: 7-8

9) WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? Emmmm......I don't really have a set of my own yet.


R e l a t i o n s h i p s
1) Who are your best friends? (Alphabetical order)
Lilith, Sharon, Swub

2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nopeth

3) Did you send this to your crush? nah!


F a s h i o n Stu f f
1) Where is your favourite place to shop? The Garage, EB, Any place that sells funky action figures and other junk like that, Future shop for all the computer stuff and CD's, DVD's and junk.

2) Any tattoos or piercings? No but plan to get a tatto


T h e E x t r a S t u f f
1) Do you do drugs? Nah!

2) What kind of shampoo do you use? Something thatwashes my hair

3) What kind of conditioner do you use? same bucko!

4) What are you most scared of? Spiders!

5) What car do you wish to have? a old 70's firebird!

6) Who is the last person that called you? Lilith

7) Where do you want to get married? Inside a old church that has a lot of history, maybe somewhere like Barkerville...

8) How many buddies do you have online right now? To many to count!

9) If you could change anything about yourself what
would you change? Not a thing!


f a v o r i t e s
1) Colour? Red, black, orange, blue... I like a lot of colors!

2) What's your favourite food? Japanese aka, sushi!

3) Book? Vampire Chronicle books

4) Drink? Diet Pepsi and Martinis.

5) Magazine? any video game or photoshop magazines!

6) Animal? Probably wolves

7) Game? LOK series*ain't that obvious*, FF series, I'm finicky on my games!

8) Place to kiss someone? Lips mostly but I liek to explore.... >_>

9) Favourite cartoon character: At the moment, probably Inuyasha!

10) Smell? The smell of the outdoors right after a storm!


H a v e Y o u E v e r
1) Given anyone a bath: That's non of yer beez wax

2) Ever been in love? Yes

3) Bungee jumped: No....

4) Broken the law: I'm a Rebel! Well ok a bit of one....

5) Made yourself throw-up: Uhhh no....

6) Gone skinny-dipping? That still nonof yer beez wax

7) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? When I was little, yea, a few times. I was such a brat!


F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o M i nd
1) Red: Blood

2) Cow tipping: Cows tip? I bet they don't tip much, dirty bastards!

3) Socks: lost

4) Greenland: Vikings!


Q u e s t i on s
1) Do you like filling these out? Not really.

2) Gold or Silver: Silver.....but some gold is ok, it depends I guess.

3) What is the last film you saw at the cinema: Cold Mountain.

4) WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING? I hate mornings! And I hate the sun! *curses the sun*

5) What do you have for breakfast in the morning? A bagel!

6) HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? It really depends who's callin' me!

7) Who do you wish you could talk openly to?: No one at the moment.

8) WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? Being happy in life and being content, family and friends, and my drawings! I have to draw!

9) DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Uhhh no, I think I'm a bit old for that now eh?
10) STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? Very cool!

11) IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? Tetsuyra Numoura *FFdesigner for FF's 7 to X-2, except 9*

12) IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Depends...

13) DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE KEYBOARD? Yes.

14) WHAT’S UNDER YOUR BED? A greens monster by the name of George!

Mood ~ bleh!
Music ~ No dount/It's my life

Well I finally spent that freebe of a ticket I got from me sister for two moive tickets and popcorn and shit. Yay! Anywho went to go see Cold Mountain. I must say what a good movie! At first i wanted to go see it then I was like...meh, and now that I have seen it, I really enjoyed it. I really love the visuals of all the blood and gore of the opening act of the civial war. How stupid people are when they are caught up in such trivual things as war. I mean this whole army fell into their own trap!

Anyways, the basic plot isn't so much about the war,which gives it a interesting twist of story. It's about this guy who abandons his post, and for doing so he's now a traitor. But he wants to get back to his gal at home whom is played by Kidman, who did a good job btw, anyways he does a bunch of things on his way home, like conformting a gal with a baby, killing a bunch of people, cut off a cows head with a saw, and get seduced by some lousey whore lady. yep, but through all this he still tries to get home and doesn't do anything that would put Kidmans character to shame.

