I was bored and joined a bunch of fanlistin's that ya can see on the left side under my panel thingy....and amongst those are a few links to some others sites...ya that's how bored I was.
I was awoken by the phone this mornin' and it was my boss from Rietmens askin' me to come in...and I was like what...it was only another couple of hours until I had to get my arse to work at Subway so i kinda had to decline the request. I'm gettin' a fuck whole of hours at Subway and it's fuckin' great!! all, well most are wight hour shifts. Booya!! mo money for the fangalang here...yea that seem sot be the newest installment of my nick, fangy.
Well I'm still bored, so I may yet add a few more things to this blog oh mine, or go off and read this interestin' LOK fanfiction I've been readin' lately. I'm such a whore for fanfiction, and not just for Legacy of Kain, but for really anythin' I'm into, the only thing I haven't done is written any myself. I guess I'm just to concentrated on my own stuff.
Well that's it for me, I hope I now don't get emails as to why I don't write that much, the last time I got emails for why I haden't written in my blog for a couple of weeks, they muct of all though I was layin' twisted and spuin' out blood from my head or somethin'. But me thinks I'm much to alive to be dead. Besides by this time I would reek and some would of found me. Well I'll get off the death, yes death, but interestin' little topic of mine.
Yep I'm nuts....
Tuesday, July 08, 2003
Thursday, July 03, 2003
HELL YA!!!
My hometown of Vancouver won the 2010 Winter Olympics, and I do plan to be home by then!! So that's good news eh? I want to volunteer, what I would do I dunno, but meh, it's the Olympics eh!!
I'm bored...and all I do these days is work, and it's like twelve hour days, tirein' ya...but well worthe the good money. I have to work at Rietmens tommorow mornin'. I do like that place a lot, but I dunno, I'm gettin' inda tired of it. The people are great, and it is nice to get fifty persent off all the clothin'. But I'm just bored there at times. Or maybe it just seems to me that way because no one has been shoppin' lately and we haven't been busy.
So I dunno, tons O' jobs in this town *shrugs*
May be I'll apply for that 14 buck a hour job at the Co-op again...oh well time will tell eh?
Anyways....ya...I'm bored so I'm off to do...whatever.
My hometown of Vancouver won the 2010 Winter Olympics, and I do plan to be home by then!! So that's good news eh? I want to volunteer, what I would do I dunno, but meh, it's the Olympics eh!!
I'm bored...and all I do these days is work, and it's like twelve hour days, tirein' ya...but well worthe the good money. I have to work at Rietmens tommorow mornin'. I do like that place a lot, but I dunno, I'm gettin' inda tired of it. The people are great, and it is nice to get fifty persent off all the clothin'. But I'm just bored there at times. Or maybe it just seems to me that way because no one has been shoppin' lately and we haven't been busy.
So I dunno, tons O' jobs in this town *shrugs*
May be I'll apply for that 14 buck a hour job at the Co-op again...oh well time will tell eh?
Anyways....ya...I'm bored so I'm off to do...whatever.
Sunday, June 29, 2003
Do I look somewhat Goth? I walked in today at work *Rietmens to be exact* and sooner or later we started talkin' about fashion, and oddly enough in a place in which we sell clothing, we have never spoken of it before, besides shopping of course. Anyways, my fellow staff and manager started to say that I was goth? Do I look goth, no, sure I wear a lot of black, but does that mean I'm goth. Then they stated that I have pale skin, and with my vampire obsesstion, slap me down we got a goth chick on our hands. Geez I'm not goth. I do like Goth things, but I'm defiently not on of those punk goth marilyn Manson lovers kinda goth. Ya anyways that was the highliget of our day since we basically stood around the whole time, it seemed nobody wanted to buy clothing today. It was so boring I wanted to climb onto the cash desk and curl up and fall alseep. Thank god I can sleep in tommorow though.
*cough* I'm so bored...I want my sister to come home so I can use her visa to buy me gold on ezboard.....hey it's only ten bucks, so I might as well grab it while I can eh?
*cough* I'm so bored...I want my sister to come home so I can use her visa to buy me gold on ezboard.....hey it's only ten bucks, so I might as well grab it while I can eh?
Thursday, June 26, 2003
hey hey Looky at this new fandangled thing...no I didn't do it with my newly bought tablet, but instead I did this with my newly bought graphite!! Anyways it's a gift for Lichie, but it's to damn good to go in the gift section, so up it went into the fanart section. But ya, here ya go
And well what do ya know, no wonder why my blog post thingy wasn't workin' today. I come here and what do I get, and new revamped look for the editor,
w00t.
