Mood ~ A bit to high on sugar
Music ~ Final Fantasy X stuff

~wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Ok I'm a bit hyper, can't ya tell? *spins around on spinny chair* It's the pop I tell ya, the damn curesed thing, it's gets me high on sugar. Well atleast I ain't hihg on Oxygen[don't ask, dumb inside joke, but all my friends know what I mean]

Anywho, looky at this, ain't Alaira just so damned cool!! I've missed my brightly colored MYTH cast. People always used to say that my MYTH stuff was a twist mixed with a bunch of stuff, but always said that it was like Final Fantasy in my own way. My bud Sharon always said me and Tetsuya Nomura would be a great team. Ha I wish, that guy is famous for his character designs, like Cloud, Squall. I mean c'mon!?

Although I do make good characters, and all my stories would make you cry, I swear!! Everyone that has read any of my scripts have literally balled their eyes out. I have a thing with making my stories sad, and I think that to me it makes it more real, because everyone looses something along the way, we all fight for something, whether it is little or big, and there is always something that ends up in a tragety, whether it be a tragety suffered by the world or just by a handful of people. Our losses make the world come to more of a understanding. If only this is understood by a few, atleast there's a few people that truely understand the meaning of what? Life, prehaps not, but atleast they understand as why they are here, and maybe not even that, maybe nobody understands as to why they are here, but atleast they will understand the meaning of tragety and losse, and as long as we can understand that, prehaps we can make a better world for each other. Just as long as someone is willing to fight for that. Whether it be within peaceful converstation or is won by a victory on the battlefield, just as long as someone understands it will be all worthe it, won't it?

God it feels like I'm writing a novel of some sort. Ya know I'm going into a totaly different serious direction that what I had started out with. it's just a hella lot of thing been on my mind lately, from eveything dealing with family to my own life. It's like all of a sudden it just got me going, and won't let me stop. Ok sure I've worked, I've had crappy jobs before. But this is kinda scary, I mean I'm moving away from home. To the northeren artic wasteland, sure I'll have family up there, but it just seems sort of quick, fast and furious ya know? I know I have to get a move on, but it's so exciting and yet so unknown, kinda cool. Other then that I don't know what I'm saying, just that I can't wait to go to art school, and actually start workin' in real artsey places. I know I will have to work my way up, but one day my name will be under character designer. I just hope it works out for me, I don't think I could do anything else but draw, I mean this is it for me. I know what I want to do, and I absalutly love it. All I want to do is create characters and stories, and have these people I have created, and have their lives touche people in some sort of way that will make them think a bit, that's all I want.

'Nuff said eh?