On the other end of things, Kidmans dad dies, she goes broke because of the war, and can barely make ends meet, until Ruby comes along *Renne's character*, whom by the way does a brilliant job, and teaches Kidman how to fun a farm, the two become close friends and such.

Thing is I liked how they showed how life was during those times, really the story wasn't so much of a love story, sure it had a sex scene, but really it showed the times of the people, the age itself and how the war effected the people at home.

So anywho I was quiet impressed! And I say go see it, I know not a lot of people are into the luvvy duvvy love stories and hate seein' the war stories, but what this really is, is a story of survivla in the days of the cival war. How people used to live day by day. Man those people had guts!

This is a absalute hilarious conversation I had with Soul of the Reaver last night!! It's LOK based so ummm yea...if ya don't know what that means it means, "legacy of kain" and since ya don't know what that means I'll enlighten you.

LOK is the best game ever!! For shame for not knowing about it!! So for those of you who know of LOK will find this strangley funny, also ya must know I'm a Kain fanatic, I love him to bits and pieces so here we go...

SoulOfTheReaver says:
But

SoulOfTheReaver says:
this

SoulOfTheReaver says:
will

SoulOfTheReaver says:
be

SoulOfTheReaver says:
a while

SoulOfTheReaver says:
from now

SoulOfTheReaver says:
finish

SoulOfTheReaver says:
your

SoulOfTheReaver says:
current

Fangdangled Fangy says:
ok

SoulOfTheReaver says:
projects

SoulOfTheReaver says:
b4

Fangdangled Fangy says:
stop doin' that

SoulOfTheReaver says:
even

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
thinking of starting on mine

Fangdangled Fangy says:
has he stopped

Fangdangled Fangy says:
oo I think so

SoulOfTheReaver says:
yes

SoulOfTheReaver says:
i

SoulOfTheReaver says:
have

SoulOfTheReaver says:
LMAO

Fangdangled Fangy says:
noooooooooooo

SoulOfTheReaver says:
=P

Fangdangled Fangy says:
*dies*

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Just kidding. I've stopped, i've stopped

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that's good

Fangdangled Fangy says:
i was gonna get Kain to go over there and knock ya out

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that is if i can get him off the TV

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn TV!!!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Yeah, well Raz would have stopped him!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He's my homie!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Raz has gone

Fangdangled Fangy says:
out

SoulOfTheReaver says:
one word

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he's all like a pary animal now

SoulOfTheReaver says:
TIMESTREAMING

Fangdangled Fangy says:
actually thats really two words

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and that would mean I would have to talk to moe

SoulOfTheReaver says:
no, it's a composite word

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and I hate him for hittin' on me like he does

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Moe hits on ya?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
yes

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and it's very annoyin'

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Kain gets so jealous

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I can just imagine moe:
"If i could save time in a bottle
The first thing that i'd like to do
Is to save every day till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you!"

Fangdangled Fangy says:
agh nooooo

Fangdangled Fangy says:
don't give him ideas

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Because, wait, HE CAN!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
LD

SoulOfTheReaver says:
*evil face*

Fangdangled Fangy says:
it's bad enough he went clubbin' with me and Raz once

Fangdangled Fangy says:
ya should of seen him dance

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Oh, do tell!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
well ok

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he was shakin' his butt all over the floor and flappin' his arms like a bird

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I think he was tryin' to do disco, but I'm not so sure

Fangdangled Fangy says:
o.O

SoulOfTheReaver says:
=P

Fangdangled Fangy says:
me and Raz left

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he came back later that night drunk out of his mind

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I think i remember that night

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I was there

SoulOfTheReaver says:
EG was the Dj, right?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Doing scratches with the tentacles

Fangdangled Fangy says:
yea!!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
On his "Wheel-of-fate" brand turntable

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that was then

Fangdangled Fangy says:
lol I know

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he needs to quit the DJ act

Fangdangled Fangy says:
And vorador was there to

Fangdangled Fangy says:
of coure he had all the ladies all over him

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Janos got so drunk

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I didn't see him, he must have been surrounded by at leas 20 "brides" i was wondering what the commotion was a bout.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
lol

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Oh, and don't tell me about Janos

