Only 700 yen!
Get your own at Hamstar's Noodlebar!

I don't get it meself....but everything ya order there has hamster in it! I just thought it was cute in some sort of japanese horrific way.

Why is that everytime I come up here I get sucked into babysitting!? Ok kiddies are fine...but I just DO NOT baby sit anymore!! I'm sick and tired of looking after peoples kids! Especially peoples kids that I DON'T KNOW!!!! I said no but my sis bugged me to death until I gave in! I'm so bloddy tired of babysittin'! AGH! >.<

Well besides that it looks like I got me old job at Subway up here! Just be workin' in the newer location! Sweet eh? And all I had to do was walk in the door! =D

I'm excpecting a phone call eaither tonight or tommorow! w00t!

phew

Well.....finally made it here...after 2 days of almost constatn driving, we're here! Just thought I let ya all know! XP

On the road again.

Well me thinks that I shall be on the road tommorow. =( Off on another mysterious quest to go to....HELLAKNIFE!!!!! O_O!!!!

By the gods, NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! ;)

Anywho yea, so just to let ya know I ain't dead...so no, ya can't have my stereo, even tho' Rood is still buggin' me for it on DA!! >.<

I'll be back online in a couple of days, maybe a bit more. I say 2 to 3 days tops, prehaps 4 depending if we make visits.

AGH!

Well my sister and her troup are coming into town in another 4 hours, then they are off to the Oregen coast, and I don't get to go! :( Oh well it's just a weddin'! AGH! Really weddings drive me nuts, with all the crying and the speeches, it's like dammit just direct me to the food table! And the table with all the booz on it! No, it's not that I am like other chicks and have a hard time at weddings because I, myself, am no married, they just drive me up the wall! O.< The only wedding that will be a good wedding will be my wedding! One day.... when I decide to settle down and get married and have kiddies...oh dear god! Not the kiddies!!! >.<

Anywho, so if this is he last post ya get from me in awhile it's because a fews days have past and I was busy doing other things, such as packing and probably being on the road with no computers or internet!

Man I was sooo sick yesterday! Like puking up sick. Thankfully I'm a lot better now, I tell ya if I was still sick I wouldn't be going on any damn fuckin' road trip that's for sure!

I have to pack tommorow... *sighs*

stuffs

AGH I just redid my main page for Burning Angels...and now it's more of a directory of sorts....but I can't for the life of me decide on wheather or not I like it. I did find aosme cool chinese brushes and just went clickety click all over the place and came up with this. I think what I'm gonna do thos is keep that same kinda layout....but with a new image. Prehaps some more original, *sighs*.

Been reading tons of fanfiction recently, although fanfiction on it's own is hard to find, there is lots of it out there but very few people know how to write a bloody story. >_< So really it's the good stuff that is rare!

It's seems my sister is going to pick me up on her way back from the Oregen coast...which is good, since she'll be freakin' tired from her drive down.

I told Tim I was coming up, he seems excited about the whole ordeal. I wish Jen was still there. She and I were good buddies whilst at work. Although I used to constantly nag at her and pick on her, it was only a matter of time before she would do the same to me. Oh the fun times... but then she went home. I know why, I moved back home 3 monthes after she did. O.<

I should pack soon, one day, I just can't be bothered right now. I'm drawing like a maniac since my sister doesn't have a scanner....or atleast she says she doesn't, I thought she did! Oh well.....so anywho I want to email me some of my own art to have atleast something to paint whilst up in the hellhole! I have to bring phooshop and my tablet along, PS2 is stayin' at home, since I don't want it to get damaged on the ride up!

Man I really want some black Jellybeans. O.<

Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children

AGh I just watched bother version of the second trailor for Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children! This movie is soooo gonna rock! Atleast I hope it will, the last thing I want it to be is a string of cameo appearences!

Found out the Turks are gonna have a small role in the works! Reno and Rude are still hanging out togther it seems. Reno looks cool, well from what I've seen of him. Barret has got a ordinary machincal hand now instead of a attched gun to his arm. And Cloud, Cloud just seems to look kick ass! Especially with that motorcycle and all those funky buster swords in it! He seems very depressed with aeris gone, damn I was hoping that he would be with tifa. Since I like the Cloud/Tifa pairing much more. I mean Cloud wasn't even Cloud for more then half of the story, he took on the persona of Zack, who at that point in time had been dead for five years. Ya don't really see the really Cloud until Tifa saves him. So that's why I think Tifa and Cloud make a much better couple, since Tifa knew the real Cloud.

*shrugs* oh well... Vincent is going to be in it! *jumps up and down* =D

I have two weeks of city life until I am supposed to move up north *again* for six weeks to look after me niece. oO I don't want to leave!!! But ya know all my friends are kinda excited. Damn family and friends!

I am sooo not looking forward for that roadtrip. regular roadtrips are fine, but this one.....people just don't have a clue as to what they are doing *my sister obviously* and the route back up there is bloody all borin' as friggin' hell! >_< *sighs*

ouchie!

Oiii I got my root canal today! From 2 to 4! Two friggin' hours sittin' there watching absalutly nothing on TV! .....yay.... >_>

Although it is kinda cool how they have a TV on the ceiling... oO

But hey, I got through it! The drill didn't hurt and eaither did all of the needles! And yes there is more then one needle! I'm in a annoyingly small amount of pain, but like I said it's that annoying kind of acheing pain in yer mouth that just won't go away! >_<

Oh well I should be better by tommorow!

Hehe I've never been for anything like this, so when I went in I admit I was very nervous, but the strange thing is once they started drilling away it was like, "hey this doesn't hurt a bit" so I just kinda layed there as they drilled away. No biggie, I could probably do it again and not fear it so much!

yea...anyways that's my day..... @_@ I am thankful I got the root canal over and done with! Hopefully I'll never have to deal with it again!

Ya know for only two hours of work, this came out pretty good! Sure they're a few mistakes here and there, but it's just a random quicky! I've wanted to do something with green lighting for a long while now, and with that green lighting this image has always popped into my head. Anywho.... yea... Oh Monday I got to go into the dentists for a root canal. Eep! But meh to tell ya the truth I'm a lil' bit nervous but not all that nervous, since I know they're gonna freeze my mouth and I ain't gonna feel a thing. =D

I felt kinda bad about gettin' it. But ya know, now that I think of it most of my friends have root canals and whatnot these days! Sometimes brushing just doesn't cut it. Plus they figure one of my wisom teeth grew in wierd when I was younger and is responsiable for pushing out my lower front teeth, which would explain it! Since my lower front teeth have always been wierd. oO

But yea my friends say that ya don't feel a thing, which I kinda knew they would freeze ya...but still, I like to be reassured! Atleast I'm gonna get it done before it it starts to hurt!

Well I'm going to the dentist on the 22nd of May, which is abou two weeks away. =P Anywho, not much else in news... I've almost go 4 thousand hits on my DA account. @_@ I didn't believe that there is that many people out there that want to see my art! What are they? insane!?

Anywho.... not much else...nope.....

AHHHH!!! Today agh, the stupid computer *and yet I love the stupid computer* well not really the computer more like the net service we have, kinda went blank on me, and I fixed it and then fixed it again and for a reason my forums weren't workin' which made me mad, then I reliezed that ezboard was moving all boards over to a new server today....so yea... phew! Heartattack! Still gonna call Telus up tommorow and give them a whirl of what I went through tonight! AGH! >_< See what they kinda have to say on it.

I just wish ezboard would come back online tho'. So I can reasure myself that everything now works A-OK! Plus I really want to get into that chatroom again! *misses the chat room* =(

Well I made up my mind, I'm such a sucker for family ties ya know? So I might as well help her out. Damn it's gonna be a long ways there plus I have a wedding to go to in the Oergon Coast! >_<

But atleast I have a arrival date to look forward to once I get up there, although it should be kinda fun! Get to see all me buddies!

Anywho... yea... that's about it. Damn sisters!

BAH!!! Haven't written anything in here for so long....

Anywho it looks like I may be goin' to yellowknife....don't know yet tho' have to come to a final descion by tommorow, which is Sunda... yea.... But ya now it's only for six weeks, even tho' me mother told me it was for two month! AGH! Besides we'll be doin' a lot of traveling it seems, on the way tere and on the way back. Still haven't made up my mind.

Oh wellz..... hrmmm what else to say in here? Nothing much has happened. I didn't get that stupid ass job at Rietmens. I'm glad they didn't phone tho, leave a message to phone back only to tell me I suck and they don't want me around. I hate job interviews and I really hate ditsey people that work in retail!

yep anyone, that's my rant for the day.

