Fun Fun!!

Quizes are fun... *ahem*

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES?
white with these pastely flowers on them... but they ain't me dishes thank god. I would have funky colored ones if it were my choice.

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Nothing at the moment.

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
One of those plain blue cushiony ones that have the built in pillow thingamagig on it.

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
Emmm... I'll just go with Monopoly.

5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
Official Playstation Magazine.

6. FAVORITE SMELL?
The smell of fresh air after it has rained a whole lot.

7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
There are these trees somewhere in Oregon and the bloom these really pretty whitish prupley flowers, but god do they stink!!

8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Wake up, think about how much I hate the sunlight, curse it, and then plan my day from their.

9. FAVORITE COLOR?
Red, especially a really dark red.

10. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR?
Purple

11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
Depends, have to see who it is first.

12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
Tristian or Gabriel I don't know about a girl though.


13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Family and friends, art school and my artwork, the future

14. FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Diet Pepsi

15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate of course


16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
Unfortunatly I don't have a drivers license

17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
nope, unless it was a stuffed Kain, but I hardly think I would ever get one of those.

18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
Defiantly cool

19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
I don't drive Bucko!

20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE?
Tetsuyra Nomoura, Why because he's the guy behind the art and designs in the FF series. Well the newer ones anyways.

21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
A blue Lagoon, I like the fancy stuff!!

22. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN &YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Scorpio

23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
ewww god no!!

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD?
Character and Concept designer, mostly for video games.

25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Red... what it's my fav color!?

26. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
Half Empty

28. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Pirates of the Caribbiean, Savvy!

29.DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE KEYBOARD?
uhh yea....

30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
A big green and purple demon by the name of Sam, he's actually quite nice and we have spots of tea together when me moms out for the day shopping at the market.... o_o

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
I don't have one.

32. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Football, or what everyone over here calls Soccer!!

33. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
Dare I say Spiders!!

35. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Respond to what? Oh yea I got this from a email =P Although comments are welcome.

36. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
eh? *email thing again*

37. FAVORITE CD or DVD?
CD: At the moment it's Queen of the stone ages. DVD: Pirates of the Carribiean, Savvy!!

38. FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
That 70's Show

39. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
Mustard

40. HAMBURGERS OR HOTDOGS?
Hamburgers

41. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
Diet pepsi, didn't I already say this?

42. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
Banff, The Tea Party Concert, Hornby island....

43. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW
Legacy of Kain Defiance one =P

At last it is finished!!

Da List:

~Final Fantasy X-2
~Final Fantasy X-2 limited edition stradegy guide including art book.
~Lord of the Rins: The Two Towers
~A awesome framed photograph of the great wall of china.
~A hand carved wooden figure of a chinese warrior
~lots of candy.
~Body Shop soap *gets high of the smell of it*
~a black swuede(sp?) mini pleted skirt.
~A sweater
~A shirt with a damn cool rabbit on it that says, "I just don't listen"
~A black roots sweatshirt
~Money
~Gift certificates for the movie theatres, my favorite clothig store the Garage, and also for Roots.
~Some awesome body butter from the body shop
~Body foam from the Body Shop
~A teddy bear.
~Raw carribu meat from my sister *which I love by the way*
~A hat from my sisters office
~A inukshuck keychain
~And some money from my sis.

I think that's about it, although I'm probably mising a few things o.O Anyways I'm of to play some FFX-2!! See ya l8ter!!

Well 'tis Christmas Eve folks...wish you all the best on Christmas day and may you recieve many lovely presents.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

Beh didn't see that comin' did ya.... >_>

Ya know some people really don't know how to shop for christmas gifts. I was in the store eailer today and found myself smack in the middle of some middle aged man giving gift ideas to one of his friends, I'm guessing. But the advice was simple. Get a box of chocolate for each person in your family. This brand of chocolate that these lucky family members shall be recieveing is those yummy turtles, but ya know everyone in the same household is going to get a box. I mean the guy had twenty boxes of these things overpileing in his grocery basket. He litterally took every last box off the shelf.

The poor guy, I mean the other oriental guy *we'll call him guy #1* was there giving out his great wisdom of shopping *yea right* and was telling him such things as, "no one will suspect that you got the same thing for everyone else", and "People will love it", and this one is so lame, "You will never had to do that much christmas shopping again, and you can slack off until it gets to be a few days before the holidays".

How lame is that, that guys family is going to get nothing but choclate truffle turtles for christmas and that is all their going to be eating for the next year.

Men cannot shop, they have money to do so, but some just don't have the creativity nor tha patience that we women carry so proudly when we do our shopping sprees. When I think of all the stuff I got for the people I know, I'm quiet proud. I took the time and effort, I didn't just go to one store and buy a hundred bucks worthe of chocolate, nor did I just go to a certain store and buy everything from there.

*sighs* Blarg, my niece gets in from grand prarie tommorow. Ya know we have our differences, but I can't wait to see her. Sure her additude sucks, and everyone hates it, but ya can't hate her, because deep down she's a sweet kid, that just needs some love. Things is though I don't if we have to go pick her up tommorow mornin' at 8 or tommorow evening at 8. Guess we'll figure it out evetually. o.O

All of you really need to go to Gabes Site and see her new set of video game and anime plushies. I hear the Sephiroth is alreayd spoke for though, if ya have the money I say buy one because there will never be another like it, and she does such a brilliant job.

I just wish I had the money to do so, I'm broke because the lack of a job and buy christmas money with the little I did have, has made me come down to my last sixty bucks. Oh well my dear mother owes me money. Althoug once I do get back with the doe I think I will order a hand made Kain.

Anywho...ya that's it folks, I'm going to go enjoy some eggnog now and doodle up a storm.

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Real Emotion from FFX-2

Oh my god!! Return of the King was so awesome!! So much fighting, so much blood and gore... well ok not so much on the really gorey side, but cool nontheless!! It was kinda funny though that a few wild teenage fans showed up as Araogon, Gibbley, and Legolas. But kinda cool to. I admire their guts to show up as a man, a elf and a dwarf, as Gibby would say.

Anywho another amazing event today was that after monthes of being offline, Lichie, aka The Real Moebius has finally returned to the online world. Apparently her computer broke down and was without the net for a long time, and I feel for her, I know what that's like. Don't even remind me....

But anyways, after the movie Cami, Suzanne*aka Lilith* and I went out for dinner and drinks, although Cami and I were kinda left out on the drinking part because nieather of us suspected that we would be going drinking or having drinks at a snazzy resturant later on, and so we had to sip on our pop and ice tea while Suzanne slurped down her margerita. Notice the envy? I want a martini now ;__;

I mean we sat their the whole time eyeing her drink, all because we didn't bring our ID's with us, because it was a movie night, not a "let's have a few drinks night". But atleast the steak and margerita made Suzanne a happy camper since all she did was complain about the extra 20 minutes they put onto the movie at the very end. That's all we heard when we came out.

Lilith: It was to long, to many times I though it was over but it wasn't!!

Me: So?

Cami: Your point being?

Lilith: It was to bloody long!!!!!!

And on goes the debate within the car. Until of course she had her full at Sammy J Peppers. I'm amazed though she didn't force us into Dariy Queen tonight. *sighs*

Blarg, I haven't written in here for like forever. Anywho just did up a new christmasy title cover for BA, looks good cosidering Riku is from a up and coming piccy of mine, ahh well atleast the snowflakes look kinda funky.

Am I the only one that hasn't done her Christmas shopping? Ok here it is, I'm kinda broke but I still have money to shop with and yet I'm stummped on what to get everyone. I have no idea as to what to get my mother and she's usually easy, my dad on the other hand, I never know what to get him. No one is being helpful, not even lilith, who keeps telling me, "oh get me the usual". Well bloody all to hell, I don't want to get ya the usual!!

Anywho I'm really bored and thought I should write in this thing to make sure ya know I ain't dead, and liein' in a puddle with the rats. But I really don't have much to write. So meh, I'm going upstairs to play some more Beyond good and evil, a good game ya should all run out and rent right now!! GO, what are you still doing here? Shit are you still
readin' this?

............ o.O Yea I'm that bored. *sighs*

Man I fuckin' didn't get the job at Ardne, shoulda known though eh? I mean it takes fuckin' well forever to get any kind of job down here.

Well atleast Defiance is keeping me happy, ya know if ya put in this code, ya can see Kain fight with a cardboard tube. I tell ya it's more fun to kick Sarafan off the balcony with a cardboard tube then it is with the Soul Reaver. I'm going through it and seeing all these achingly gorgeous backgrounds again. I just have to stop and just glare in awe at them. I think this is much better then the manufactured world of SR2, sure it was great, but Defiance just has so much more detail that brings this game to life. It almost seems as if the world of Nosgoth is truly alive.

I'm not going to say much about the end, since my best bud is the only person in the world who hasn't beaten it yet. Well can't blame her, she was in Africa when the game came out, but she still should of finished the game by now!! Hurry up Lilith I want to talk Defiance with ya!!! *watches her hide around the corner*

I so don't want to go looking for a job at the moment, I just feel as if what's the point in this brutal quest? Well to make the story short, there isn't. Most of the seasonal hirering has been done, and therefore I don't think I will be able to get a job for Christmas. That is unless by chance a miracle happens and I highly doubt that will be happening to me. But right now I would take anything. I can't stand being here, in this house with my dad. He is driving me nuts, he's always pickin' on me with the fact that I don't have a job yet, and he refuses to stop. It gets to the point where I just want to clobber his face in with a sledgehammer. I love my dad, but he doesn't have to mentally abuse people like that, and he doesn't have to annoy them eaither at every chance he gets. I think he has a problem, he really needs to calm himself down or he's going to die of a heart attack.