Anyways...ya...that's it for me...>_>
And well what do ya know, no wonder why my blog post thingy wasn't workin' today. I come here and what do I get, and new revamped look for the editor,
w00t.
Anyways...ya...that's it for me...>_>
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
I bought me a tablet, yes finally eh? Although for the longest time I thought I had to take it back since it wouldn't work for me. If not for a good friend helpin' me out online I wouldn't of been able to make it work. The thing is my dear sister totaly screwed up the computer and all it's drivers the last time she reformatted it, or should I say deformatted it back down to Windows 98. So it has its problems, includin' not allowin' me to put my nice new shiny wacom tablet on it. But now it works. I was glad I picked it up for $150, good price eh? Well I thought so. It's kinda odd, but really cool this thing, I can't wait to draw up my next pic that will be done up in photoshop...I can just think of all the things I can do with it...grass...rain...oh the possibilities!!
My sister was proud though, all this time I've been savin' money and no spendin' amd she's all like, go out have a good time or go buy somethin' for yerself ya deserve it, but nope, art school baby!! That is until I bought my tablet, oh well it's not like I'm broke because of it.
Anyways ya that's my news for the moment....wow ya know I have three posts for today....
My sister was proud though, all this time I've been savin' money and no spendin' amd she's all like, go out have a good time or go buy somethin' for yerself ya deserve it, but nope, art school baby!! That is until I bought my tablet, oh well it's not like I'm broke because of it.
Anyways ya that's my news for the moment....wow ya know I have three posts for today....
LOK Defiance is comin' out and everybody on NR *Nosgothic Realm* is goin' absalutly nuts for it, especially some piticular people *snickers* Anways Smackbabe made this awesome gif....it just cracks me up so much!!
But meh that's about it for now...
But meh that's about it for now...
Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ various video game themes
My niece thinks I'm a geek for listenin' to music from video games, but then again she doesn't understand them and hates anythin' to do with the two words 'video' and 'games'. Oh well her lose, their is always the younger one to mold.
I hate this place, and I hate my niece for leavin' the door so fuckin' wide open so she can just let all those huge frickin' blood suckin' bastards in the house!! I had a swarm of them all over me, agh was it ever disgustin'. I don't like bugs, I'm odd that way, I can manage human intestines anyday and see people be eaten and tons of blood, but bugs, well they just grosse me out. I'll run away from a spider anyday, but blood oh that's cool. Like I said before, I'm odd that way. Damn masquitos, they've come to bloody well suck me up again!! Now if it were a vampire, I'd be like ok with a big grin on my face, especially if it were Kain...and yes I'm goin' back into my LOK Kain phases again, but when have I not been in that phase? But now with the new games, it's like BOOM!! Here we go again, ten times better baby!!
I'm drawin' this pic of Moe for Lichie, and I have no clue as to what to do with it....I want to put Roa in the background there...why i don't know...that or Rell. But it's a gift so I dunno...that or I could put Raziel back there, Sarafan Raziel to be exact...agh i dunno what to do at all with it, but Moe sure does have a evil look on his face.
Ok movin' on from my total LOKness today......
I'm itchy!!! Damn blood suckers!!!!! Kill them all I say, wipe them out with some sort of raid, hell I don't care what ya use, just get rid of theses suckers, and the wosrte part of them is that they are frickin' HUGE!!! AGH!!! >_<
Hey I'm almost done my book, *sighs* But what depresses me the most is that I can't find any Anne Rice books anywhere in this friggin' town. She's a popular auther, but do they have her books? nope, not at all!! So I guess I'll have to wait until I get home to read QOFD, and yes the movie was terriable, but prehaps the book will be better.
Ok I'm bein' eaten alive here, so I gotta go and get me some bug dope.
Music ~ various video game themes
My niece thinks I'm a geek for listenin' to music from video games, but then again she doesn't understand them and hates anythin' to do with the two words 'video' and 'games'. Oh well her lose, their is always the younger one to mold.
I hate this place, and I hate my niece for leavin' the door so fuckin' wide open so she can just let all those huge frickin' blood suckin' bastards in the house!! I had a swarm of them all over me, agh was it ever disgustin'. I don't like bugs, I'm odd that way, I can manage human intestines anyday and see people be eaten and tons of blood, but bugs, well they just grosse me out. I'll run away from a spider anyday, but blood oh that's cool. Like I said before, I'm odd that way. Damn masquitos, they've come to bloody well suck me up again!! Now if it were a vampire, I'd be like ok with a big grin on my face, especially if it were Kain...and yes I'm goin' back into my LOK Kain phases again, but when have I not been in that phase? But now with the new games, it's like BOOM!! Here we go again, ten times better baby!!