Shameless showing of my wacked out avey on Gaia, Look at me army hat, err helmet! Damn thing cost me 700 gold!! But it looks cool! *knocks on helmet*

Anywho....I usually don't post on Gaia. Why? Because it sucks, and no matter how hard I try to fit in, I can't. Me thinks the place is just filled with a bunch of high nosed teenagers. I just go for fun to annoy the snottheads. And annoy I do! I haven't posted much since christmas...I'm amazed my account is still valid! =O If it were really a actual RP board then it would be fun, I mean it has all the elements such as the various clothing stores, the casino, and the soon to open weapons store! I do however really like the aveys, they're cute!

Anywho.... had me a interview this mornin' at 11am! AGH! Got up at 8, did my usual thing, and then climbed on the bus and went all the friggin' way to Po-co....which isn't all that far, it's just that I don't know the area so well. Anywho, I get there, ahve some breakfast and then go off to my interview. Once there I had to wait for her to stop chit chattin' about this and that... and this other girly talk! >_< I hate girly talk!

Anywho we do the interview, and she asks me a bunch of questions...and stuff about the policies since I have worked for the company before..... but I don't think it went over to well, since I had to think about her questions for a few secs just to be able to translate what she was sayin'! I hate people with accents!! Ok accents are cool and all, but yeesh learn the bloody english language before ya become a manager so people can understand you! Anywho...... actually I'm kinda hoping I don'tget the job, I would hate to winde up in that kind of enviroment! It's like the last Rietmens I worked in I swear, to much girly talk! To tell ya the truth I would rather work with guys instead of ladies, why? Because they are just so much easier to get along with!

Mostly in Japanese, so ya will need the fish to translate it for ya. But this is one cool page! If ya watch a bit of anime ya should reconize the bike, nevermind that jacket! ;) That thing must cost a fortune! It's interesting now how people are building and creatings thing from theire favorite anime movies and from video games, it's like fanart, but more real and 3D like. =P

My sister is comin' down for a bit for her friends wedding, and well she wants to come pick me up and drive back up to Yellowknife with me! She apparently needs someone just for the summer to help look after Jessica *my youngest niece*. Since her now ex husband has moved away. Meaning my sis doesn't have anyone to help look after Jessie for the summer!

I dunno....it may be a good oppertunity to get a part time job, work for awhile *since jobs are so easy to get there* and then come home with a stack of cash. It is only for two monthes... well technacally two and a half. And I won't have to share a room with my number one brat niece! *ya know who ya are! ;)*

I dunno tho', I mean goin' back to Yellowknife? It had it's good moments, but it had a lot of bad moments, probably more bad then good, but it is only for two monthes and Angie could really sue the help. Yeesh damn family! Well I would be back before the end of July.... so yea... I still don't know. If I do go I won't take as much stuff with me as I did last time. I will defiently take my PS7 disc, tablet, and my PS2 with a couple of my games... I think I may more or less get more of a kick out of it this time...since I will only work part time, and not two friggin' damn jobs, and then leave....I also won't be savin' up as much money so I can just relax and just spend a bit and live a bit more. *remembers her fond nights at the Black Knight*

But I'm still debating whether or not I should go. Man I missed Sisko enough the last time. =( *loves her dog very very much*

meh......chattin', doin' this... and ummm painting....but I'm doin' this instead! bahahaha! Dunno why tho'? Stole quiz off of Glass! Because Glass always finds the collest quizes.

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
AGH there is a whole shelf of books near me! >_< *takes random book off shelf*
~" But 'Gloria in excelsis' was to him said.

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
A shelf like thing with files on it! =P

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
Like meaning a show that I actually sat down and watched? ummm something about Ancient Rome....

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
2:30am

5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
2:42am

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
My cats!

7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
This afternoon. I went out to the corner store, and bought some pop, and then I played with my dog for a bit in the backyard.

8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?:
On a chat with Rood, talkin' about who is the most dorkest.

9: what are you wearing?:
These low rise dark sandblased jeans..with this built in belt and buckle thing and my big black roots sweatshirt. So cozy and warm.

10: Did you dream last night?:
I did....but I don't remember. I think it somehow involved cheese tho'! oO

11: When did you last laugh?:
Rood: I'm the dorkiest!
Fangy: How so?
Rood: Just a hunch ;)
Fangy: really?
Rood: yep.
Fangy: Nah I'm the dorkiest!
or something like that anyways...damn ezboard chats, can't copy and paste in 'em!

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?:
somepaintings, a mirror, photographs of some Orcas...that's about it.

13: Seen anything weird lately?:
Not today.... OO Which is amazing.

15: What is the last film you saw?:
Secret Window

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
a really big house...with all the furnature!

17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Ummm whoa re you again...wait yer just a quiz..... OO

18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
Get rid of religon, it does nothing but screw things up.....but thenw hat would we have to talk aboutor write stories about and troll forums about then eh?

19: Do you like to dance?:
yeppers

20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nut case or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?:
Bush is a idiot, plain and simple. And yes in my point of view he is a bit power crazy!

21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Maiven
Tristin

22: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
Nah, Canada is the place to be! Although moving to some place like Rome or London may be fun!

One last thing....did anyone know that Sailormoon was also a real live based showin Japan, instead of the anime crap ya see on saturday afternoons? *unfortunatly it still plays*

I'm sorry, but they all look rather funny if ya ask me in these screenshots! I mean in the first set of screenies, what is that girl doin' squatin' on the ground there?

Just though I would zip by and post this.... all the clothing looks like something out of a Anne Rice book, in piticular a Vampire Chronicals book. Or how the clothing should be...seeing this is what they all kinda looked like in Interview more or less. There is some guy in there on the jeans page that looks like Louis! O_O

Ahhhh good old fashioned J. Scott Campbell artwork from the good ol' Gen 13 comics when they didn't suck! Scott Campbell, Alex Garner and Scott Williams made such a awesome team for that book. But In a way I'm glad the whole series is over, although I never did get the last damn copies. I'm still searchin' for some...but alas, I guess I shall be 50 by the time I find one.

Man I used to love this guys art, love it so much that I used to kinda have abit of his style in my own drawings, but thankfully I've worked long and hard to shake it out. I wonder what Campbell is doing these days? I mean, he isn't even drawin' for his own "beloved" creation anymore. Which would be Danger Girl... Yea the James Bond chick wannabe with the big tits! Anyways they got some sloppy artist doin' that now.... haven't heard of him since. I should really stop by the comics store and ask the all knowing comic guru down there.

Anywho.... saw Secret Window tonight... awesome movie, ain't gonna say much or I will give it away...but boy what a awesome movie! *smiles with glee*

Some advice kiddies, lack of sleep and starring into yer computer screen late at night for long hours does nothin' but screw ya up and makes yer imagination run wild, and directs that to yer very eyes.

WoooHoooo!!!!!

I just got over 3,000 hits on my DA account! People like my art! Now that is amazing!!!! =D Nevermind I just awhile ago got my 10,000th hit on Burning Angels!!!

I am astonished! Really! I mean wow, who knew eh?

Anyways...yea that's about it for now.... >_> I have far to many projects to get done! *sighs* my and my damn imagination! Just out of no where, and while I'm still workin' on some of my "older" projects, I get new ideas! BLARG!!!!

Well I cut my hair the other day, well actually got it cut, now it's all short and spikey! I should take pictures and put some up on the site.... but that is if I can get close enough to the digital camera to swipe it!

Angie left this morning and I already miss her, but I think she knew her visit was tos hort since she bought stuff for everyone and took out for dinner almost every night!

Stuff I got:

A cool funky flashing pen!
A 'bitch' shirt
Money!
chocolate
2 new sketch books
A nice inking pen

Yep, that's it! Gotta love my sister! But yea.... I miss her already! The house is so calm now....it's just not the same. V__V

Stole this from another blog! bwahahaha!!!

NAME FOUR BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
01 lazyness
02 boredome eating
03 Not listening to others
04 Umm...did I mention lazyness?

NAME FOUR THINGS THAT YOU WISH YOU HAD: (material)
01 A full time job
02 My own comic book company
03 A scholorship
04 Money!

NAME FOUR PEOPLE THAT KNOW YOU THE BEST:
01 My mom
02 Suzanne
03 Sharon
04 Angie, my big sista!

NAME FOUR THINGS YOU'D NEVER WEAR:
01 Baggy jeans
02 Anything that has a soft pink in it
03 A shirt with Mickey Mouse on it
04 Stuff from Value Village

NAME FOUR THINGS YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT NOW:
01 the hell? What am I thinking? Oh.....
02 I should really be finishing up Roxxys commistion
03 I hate Briteny spears, why is she on my computer?
04 I want a Lt. Raziel action figure

NAME FOUR THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
01 Woke up
02 Went to the store, and bougt chocolate!
03 Bugged everyone about my new layout on my site!
04 fed the cats

NAME THE LAST FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE BOUGHT:
01 PEANUTS!! Salted peanuts to!
02 A puff thingy
03 Sour skittles
04 ummmmm I don't think there was a forth thing.

