Mood ~ A mixture of emoctions
Music ~ Billy Holiday

Well it is official, and I mean real official. I just got my tickets for Yellowknife yesterday. Now it really is happening. It makes me kinda sad in a way, I'm leaving everything I know and love behind for about a year or two, and that may not seem long but it is. But hell I'll get through it. It seems everyone up there is extra hype that I'm coming up, and they all want to set me up with some guy, who is apperently a real sweety, but awfully shy. In other words, kinda like me. I am shy, but I've worked real hard at it, not to be so huddling in the corner, although I really never have done that. But sheesh, I'm not even there yet, and already they got some guy picked out for me.

I tell ya the last thing I want to be doing is dateing. Dateing costs money, and I need my money for art school. Not spending anything on some guy, no matter how nice he is. I want to make something of myself, and of my art, and I really need to go to school. But like everyone keeps saying to me, he could be my soul mate, ha soul mate my ass. I tell ya I ain't given up my talent and potential as a artist for some guy. No way in hell!!!!

I hope I get a job with the government, I mean ya get paid like 27 thousand bucks in a year, and that's just for being the mail gal, ya know the one that goes arond a passes out the mail in the offices, that could be me, the mail gal. LOL!!! It would be nice to, ya get weekends off, and ya get paid that much. Hell all I need is the seven thousand. The extra twenty thou would unsure me spending money while at school, plus it would help pay for books and whatnot.

I'm already startin' on planing on how the hell I'm going to squeeze everything into my suitcases, I gotta take my PS2 and that will come with me as carry on, I tell ya, you can't trust anyone these days, damn good for nothing airport people just want to rip open your suitcases and steal all yer stuff. But anyways, I have so much stuff to bring up, Angie says not to bring up to much, well guess what I gotta bring up most of my wardrobe, my CD's 'casue I ain't listening to the kids CDs, all they have is popish stuff, and all the radios play country up there. Also got to bring something like 4 pairs of shoes with me, my own comforter...I mean I gotta lot of packing to do, and a hella lot of shopping to do before I get my ass up there.

But atleast when I get up there by the end of March it won't be forty below.