Speaking of family, my sister isn't doing so good. She may or may not have a bad case of cancer, and I'm really worried for her. She went in for some tests, and we won't know the results for awhile yet. I just hope she pulls through this ok. In a way now I wish I hadn't left, because then I would be able to be there for her. But other then that, she's ok mentally, she's not letting this get her down, which I'm glad for. It's the Christmas Season, I wouldn't let it get me down eaither. ^_^

w00t! Had a good interview today, the position was for assisstent manager, with a fair pay for workin' in a jewerly store. Ya know the type. The ones with all the "Princess" Crap in it that the kids go nuts for. Ya crap like that!!

The manager actually reminded me of my old boss at Rietmens up in the Knife. Which was kinda odd.

But anywho it snowed today, and there is still snow on the ground since it has rained yet. It was kinda ncie ya know, although a bit cold outside today. HAd to strap on my wool coat and put on some leather gloves to keep warm. I can tell ya one thing though. I'm so glad I ain't up north anymore, or else I would be freezin' my ass of by now. They are callin' for more snow to sometime this week. Which is cool, I love snow.

Oh, it seems my niece is comin' down for the holidays. Amber is very happy, she is a brat soemtimes, and yes we did have our share of fights, but she's family and no matter what kinda crap she puts me through I will always love her. She's very excited about comin' down. My mother and I have made sure that her christmas here will be a good one. She's got a few good gifts headin' her way this year, she'll be pleased. ^_^

Well nothing much else is new with me... I like my new Sephy layout, although I still say that KH Sephy is a hundred times better, but this fire sence is better then the one in FFVII. May take it down and do another one anyways. Meh, it depends on how lazy I am. Besides I got to get a christmas theme goin' for the cover of Burning Angels.

The Elder God took me awhile to beat the crap out of, but I finally beat Defiance!!

Ahhh it's a shame though, ya know ya spend about eighty bucks on a bloddy game and it takes ya two whole friggin' days to finished the cursed thing. I'm not going to spill it for anyone, but I wanted to cry at the end....yeah I'm a softy, what can I say? Although I did kinda jump out of my seat when it was all revealed.

Odd ending though, well not odd, just a bit of a cliffhanger for the opposed last LOK title starring Raziel or Kain. Or so they say. Amy Henning did say that more LOK games will be and are in the making. So that's good.

It's nice though at the end, most of the crap throughout the series is finally answered. Well anywho, it's late, and my fingers are somewhat tired, so I'm off to bed. Nights y'all!!

Defiance is such a bloody awesome game!!! And when I say bloody I mean it literally!!

The puzzles in this game are much more difficult then in SR2, kinda reminds me of SR1 on a way, but without all those annoyin' block puzzles*Well there is a couple block puzzles so far*. Plus there is far more exploration here then in the last two Legacy of Kain games.

The history of Nosgoth is so inviting, it's so dark, and has so much depth. And now I just keep learning more and more, and it makes my heart pound with each new piece of juicey info I find. I dunno but one of them in the end is going to die, and I think it's going to be Raziel. Since somewhere in one of Kains journeys it's depicteds it on a mural. Yes I know a spoiler! well since this is about Defiance, you shall find some here, don't like it, to bad, don't read.

Moe doesn't seem to be the devious time streamer anymore, well yes and no. Actually in the beggining he kinda helped Kain, amazingly enough. He keeps saying that Raziel is somewhat of a curse upon all of Nosgoth, and keeps yelling at kain the line, "You don't know what you have done".

Yes! Confustion! @_@

As for Raziels part, well so far I got all the elements ya get from SR2 for the reaver, last I saw of him he was headin' towards Voradors mansion. I wonder if Vorador will remember him? Oh and yet another spoiler here. On a mural, it depictes that Vorador forged the reaver!? And that he was the first human to be turned into a vampire, but most LOK fanatics already knew this*about him being the first human turned*. Kinda ironic that Vorador forges the reaver and his sire was the one to guard it!

Agh to many questions, no answers yet!

I just bought defiance!!

Had a hella time buyin' it though. I phone EB up and ask if they got it in yet, since they were supposed to ship in today, and he said no, phone back in a hour. I did just that, and what do ya know, they were in. So I rushed to the mall, ran into EB and asked. This is the shit I got.

Store Clerk: We do have it, but we can't put it on the shelves or sell it to anyone today.

Me: What!? I phoned and asked, the guy told me that yes it was in and yes I could come and pick it up today, so here I am. I've come to get my copy and now after all this you say I can't have it until tommorow?

So after my heated debate with the employee, she walks and asks her manager, and what do ya know he says, "oh just give it to her".

So I kinda skipped out of there beaming, gawd I've waited far to long for this game. I can't believe I actually own it now, w00t!!! Although when I had just put it in my PS2 I had to turn it off, since everyone else just got home and wanted the TV.

This is just to cute!

This is a odd conversation that myself and Deranged Soul had. It has some basis on LOK, fans should get a kick out of it. As for people that don't know what LOK is. ....Go rent a bloody game why don't ya? Anywho it's yer basic stupidness.....

Deranged Soul says:
You know how Raziel will probably end up in the Reaver, anyway?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
yea, what's new?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
poor razzy

Deranged Soul says:
Well, since he goes to Avernus, I think the Reaver will be set there for him. OR... Turel forces the Reaver to him, after he just stole it from Kain. Thus, leaving BO1 Kain with the Reaver to find later.

Deranged Soul says:
The Turel idea is a little too stupid, though. But the rest is ligit.

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
I was about to say....when did turel steal the reaver o.O

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
the reaver doesn't suit Turel anyways

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
he's not fashionable enough to wield it, lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
o.O

Deranged Soul says:
*Kain waking along the street* Turel: Give me that Reaver! Kain: No, make me! *he punches Kain and runs off with the Reaver*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
LOL

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
I can see it to

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
he's such a brat

Deranged Soul says:
*Turel trips over a wire, Kain set there because the time streaming devices told him this would happen*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
That or Kain would throw rocks at him until Turel went into a comma and he just took the reaver back.

Deranged Soul says:
Then they fight over it like a in a comedy movie.

Deranged Soul says:
hahah

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
yep yep yous nows it

Deranged Soul says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
I can see Kain throw rocks at random people just for fun to

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
*kain throws a rock at random person*
Random person: owww
Kain: hahahahahaha

Deranged Soul says:
*Kain throws a rock and hits someone* Vae Victus!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
or he would say take that you pansey ass human!!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
then run away

Deranged Soul says:
But don't forget Turel, he's back on the scene... he then grabs the Reaver, but juggles it for a while, when he suddenly walks into a Rat-trap Factory.

Deranged Soul says:
Turel: Ow, ow, ow! Ouch, ehhh! Ow!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: How many times do I have to tell you to watch our for those mouse traps, once of these days your going to get caught in a huge one

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: And stop hopping around like that!!

Deranged Soul says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
that or he would just throw a rock at him for his stupidity

Deranged Soul says:
Turel thens gets out the factory, with the Reaver in his hands. Turel: Ha, Kain, you can't stop meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *turel falls of the edge of a cliff*

Deranged Soul says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: Prehaps not, but the cliff sure can

Deranged Soul says:
zing!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
*Raziel runs by* Raz: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: o.O

Deranged Soul says:
Then Moebius! weeeeeeeeeeee

Deranged Soul says:
Then Elder God! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
the mort! weeeeeeeee

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain is still o.O

Deranged Soul says:
Then janos! Kain: Janos, but can't you fly, already? Janos: of course not, haven't you played BO2?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
LOL

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Janos: I still need to take my trainning wheels off to learn how to fly

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
*flap flap flap*

Deranged Soul says:
Down he goes!

Deranged Soul says:
..........BOOM!

Deranged Soul says:
Big pile of LoK characters.

Deranged Soul says:
Moebius: Elder God! Get off my arm!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
no no no

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Moe: Who's hand is on my butt?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
EG: oh I'm sorry

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raz: ewwwwwwww

Deranged Soul says:
EG: I thought it was Raziel's butt.

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raz: ahhhhh

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raz: don't touch me

Deranged Soul says:
Janos: Raziel, my child, why are they fondling you?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: I don't know, but it scares me!!!*cries*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel; janos..HELP!!!

Deranged Soul says:
Janos: I'm on my way! Oh no, the Sarafan lord is here! I'd better run before he kicks my ass... again!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: NO Janos, you must HELP ME!!!!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: Hey don't touch that

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
SL: OOOO a razzy to fondle

Deranged Soul says:
Moebius: There is nothing to touch! It all burned away!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: Don't remind me...

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: O.o

Deranged Soul says:
Kain: I hope you guys aren't fondling each other, we've got a game to star in!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Moe: ummmmmm.....

Deranged Soul says:
Amy Hennig: Yeah, I wrote it, so come on, we haven't got all day!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: they seem to have all day.....look at how the fondle themselves

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Me: KAIN!!!! *cling*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
kain: o.O

Deranged Soul says:
Me: Cliff! *falls off*

Deranged Soul says:
Me: Now, that I'm in this LoK orgy... I might as well... you know... HAVE LUNCH WITH THEM!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Me: me to!! me to!!!

Deranged Soul says:
Me: Me, get out of here! We can't BOTH be called "me"!

Deranged Soul says:
DS: That's better.

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Fangy: as long as I get my kain *clings*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: ummmmm

Deranged Soul says:
DS: Fine, I will just talk to Moebius here...

Deranged Soul says:
DS: So, Moebius, how's it been as a Time-Streamer? And what's with the big hands! What do you do with those hands, if you know what I mean!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Moe: I don't have big hands *gets depressed and runs away well hobbles away anyways*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Fangy: you hurt his feelings...good going

Deranged Soul says:
DS: He was my puppet... now, who will be my next puppet?