NAME FOUR BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW YOU LIKE:
01 Billy Holiday
02 Queens of the Stone Age
03 The Darkness
04 Christina Agularia *she's better then Miss Spears!*

NAME FOUR DRINKS YOU REGULARLY DRINK:
01 Diet pepsi
02 Green tea
03 Earl Grey tea with a touch of milk in it!
04 Hot Chocolate

LAST WORDS MESSAGE YOU SENT:
Wha....?

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED?
Probably Suzanne!

LAST THING YOU LAUGHED AT?
This stupid Matrix thing that FV found!

LAST TIME YOU SAID 'I LOVE YOU' AND MEANT IT?
I dunno.....


LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
A few nights ago....dunno, stuff just got to me!


WHAT'S IN YOUR CD PLAYER?
The Soundtrack for Final Fantasy 8!


WHAT COLOR SOCKS ARE YOU WEARING?
Ummm blue socks....


WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
Old dusty art, a bag full of old clothes that I have to give away!


WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
2pm....Well I was up to 6am the night before!:p Think I'll turn in early tonight!


CURRENT LONGING?
I want some chocolate..... >_>


CURRENT WORRY?
Getting this commistion done!


CURRENT HATE?
People who nag and nag at me about stuff when I've told them time and again hat they must have patience I'm going as fast as I can!


FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURES OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
01 eyes
02 smile
03 butt
04 hands

FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
Outside at night


LEAST FAVORITE PLACE?
outside in the bloody sun!


MOST MISSED PERSON RIGHT NOW?
Probably Angie! I wasn't keen on Yellowknife, but I do miss my sister! =(

Bwahahahahahaha!!! I just finally finished the new...actually brand spakin' new layout for Burning Angels! Oh god that was a pain! Sore frames look nice but oh what a pain in the butt!!! Anywho went to the apparent biggest jobfair in all of Vancouver today! Biggest jobfair my ass! It was a puny lil' shingdig, but meh atleast I got some info on art schools and whatnot, but what got me is that the guy behind the booth at the art institue of Vancouver was that he could tell that was a artist just by looking at me! I was like ummm...yea sure! I should of just said...no not really I can't draw stick men! Just for kicks, but no i wanted the info so I said sure! I do a little of that thing called drawin'!

Some people are so stupid!

Anyways it's 5 in the mornin' I'm beat....*curese frames once again* Night y'all!

Kain doesn't like being filmed on camera! Especially a webcam! Hehehe but I tape him regardless! mwahahaha hehehe isn't this pic so cute. I drew it up on a open canvas for kicks and animated the dot thingy!^^

Mood ~ sick and tired
Music ~ Pink - God is a DJ

Egad it's been like forever since I last posted in here! And think the only reason as to why I'm actually posting is because people are begging me to! Please please post in your blog they say! egh!

So yea... not much as happened to me. I did my first animation last night.... it's terriably crappy, but if ya click on my deviantart link up top that can take ya to it. I'm to lazy to bother with linking it and whatnot. Oh did I mention I got my first commistion? I think I did. Anywho I'm alsmot done that, just got to color the rest of it up then it's off to Austraillia to meet it's new owner.

Ya know what? I really want some peanuts right now... I don't know why but lately I've had urges for salted peanuts and cashews! And black bellybeans! No I'm not pregnant! So yea... I'm defiently gonna have to go up to the store later.

Anyways my sister is being all whiney like nowadays, it seems she misses me up in the northeren wasteland, and wants me to return. I'm like no way in friggin' hell!! Although ya know what? I do miss all my friends I had there, and apparently they all miss me to and ask about me! God it makes me feel so loved! Damn you all! I rather be broke then livin' up there again!

*yawns* yep...well I'm gonna go get me some of them peanuts!

Looky! A quiz!

B a s i c S t u f f
1) Single or Taken: Single

2) height: 5'7.5

3) Birthday: October 24, 1980

4) Siblings: A step sister, but we're pretty close so we don't use the step in sister.

6) Hair colour: Dark brown, it looks black.

7) Eye colour: silvery blue.

8) Shoe size: 7-8

9) WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? Emmmm......I don't really have a set of my own yet.


R e l a t i o n s h i p s
1) Who are your best friends? (Alphabetical order)
Lilith, Sharon, Swub

2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nopeth

3) Did you send this to your crush? nah!


F a s h i o n Stu f f
1) Where is your favourite place to shop? The Garage, EB, Any place that sells funky action figures and other junk like that, Future shop for all the computer stuff and CD's, DVD's and junk.

2) Any tattoos or piercings? No but plan to get a tatto


T h e E x t r a S t u f f
1) Do you do drugs? Nah!

2) What kind of shampoo do you use? Something thatwashes my hair

3) What kind of conditioner do you use? same bucko!

4) What are you most scared of? Spiders!

5) What car do you wish to have? a old 70's firebird!

6) Who is the last person that called you? Lilith

7) Where do you want to get married? Inside a old church that has a lot of history, maybe somewhere like Barkerville...

8) How many buddies do you have online right now? To many to count!

9) If you could change anything about yourself what
would you change? Not a thing!


f a v o r i t e s
1) Colour? Red, black, orange, blue... I like a lot of colors!

2) What's your favourite food? Japanese aka, sushi!

3) Book? Vampire Chronicle books

4) Drink? Diet Pepsi and Martinis.

5) Magazine? any video game or photoshop magazines!

6) Animal? Probably wolves

7) Game? LOK series*ain't that obvious*, FF series, I'm finicky on my games!

8) Place to kiss someone? Lips mostly but I liek to explore.... >_>

9) Favourite cartoon character: At the moment, probably Inuyasha!

10) Smell? The smell of the outdoors right after a storm!


H a v e Y o u E v e r
1) Given anyone a bath: That's non of yer beez wax

2) Ever been in love? Yes

3) Bungee jumped: No....

4) Broken the law: I'm a Rebel! Well ok a bit of one....

5) Made yourself throw-up: Uhhh no....

6) Gone skinny-dipping? That still nonof yer beez wax

7) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? When I was little, yea, a few times. I was such a brat!


F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o M i nd
1) Red: Blood

2) Cow tipping: Cows tip? I bet they don't tip much, dirty bastards!

3) Socks: lost

4) Greenland: Vikings!


Q u e s t i on s
1) Do you like filling these out? Not really.

2) Gold or Silver: Silver.....but some gold is ok, it depends I guess.

3) What is the last film you saw at the cinema: Cold Mountain.

4) WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE
UP IN THE MORNING? I hate mornings! And I hate the sun! *curses the sun*

5) What do you have for breakfast in the morning? A bagel!

6) HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? It really depends who's callin' me!

7) Who do you wish you could talk openly to?: No one at the moment.

8) WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? Being happy in life and being content, family and friends, and my drawings! I have to draw!

9) DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Uhhh no, I think I'm a bit old for that now eh?
10) STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? Very cool!

11) IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? Tetsuyra Numoura *FFdesigner for FF's 7 to X-2, except 9*

12) IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? Depends...

13) DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE KEYBOARD? Yes.

14) WHAT’S UNDER YOUR BED? A greens monster by the name of George!

Mood ~ bleh!
Music ~ No dount/It's my life

Well I finally spent that freebe of a ticket I got from me sister for two moive tickets and popcorn and shit. Yay! Anywho went to go see Cold Mountain. I must say what a good movie! At first i wanted to go see it then I was like...meh, and now that I have seen it, I really enjoyed it. I really love the visuals of all the blood and gore of the opening act of the civial war. How stupid people are when they are caught up in such trivual things as war. I mean this whole army fell into their own trap!

Anyways, the basic plot isn't so much about the war,which gives it a interesting twist of story. It's about this guy who abandons his post, and for doing so he's now a traitor. But he wants to get back to his gal at home whom is played by Kidman, who did a good job btw, anyways he does a bunch of things on his way home, like conformting a gal with a baby, killing a bunch of people, cut off a cows head with a saw, and get seduced by some lousey whore lady. yep, but through all this he still tries to get home and doesn't do anything that would put Kidmans character to shame.

On the other end of things, Kidmans dad dies, she goes broke because of the war, and can barely make ends meet, until Ruby comes along *Renne's character*, whom by the way does a brilliant job, and teaches Kidman how to fun a farm, the two become close friends and such.

Thing is I liked how they showed how life was during those times, really the story wasn't so much of a love story, sure it had a sex scene, but really it showed the times of the people, the age itself and how the war effected the people at home.

So anywho I was quiet impressed! And I say go see it, I know not a lot of people are into the luvvy duvvy love stories and hate seein' the war stories, but what this really is, is a story of survivla in the days of the cival war. How people used to live day by day. Man those people had guts!

