Mood ~ Tired, stressed out, but happy nontheless
Music ~ a mixture of things on winamp

God what a week it has been, I tell ya I think my back was goin' with all the stress I've been goin' through lately. But things are lookin' better, thank god. Well atleast I hope so.

Anyways I wonder how much a tablet would cost, ya know for photoshop. I don't have one, and have been doing' all that work with a damn mouse, and tablets are apperently easier to use and whatnot. But I ain't ever seen one. But I think I should buy one, everyone who I do know that CG's says that it is a must buy if I'm really serious into CGing. I guess I'll have to take a trip down Future shop to see if they got any. They must have, that or radioshake might have 'em. The thing is that I'm kinda broke at the moment, I wonder how much they are worthe...probably really expensive, but I could be wrong. Actually now that I think of it, I think I saw one on TV once a few years back when they had just invented them, and they were top notch quality, and really expensive. But the price on these things might of, and probably have gone down by now. Well alteast I hope so, not that the mouse is bad to paint with, it's just that it is god damned annoying at times.

Agh I'm so tired, but I guess staying up to four in the morning drawing then going to bed but staying up for yet another hour readin' will do that to ya. Agh Lestat is getting a bit more interestin' at last. It was good there for awhile then all of a sudden...I just didn't feel like readin' it for awhile. I guess I didn't like the fact that Lestat didn't want to turn Nicholas into a vampire, but gave in anyways, and did so. Ha it seems everyone he meets up with he turns into a creature of the night. But enough of Lestat, I actually started reading again, and loved the part with Armand in Nicholases house. I love how he is described of a haunt, that he's this pure glowin' white thing, but underneath it all he's just another demon festering upon the world. I dunno how Lestat just turned his back on the guy and just started tearin' the house apart for Nikki's violine. I tell ya Armand is a freaky little guy.

I want to draw something along the lines of a drawing of a vampire from the vampire chronicles, but agh I have so many other things to draw. Maybe one day I'll get to that. But right now I'm drawing this funky pic of Lt. Raziel...your all amazed it ain't Kain I'm drawin' eh?
And even more would say there amazed I ain't drawin' Kain naked...well no, sorry to disappoint you all, but no naked Kains at the moment. Although I have drawn a naked Lt. Raziel...God were all the fangirls at Nosgothic Realm happy about that one, let me tell ya. But originally it was drawn for Lilith, who was a major Raziel fan, but now I think she's loosing base with him, LOL!!!

Anywho I asked if anyone wanted to do any art trades or had requests..and I got three people asking for it, ha this was the first one I did for lichie, it's monkey from, "the adventures of Monkey" which is this old chinese show from god knows when, about this guy who rides around on a cloud whos kinda half monkey half human or something....anwyas the show is actualy based on a old chinese Myth. But anywho, I really like my shading in it, it actually turned out better then I thought it would, since I really haven't done any real life drawings for a long time that and I haven't done any pencil shading for the longest time as well.

Ya know I miss not having money...I'm always beggin' for money off of my mother, don't dare ask my dad, or I'll get the usualy lecture about why don't I take the pop cans back up, and blah blah blah...ya we do have the pop cans, but that means I have to take a huge friggin bag with me up to the store. So I usually wait until my dad just gets fet up with havin' all these pop cans, and then he takes action and actually drives me up to the recycleing place to get a buncha money for me cans. But anywho, I'm usually beggin' for money because outr house has like nothing, and I mean nothing in our house to eat. I wish my parents would good grocery shoopin' more often when I don't have money. But do they...no. That one of the things I can't wait for when I move up to Yellowknife, my sister always has tons of food in the fridge, and in the cupboards.