Deranged Soul says:
DS: No one, because I need to go to sleep. Goodnight, Fangster. Goodnight Raziel, Turel, EG, Kain, janos, and SL!

Deranged Soul says:
All together: Goodnight!

Shit I'm bored, and it's bloomin' three thirty in the fuckin' mornin', although I am rather glad with my new DSL hook up. Damn it's fast!! w00t!!!!

Agh I'm like in the middle of creating another online comic. Ya see I still love Ravenous, it's just that it never got off the ground because of the fact that I kept fiddlin' with the storyline and stuff. I do plan to one day actually sit and work with it, but just not now. I got this new totally awesome idea, and it's actually workin' in my bloody head!! The story line is awesome, it's got a good plot, twists and turns and some pretty awesome characters.

So right now before I actually get the site going I want to actually draw some shit up first just for the sites layout and draw up a few pages of the actual comic.... That way it doesn't end up like Ravenous.

I have so much to draw, I gots the comic, and I gots all of dem earlier projects I wanted to work on... some include actually starting on battle!! About friggin' time eh? That is such a frigin' awesome pic, it will keep me busy for awhile.

My cat is pissin' me off, she keeps trying to sit on my lap whilst I type, like constantly and it's friggin' hard to type with a cat in front of you.

Also did anyone know it's only about four more glorious days until the release of Legacy of Kain: Defiance? Holy crap I'm hype for this game. Agh I'm so going to hump the screen when I start playin' as Kain *drools* Because as most of you know, I'm a ultimate Kain fangirl. Love him to death beyond death.

w00t!!! I just got DSL baby!!! *does a little dance*
Yep.... That's about it. So why don't you get yer arses away from the computer and go do something=P

Mood ~ Pissed
Music ~ The Beatles - Blackbird

God I hate OPM now, I mean I go out and spend the thirteen fuckin' bucks on this thing hopeing to get my shot at playing atleast a few minutes of the new Final Fantasy X-2 demo, and it bloody well doesn't work. Sure the movies show up and the dumb game ad at the beggining, everything works except for the actual demos.

Fuck and I sooo wanted to play through a bit of Spira again. Well anyways atleast I saw the friggin' International version of FFX, ya know the one with Tidus in a cage. I'd never seen it before, until now that is. Fuck it all, I'm going in tommorow and demanding a fuckin' new one!!!!

Agh today has been the pitts. I hate looking for a fuckin' job, it's a ridiculas process ya know. Ya go in and act all cheery like when ya just want to scream at them, "GIVE ME THE FUCKIN' JOB!!!". Although I did get a lot of applications, but that doesn't make me feel any better, it's like a hundred to one chance that I'll actually get the job. I mean even if Purdyes chocolates did sound hopeful, I doubt it anyways.

I've been in such a bad mood these days, it's like fuck the whole world!! I've been so depressed and so angery and just sooo pissed at the whole world, and it's entire population of people. I need a vacation, a vacation away from annoying people, agrivating friends, and my grump of a father. I could use nastier words, but that would be... well not nice, oh fuck it, fuck it all!!!

I hate life, and if anyone dares to question why, or try to make me 'happy dappy', I swear I will kill you all with a fuckin' chainsaw!!

Well Halloween was a bore!! I spent atleast 85% of it on the computer, and atleast 10% of it being Sephy and chasing people around, especially Sharon, AKA Cloud. To bad Suzey didn't make it, she decided against dressing up and gosh darn it she was going to be Tifa! We all thought a FFVII theme was in order for the coming of Advent Children. But it ended up with me trying to do the cool infamous Sephy fire sence and Sharon trying to poke me with my own sword, and me sittin' online in my chat room with a guy who thinks he is the real Sephiroth and me trying to hid in Sephys coat. It's to long and to wortheless to go on about it so I'lll shut up.

And I never got drunk!! Not that there was much booze to get drunk off of. Anywho enough about my boring halloween. But ya know it would of been better if Suzanne were there, but she's in Africa gettin' eaten by a pride of lions o.O

Well I'm helping a friend set up her own blog, and so I shall be linking her up to my other blog thingy to the left...So go see her blog dammit, before I pull out yer tongue and use it to bat you with! o.O

It must be the suger..........

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm at a party!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm drunk!!

Well no, not really, I've only had one drink so far. Good thing about this party is that....PEOPLE KNOW WHO I"M DRESSED UP AS!!!

They go, "oh look Elsie's Sephiroth! Cool costume!"

So yea....that's about it...I'll tell more tommorrow after my hangover.

'Tis me birthday tommorow...well in about a hour anyways. I shall turn from 22 to 23 in a matter of mintues! What a trick eh?

Anywho me mother took me out last night and said, "go get whatever you want". I was shocked! So here is da list:

1) A nice tanish sweater with a big neck on it that kinda folds over.

2) A kick ass pleather jacket that has big cuffs on it and has the neck piece on it so I kinda look like a motor bas ass chick.

3) Some awesome cord black pants with zippers on them

4) A funcky shirt with a elepant deity on it.

So that was pretty much it, it's well worthe over a hundred bucks, plus I'm getting dinner at the Keg tommorow night, which is like a ritzy kinda place. It's expensive as hell, but well worthe it!! Ribs and chocolate cake here I come.

So yea... that's about it.

Am I the only one that finds this somewhat amusing even though I shouldn't?

Agh I'm redesigning my Ravenous layouts and it's takin' some time with all the work I got to do, like lookin' for a job, interviews, plus the things I like to do for myself. Like actually getting some painting done.

Oh well.......

FUCK

Fuckin' hell, the movie that explains it all....

I think I once posted the audio version of this, but the movie is just so much better!

Blah Blah Blah....

Mood ~ meh
Music ~ Sloan - The rest of my life

Hehe, looky!! looky!!, Not bad eh? I mean I haven't drawn him in sooo long, it's literally been years!! I do plan to finish this, slap in a background of something, ink it, and the paint it up in photoshop.

It feels kinda odd to be drawin' up thses guys, since I haven't for so long. But anywho, I'm educating some people on the knowledge of Inuyahsa. I'm so addicted with that show that I wait with baited breath for every friday night just for that hour between ten and eleven. Lucky for me they put two episodes on. But I'm addicted, I haven't watch such a good anime in so long. Ok some shows like Cardcaptors was cool, the manga was pretty good to, but still..I dunno just that Inuyasha rules!! And it seems that I've been missing out on him for awhile. Actually there is lots of anime I still want to see, but I eaither can't find it or it's not at the local rental shop.

But besides my couch patato life and the online one, I've been doin' good, although I can't find a job, keep lookin' just no luck I guess. Ya know I miss Subway. I used to work at the only Subway in town up north for those who don't know. I hated it there, but I did like my jobs. But in a way it was kinda depressing that I was more happy at work then anywhere else. I don't think I'll ever go back, but I would like to visit, just to say hi to them, and of course to my family. I do kinda miss livin' with angie, although I don't miss my lil' niece blairin' the radio at seven in the morning.

I tried getting a job here at a subway, I thought I'd get a job for sure since I do have subway experience, and it doesn't take long to learn everything there, all ya need is about a month to learn everythin' in that place really, and I knew it all. Oh well I guess I just gotta keep on tryin'. Atleast christmas is coming up soon, I'll probably get a job the around then, or sooner since they are hiring for chrismtas now.

As long as I have money for November I'll be fine, I plan on gettin' up early on November 20th and runnin' to the mall to buy me a copy of Defiance. Oh the joy I will have once I slip it into my PS2. Well I'm not going to go to far into it or I'll get all excited and jump arund and shit. But still, this game is so gonna rock, and I ever so want it right now.

Mood ~ tired and mad
Music ~ The TV behind me

I'm soooo bored!!!!

I should paint stuff, but I'm just so not into it right now, and I have stuff to draw, and I'm not into that eaither.

I just changed my account on my computer, we have Windows XP, anyways my old accountm I dunno what I did to it but it was just odd. so I made a new one, took me about a hour to put everything back to the way it was. I'm not fiddlin' with this one like I did the last, lol!!!

But atleast now I'm settled, I can't wait until we get cable, full sapeed baby, yeah!!!! God just waitin' for anything to load takes so long or it doesn't load at all, I hate dial up!!!

My dear Sephiroth

I have been a Sephiroth fan since 97. I was totaly amazed by this character, he was beautiful, he was evil, and a damn right good all bad ass boy. Ya could understand his pain, although I wouldn't go insane and try to become a god. But he was a awesome character. Very few games can claim to have a character that has his own religion, or his own fanatics fans that would go to any length. Seriously how many people have gained knowledge about the Quabbala just for wanting to know more about this white haired, glowin' eyes villain. He is marvelous. But somehow I think this sequal thing is going to bring him down. I mean look at this. He's....he's not Sephiroth. Where the hell is the Sephiroth we all know and love? The fangirls will mostly likely not go for this new look, I know I won't. Sure I ain't such a fanatic knowadays, most know me for me Kain fantaicism. But still this is what Sephiroth should look like, this is the true bad ass we love. What the hell is up with the other one? I think the advent version should go hide himself in a very deep dark corner and prey that he's dead by the time the sun rises.n that or he wakes up with some plastic surgery.

Kingodm Hearts Sephiroth is something to talk about, they kept him looking like himself, just kinda spruced him up a bit with all the new fancy technology they gots nowadays. I think I had to sit down, drool a little and fan myself when Sephiroth appeared on my screen when ya challanged him in Kingdom Hearts. But I must admit, atleast the new girly lookin' Sephiroth doesn't look as stupied as the guy who had to cosplay him when Kingdom Hearts won best story and plot at the G-phobia award thingamagig.

This is a joke that Deranged Soul gave me, it's funny...just read on....

A doctor walked into a bank. Preparing to endorse a check, he pulled a rectal thermometer out of his shirt pocket and tried to 'write' with it.