This is a absalute hilarious conversation I had with Soul of the Reaver last night!! It's LOK based so ummm yea...if ya don't know what that means it means, "legacy of kain" and since ya don't know what that means I'll enlighten you.

LOK is the best game ever!! For shame for not knowing about it!! So for those of you who know of LOK will find this strangley funny, also ya must know I'm a Kain fanatic, I love him to bits and pieces so here we go...

SoulOfTheReaver says:
But

SoulOfTheReaver says:
this

SoulOfTheReaver says:
will

SoulOfTheReaver says:
be

SoulOfTheReaver says:
a while

SoulOfTheReaver says:
from now

SoulOfTheReaver says:
finish

SoulOfTheReaver says:
your

SoulOfTheReaver says:
current

Fangdangled Fangy says:
ok

SoulOfTheReaver says:
projects

SoulOfTheReaver says:
b4

Fangdangled Fangy says:
stop doin' that

SoulOfTheReaver says:
even

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
thinking of starting on mine

Fangdangled Fangy says:
has he stopped

Fangdangled Fangy says:
oo I think so

SoulOfTheReaver says:
yes

SoulOfTheReaver says:
i

SoulOfTheReaver says:
have

SoulOfTheReaver says:
LMAO

Fangdangled Fangy says:
noooooooooooo

SoulOfTheReaver says:
=P

Fangdangled Fangy says:
*dies*

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Just kidding. I've stopped, i've stopped

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that's good

Fangdangled Fangy says:
i was gonna get Kain to go over there and knock ya out

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that is if i can get him off the TV

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn TV!!!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Yeah, well Raz would have stopped him!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He's my homie!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Raz has gone

Fangdangled Fangy says:
out

SoulOfTheReaver says:
one word

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he's all like a pary animal now

SoulOfTheReaver says:
TIMESTREAMING

Fangdangled Fangy says:
actually thats really two words

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and that would mean I would have to talk to moe

SoulOfTheReaver says:
no, it's a composite word

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and I hate him for hittin' on me like he does

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Moe hits on ya?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
yes

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and it's very annoyin'

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Kain gets so jealous

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I can just imagine moe:
"If i could save time in a bottle
The first thing that i'd like to do
Is to save every day till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you!"

Fangdangled Fangy says:
agh nooooo

Fangdangled Fangy says:
don't give him ideas

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Because, wait, HE CAN!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
LD

SoulOfTheReaver says:
*evil face*

Fangdangled Fangy says:
it's bad enough he went clubbin' with me and Raz once

Fangdangled Fangy says:
ya should of seen him dance

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Oh, do tell!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
well ok

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he was shakin' his butt all over the floor and flappin' his arms like a bird

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I think he was tryin' to do disco, but I'm not so sure

Fangdangled Fangy says:
o.O

SoulOfTheReaver says:
=P

Fangdangled Fangy says:
me and Raz left

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he came back later that night drunk out of his mind

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I think i remember that night

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I was there

SoulOfTheReaver says:
EG was the Dj, right?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Doing scratches with the tentacles

Fangdangled Fangy says:
yea!!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
On his "Wheel-of-fate" brand turntable

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that was then

Fangdangled Fangy says:
lol I know

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he needs to quit the DJ act

Fangdangled Fangy says:
And vorador was there to

Fangdangled Fangy says:
of coure he had all the ladies all over him

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Janos got so drunk

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I didn't see him, he must have been surrounded by at leas 20 "brides" i was wondering what the commotion was a bout.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
lol

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Oh, and don't tell me about Janos

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he to hit on me

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I had to drive him home that night

Fangdangled Fangy says:
said you know you can be bride number 23 this night

Fangdangled Fangy says:
really? man

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he gets so wasted all the time

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He was crying.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he has to stop his wild nights

Fangdangled Fangy says:
did he start claming he was pregnant?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
No, He said something about some woman calling him
"heartless". He broke down in tears.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
awwww well atleast that wasn't me

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Vorador doesn't go near me anymore though

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I think it's because Kain threatened him

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Did you see the bouncer that night?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
o.O;;

Fangdangled Fangy says:
nope

SoulOfTheReaver says:
It was Malek!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
really?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
wow

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Yeah, since the circle fired him

Fangdangled Fangy says:
so that's what he's been doin' these days!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He's been getting all sorts of odd-jobs in security

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He can't get any serious contracts

Fangdangled Fangy says:
wow that is soo cool for him, I'm glad,

SoulOfTheReaver says:
though

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I wish Turel would get a job like that

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he needs one

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he's on the wellfare wagon

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Because of that little incident with the decimation of the circle

Fangdangled Fangy says:
true true

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He blames Vory for it all

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I know

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I say him once in a yoga class actually

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I'm kind of worried he might try something stupid

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Like go after him witha water-gun!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
oh dear we can't have that happen

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I mean Vorry is a pain but he's cool nontheless

Fangdangled Fangy says:
malek shouldn't enter any toy stores for the next while

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I think he needs a permit for those. And it'd be hard for him to conceal in his state, don't ya think?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
very true

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he has no where to hide it

Fangdangled Fangy says:
unless he wears a big coat

Fangdangled Fangy says:
hey did ya see Ariel at the club?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
No, but i was wondering what the pillar of balance was doing there.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
LOL I know I looked up and there she was

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I said hi and all she did was bitch at me for liking Kain

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she was all in my face

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Poor thing. I heard she's got a drinking a problem these days....

Fangdangled Fangy says:
we kinda scrapped

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Namely it passes right through her!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
=P

Fangdangled Fangy says:
Vorry was going "ya cat fight!!"

Fangdangled Fangy says:
more like a vocal cat fight

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I know

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she's always at the clubs

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Hmm, did you see the outfit umah wore. Now that takes guts. She was hanging around Vorador, going all "daddy, can i borrow the Jag". Stuck up, rich little bitch.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I know!!! I hate her

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she and I have issues man

Fangdangled Fangy says:
we have never gotten along

Fangdangled Fangy says:
she keeps tryin to hit on kain

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Competition over kain?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
LoL

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn right

Fangdangled Fangy says:
although I know he likes me better'

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Well, who does Kain like?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
me

SoulOfTheReaver says:
To tell you honestly...

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he does stay with me

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I mean

Fangdangled Fangy says:
c'mon

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I caught him giving her sweet-eyes

Fangdangled Fangy says:
WHAT?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrrrrrrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
But i don't think she's right for him.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
no way

SoulOfTheReaver says:
She's the kind that would just dump him one day

Fangdangled Fangy says:
he just likes her because of the skimply tight clothes she puts on

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn horny bastard

Fangdangled Fangy says:
lol

Fangdangled Fangy says:
yea I've put up with him for years now

SoulOfTheReaver says:
I think she's in it for his cash. More exactly his jewels!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
damn right

Fangdangled Fangy says:
BITCH!!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
next time I see her

Fangdangled Fangy says:
grrrrr

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Oh, BTW, did you see what Kain did to Vorador last night?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
no what did he do?

Fangdangled Fangy says:
did he make Vorador into a drag queen again?

SoulOfTheReaver says:
He stood on the edge of the pool, and pulled on his ear-ring. This teleporded Vory to the edge of the water. He almost fell in. Kain was on the floor, laughing his ass off, while Vory would have had a heart attack from the scare, if he wasn't already un-dead!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
man that's Kain for ya though

SoulOfTheReaver says:
Heck, The whole club was laughin

Fangdangled Fangy says:
*sighs*

Fangdangled Fangy says:
I don't think I remember that.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
maybe I was in the washrrom at the time

SoulOfTheReaver says:
yep

Fangdangled Fangy says:
that must of been funny!!

SoulOfTheReaver says:
The bar-tender gave Kain a pint of 0-negative on the house for that little stunt!

Fangdangled Fangy says:
anyways dude I got to go

Fangdangled Fangy says:
my bed beckons me

SoulOfTheReaver says:
okay.

Fangdangled Fangy says:
and Kain is gettin' lonely

Theme!

Worship Defiance and love my new theme! That's the best banner I've made yet!!

*Hugs Kain and gives Raziel a noogie*

Mood ~ Tired
Music ~ Nada

Well I got my first commistion the other day, and now that I know what I'm drawin' I can happily say that I got some layouts for it. But ya know what? I keep gettin' these requests, some I have to turn down and ask them to ask me again when I'm not so busy, otherwise I'll forget.

So lilith said that I should start chargin' for requests, and I said eh!! That's a good idea, since I'm soo sick and tired of people askin' me for things, and bein' so damn picky right down to the core of what they want!!

"I want that tree this shade of green, and I want him in this pose, like this" *shows me a picture*. I mean c'mon if you like my art then it's going to end up looking like my art, in my style, not like something from that picture or from that anime or game. Just give me a break, let me do it my way, and it will get down.

