Holy Crap, look at the weather for Yellowknife!! I must be insane to move up there.

I swear I never like anything I do, not even my layouts for my site, and so I have gone off and changed them once again, I must be bored I tell ya. But really, the white and black just wasn't happening, I wanted something simple, but not that simple. Agh so here is my Fanart and Original layouts.

Anywho...I still have not gotten my coat yet, my mothers money hasn't come in, so I'm still waiting for it. But the thing is that it is a very expencive coat, so we're off to tegga and other mountain outdoorsey kind of stores to look for a even better coat, but for a cheaper price, and yes it can be done. Better coat, more warmth, but with a lower price. It just really depends were ya shop.

I want a job, like right now, I know I only got two monthes to go until I move, but I wish there was somewhere that was hireing if not only for a month. It would give me a bit of money to go up with, besides the money the governemt owes me with all my taxes and whatnot. Hell they owe me two hundred bucks, but I'm so damn lazy to actually sit up and do the work that goes along with it, and besides that I need someone to kinda help me. Damn government has to make everything so damned confusing!! I've only done the papers once before, and it was confusing then.

It is raining again, like it always does her in Vancouver, I'm going to miss the rain. Well ok it does rain in Yellowknife, but they usually get more snow then rain. I can hear it outside my window, it's actually pouring outside, yuck, and I have to go out later on.

Mood ~ A mixture of emoctions
Music ~ Billy Holiday

Well it is official, and I mean real official. I just got my tickets for Yellowknife yesterday. Now it really is happening. It makes me kinda sad in a way, I'm leaving everything I know and love behind for about a year or two, and that may not seem long but it is. But hell I'll get through it. It seems everyone up there is extra hype that I'm coming up, and they all want to set me up with some guy, who is apperently a real sweety, but awfully shy. In other words, kinda like me. I am shy, but I've worked real hard at it, not to be so huddling in the corner, although I really never have done that. But sheesh, I'm not even there yet, and already they got some guy picked out for me.

I tell ya the last thing I want to be doing is dateing. Dateing costs money, and I need my money for art school. Not spending anything on some guy, no matter how nice he is. I want to make something of myself, and of my art, and I really need to go to school. But like everyone keeps saying to me, he could be my soul mate, ha soul mate my ass. I tell ya I ain't given up my talent and potential as a artist for some guy. No way in hell!!!!

I hope I get a job with the government, I mean ya get paid like 27 thousand bucks in a year, and that's just for being the mail gal, ya know the one that goes arond a passes out the mail in the offices, that could be me, the mail gal. LOL!!! It would be nice to, ya get weekends off, and ya get paid that much. Hell all I need is the seven thousand. The extra twenty thou would unsure me spending money while at school, plus it would help pay for books and whatnot.

I'm already startin' on planing on how the hell I'm going to squeeze everything into my suitcases, I gotta take my PS2 and that will come with me as carry on, I tell ya, you can't trust anyone these days, damn good for nothing airport people just want to rip open your suitcases and steal all yer stuff. But anyways, I have so much stuff to bring up, Angie says not to bring up to much, well guess what I gotta bring up most of my wardrobe, my CD's 'casue I ain't listening to the kids CDs, all they have is popish stuff, and all the radios play country up there. Also got to bring something like 4 pairs of shoes with me, my own comforter...I mean I gotta lot of packing to do, and a hella lot of shopping to do before I get my ass up there.

But atleast when I get up there by the end of March it won't be forty below.

Mood ~ mellow
Music ~ Nada

I'm tired, a little to tired, I swear it's that damn book I've been reading, it just gets so interesting. So I stay up all night reading it, and taking long strolls thorugh Lestats mind. The things he thinks of in that book are so "gothic"...there is no other word that comes to mind to discribe it, but then again he is a vampire. But even so, his thoughts are so endearing, violent, but endearing. He keeps saying he's absalute evil, then tell me why he loves so much? Agh this book is great!! Anne Rice is a goddess, she walks the same path as Amy Henning, who is yet another writer I so enjoy. Sure she doesn't write books like Anee Rice but man-o-man what she did to the LOK series is boundless. No wonder why so many can't get enough of Raziel and Kain, the way she writes the script makes these corpses truley come to life, and Anne Rice does exactly the same thing. Lestat is one of the most livey vampire characters out there.

But anyways enough of my odd vampire obbsessions. Next weekend I'm off to actually buy my coat. And thankfully they still have the black one there, all the other coats they had were this icky green, and they only had one damn black coat. What is it with these companies? Do they just assume all women like pink? Well I for one can't stand the color, can't stand green eaither. Sure green is the color of nature, it looks great in the wild and even on some people, but not on me. As for pink, ick is all I have to say.

But when I do get up there I won't nessecary need the coat, it will be kinda warm up there, but it won't last for long. I think their spring only last for about a month or so. Anywho I'm looking forward to the money, ya I know mean thing to say, but I tell ya I ain't lookin' forwards to the weather *shudders*