Realizing his mistake, he looked at the thermometer with annoyance and said, "Well that's great, just great... some asshole's got my pen."

I wonder where the hell he fins these things? o.O

Well that's it for me today, nothing much has happned, so blahhh, no about my life for you today=P

Ahhh what a wonderful weekend. Saw Jorden this weekend, w00t!! I must say he is good in many departments. *cracks a smile* I know I haven't mentioned him much in here, but yea...meet the new boyfriend. I wish I had a picture o.O

I can't wait until I see him again.

Well about my night, well here it goes. We went out for dinner at the cactus club, had a few martinis, and some Bellini's(sp?) had those hot and spicy beans, and had dinner. Mmmmmm Let me tell you the burger wasn't the only good thing sittin' in front of me.

Jorden is such a nice guy, he's sweet and kind, he's absolutely hilarious, and god is he gorgeous!! My heart just goes racin' and my thighs burn like hell whenever he gets close to me. Oops did I just say that, agh oh well. He's a good man, a little wild to, and a little rebellious. I like my men wild and untamed if ya know what I mean *cracks yet another smile*

I didn't write about this last night because I was to mad at Square, and I'm still rightfully so, damn them with their tauntings of a kick ass Cloud and Sephiroth and not wanting to bring it over seas!! Damn them all!!! That and I dunno why, maybe because I didn't want him reading this, but I don't care if he does, if so, then hi hun!!

Anyways when I get a pic of my cutey I'll post it up so the whole world can see what me gots. Agh I do hope this is a long based relationship. I really like this guy, so far ...yes he has his flaws, I must admit, but so far he's just great. So far he has done nothing but impress me, and so far, I'm just really happy.

Today I have been totaly blown away, why you ask? Because my mother came in and woke me up this morning, yes a everyday normal accurence...waking up that is. But not today. She asks if I want my own computer. I'm like well yea...but.... Then she goes on to say that she'll pay for most of it, I just got to slip in a few hundred bucks, so bascially she wants to go half on it with me, even though she will be payin' for most of it....like I already said.

I'm totaly shocked by this. My dad nags at me for all the time I spend on the thing painting and surfin' and junk, but he agrees to get me my own computer? And he's all for it to, it's very odd. Nevermind stange, obsence and queer.

I'm still mad at Squarenix for not bringing on over the FFVII sequal DVD thingamagig *sighs* and I still think I should write them nasty letters.

Damn it!! I just went to IGN and looked up this so called FFVII sequal called "advent children", and found out that it is nothing more then a CG movie that is the sequal to Final Fantasy VII, but it will unlikly reach noth american shores. God damn it, I got excited for nothing. Damn it, we love Final Fantasy to ya know, so why not ship it here.

I should send them nasty letters.

Holy Shit, look at this!!

So I guess the rumours are true, there is a FF7 Sequal, ya my jaw dropped when I saw it to =P. Sephiroth seems to have been redone for the game, which means he must be in it. Maybe he makes somewhat of a come back, that or he's just parts of Clouds vivid flashbacks. It looks almost fuckin' real, I mean seeing him and Cloud and Aeris again in Kingdom Hearts was great, but here they've put in that extra reality look to give it a somewhat FFX realistic look. I guess no more big eyes and no mouth for Cloud eh? Gawd now I can't wait for the friggin' game. I think it comes out next year. But bloody hell, that makes it like the fifth game on me list of games I must buy.

It's all in Japanese writin' so it must be gettin' ready to be realesed there soon enough.

Oh geee I really want this, I'm just so going to take my credit card out now and put in my code so this wonderful piece of merchandise will be delivered to my very door.

I'm being sarcastic by the way. =P

I don't know why people buy domains so they can do something so idiotic with it, a waste of money if ya ask me. I so have to redo the layout for this blog, I'm doing a picece of art for it as we speak, although I have to many things to work on and am looking for a job that will only bring me even more boredom and misery. I hate minimum wage jobs, ya work yer ass off and all ya get is eight bucks a hour. But then again I hate everything at the moment, there is only one person that brings me any joy, but I ain't going to name names.

Life sux, hope it goes all to hell, and rot there!!

Pie is goooood.

yea I've been threadin' the NR again, and plunked meself in the tavern again, and been finding dumb things like this again, that were actually found by other members, but ya.....

Boredom becomes me.

Oh I've been playin' Silent Hill 3, it's really gorey, bloody, freaky, and damn right dirty, and I love it...so I'm gonna go off and play that.

Mood ~ so - so
Music ~ Pirates soundtrack

My sister leaves today, or actually has already left, but she still isn't on her plane.

I bought a thirty dollar hat the other day at Le Chateau. It's cool, I know the name of it, but for the life of me I don't know how I'd spell it, anyways it looks like one of 'em gangster hats from the 20's. It's red and it's wool, so it will keep me head warm durin' the winter. I just have to find a bright red scarf to match it. It would all fit perfectly with my long black wool coat that everyone keeps tryin' to steal from me.

I spent way to much money this week with Ang bein' here. I need to cut down for awhile. I really need to get a job soon here, I've looked but not even a word has come back from anywhere almost.

Anywho speaking of interviews, my best bud Lilith got a interview for a really good position for the field she's been taking so long at school, the lucky bum is also going to Africa in November. We're all buggin' her to bring somethin' back for us. That and to be cautious whilst she is there, Africa is still ruled by the gun in many places, I don't want her to get hurt, I just wish she take me a little more seriously when I tell her to be careful.

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ 104.9XFM*radio station*

Well I accomplished two goals today, one which was gorging down japanese food, the other was unexpected. I can proudly say that I have seen Pirates three times now. Yes three times!! And I loved every single second of it as much as I did when I saw it the first time. It's a bloody well good movie, savvy!

My sister actually liked Pirates, although I knew she would, 'tis a shame she never gives bad ass movies a chance, until ya make hergo to one, then she gets all excited *sighs*

Tommorow is not going to be a good day, tommorow is a day of sadness. I'm not going to say much, but yea, tommorow will be rough. I won't answer if ya ask me, I'll tell ya to shove yer friggin' questions of yer ass before I shove them up there for ya.

Anywho...I'm bored so I'm off to bother people on msn or bug them insanly on da boards or somethin'...or maybe I'll actually paint and get something done for a change.

Edmonton airport does not like me nor any of my family. Ya'll heard of my incident when I first moved up north eh? Well my sister as I said below is coming to stay with us for a week to do some courses for work. Well now she's stuck there until midnight. Her flight got cancelled! I tell ya Edmonton airport is out to get ya, be for warned!!!

So now she is scheduled to be coming over tomorrow morning sometime since tonight her mom is pickin' her up and she's crashin' the night there. And haleylua!!! Japanese food tomorrow!!!

Mood ~ ok I guess
Music ~ Z.O.E: Second Runner - Beyond the Bounds

My cat it seems is getting better by the day ever since we've gotten her on the meds. Which makes me glad. I couldn't stand loosin' my cat. Nor any other animal I got.

My sister comes in today, she's stayin' for a week, which means lots of Japanese food. Since, and me knowing this very well, Yellowknife only has one Japanese restaurant that nobody goes to because it's hilariously expensive. I mean absolutely ridiculous. They charge way more then anything down here, and I do know that things are expensive up
there because everything is shipped up. But still that was outta wack. So whislt my stay in the north I had no Japanese food, but I totaly gurged when I came back let me tell ya.

I'm addicted to ZOE and it's cool lookin' Anubis
But then again anything that is Anubis is usually cool. I want to draw him, I think I shall after my other pieces I got goin', which is two at the moment. Plus gifts that everyone bombarded me with when I came back online. It's like wow didn't know that my art was that loved. I was happy, but now it's like AGH!!! >_< Oh well only got one more to go then it's all me time.

My cat is sick, we think she has the case of the worms since she keeps getting thinner and thinner. We have given her some medicine for it. Hopefully it will help her out the poor thing.

Anywho it means less time on the computer at night for me, since I can't bring the dog downstairs. We don't want him to get worms eaither. But since he loves to be with his people and nobody is upstairs with him he whines and scratches at my parents door constantly. So someone has to be with him. I love him but DAMN DOG!!! Meaning my computer hours get cut in half until the cat gets better. I wonder what my parents are going to do when I go out this Thursday and Friday?

Awww well....

Reading a interesting LOK fan fiction, has Yaoi in it!! ^__^ But it's not ALL naked men havin' fun, it's actually well written. And so far so good, it has this whole "Nosgoth in the future" kinda thing, and I do love the underground wars that the public knows nothing about. It's kinda of a different twist compared to other fanfiction I've read, based on LOK anyways.

Well I'm bored, so I'm off to paint....

The hell!?

Who would have a pet like that?

Meh...

Strange....the computer somehow forgot my settings for blogger, and so I had to sign in again, but for some odd reason it didn't for the longest time, until I finally made my username and password all in lower case letters. I mean I usually have it..for example...Elsie, but now it wants it like elsie.

Damnable thing, Cursed server!! *kicks blogger and rants and mumbles to herself*

I'm bored...I really am, maybe I should start painting this, but then again I really also finish a gift I'm workin' on. Curse my lazyness!!

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Three Days Grace

Finally after countless hours of working on photoshop, and having to put up with geocities builder having crashed, I finally got all my new layouts up and ready to roll. Every page now has a new layout. Ya, I really worked hard on this layout change, they're all good for 800x600 and 1024x768. Still got to learns some CSS though, although I think I'm getting the hang of it, after my experimenting around with it for a bit.