So yea...chargin' sounds nice, considering all the work I have to go through to actually draw and color these things./ I like people who request things and not pester me about what color the tree should be!!

Anyways ya...gettin' back to my commition....woohooo!!! I'm gettin' paid thirty bucks to draw up a cool funky character of Roxxys!! He's blue! I like blue..... =D

Anyways that's about it from me, I'm off to play a little Defiance...why? Because I'm such a Kain whore that's why? Yep I'm sick and twisted!! And damn proud of it to!

Some of the best photoshop tutorials out there. Plus the tree is realy funky!

Man this week without my parents so far has been nothing but relaxation time. I saw Lilith this week, we did the usual, except we exchanged presents finally and talked about humping tables. Not as in us doing the humping but one table wanting to hump the other, we noticed that our table was taking such actions when it started to jiggle a bit. But unfortunately the other table was a lesbian. Yes I know I'm odd, but we could help but to say something about it.

I downloaded a bunch of music from FFX-2, including 1000 words. I finally saw the FMV for that scene and it made me want to cry. I mean poor Lenne. People keep talking about how girly this game is and how the story isn't like anything a FF story should be. Well ya know every single gaming magazine out there told you the exact same thing.

this game isn't your typical Final Fantasy, it's much more lighthearted so to speak, although when ya get to around chapter three things go from sphere hunting to a totally different aspect.

I'm not going to do a whole thing on it since I still haven't finished it yet. Actually I've been bad and haven't played it for a couple of days. And I'm almost done.

Anywho, I'm in this Rp and it's loads of fun, it's a LOK Rp, and I play my Roa, although in this Rp I play her as a half Hylden half vampire, even though she took the vampires side in the hylden/vampire war, some still see her as a Hylden.

Anywho yea, DM thinks he can kick Roas arse, HA, he may have the Soul Reaver, but he's going down! Yea that's my RPin' life. The one on my board is going pretty well to, although we need more members.

For some reason or another when ya click on my blog, the link is redirected to the main Blogger site. Some blooger sites work, some don't. I hate it when they do shit like this and not tell anyone. I mean if your going to have soemthing like this and have the links redirected to the main page then tell us so on the main page!! But have they said anything, no!!

Fun Fun!!

Quizes are fun... *ahem*

1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES?
white with these pastely flowers on them... but they ain't me dishes thank god. I would have funky colored ones if it were my choice.

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Nothing at the moment.

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
One of those plain blue cushiony ones that have the built in pillow thingamagig on it.

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
Emmm... I'll just go with Monopoly.

5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
Official Playstation Magazine.

6. FAVORITE SMELL?
The smell of fresh air after it has rained a whole lot.

7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
There are these trees somewhere in Oregon and the bloom these really pretty whitish prupley flowers, but god do they stink!!

8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
Wake up, think about how much I hate the sunlight, curse it, and then plan my day from their.

9. FAVORITE COLOR?
Red, especially a really dark red.

10. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR?
Purple

11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
Depends, have to see who it is first.

12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
Tristian or Gabriel I don't know about a girl though.


13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
Family and friends, art school and my artwork, the future

14. FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
Diet Pepsi

15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate of course


16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
Unfortunatly I don't have a drivers license

17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
nope, unless it was a stuffed Kain, but I hardly think I would ever get one of those.

18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY?
Defiantly cool

19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
I don't drive Bucko!

20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE?
Tetsuyra Nomoura, Why because he's the guy behind the art and designs in the FF series. Well the newer ones anyways.

21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
A blue Lagoon, I like the fancy stuff!!

22. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN &YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Scorpio

23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
ewww god no!!

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB IN THE WORLD?
Character and Concept designer, mostly for video games.

25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Red... what it's my fav color!?

26. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
Half Empty

28. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Pirates of the Caribbiean, Savvy!

29.DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE KEYBOARD?
uhh yea....

30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
A big green and purple demon by the name of Sam, he's actually quite nice and we have spots of tea together when me moms out for the day shopping at the market.... o_o

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
I don't have one.

32. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH?
Football, or what everyone over here calls Soccer!!

33. YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
Dare I say Spiders!!

35. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Respond to what? Oh yea I got this from a email =P Although comments are welcome.

36. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
eh? *email thing again*

37. FAVORITE CD or DVD?
CD: At the moment it's Queen of the stone ages. DVD: Pirates of the Carribiean, Savvy!!

38. FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
That 70's Show

39. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
Mustard

40. HAMBURGERS OR HOTDOGS?
Hamburgers

41. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
Diet pepsi, didn't I already say this?

42. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
Banff, The Tea Party Concert, Hornby island....

43. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW
Legacy of Kain Defiance one =P

At last it is finished!!

Da List:

~Final Fantasy X-2
~Final Fantasy X-2 limited edition stradegy guide including art book.
~Lord of the Rins: The Two Towers
~A awesome framed photograph of the great wall of china.
~A hand carved wooden figure of a chinese warrior
~lots of candy.
~Body Shop soap *gets high of the smell of it*
~a black swuede(sp?) mini pleted skirt.
~A sweater
~A shirt with a damn cool rabbit on it that says, "I just don't listen"
~A black roots sweatshirt
~Money
~Gift certificates for the movie theatres, my favorite clothig store the Garage, and also for Roots.
~Some awesome body butter from the body shop
~Body foam from the Body Shop
~A teddy bear.
~Raw carribu meat from my sister *which I love by the way*
~A hat from my sisters office
~A inukshuck keychain
~And some money from my sis.

I think that's about it, although I'm probably mising a few things o.O Anyways I'm of to play some FFX-2!! See ya l8ter!!

Well 'tis Christmas Eve folks...wish you all the best on Christmas day and may you recieve many lovely presents.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

Beh didn't see that comin' did ya.... >_>

Ya know some people really don't know how to shop for christmas gifts. I was in the store eailer today and found myself smack in the middle of some middle aged man giving gift ideas to one of his friends, I'm guessing. But the advice was simple. Get a box of chocolate for each person in your family. This brand of chocolate that these lucky family members shall be recieveing is those yummy turtles, but ya know everyone in the same household is going to get a box. I mean the guy had twenty boxes of these things overpileing in his grocery basket. He litterally took every last box off the shelf.

The poor guy, I mean the other oriental guy *we'll call him guy #1* was there giving out his great wisdom of shopping *yea right* and was telling him such things as, "no one will suspect that you got the same thing for everyone else", and "People will love it", and this one is so lame, "You will never had to do that much christmas shopping again, and you can slack off until it gets to be a few days before the holidays".

How lame is that, that guys family is going to get nothing but choclate truffle turtles for christmas and that is all their going to be eating for the next year.

Men cannot shop, they have money to do so, but some just don't have the creativity nor tha patience that we women carry so proudly when we do our shopping sprees. When I think of all the stuff I got for the people I know, I'm quiet proud. I took the time and effort, I didn't just go to one store and buy a hundred bucks worthe of chocolate, nor did I just go to a certain store and buy everything from there.

*sighs* Blarg, my niece gets in from grand prarie tommorow. Ya know we have our differences, but I can't wait to see her. Sure her additude sucks, and everyone hates it, but ya can't hate her, because deep down she's a sweet kid, that just needs some love. Things is though I don't if we have to go pick her up tommorow mornin' at 8 or tommorow evening at 8. Guess we'll figure it out evetually. o.O

All of you really need to go to Gabes Site and see her new set of video game and anime plushies. I hear the Sephiroth is alreayd spoke for though, if ya have the money I say buy one because there will never be another like it, and she does such a brilliant job.

I just wish I had the money to do so, I'm broke because the lack of a job and buy christmas money with the little I did have, has made me come down to my last sixty bucks. Oh well my dear mother owes me money. Althoug once I do get back with the doe I think I will order a hand made Kain.

Anywho...ya that's it folks, I'm going to go enjoy some eggnog now and doodle up a storm.

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Real Emotion from FFX-2

Oh my god!! Return of the King was so awesome!! So much fighting, so much blood and gore... well ok not so much on the really gorey side, but cool nontheless!! It was kinda funny though that a few wild teenage fans showed up as Araogon, Gibbley, and Legolas. But kinda cool to. I admire their guts to show up as a man, a elf and a dwarf, as Gibby would say.

Anywho another amazing event today was that after monthes of being offline, Lichie, aka The Real Moebius has finally returned to the online world. Apparently her computer broke down and was without the net for a long time, and I feel for her, I know what that's like. Don't even remind me....

