Thursday, October 21, 2004

thingy dingy

I KNOW: how to draw and paint and whatnot... O.<

I WANT: a full time job that pays me MONEY!!! >.<

I HAVE: a bad temper at times

I WISH: things would turn out better for my niece at the moment, but she doesn't seem to want nor care of the love and attention we give her.

I HATE: Everyone... well at times i hate everyone, but not everyone... I'm confused @_@

I MISS: all my friends that are somewhere else but here!

I FEAR: SPIDERS!!!!!

I HEAR: the dog....

I SEARCH: for a way to give my art and stories to the world

I WONDER: if I will ever recieve all what I desire and have given to so many

I REGRET: nothing... seriously!

I LOVE: Lilith, Rood, My Art, DA, This blog, My dog Sisko....

I ACHE: deeply for something that I cannot grasp at this moment, and no it's not a relationship of having a man in my life, it's something personal and for me.... but it's kinda out of my reach at the moment.

I CARE: for a hella lot of people, for their rights as a human being, and I am shamed at humanity to see one another put people down for being gay or something? What is wrong with this world when someone has to come upw ith a dumn excuse such as , "Gay people have a behavior distortion, a mind disease", simple because they cann't except people for who they are!

I ALWAYS: draw, and wash my hands....

I AM NOT: the most brilliant person alive, but alteast I do what I do in style!

I DANCE: any chance I get

I SING: when no one is around to hear my terriable voice! LOL

I CRY: hardly, but I will cry when I am depressed, but I usually bottle myself up, and rarely ever put myself in such a state and when I finally do break down I cry alone, in my room away from prying eyes.

I DO: love animals!

I FIGHT: for what I believe in, and I will always fight for that and for my friends and family!

I WRITE: my own stories and whatnot, some poetry occastionally...

I WIN: when I least expect it

I LOSE: almost everything, I don't got lady luck on my side.

I CONFUSE: everyone! JOY!

I LISTEN: to a lot of various kinds of music!

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: painting

I NEED: a job

I AM HAPPY: when I'm alone and no one is pestering me constantly!! >.<

I SHOULD HAVE: did better today at my lame group interview... oh well...