I phoned up my sister yesterday and told her not to forget my extra stuff I left behind, she's like what? You didn't leave anything!! I'm like uhhh...yes I did, go look upstairs in the closet. And of course there in the room lies some of my extra clothing left behind when I tossed stuff around tryin' to pack everything, but couldn't, and of course the stuff I left in the closet. I only had two bags I couldn't of brought everything with me. Well three bags, but the smaller "carry on" type of bag was for PS2 and crap. Anyways I hope she doesn't forget, or I'd be very mad!!! Most of those clothes are ones I use a lot or they are "working/interview" kinda crap.

I need those, since I am gettin' a few interviews already...

My comments system is down again damn it!! Oh well what ya going to do eh? I want to go see Pirates again, but since it costs 13 bucks a movie I think I shall refrain from such a activity. That and I want some japanese food. I want any food actually, I'm starved, so i guess I should go and raid the fridge and see what we got, like we got anything at all, my house is always vacant when if comes to food.

Geocities is very slow tonight, had it workin' fine all day until this evening, I still got a white black page tellin' me it's loadin, but I don't see nothin' as of yet. I hate when the whole yahoo things goes into a slump then ya can't update anything. I mean I wanted to finnish my layouts tonight, but it doesn't look like I'll be doing that this evening. Oh well I got the rest of the pages to design, I can just upload 'em tommorow if I have to. I wonder why though that my ie broswer won't take it, it keeps tellin' me that there is something wrong with my browser when it's perfectly fine. So I gots to use the crappy aol thingamagig.

My sister is coming down to stay with us for aabout a week or so...and I just got rid of her!!! Oh well, when my sister comes down it usually means a lot of Japanese food. Which is a good thing since I'm so in love with it!! It seems I've gotten everyone addicted to it.

Saw Pirates again, Johnny Depp makes such a awesome pirate, nevermind sexy, same goes to Orlando Bloom. It was kinda nice to see him without the pointy elf ears. That movies just kicks plain ass, it's one of those movies ya just got to buy when it comes out on the shelves.

Things I did today:

1) Woke up.

2) Got dressed and went to the store to buy some chocloate milk.

3)Was then forced to carry my mothers dress as my dad and me went to the drycleaners to get it steamed.

4) Put on a bunch of makeup

5) Slipped on dress, strapped on high heeled shoes, laced then up, and did last bit things like filling purse and putting on jewlery.

6) Mysel and my parents then jumped in the car and drove off to Fort langey.

7) Arrived at Church.

8) Waited in church, and was forced to stay within it even though it was flippin' hot.

9) Watched wedding ceremony.

10) Went to hall, and had a few glasses of wine and chatted with family and danced a bit.

11) Came home and came online

Yep that was my day, and my feet still hurt from those friggin' high HIGH heels, but meh they looked good with the dress, and I did sit a lot. Well now I'm off to bed...had a long day.

yet another quiz

Quizes are fun....my ass...but I'm bored so what the hell.

1) Single or Taken: Single *party girl*

2)height: 5'7.5 to be exact

3)Birthday: October 24 baby

4)Siblings: a odd step sister

6) Hair color: a very very dark brown almost looks black at times with somewhat of a reddish hint to it.

7) Eye color: Silvery blue

8) Shoe size: 8

9)Full name: Elsie....I don't remember if I had a last name O.o


*~~* R e l a t i o n s h i p s*~~*
1) Who are your best friends?: (Alphabetical order) Suzane, Sharon, and Swub

2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: No...remember, single, up top? Party Girl?


*~~*F a s h i o n S t u f f*~~*

1) Where is your favorite place to shop?: Electronics Boutique, The Garage

2) Any tattoos or piercings?: *is getting a tatto*, but no ear peircings....my ears kinda get infected when holes are punched into them =(


* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *~~*

1) Do you do drugs?: Is that why I'm high? Actually, seriously...no I don't.

2) What kind of shampoo do you use?: Something that is pretty good and will make my hair all nice and shinny

3) What kind of conditioner do you use?: same

4)What are you most scared of?: SPIDERS!!!!

5) What car do you wish to have?: A mustang, blue perferably =)

6) Who is the last person that called you?: Me mother

7) Where do you want to get married?: Somewhere in Rome.

8) How many buddies do you have online right now?: to many...*told them all to be quiet whilst I do this*

9) If you could change anything about yourself what would you change? Nothin' really...meh


*~~*f a v o r i t e s*~~*

1) Colour?: Red

2) What's your favorite.food?: Japanese Food

3) Boy's names?: Tristan, Gabvian...

4) Girls names?: Madisen, Celestial...

5)Subjects in school: As in high school? Well Art, photography, and some class about the history of the ancient world *can't remember it's name* and culture and religion studies.....

6) Animals?: Dogs

7) Games?: Legacy of Kain, and the Final Fantasy series

8) Place to kiss someone?: anywhere really....

9) Place to be massaged?: shoulders, feet, neck...anywhere really....


*~~* H a v e Y o u E v e r *~~*
1) Given anyone a bath: yes

2) Smoked: no.

3) Bungee jumped: Nope

4) Broken the law: yes...nothin' dramatically major though...

5) Made yourself throw-up: no

6) Gone skinny-dipping?: nope....need a cute guy first.

7) Ever been in love?: yes

8) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble!: when I was a kid, sure, meh.


*~~* F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o M i n d*~~*
1) Red: Blood

2) Cow tipping: moooooooo

3) Socks: white

4) Greenland: Vikings, and those funky horned helmets they wore.


*~~*q u e s t i on s *~~*

1) Do you like filling these out?: meh

2) Gold or Silver: Silver

3) What is the last film you saw at the cinema: Pirates of the Caribian

4) Favorite cartoon character: Meier link *vampire hunter D: Bloodlust* I watch to much anime....

5) What do you have for breakfast in the morning?: not really

6) Who would you love being locked in a room with?: If Kain were real...ya get the picture, But as for the real cuties, I would go for Jeff Martin.

7)Who do you wish you could talk openly to?: I talk openly to everyone

8)What Song Reminds You of the Person that sent this to you?: The hell?

I'm bored as hell....

But I have this sudden urge to create a new blog, as to what purpose it would have I don't know. I just feel like creating something new, but not on this one, I like this blog with it's purpose, which is to bitch, and it's layout.

But yea, sudden urges of creation have come across me with my sudden grasp of the internet once again. But then again, like I said...I'm bored as fuckin' hell.

Or maybe I could make a personal blog with only a few people allowed to see it...or something? Anyone got ideas, Quickly now I got spirts of creation and wanting to spurt outta me. Dream journal...Nah I rarely remember my dreams.

I'll find something to do about it.

Short entry, but then again nothin' much has happened in the life of me in 24 hours.

Yellowknife?

Finally got some pictures of Yellowknife developed, well I did get the developed quiet awhile ago, but it's kinda hard to put them online without a computer eh?

This is Frame Lake, it's like almost right out in Angies backyard.
And this is Angies house
And this is the front of her house, notice the stairs?

Anywho, that's it from me today...man I got a weddin' to go to on Saturday...Wish me luck, maybe I'll bump into a handsome fellow, hehe, I hear there is going to be some hot guys there, hot single guys!! Wooo-hoooooo! Booya!!

Yer probably all wonderin' as to where the hell I have been? Well I'll tell ya, my computer crashed, my dad gave to to someone to get it fixed, parents didn't have the doe at the time to pay up so it stayed in some guys computer lab thingamagig, until today, when we finally got it back, THANK GOD!!!!

Once ya become a net addict, it's hard to be without it for so long, not to mention artsy things like photoshop and whatnot. Although now we got tons of cool newer stuff on the computer, includin' a little thing called Illustrator 10. I'm in artsy heaven with all these programs I got goin' plus I'm gettin' maya and paintshop pro soon enough.

Well anyways what has been goin' on in me life eh?

Saw Pirates again with me mother, she adored it and wants to go again....been invitied to a weddin' so i had to go out and buy a hundred dollar sparkly purply dress that has gold sparkles on it, along with gold shoes and a gold handbag....it's a beautiful dress really...I'll take some pictures.

What else? Rented a few movies, and a few games. Blood the last vampire...don't rent it, bad movie...unless all ya want is a anime movie void of a story line and has nothin' but a vampire slayin' demonic vampire thingys in it....Spiritied away beautiful and bold and absalutly brillant. As for games...well Chaos Legion is pretty cool. Anyways yea, that may sound like that's all I have been for the last while, well not really, been out lookin' for a job ever since Jessica left. Had me a interview today, went pretty well, me thinks I may have me yet another Subway job.

Oh I saw Suzanne yesterday, aka Lilith, we had tons of fun, had Japanese food, watched a really odd anime with some gay lookin' guy with *of course* white long hair, then we went out again, and had some boston pizza with some good old fashioned booz....gotta love those cosmopoltons(sp?). then we came home and watched some cartoons, lol yea it was preductive eh?

Other then that...been seein' Graham lots, drivin' all through Vancouver and up Granville street...Man just seein' it all again, the night life and all, makes me glad I'm home, I love this city i really do and it feels to be be loved this much and havin' everyone glad I'm home. 'Cause to tell ya the truth...I'm so happy to be home!!! but anyways man I've done a hella lot of things in my absence of the net and such.

It is nice to be home, but I got friends and family up north that are missin' me...I feel so loved!!

Anyways 'tis nice to be back online, but gotta go....

My computer is odd, it frooze up on me everytime I first tried to get into it, constanlty, now out of the blue it works just dandy? well I might as well get it looked at again. Graham said that it sounded like somethin' overheatin' but when he looked there was nothin' he could find inside. Which was again, very odd.

But now it seems to be just hunky dorry? odd? you bet!!