But anyways, after the movie Cami, Suzanne*aka Lilith* and I went out for dinner and drinks, although Cami and I were kinda left out on the drinking part because nieather of us suspected that we would be going drinking or having drinks at a snazzy resturant later on, and so we had to sip on our pop and ice tea while Suzanne slurped down her margerita. Notice the envy? I want a martini now ;__;

I mean we sat their the whole time eyeing her drink, all because we didn't bring our ID's with us, because it was a movie night, not a "let's have a few drinks night". But atleast the steak and margerita made Suzanne a happy camper since all she did was complain about the extra 20 minutes they put onto the movie at the very end. That's all we heard when we came out.

Lilith: It was to long, to many times I though it was over but it wasn't!!

Me: So?

Cami: Your point being?

Lilith: It was to bloody long!!!!!!

And on goes the debate within the car. Until of course she had her full at Sammy J Peppers. I'm amazed though she didn't force us into Dariy Queen tonight. *sighs*

Blarg, I haven't written in here for like forever. Anywho just did up a new christmasy title cover for BA, looks good cosidering Riku is from a up and coming piccy of mine, ahh well atleast the snowflakes look kinda funky.

Am I the only one that hasn't done her Christmas shopping? Ok here it is, I'm kinda broke but I still have money to shop with and yet I'm stummped on what to get everyone. I have no idea as to what to get my mother and she's usually easy, my dad on the other hand, I never know what to get him. No one is being helpful, not even lilith, who keeps telling me, "oh get me the usual". Well bloody all to hell, I don't want to get ya the usual!!

Anywho I'm really bored and thought I should write in this thing to make sure ya know I ain't dead, and liein' in a puddle with the rats. But I really don't have much to write. So meh, I'm going upstairs to play some more Beyond good and evil, a good game ya should all run out and rent right now!! GO, what are you still doing here? Shit are you still
readin' this?

............ o.O Yea I'm that bored. *sighs*

Man I fuckin' didn't get the job at Ardne, shoulda known though eh? I mean it takes fuckin' well forever to get any kind of job down here.

Well atleast Defiance is keeping me happy, ya know if ya put in this code, ya can see Kain fight with a cardboard tube. I tell ya it's more fun to kick Sarafan off the balcony with a cardboard tube then it is with the Soul Reaver. I'm going through it and seeing all these achingly gorgeous backgrounds again. I just have to stop and just glare in awe at them. I think this is much better then the manufactured world of SR2, sure it was great, but Defiance just has so much more detail that brings this game to life. It almost seems as if the world of Nosgoth is truly alive.

I'm not going to say much about the end, since my best bud is the only person in the world who hasn't beaten it yet. Well can't blame her, she was in Africa when the game came out, but she still should of finished the game by now!! Hurry up Lilith I want to talk Defiance with ya!!! *watches her hide around the corner*

I so don't want to go looking for a job at the moment, I just feel as if what's the point in this brutal quest? Well to make the story short, there isn't. Most of the seasonal hirering has been done, and therefore I don't think I will be able to get a job for Christmas. That is unless by chance a miracle happens and I highly doubt that will be happening to me. But right now I would take anything. I can't stand being here, in this house with my dad. He is driving me nuts, he's always pickin' on me with the fact that I don't have a job yet, and he refuses to stop. It gets to the point where I just want to clobber his face in with a sledgehammer. I love my dad, but he doesn't have to mentally abuse people like that, and he doesn't have to annoy them eaither at every chance he gets. I think he has a problem, he really needs to calm himself down or he's going to die of a heart attack.

Speaking of family, my sister isn't doing so good. She may or may not have a bad case of cancer, and I'm really worried for her. She went in for some tests, and we won't know the results for awhile yet. I just hope she pulls through this ok. In a way now I wish I hadn't left, because then I would be able to be there for her. But other then that, she's ok mentally, she's not letting this get her down, which I'm glad for. It's the Christmas Season, I wouldn't let it get me down eaither. ^_^

w00t! Had a good interview today, the position was for assisstent manager, with a fair pay for workin' in a jewerly store. Ya know the type. The ones with all the "Princess" Crap in it that the kids go nuts for. Ya crap like that!!

The manager actually reminded me of my old boss at Rietmens up in the Knife. Which was kinda odd.

But anywho it snowed today, and there is still snow on the ground since it has rained yet. It was kinda ncie ya know, although a bit cold outside today. HAd to strap on my wool coat and put on some leather gloves to keep warm. I can tell ya one thing though. I'm so glad I ain't up north anymore, or else I would be freezin' my ass of by now. They are callin' for more snow to sometime this week. Which is cool, I love snow.

Oh, it seems my niece is comin' down for the holidays. Amber is very happy, she is a brat soemtimes, and yes we did have our share of fights, but she's family and no matter what kinda crap she puts me through I will always love her. She's very excited about comin' down. My mother and I have made sure that her christmas here will be a good one. She's got a few good gifts headin' her way this year, she'll be pleased. ^_^

Well nothing much else is new with me... I like my new Sephy layout, although I still say that KH Sephy is a hundred times better, but this fire sence is better then the one in FFVII. May take it down and do another one anyways. Meh, it depends on how lazy I am. Besides I got to get a christmas theme goin' for the cover of Burning Angels.

The Elder God took me awhile to beat the crap out of, but I finally beat Defiance!!

Ahhh it's a shame though, ya know ya spend about eighty bucks on a bloddy game and it takes ya two whole friggin' days to finished the cursed thing. I'm not going to spill it for anyone, but I wanted to cry at the end....yeah I'm a softy, what can I say? Although I did kinda jump out of my seat when it was all revealed.

Odd ending though, well not odd, just a bit of a cliffhanger for the opposed last LOK title starring Raziel or Kain. Or so they say. Amy Henning did say that more LOK games will be and are in the making. So that's good.

It's nice though at the end, most of the crap throughout the series is finally answered. Well anywho, it's late, and my fingers are somewhat tired, so I'm off to bed. Nights y'all!!

Defiance is such a bloody awesome game!!! And when I say bloody I mean it literally!!

The puzzles in this game are much more difficult then in SR2, kinda reminds me of SR1 on a way, but without all those annoyin' block puzzles*Well there is a couple block puzzles so far*. Plus there is far more exploration here then in the last two Legacy of Kain games.

The history of Nosgoth is so inviting, it's so dark, and has so much depth. And now I just keep learning more and more, and it makes my heart pound with each new piece of juicey info I find. I dunno but one of them in the end is going to die, and I think it's going to be Raziel. Since somewhere in one of Kains journeys it's depicteds it on a mural. Yes I know a spoiler! well since this is about Defiance, you shall find some here, don't like it, to bad, don't read.

Moe doesn't seem to be the devious time streamer anymore, well yes and no. Actually in the beggining he kinda helped Kain, amazingly enough. He keeps saying that Raziel is somewhat of a curse upon all of Nosgoth, and keeps yelling at kain the line, "You don't know what you have done".

Yes! Confustion! @_@

As for Raziels part, well so far I got all the elements ya get from SR2 for the reaver, last I saw of him he was headin' towards Voradors mansion. I wonder if Vorador will remember him? Oh and yet another spoiler here. On a mural, it depictes that Vorador forged the reaver!? And that he was the first human to be turned into a vampire, but most LOK fanatics already knew this*about him being the first human turned*. Kinda ironic that Vorador forges the reaver and his sire was the one to guard it!

Agh to many questions, no answers yet!

I just bought defiance!!

Had a hella time buyin' it though. I phone EB up and ask if they got it in yet, since they were supposed to ship in today, and he said no, phone back in a hour. I did just that, and what do ya know, they were in. So I rushed to the mall, ran into EB and asked. This is the shit I got.

Store Clerk: We do have it, but we can't put it on the shelves or sell it to anyone today.

Me: What!? I phoned and asked, the guy told me that yes it was in and yes I could come and pick it up today, so here I am. I've come to get my copy and now after all this you say I can't have it until tommorow?

So after my heated debate with the employee, she walks and asks her manager, and what do ya know he says, "oh just give it to her".

So I kinda skipped out of there beaming, gawd I've waited far to long for this game. I can't believe I actually own it now, w00t!!! Although when I had just put it in my PS2 I had to turn it off, since everyone else just got home and wanted the TV.

This is just to cute!

This is a odd conversation that myself and Deranged Soul had. It has some basis on LOK, fans should get a kick out of it. As for people that don't know what LOK is. ....Go rent a bloody game why don't ya? Anywho it's yer basic stupidness.....

Deranged Soul says:
You know how Raziel will probably end up in the Reaver, anyway?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
yea, what's new?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
poor razzy

Deranged Soul says:
Well, since he goes to Avernus, I think the Reaver will be set there for him. OR... Turel forces the Reaver to him, after he just stole it from Kain. Thus, leaving BO1 Kain with the Reaver to find later.

Deranged Soul says:
The Turel idea is a little too stupid, though. But the rest is ligit.