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he to hit on me

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I had to drive him home that night

Fangdangled Fangy says:
said you know you can be bride number 23 this night

Fangdangled Fangy says:
really? man

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he gets so wasted all the time

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He was crying.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he has to stop his wild nights

Fangdangled Fangy says:
did he start claming he was pregnant?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
No, He said something about some woman calling him
"heartless". He broke down in tears.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
awwww well atleast that wasn't me

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Vorador doesn't go near me anymore though

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I think it's because Kain threatened him

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Did you see the bouncer that night?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
o.O;;

Fangdangled Fangy says:
nope

SoulOfTheReaver says:
It was Malek!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
really?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
wow

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Yeah, since the circle fired him

Fangdangled Fangy says:
so that's what he's been doin' these days!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He's been getting all sorts of odd-jobs in security

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He can't get any serious contracts

Fangdangled Fangy says:
wow that is soo cool for him, I'm glad,

SoulOfTheReaver says:
though

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I wish Turel would get a job like that

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he needs one

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he's on the wellfare wagon

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Because of that little incident with the decimation of the circle

Fangdangled Fangy says:
true true

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He blames Vory for it all

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I know

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I say him once in a yoga class actually

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I'm kind of worried he might try something stupid

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Like go after him witha water-gun!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
oh dear we can't have that happen

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I mean Vorry is a pain but he's cool nontheless

Fangdangled Fangy says:
malek shouldn't enter any toy stores for the next while

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I think he needs a permit for those. And it'd be hard for him to conceal in his state, don't ya think?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
very true

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he has no where to hide it

Fangdangled Fangy says:
unless he wears a big coat

Fangdangled Fangy says:
hey did ya see Ariel at the club?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
No, but i was wondering what the pillar of balance was doing there.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
LOL I know I looked up and there she was

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I said hi and all she did was bitch at me for liking Kain

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she was all in my face

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Poor thing. I heard she's got a drinking a problem these days....

Fangdangled Fangy says:
we kinda scrapped

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Namely it passes right through her!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
=P

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Vorry was going "ya cat fight!!"

Fangdangled Fangy says:
more like a vocal cat fight

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I know

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she's always at the clubs

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Hmm, did you see the outfit umah wore. Now that takes guts. She was hanging around Vorador, going all "daddy, can i borrow the Jag". Stuck up, rich little bitch.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I know!!! I hate her

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she and I have issues man

Fangdangled Fangy says:
we have never gotten along

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she keeps tryin to hit on kain

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Competition over kain?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
LoL

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn right

Fangdangled Fangy says:
although I know he likes me better'

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Well, who does Kain like?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
me

SoulOfTheReaver says:
To tell you honestly...

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he does stay with me

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I mean

Fangdangled Fangy says:
c'mon

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I caught him giving her sweet-eyes

Fangdangled Fangy says:
WHAT?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrrrrrrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
But i don't think she's right for him.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
no way

SoulOfTheReaver says:
She's the kind that would just dump him one day

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he just likes her because of the skimply tight clothes she puts on

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn horny bastard

Fangdangled Fangy says:
lol

Fangdangled Fangy says:
yea I've put up with him for years now

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I think she's in it for his cash. More exactly his jewels!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn right

Fangdangled Fangy says:
BITCH!!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
next time I see her

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Oh, BTW, did you see what Kain did to Vorador last night?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
no what did he do?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
did he make Vorador into a drag queen again?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He stood on the edge of the pool, and pulled on his ear-ring. This teleporded Vory to the edge of the water. He almost fell in. Kain was on the floor, laughing his ass off, while Vory would have had a heart attack from the scare, if he wasn't already un-dead!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
man that's Kain for ya though

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Heck, The whole club was laughin

Fangdangled Fangy says:
*sighs*

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I don't think I remember that.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
maybe I was in the washrrom at the time

SoulOfTheReaver says:
yep

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that must of been funny!!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
The bar-tender gave Kain a pint of 0-negative on the house for that little stunt!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
anyways dude I got to go

Fangdangled Fangy says:
my bed beckons me

SoulOfTheReaver says:
okay.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and Kain is gettin' lonely