Anyways when Graham did come over he sat and chatted and chatted some more, and then tryed to fix the computer which he couldn't because he though it was a software problem and didn't releize it maybe harware and so didn't bring any of that harware stuff with him, but most of it he couldn't anyways, since he would of had to take it home and play with it there, but anywho we saw pirates that night. What a awesome, hilarious movie!!! For those who had never been on the ride you may not see some of the familiar stuff, but it was great indeed. Johnny Depp is a awesome pirate, cute to, but absalutly hilarious, I couldn't tell ya what part I loved most, just to say I loved it all, and me thinks I shall be seein' it again fairly soon.

Anyways after the movie was another thing, we kinda forgot were the car was and so wondered endlessly searchin' for it, and if it wasn't for my idea to go back up *we parked underground* to the surface and come down the way we came up, we would of been stuck in there for days. Awww well, t'was a good night.

And yes the day before Suzanne came over, agh it was so good to see my best bud. we went to eat japanese food, which is...god was it ever good toeat that again!! being without it for a long time is hard enough, man did I ever gurge!!! thing is I may go again today...w00t!!! Then we hit the mall, bad I already the day before went on a bit of a shoppin' spree, spent me a hundred bucks...da list is as follows

1. A kick ass shirt from sirens
2. A new bra
3. 2 CD's, Linkin Park ~ meteroa and Beyonca ~ Love is Dangerous *2 very good CD's*
4. And a 30 dollar comic book by the name of Sojourn, it's made by Crossgen and it's like 6 chapters in one book, and man is it awesome, I recommend and fantasy lover or anyone that just loves comis, to pick this up

But anyways the say out with me best bud I bought the second book to Sojourn, yea I'm bad, but meh I finally got my sister to go pick up my paycheck from subway since I never got it before I left. Oh another thing I bought, it was a new beddin' from Ikea, it's so very nice and soft and ever so comfy. It's white, I thought it may make my sleigh bed look more antique since it's a cherry red kinda color *cherry red stain ya know* and it does, looks very old now, which exceotion to the rnadom action figures that layabout my room.

Well that's it for me, this computer better not fuss again, 'cause I'm off to get me some homemade pancakes!! Boy am I glad to be home with my family and friends!!

Hell forget the LOK gif!! Skeletor doin' the YMCA is much more fun!!

This is still the most hilarious gif in the world. Seriously I posted this about a month ago here, and still people look through the archives, find it, love it, and ask if they can have it or use it, and I keep sayin', 'twas not me that made it. This dohicky of a gif belongs to Smackbabe. Who is a resident of the Nosgothic Realm Fourm.

Anywho to my real point here besides the funny LOK gif..THAT IS NOT MINE!! I want to point out that I finally have a webcam, yes you may now feast yer eyes upon the being which is me. The webcam is also posted on my deviant site, which is where it is placed and hosted....well not hosted, let's just say I'm to lazy to make a whole page for it on burnin' Angels, so up on Deviant it goes.

yea...I looked stoned in this pic, so sue me, I swear I wasn't on anythin'. Well I have no more points to make so it's best I leave now.

My way back home

Well it seems I made it home safe and sound, and in one piece!! Although some of my lugage almost didn't, but I'll say more about that later on.

Ok first off I didn't sleep at all, and we were to get up at five in the mornin', and so we did, we got up got goin' and we were on the road in no time. The road from Yellowknife to the next 'gas station and general storee' town was all dirt, plus as we went a bit further along and got off the dirt road, we eventually came across some Buffalo. Amazinly enough they just stood there as we took some quick snap shots. Amazinly enough we saw a part of a huge friggin' herd right along side the road, but as my sister was drivin' she turned a looked at them all and did not see the huge male buffalo walkin' graduatly towards us. Good things these guys don't charge, well they do, but the ones up there are faily calm. But anyways we all yelled at my sister to watch were she was goin' and as soon as that was outta the way we were on calm seas.

Fifteen hours later we finally arrive at a place outside of Grande Pairie*our real first destination* called Grimshaw, that has this place that sells pretty good dry ribs. They were ok I guess, don't know why Ang went erserk over them, I've had better. But anywho we finally pay and leave, curl up in our car and off to Grande Pairie we go, only to be caught in one of those ever so famous pairie stornms with lightening and the whole damn friggin' works. Finall it stops and we continue, drop the oldest of the kids we are carrin' at her dads and we spent the night in hotel.

Next day off to West Edmonton mall we go, Ang and the lil' one went to the giant wave pool, whilst me and my mom shopped a bit. That was a bout it, we only had three hours before it closed. the next day however, we shopped more. Me mother and I got one of thos old fashioned photos done up in black and white, well more of the brownish color. 'Tis cool, we got a antique frame and all for it.

Anyways today, today was ok, we drove through Jasper *a place I haven't seen in years* and finally home. And this is where the problems start. The guys couldn't find any of our bags, well they found three at first, but the most important one with photoshop and the PS2 in it had gone missin' and my heart was just like OMG OMG OMG OMG...anyways after shiftin' a bunch of peoples crap around they finally found it, and it was the fact that the people in edmonton put it in the wrong section. ASS HOLES!!! Almost lost a few thousand bucks worthe of stuff. But I have it now, thank god!!

Anyways I get home and my room is a absalute mess, i guess it can't be helped and all, but now tommorw I hve to clean it all up again, and move some shit outta there, like the sewin' machine and other crap. But tonight, I don't give a damn....I'm tired and am off to bed. *yawns*

Well it seems I'm on the road tommorw mornin' at two of all times, yes I dare say two. My sister is insane, she wants to drive for seventeen hours non stop. Thank god my mother is with us, she's far more experienced at road trips than she is. But then again, like I said my sister has always been nuts.

So anyways ya may not hear from me in awhile, doesn't mean I've been gutted or anythin' and layin' in a ditch somewhere, just means I'm on my way home. I'll post when I get back so don't go all retarded on me and start freakin' out all of a sudden.

Happy bored and finally got another quiz to do, and this one revolves around non other then video games, w00t I say w00t!!!

As ya can see I'm very happy since my mother is now here, and tommorow I'm off to show her about this crummy town, ok it may be crummy, but meh I did get some good memories outta this place...but anyways on with the quiz.

Top 10 Favorite Games:
1. Soul Reaver 2
2. Final Fantasy 8
3. Blood Omen: Legacy of Kain
4. Final Fantasy 7
5. Devil May Cry
6. Soul Reaver
7. Vagrent Story
8. Chrono Cross
9. Final Fantasy 9
10. Blood Omen 2

Favorite male game character(s): Kain(LOK), Raziel (LOK), Squall(FF8), Dante(DMC), Vincent(FF7) and Sephiroth(FF7) Snake(MGS as in all of them)

Favorite female game character(s): Tifa(FF7), Lulu(FFX) I tend to like more of the guy characters then the girls...

Favorite gaming company: Square of course

Favorite game mascot: emmm I dunno....don't have one I guess 0.o

Favorite game system: Playstation

Favorite fighting game: I hate fighting games, there is nothing behind them so what's the point? Besides for guys of course to look at those ruanchy girls with big boobs =P

Favorite RPG: Final Fantasy VIII

Favorite adventure game: SoulReaver 1 & 2

Favorite party/multiplayer game: I don't play well with others. Other people suck!!

Favorite survival horror title: Devil may Cry, what can I say Dantes hot and has to fight some serious eicked lookin'
demons.

Favorite game storyline: Legacy of Kain Series

Favorite game ending: Final Fantasy VIII

Least favorite game ending: Soul Reaver.....to be continued agh how could they have done that to us?

Favorite game intro: Final Fantasy VIII, I used to gather people in front of the TV and make them watch it until their eyelids would bleed.

Favorite game soundtrack: that's a toughie, all the FFVIII musci is great, but so is the albums from Chrono Cross, and a few other FF titles....

Favorite song from a game: Liberi Falatia(sp?)

Favorite game villain: Sephiroth... 'nuff said eh?

Favorite game hero: Cloud ^__^ although Squall certainly kicks ass as well. How can someone ask these questions, it's to hard *whimpers and whines*

Favorite game heroine: 0.o is there such a thing? A good one I mean besides Lara Croft?

Favorite movie based on a game: Resident Evil

(Either/Or?)
2D vs. 3D? -- 3D.
RE/Silent Hill -- Silent Hill.
Onimusha/Tenchu -- Onimusha.
Zelda/Dark Cloud -- Zelda.

(Odds And Ends)
Most overrated game? -- Blood Omen 2, yes it was good but still the word evil was thrown around a bit to much.

Game Made Into A Movie? -- Most games put into movie format usualy suck so putting it that way it would make a disgrace of the game and it's characters.

Series that should continue? -- LOK ^___^

Series that should end? -- Breath of Fire *shudders* I can't stand that series, ick!!

Game You'd Like To See Remade? -- Final Fantasy VII, needs some better translation and maybe a few new graphics

Game(s) You Can Play Endlessly? -- Scroll to the top dumbass and see the list =P

Character(s) That You'd Enjoy As A Punching Bag? -- Umah(BO2), Trish(DMC), Ashley Riot(VS) Oni(vile female character)

Hardest Game Ever? -- ...hrmmm I'll get back to ya on that.

Do You Yell At Games? -- oh yeah, swear at 'em, spite at 'em, curse them and yell at which ever character I'm playin' as to get into the act before I pummel him to death. yep games suck, they're evil, yet mysteriously addictive =P

Well I'm really goin' home, I got to pack tonight and tommorw night my mom is flyin' up so she can drive down with us. I so can't wait to get home ,and I'm so glad my dad isn't mad at me, I though for sure he'd be mad since I didn't get all the money for school. But infact he's proud of me, and so is everyone else I know down at home. I did my best here, I got a lot of money out of it. But now I just hate it here, even more then I did before, and it has just made me so depressed ya know. I think if it were anywhere else I wouln't be so sad ya know. So when I get home all I'm doin' is sleepin' for a bit and just relaxin' before I go out and look for a job again.