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
I was about to say....when did turel steal the reaver o.O

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
the reaver doesn't suit Turel anyways

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
he's not fashionable enough to wield it, lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
o.O

Deranged Soul says:
*Kain waking along the street* Turel: Give me that Reaver! Kain: No, make me! *he punches Kain and runs off with the Reaver*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
LOL

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
I can see it to

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
he's such a brat

Deranged Soul says:
*Turel trips over a wire, Kain set there because the time streaming devices told him this would happen*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
That or Kain would throw rocks at him until Turel went into a comma and he just took the reaver back.

Deranged Soul says:
Then they fight over it like a in a comedy movie.

Deranged Soul says:
hahah

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
yep yep yous nows it

Deranged Soul says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
I can see Kain throw rocks at random people just for fun to

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
*kain throws a rock at random person*
Random person: owww
Kain: hahahahahaha

Deranged Soul says:
*Kain throws a rock and hits someone* Vae Victus!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
or he would say take that you pansey ass human!!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
then run away

Deranged Soul says:
But don't forget Turel, he's back on the scene... he then grabs the Reaver, but juggles it for a while, when he suddenly walks into a Rat-trap Factory.

Deranged Soul says:
Turel: Ow, ow, ow! Ouch, ehhh! Ow!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: How many times do I have to tell you to watch our for those mouse traps, once of these days your going to get caught in a huge one

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: And stop hopping around like that!!

Deranged Soul says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
that or he would just throw a rock at him for his stupidity

Deranged Soul says:
Turel thens gets out the factory, with the Reaver in his hands. Turel: Ha, Kain, you can't stop meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! *turel falls of the edge of a cliff*

Deranged Soul says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
lol

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: Prehaps not, but the cliff sure can

Deranged Soul says:
zing!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
*Raziel runs by* Raz: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: o.O

Deranged Soul says:
Then Moebius! weeeeeeeeeeee

Deranged Soul says:
Then Elder God! weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
the mort! weeeeeeeee

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain is still o.O

Deranged Soul says:
Then janos! Kain: Janos, but can't you fly, already? Janos: of course not, haven't you played BO2?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
LOL

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Janos: I still need to take my trainning wheels off to learn how to fly

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
*flap flap flap*

Deranged Soul says:
Down he goes!

Deranged Soul says:
..........BOOM!

Deranged Soul says:
Big pile of LoK characters.

Deranged Soul says:
Moebius: Elder God! Get off my arm!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
no no no

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Moe: Who's hand is on my butt?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
EG: oh I'm sorry

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raz: ewwwwwwww

Deranged Soul says:
EG: I thought it was Raziel's butt.

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raz: ahhhhh

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raz: don't touch me

Deranged Soul says:
Janos: Raziel, my child, why are they fondling you?

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: I don't know, but it scares me!!!*cries*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel; janos..HELP!!!

Deranged Soul says:
Janos: I'm on my way! Oh no, the Sarafan lord is here! I'd better run before he kicks my ass... again!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: NO Janos, you must HELP ME!!!!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: Hey don't touch that

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
SL: OOOO a razzy to fondle

Deranged Soul says:
Moebius: There is nothing to touch! It all burned away!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: Don't remind me...

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: O.o

Deranged Soul says:
Kain: I hope you guys aren't fondling each other, we've got a game to star in!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Moe: ummmmmm.....

Deranged Soul says:
Amy Hennig: Yeah, I wrote it, so come on, we haven't got all day!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Raziel: they seem to have all day.....look at how the fondle themselves

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Me: KAIN!!!! *cling*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
kain: o.O

Deranged Soul says:
Me: Cliff! *falls off*

Deranged Soul says:
Me: Now, that I'm in this LoK orgy... I might as well... you know... HAVE LUNCH WITH THEM!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Me: me to!! me to!!!

Deranged Soul says:
Me: Me, get out of here! We can't BOTH be called "me"!

Deranged Soul says:
DS: That's better.

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Fangy: as long as I get my kain *clings*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Kain: ummmmm

Deranged Soul says:
DS: Fine, I will just talk to Moebius here...

Deranged Soul says:
DS: So, Moebius, how's it been as a Time-Streamer? And what's with the big hands! What do you do with those hands, if you know what I mean!

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Moe: I don't have big hands *gets depressed and runs away well hobbles away anyways*

Fangy ~ *Insert clever quote here* says:
Fangy: you hurt his feelings...good going

Deranged Soul says:
DS: He was my puppet... now, who will be my next puppet?

Deranged Soul says:
DS: No one, because I need to go to sleep. Goodnight, Fangster. Goodnight Raziel, Turel, EG, Kain, janos, and SL!

Deranged Soul says:
All together: Goodnight!

Shit I'm bored, and it's bloomin' three thirty in the fuckin' mornin', although I am rather glad with my new DSL hook up. Damn it's fast!! w00t!!!!

Agh I'm like in the middle of creating another online comic. Ya see I still love Ravenous, it's just that it never got off the ground because of the fact that I kept fiddlin' with the storyline and stuff. I do plan to one day actually sit and work with it, but just not now. I got this new totally awesome idea, and it's actually workin' in my bloody head!! The story line is awesome, it's got a good plot, twists and turns and some pretty awesome characters.

So right now before I actually get the site going I want to actually draw some shit up first just for the sites layout and draw up a few pages of the actual comic.... That way it doesn't end up like Ravenous.

I have so much to draw, I gots the comic, and I gots all of dem earlier projects I wanted to work on... some include actually starting on battle!! About friggin' time eh? That is such a frigin' awesome pic, it will keep me busy for awhile.

My cat is pissin' me off, she keeps trying to sit on my lap whilst I type, like constantly and it's friggin' hard to type with a cat in front of you.

Also did anyone know it's only about four more glorious days until the release of Legacy of Kain: Defiance? Holy crap I'm hype for this game. Agh I'm so going to hump the screen when I start playin' as Kain *drools* Because as most of you know, I'm a ultimate Kain fangirl. Love him to death beyond death.

w00t!!! I just got DSL baby!!! *does a little dance*
Yep.... That's about it. So why don't you get yer arses away from the computer and go do something=P

Mood ~ Pissed
Music ~ The Beatles - Blackbird

God I hate OPM now, I mean I go out and spend the thirteen fuckin' bucks on this thing hopeing to get my shot at playing atleast a few minutes of the new Final Fantasy X-2 demo, and it bloody well doesn't work. Sure the movies show up and the dumb game ad at the beggining, everything works except for the actual demos.

Fuck and I sooo wanted to play through a bit of Spira again. Well anyways atleast I saw the friggin' International version of FFX, ya know the one with Tidus in a cage. I'd never seen it before, until now that is. Fuck it all, I'm going in tommorow and demanding a fuckin' new one!!!!

Agh today has been the pitts. I hate looking for a fuckin' job, it's a ridiculas process ya know. Ya go in and act all cheery like when ya just want to scream at them, "GIVE ME THE FUCKIN' JOB!!!". Although I did get a lot of applications, but that doesn't make me feel any better, it's like a hundred to one chance that I'll actually get the job. I mean even if Purdyes chocolates did sound hopeful, I doubt it anyways.

I've been in such a bad mood these days, it's like fuck the whole world!! I've been so depressed and so angery and just sooo pissed at the whole world, and it's entire population of people. I need a vacation, a vacation away from annoying people, agrivating friends, and my grump of a father. I could use nastier words, but that would be... well not nice, oh fuck it, fuck it all!!!

I hate life, and if anyone dares to question why, or try to make me 'happy dappy', I swear I will kill you all with a fuckin' chainsaw!!

Well Halloween was a bore!! I spent atleast 85% of it on the computer, and atleast 10% of it being Sephy and chasing people around, especially Sharon, AKA Cloud. To bad Suzey didn't make it, she decided against dressing up and gosh darn it she was going to be Tifa! We all thought a FFVII theme was in order for the coming of Advent Children. But it ended up with me trying to do the cool infamous Sephy fire sence and Sharon trying to poke me with my own sword, and me sittin' online in my chat room with a guy who thinks he is the real Sephiroth and me trying to hid in Sephys coat. It's to long and to wortheless to go on about it so I'lll shut up.

And I never got drunk!! Not that there was much booze to get drunk off of. Anywho enough about my boring halloween. But ya know it would of been better if Suzanne were there, but she's in Africa gettin' eaten by a pride of lions o.O

Well I'm helping a friend set up her own blog, and so I shall be linking her up to my other blog thingy to the left...So go see her blog dammit, before I pull out yer tongue and use it to bat you with! o.O

It must be the suger..........

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm at a party!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm drunk!!

Well no, not really, I've only had one drink so far. Good thing about this party is that....PEOPLE KNOW WHO I"M DRESSED UP AS!!!

They go, "oh look Elsie's Sephiroth! Cool costume!"

So yea....that's about it...I'll tell more tommorrow after my hangover.

