Wednesday, July 09, 2003

Ok Yellowknife is about to be the last thing I see, if ya read my blog ya know that I hate this town, it's a hellohole, and latley I've just been so depressed with all the ongoings in this household, and all the stress, and yea....I got a move on things for artschool, sure it's a start, but it will not finish here. And so I have decided, I'm goin' home. I've had enough of this town and it's pennyless drunks that hit on me every second they get, I'm tired of sleepin' with one eye open, and I'm tired of being so damn depressed that I just want to cry whilst I'm at work.

I've been like this for awhile, I didn't know what it was until now, I'm homesick, and it's not that I just miss family and friend, I miss Vancouver, I miss the layout of the land and shape and structure it upholds. I know it's going' to be hard to find a job there, but now that I have more experience behind me and a will of determination, it shouldn't take that long.

So I'm leavin' this place behind, and probably will never return. My sister says I can give it a second whirl anytime I wish to return. So I have to go into work tommorow and explain the situation, I think I may just say that somethin' happened and I got to get home asap, and then I'll get a good letter of recommendation.

I don't think I'll miss this place, sure I'll miss the guys at Subway and the girls at Reitmens, but time goes on.

I told my sister this mornin' and she understands why. Thank god, I though she was goin' to think it was her fault and it's totaly not, if anything she was a light that gave that little bite of strength now and then...so off I go home.

I can't wait to see everyone, includin' my puppy, my bestest bud *ya know who ya are =)* and all my friends.

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