I can't wait to see everyone, friends, family, and especially my siskobabes *my dog if ya don't know* He's so cute, and I've missed him so much. Ya, I'm a sucker for furry cute animals.

So yep anyways I'm off to pack, even though I hate packin' so if I don't post within the next few days it's because I'm movin', and if I'm found dead then I probably won't be postin' again, but just to make ya'll happy I'll post when I get home.

Ok Yellowknife is about to be the last thing I see, if ya read my blog ya know that I hate this town, it's a hellohole, and latley I've just been so depressed with all the ongoings in this household, and all the stress, and yea....I got a move on things for artschool, sure it's a start, but it will not finish here. And so I have decided, I'm goin' home. I've had enough of this town and it's pennyless drunks that hit on me every second they get, I'm tired of sleepin' with one eye open, and I'm tired of being so damn depressed that I just want to cry whilst I'm at work.

I've been like this for awhile, I didn't know what it was until now, I'm homesick, and it's not that I just miss family and friend, I miss Vancouver, I miss the layout of the land and shape and structure it upholds. I know it's going' to be hard to find a job there, but now that I have more experience behind me and a will of determination, it shouldn't take that long.

So I'm leavin' this place behind, and probably will never return. My sister says I can give it a second whirl anytime I wish to return. So I have to go into work tommorow and explain the situation, I think I may just say that somethin' happened and I got to get home asap, and then I'll get a good letter of recommendation.

I don't think I'll miss this place, sure I'll miss the guys at Subway and the girls at Reitmens, but time goes on.

I told my sister this mornin' and she understands why. Thank god, I though she was goin' to think it was her fault and it's totaly not, if anything she was a light that gave that little bite of strength now and then...so off I go home.

I can't wait to see everyone, includin' my puppy, my bestest bud *ya know who ya are =)* and all my friends.

Lustful ambitions

This is so hilarious... just read and you'll see =P

As I lay on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this
strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I
can't forget last night.

You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm
night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a
tingling sensation in me.

You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any
reservations, you laid on my naked body...you sensed
my indifference, so you applied your hungry mouth to
me without any guilt or humiliation, and you drove me
near crazy while you drained me.

Finally I went to sleep.

Today when I woke up, you were gone. I searched for
you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to
last night's events.

My body still bears faint marks of your enthusiastic
ravishing, making it harder to forget you.

Tonight I will remain awake waiting for
you......................You fucken mosquito.

I was bored and joined a bunch of fanlistin's that ya can see on the left side under my panel thingy....and amongst those are a few links to some others sites...ya that's how bored I was.

I was awoken by the phone this mornin' and it was my boss from Rietmens askin' me to come in...and I was like what...it was only another couple of hours until I had to get my arse to work at Subway so i kinda had to decline the request. I'm gettin' a fuck whole of hours at Subway and it's fuckin' great!! all, well most are wight hour shifts. Booya!! mo money for the fangalang here...yea that seem sot be the newest installment of my nick, fangy.

Well I'm still bored, so I may yet add a few more things to this blog oh mine, or go off and read this interestin' LOK fanfiction I've been readin' lately. I'm such a whore for fanfiction, and not just for Legacy of Kain, but for really anythin' I'm into, the only thing I haven't done is written any myself. I guess I'm just to concentrated on my own stuff.

Well that's it for me, I hope I now don't get emails as to why I don't write that much, the last time I got emails for why I haden't written in my blog for a couple of weeks, they muct of all though I was layin' twisted and spuin' out blood from my head or somethin'. But me thinks I'm much to alive to be dead. Besides by this time I would reek and some would of found me. Well I'll get off the death, yes death, but interestin' little topic of mine.

Yep I'm nuts....

HELL YA!!!

My hometown of Vancouver won the 2010 Winter Olympics, and I do plan to be home by then!! So that's good news eh? I want to volunteer, what I would do I dunno, but meh, it's the Olympics eh!!

I'm bored...and all I do these days is work, and it's like twelve hour days, tirein' ya...but well worthe the good money. I have to work at Rietmens tommorow mornin'. I do like that place a lot, but I dunno, I'm gettin' inda tired of it. The people are great, and it is nice to get fifty persent off all the clothin'. But I'm just bored there at times. Or maybe it just seems to me that way because no one has been shoppin' lately and we haven't been busy.

So I dunno, tons O' jobs in this town *shrugs*

May be I'll apply for that 14 buck a hour job at the Co-op again...oh well time will tell eh?

Anyways....ya...I'm bored so I'm off to do...whatever.

Do I look somewhat Goth? I walked in today at work *Rietmens to be exact* and sooner or later we started talkin' about fashion, and oddly enough in a place in which we sell clothing, we have never spoken of it before, besides shopping of course. Anyways, my fellow staff and manager started to say that I was goth? Do I look goth, no, sure I wear a lot of black, but does that mean I'm goth. Then they stated that I have pale skin, and with my vampire obsesstion, slap me down we got a goth chick on our hands. Geez I'm not goth. I do like Goth things, but I'm defiently not on of those punk goth marilyn Manson lovers kinda goth. Ya anyways that was the highliget of our day since we basically stood around the whole time, it seemed nobody wanted to buy clothing today. It was so boring I wanted to climb onto the cash desk and curl up and fall alseep. Thank god I can sleep in tommorow though.

*cough* I'm so bored...I want my sister to come home so I can use her visa to buy me gold on ezboard.....hey it's only ten bucks, so I might as well grab it while I can eh?

hey hey Looky at this new fandangled thing...no I didn't do it with my newly bought tablet, but instead I did this with my newly bought graphite!! Anyways it's a gift for Lichie, but it's to damn good to go in the gift section, so up it went into the fanart section. But ya, here ya go

And well what do ya know, no wonder why my blog post thingy wasn't workin' today. I come here and what do I get, and new revamped look for the editor,
w00t.

Anyways...ya...that's it for me...>_>

I bought me a tablet, yes finally eh? Although for the longest time I thought I had to take it back since it wouldn't work for me. If not for a good friend helpin' me out online I wouldn't of been able to make it work. The thing is my dear sister totaly screwed up the computer and all it's drivers the last time she reformatted it, or should I say deformatted it back down to Windows 98. So it has its problems, includin' not allowin' me to put my nice new shiny wacom tablet on it. But now it works. I was glad I picked it up for $150, good price eh? Well I thought so. It's kinda odd, but really cool this thing, I can't wait to draw up my next pic that will be done up in photoshop...I can just think of all the things I can do with it...grass...rain...oh the possibilities!!

My sister was proud though, all this time I've been savin' money and no spendin' amd she's all like, go out have a good time or go buy somethin' for yerself ya deserve it, but nope, art school baby!! That is until I bought my tablet, oh well it's not like I'm broke because of it.

Anyways ya that's my news for the moment....wow ya know I have three posts for today....

LOK Defiance is comin' out and everybody on NR *Nosgothic Realm* is goin' absalutly nuts for it, especially some piticular people *snickers* Anways Smackbabe made this awesome gif....it just cracks me up so much!!

But meh that's about it for now...

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ various video game themes

My niece thinks I'm a geek for listenin' to music from video games, but then again she doesn't understand them and hates anythin' to do with the two words 'video' and 'games'. Oh well her lose, their is always the younger one to mold.

I hate this place, and I hate my niece for leavin' the door so fuckin' wide open so she can just let all those huge frickin' blood suckin' bastards in the house!! I had a swarm of them all over me, agh was it ever disgustin'. I don't like bugs, I'm odd that way, I can manage human intestines anyday and see people be eaten and tons of blood, but bugs, well they just grosse me out. I'll run away from a spider anyday, but blood oh that's cool. Like I said before, I'm odd that way. Damn masquitos, they've come to bloody well suck me up again!! Now if it were a vampire, I'd be like ok with a big grin on my face, especially if it were Kain...and yes I'm goin' back into my LOK Kain phases again, but when have I not been in that phase? But now with the new games, it's like BOOM!! Here we go again, ten times better baby!!

I'm drawin' this pic of Moe for Lichie, and I have no clue as to what to do with it....I want to put Roa in the background there...why i don't know...that or Rell. But it's a gift so I dunno...that or I could put Raziel back there, Sarafan Raziel to be exact...agh i dunno what to do at all with it, but Moe sure does have a evil look on his face.

Ok movin' on from my total LOKness today......

I'm itchy!!! Damn blood suckers!!!!! Kill them all I say, wipe them out with some sort of raid, hell I don't care what ya use, just get rid of theses suckers, and the wosrte part of them is that they are frickin' HUGE!!! AGH!!! >_<

Hey I'm almost done my book, *sighs* But what depresses me the most is that I can't find any Anne Rice books anywhere in this friggin' town. She's a popular auther, but do they have her books? nope, not at all!! So I guess I'll have to wait until I get home to read QOFD, and yes the movie was terriable, but prehaps the book will be better.

Ok I'm bein' eaten alive here, so I gotta go and get me some bug dope.

Look at all the Oekaki snuff on this board!!

Ya I know, a pointless post. But yeesh look at some of this stuff....yeesh o.O

Mood ~ Relaxed
Music ~ Eminem - White America

Well it's finally done, my new layout that is, and for once it isn't somehing to deal with my art. w00t less work for me!! Anyways ya....oh my sister has left until Friday night. w00t I say!! Freedom from my sister and her naggyness, lol!! And I work tommorow from only 10 to 2 then I'm off for the day and then I get Thursday off. I'm so glad to finally get soem time off, I think I've been pushin' myself a little to much, so much that I've forgotten how good it feels to sleep in and to just have the day to myself and not have to be a slave to other people.

I'm havin' some fun revampin' my characters from Ravenous, Rell looks totaly awesome....but anyways today is a great day, I met a cute hot guy today in wal-mart, and yes I do go to wal-mart. It is the cheapest place to buy certain essentials around this place. So I thought eh, why not go look at the games. And so I go, I look around and think hrmmm, one day I want to buy a gamecube, so i look at the prices and whatnot, and I get this guy talkin' to me....