'Tis me birthday tommorow...well in about a hour anyways. I shall turn from 22 to 23 in a matter of mintues! What a trick eh?

Anywho me mother took me out last night and said, "go get whatever you want". I was shocked! So here is da list:

1) A nice tanish sweater with a big neck on it that kinda folds over.

2) A kick ass pleather jacket that has big cuffs on it and has the neck piece on it so I kinda look like a motor bas ass chick.

3) Some awesome cord black pants with zippers on them

4) A funcky shirt with a elepant deity on it.

So that was pretty much it, it's well worthe over a hundred bucks, plus I'm getting dinner at the Keg tommorow night, which is like a ritzy kinda place. It's expensive as hell, but well worthe it!! Ribs and chocolate cake here I come.

So yea... that's about it.

Am I the only one that finds this somewhat amusing even though I shouldn't?

Agh I'm redesigning my Ravenous layouts and it's takin' some time with all the work I got to do, like lookin' for a job, interviews, plus the things I like to do for myself. Like actually getting some painting done.

Oh well.......

FUCK

Fuckin' hell, the movie that explains it all....

I think I once posted the audio version of this, but the movie is just so much better!

Blah Blah Blah....

Mood ~ meh
Music ~ Sloan - The rest of my life

Hehe, looky!! looky!!, Not bad eh? I mean I haven't drawn him in sooo long, it's literally been years!! I do plan to finish this, slap in a background of something, ink it, and the paint it up in photoshop.

It feels kinda odd to be drawin' up thses guys, since I haven't for so long. But anywho, I'm educating some people on the knowledge of Inuyahsa. I'm so addicted with that show that I wait with baited breath for every friday night just for that hour between ten and eleven. Lucky for me they put two episodes on. But I'm addicted, I haven't watch such a good anime in so long. Ok some shows like Cardcaptors was cool, the manga was pretty good to, but still..I dunno just that Inuyasha rules!! And it seems that I've been missing out on him for awhile. Actually there is lots of anime I still want to see, but I eaither can't find it or it's not at the local rental shop.

But besides my couch patato life and the online one, I've been doin' good, although I can't find a job, keep lookin' just no luck I guess. Ya know I miss Subway. I used to work at the only Subway in town up north for those who don't know. I hated it there, but I did like my jobs. But in a way it was kinda depressing that I was more happy at work then anywhere else. I don't think I'll ever go back, but I would like to visit, just to say hi to them, and of course to my family. I do kinda miss livin' with angie, although I don't miss my lil' niece blairin' the radio at seven in the morning.

I tried getting a job here at a subway, I thought I'd get a job for sure since I do have subway experience, and it doesn't take long to learn everything there, all ya need is about a month to learn everythin' in that place really, and I knew it all. Oh well I guess I just gotta keep on tryin'. Atleast christmas is coming up soon, I'll probably get a job the around then, or sooner since they are hiring for chrismtas now.

As long as I have money for November I'll be fine, I plan on gettin' up early on November 20th and runnin' to the mall to buy me a copy of Defiance. Oh the joy I will have once I slip it into my PS2. Well I'm not going to go to far into it or I'll get all excited and jump arund and shit. But still, this game is so gonna rock, and I ever so want it right now.

Mood ~ tired and mad
Music ~ The TV behind me

I'm soooo bored!!!!

I should paint stuff, but I'm just so not into it right now, and I have stuff to draw, and I'm not into that eaither.

I just changed my account on my computer, we have Windows XP, anyways my old accountm I dunno what I did to it but it was just odd. so I made a new one, took me about a hour to put everything back to the way it was. I'm not fiddlin' with this one like I did the last, lol!!!

But atleast now I'm settled, I can't wait until we get cable, full sapeed baby, yeah!!!! God just waitin' for anything to load takes so long or it doesn't load at all, I hate dial up!!!

My dear Sephiroth

I have been a Sephiroth fan since 97. I was totaly amazed by this character, he was beautiful, he was evil, and a damn right good all bad ass boy. Ya could understand his pain, although I wouldn't go insane and try to become a god. But he was a awesome character. Very few games can claim to have a character that has his own religion, or his own fanatics fans that would go to any length. Seriously how many people have gained knowledge about the Quabbala just for wanting to know more about this white haired, glowin' eyes villain. He is marvelous. But somehow I think this sequal thing is going to bring him down. I mean look at this. He's....he's not Sephiroth. Where the hell is the Sephiroth we all know and love? The fangirls will mostly likely not go for this new look, I know I won't. Sure I ain't such a fanatic knowadays, most know me for me Kain fantaicism. But still this is what Sephiroth should look like, this is the true bad ass we love. What the hell is up with the other one? I think the advent version should go hide himself in a very deep dark corner and prey that he's dead by the time the sun rises.n that or he wakes up with some plastic surgery.

Kingodm Hearts Sephiroth is something to talk about, they kept him looking like himself, just kinda spruced him up a bit with all the new fancy technology they gots nowadays. I think I had to sit down, drool a little and fan myself when Sephiroth appeared on my screen when ya challanged him in Kingdom Hearts. But I must admit, atleast the new girly lookin' Sephiroth doesn't look as stupied as the guy who had to cosplay him when Kingdom Hearts won best story and plot at the G-phobia award thingamagig.

This is a joke that Deranged Soul gave me, it's funny...just read on....

A doctor walked into a bank. Preparing to endorse a check, he pulled a rectal thermometer out of his shirt pocket and tried to 'write' with it.

Realizing his mistake, he looked at the thermometer with annoyance and said, "Well that's great, just great... some asshole's got my pen."

I wonder where the hell he fins these things? o.O

Well that's it for me today, nothing much has happned, so blahhh, no about my life for you today=P

Ahhh what a wonderful weekend. Saw Jorden this weekend, w00t!! I must say he is good in many departments. *cracks a smile* I know I haven't mentioned him much in here, but yea...meet the new boyfriend. I wish I had a picture o.O

I can't wait until I see him again.

Well about my night, well here it goes. We went out for dinner at the cactus club, had a few martinis, and some Bellini's(sp?) had those hot and spicy beans, and had dinner. Mmmmmm Let me tell you the burger wasn't the only good thing sittin' in front of me.

Jorden is such a nice guy, he's sweet and kind, he's absolutely hilarious, and god is he gorgeous!! My heart just goes racin' and my thighs burn like hell whenever he gets close to me. Oops did I just say that, agh oh well. He's a good man, a little wild to, and a little rebellious. I like my men wild and untamed if ya know what I mean *cracks yet another smile*

I didn't write about this last night because I was to mad at Square, and I'm still rightfully so, damn them with their tauntings of a kick ass Cloud and Sephiroth and not wanting to bring it over seas!! Damn them all!!! That and I dunno why, maybe because I didn't want him reading this, but I don't care if he does, if so, then hi hun!!

Anyways when I get a pic of my cutey I'll post it up so the whole world can see what me gots. Agh I do hope this is a long based relationship. I really like this guy, so far ...yes he has his flaws, I must admit, but so far he's just great. So far he has done nothing but impress me, and so far, I'm just really happy.

Today I have been totaly blown away, why you ask? Because my mother came in and woke me up this morning, yes a everyday normal accurence...waking up that is. But not today. She asks if I want my own computer. I'm like well yea...but.... Then she goes on to say that she'll pay for most of it, I just got to slip in a few hundred bucks, so bascially she wants to go half on it with me, even though she will be payin' for most of it....like I already said.

I'm totaly shocked by this. My dad nags at me for all the time I spend on the thing painting and surfin' and junk, but he agrees to get me my own computer? And he's all for it to, it's very odd. Nevermind stange, obsence and queer.

I'm still mad at Squarenix for not bringing on over the FFVII sequal DVD thingamagig *sighs* and I still think I should write them nasty letters.

Damn it!! I just went to IGN and looked up this so called FFVII sequal called "advent children", and found out that it is nothing more then a CG movie that is the sequal to Final Fantasy VII, but it will unlikly reach noth american shores. God damn it, I got excited for nothing. Damn it, we love Final Fantasy to ya know, so why not ship it here.

I should send them nasty letters.

Holy Shit, look at this!!

So I guess the rumours are true, there is a FF7 Sequal, ya my jaw dropped when I saw it to =P. Sephiroth seems to have been redone for the game, which means he must be in it. Maybe he makes somewhat of a come back, that or he's just parts of Clouds vivid flashbacks. It looks almost fuckin' real, I mean seeing him and Cloud and Aeris again in Kingdom Hearts was great, but here they've put in that extra reality look to give it a somewhat FFX realistic look. I guess no more big eyes and no mouth for Cloud eh? Gawd now I can't wait for the friggin' game. I think it comes out next year. But bloody hell, that makes it like the fifth game on me list of games I must buy.

It's all in Japanese writin' so it must be gettin' ready to be realesed there soon enough.