Guy: Hey you work at Subway eh?

Me: Ummm...ya 0.o

Guy: So why you lookin' at Gamecubes? PS2 is the best

Me: Well I already actually own a PS2, it's sittin' at home probably collecting dust.

Guy: That's cool, ya know Xbox is good, you can download music right off of it

Me: Oh really I didn't know that

Guy: Ya, my friend has it

Guy: Hey have you played this game *points at a game in which the title of it I can't remember at the moment*

Me: Nah....

Guy: What? You not into those kinda games?

Me: No they're cool, but I never have time to rent games these days

Guy: And you want to buy a Gamecube?

Me: Yea...I'm odd that way

And then we came to intorduce oursleves...but the dumbest thing was that I never got his number....and he was HOT to!! But meh it's a small town I'll bump into him again. I hope. But anyways as I walked from Wal-mart to home he drove past me and honked and waved, and me being as dumb as I am smiled and waved back in a shy way.

So ya...I guess I should of mentioned that at the start, but meh.....I really really like my new layout....and that guy.....

Oh I just want to say that if the blog is all wacky like it's just me makin' up my new layout, so bare with me ok?

Random acts of Dough Boy Cannibalism

What's been going on in my life eh? Is that the question of the day? I keep getting pestered by friends and family, my own mother included as to why I haven't written anything in my blog for awhile. What? Am I supposed to write in it every day? Well that would be a bloody well waste of time since I really don't have much to write about. All I do theses days is work my friggin' ass off for twelve friggin' hours, then finally come home. So I stay up for awhile, then go back to bed, wake up early in the morning, and go back to work. Even my boss at Rietmens says I'm to burnt out. Well I have been workin' a hella lot of hours (30 hours at Rietmens, and 20 at Subway) in the last week. yes week, as in seven days. So ya my boss says I'm burnt out, and said that's it, yer taking a break. I made a mistake on something and I thought she was going to fire me, and she said hell no, yer one of my best sellers. I was like....0.o Me? A good seller? Anyways ya....I got to two days off though, actually starting today I'm off until Wednsdays. Thank GOD!!! I'm thrilled of the fact that I actually get to SLEEP in tommorow morning.

I swear to god if my boss at Subways calls me in, or even attempts to call me in on my days off, I will absalutly go insane. Not that I will go, it's just that every single friggin' time I seem to get a day off she calls me up, and even that is annoyin'. She knows I work straight through most weeks, she knows that when I get a day off it's rare. So why bother, I'm most defiently going to say no. I don't see the point eaither, she only calls me in for soemthing like three hours. Oh well makes me richer. But still I ain't goin' in if she calls me up, I need to retain my sanity, and lately I've been on the edge of losein' it. But I guess twelve hour days for almost every day in two weeks without a day off would do that to ya eh?

But ya, that's about it with me...Oh yea...I got a new ravenous site up and going *makes mental note to change the site URL up top* but ya new layouts and shit. But meh, that's about it for me.

Mood ~ Meh
Music ~ Nothin'

Well ya know what? I really want my own computer!! Since I've gone through three different kinds of operating systems since I've been here!! My dear sister hated Windows XP, I liked it, so did the kids, and since she can't do anything on it *she's anti computer* we had it deformatted all the way back down to Windows 98. Now I know what they say 98 is the best, but ya know it is hangin' on a thread to being combatable with everything. One of these days stuff won't be comptable with Win 98 no more since technology just moves forward without takin' a glance backwards, and she's like nooo that will never happen. Then do tell why is it last on the list of such things as scanners and printers eh? Sure it's a great program, but all things must come to a end. Win XP was nice, ya got yer own account with all yer own wallpapers, cursours even, icons, themes, net favorites, it was almost like havin' yer own computer.

My mom called me today, agh I miss having conversations with my mom, sometimes it's like she's the only one that understands. I even got to talk to me best bud last night. These past few days I feel so loved. *big hugs to everyone!!*

Wel the only reason I wrote in here is because, well...I'm bored. I'm excited though, I'm going out Saturday night!! Yeppers Iza going to shake my booty!! But ya.....>_> I'm still bored......

Well it's official, I am now sharing a room with my niece. It's ok though, even though I don't get a room to my own and half of it is cluttered with teenager junk.

I felt bad today though, my alarm didn't go aff and I was a half an hour late for work. oops....But my boss wasn't mad, I told her I'd be in tommorow, and if I'm late she has every right to beat me to death with a baseball bat. lol

But nothing much else has been goin' on with me. Everyone I know, my mom included, is going to a concert. Moms off to see 'Great Big Sea', and my best bud is off to see 'Theory of a dead man'. I hate you all, and you know who you are. I utterally despise you. For I cannot go to concerts, even if I payed for my own ticket, but I can't, since no really good bands come here. The only band that does concerts here is a local band called Liqued eyes. Their popular, but in Yellowknife alone. I've actually met every member, there like four, and they all work in places in the local mall or something, and one always drops into subway. Although I've met them, I have yet to hear any of their music. I think it's kinda a mix between hip-hop and pop or somethin'.

but ya...anyways...I'll write more when I have something to actually write about.

But anywho, like that interests any of you....

The Hell? Well I've seen this gif before.....but the song is rather funny, or atleast I found it to be O_o

Well that's about it, I got to stop making random pop ins at the taveren, it's bad enough I'm addicted to the rest of NR with the brillaint news of LOK Defiance. But meh, oh well *shrugs*

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ LOK Defiance trailer music

Oh my GOD!!! Matrix reloaded was awesome!! Ok maybe it was lacking story, but hello did the first one have a story to begin with? Yes it did have a bit, but it wasn't compelling or anything, just a lot of good old fashioned thrashin'. I loved the twin bothers and their ghostly demonic forms when they go all misty like. And Neo, well Neo was fabulous. Gotta love Keanu Reeves eh?

Anyways ya, I'm totaly in love with that film, it's nice to see so many good movies out for once..as you may have noticed I'm picky on my movies that I see in the theatre, since it is so god damn expencesive. But ya Matrix Reloaded was worthe the twelve bucks. It was just one of those movies ya had to see on the big screen.

But this has been a day of lazzyness and watchin' crap. I actually just finished watchin' the Buffy season final.....and I can't believe Spike, of all people, died!!! Sure she may of kissed Angel in the beggining, but it was nothin' ya can tell in her eyes that she loved him just as she said it right before he sacrificed himself. Damn it!! Spike was my fav, and they have to go off and kill him!!! But atleast his sacrifice was 'honoerable'. I'm glad Buffy is goin' to Cleveland, maybe then she can actually get some kind of peace since most of the women on earth are now Slayers thanks to Willows funky spell. But still...Spike...I cryed when he died, but it was the way he was going to go ya know, he had a big smirk on his face, and I just loved him even more.

It's to bad Anya died, I wish Andrew had, that kid is so damn annoyin', I mean ya Anya was to, but she was funny annoyin' ya know? Poor Xander, they just kinda got back together and all, and she dies, but atleast she died fightin'. But I guess it's ok, I mean she did live such a long life, and she actually died for something she really strongly stood for. Still breaks my heart though.

I wonder if Buffy will go on fightin' or not? I don't know if she can live a normal life, it may be hard for her. To get started on that path anyways. But enough of my Buffy banter....now I'm depressed, since it was the Series Final, what the hell am I goin' to watch now eh?

But all in all the Season Final was great, I think they spent more money on this piticular episode, then in any other one they had ever done, I mean the light blastin' from Spike was marvelous, and the whole town just sinkin' into the hellhole was awesome. But I dunno, it seems they kinda rushed through makin' it, maybe just me but it was still great, but it just didn't seem complete ya know. But I have to say the show had a great run, I loved it dearly, and soaked up every minute of every new episode from the time it first came out to the final show. I loved it, I thought it was brilliant, and now it has come to a end, and what else can I say? That I will miss it dearly.

Mood ~ relaxed
Music ~ MuchMusic is playin' in the background

Well it seems I'll be sharin' a room in about a week. Amber is movin' back in, and me and Ang are going to sit down with her some time, and disscuss the household rules. Like not stealing anything of mine and not wearing my clothes and not scrapping up my stuff, like CD's and video games. Ya she burnt her bridges and now she has to rebuild. And with brebuilding means she has to go back to school, and she will have to pay rent. A bit more then me, but that's ok, she really doesn't have anything planned with that money like I do. I have school to worry about.

Anyways I have Sunday off, I'm soo glad, it's the first time I've gotten a day off in two weeks, and I think I have Monday off as well, but I'm not to sure on that, I think I put some of dates down wrong. If not then I guess I'll ask for hours on Monday. I'm becoming greedy when it comes to hours and money, I want tons so I can get out of here faster. I don't want to stay long enough to let this place grow on me, like many have let it. I can't believe many stay here because they love it. How? Why? Of all places eh? I still don't understand as to why my sister loves it.

But anywho, ya know I was flippin' through the pages of the june edition of PSM, the very one that has the first look of LOK Defiance, but ya know what else it held within it's pages? The annual video game chick swim suit addition, and ya know what? Why don't they have something for us girls? Ya it sounds like a geeky idea, but it would of been worthe it to see Squall back in 99 in a speedo of some sort...or just even in plain boxer type swim shorts. This is unfair, there are so many loveable cute pixel animated guys in the video game world, and us girls never get to see them in their beach wear. It isn't like there isn't many gaming gals out there. In fact there are tons. Loads and loads of girls that just lust after Dante, and yes I did say lust. But of course they lust after him, he's damn sexy for a drawin'. But no, all we get are these girls stapped up in very little clothing.