I'm drawin' this pic of Moe for Lichie, and I have no clue as to what to do with it....I want to put Roa in the background there...why i don't know...that or Rell. But it's a gift so I dunno...that or I could put Raziel back there, Sarafan Raziel to be exact...agh i dunno what to do at all with it, but Moe sure does have a evil look on his face.
Ok movin' on from my total LOKness today......
I'm itchy!!! Damn blood suckers!!!!! Kill them all I say, wipe them out with some sort of raid, hell I don't care what ya use, just get rid of theses suckers, and the wosrte part of them is that they are frickin' HUGE!!! AGH!!! >_<
Hey I'm almost done my book, *sighs* But what depresses me the most is that I can't find any Anne Rice books anywhere in this friggin' town. She's a popular auther, but do they have her books? nope, not at all!! So I guess I'll have to wait until I get home to read QOFD, and yes the movie was terriable, but prehaps the book will be better.
Ok I'm bein' eaten alive here, so I gotta go and get me some bug dope.
Thursday, June 19, 2003
Look at all the Oekaki snuff on this board!!
Ya I know, a pointless post. But yeesh look at some of this stuff....yeesh o.O
Ya I know, a pointless post. But yeesh look at some of this stuff....yeesh o.O
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
Mood ~ Relaxed
Music ~ Eminem - White America
Well it's finally done, my new layout that is, and for once it isn't somehing to deal with my art. w00t less work for me!! Anyways ya....oh my sister has left until Friday night. w00t I say!! Freedom from my sister and her naggyness, lol!! And I work tommorow from only 10 to 2 then I'm off for the day and then I get Thursday off. I'm so glad to finally get soem time off, I think I've been pushin' myself a little to much, so much that I've forgotten how good it feels to sleep in and to just have the day to myself and not have to be a slave to other people.
I'm havin' some fun revampin' my characters from Ravenous, Rell looks totaly awesome....but anyways today is a great day, I met a cute hot guy today in wal-mart, and yes I do go to wal-mart. It is the cheapest place to buy certain essentials around this place. So I thought eh, why not go look at the games. And so I go, I look around and think hrmmm, one day I want to buy a gamecube, so i look at the prices and whatnot, and I get this guy talkin' to me....
Guy: Hey you work at Subway eh?
Me: Ummm...ya 0.o
Guy: So why you lookin' at Gamecubes? PS2 is the best
Me: Well I already actually own a PS2, it's sittin' at home probably collecting dust.
Guy: That's cool, ya know Xbox is good, you can download music right off of it
Me: Oh really I didn't know that
Guy: Ya, my friend has it
Guy: Hey have you played this game *points at a game in which the title of it I can't remember at the moment*
Me: Nah....
Guy: What? You not into those kinda games?
Me: No they're cool, but I never have time to rent games these days
Guy: And you want to buy a Gamecube?
Me: Yea...I'm odd that way
And then we came to intorduce oursleves...but the dumbest thing was that I never got his number....and he was HOT to!! But meh it's a small town I'll bump into him again. I hope. But anyways as I walked from Wal-mart to home he drove past me and honked and waved, and me being as dumb as I am smiled and waved back in a shy way.
So ya...I guess I should of mentioned that at the start, but meh.....I really really like my new layout....and that guy.....
Music ~ Eminem - White America
Well it's finally done, my new layout that is, and for once it isn't somehing to deal with my art. w00t less work for me!! Anyways ya....oh my sister has left until Friday night. w00t I say!! Freedom from my sister and her naggyness, lol!! And I work tommorow from only 10 to 2 then I'm off for the day and then I get Thursday off. I'm so glad to finally get soem time off, I think I've been pushin' myself a little to much, so much that I've forgotten how good it feels to sleep in and to just have the day to myself and not have to be a slave to other people.
I'm havin' some fun revampin' my characters from Ravenous, Rell looks totaly awesome....but anyways today is a great day, I met a cute hot guy today in wal-mart, and yes I do go to wal-mart. It is the cheapest place to buy certain essentials around this place. So I thought eh, why not go look at the games. And so I go, I look around and think hrmmm, one day I want to buy a gamecube, so i look at the prices and whatnot, and I get this guy talkin' to me....
Guy: Hey you work at Subway eh?
Me: Ummm...ya 0.o
Guy: So why you lookin' at Gamecubes? PS2 is the best
Me: Well I already actually own a PS2, it's sittin' at home probably collecting dust.
Guy: That's cool, ya know Xbox is good, you can download music right off of it
Me: Oh really I didn't know that
Guy: Ya, my friend has it
Guy: Hey have you played this game *points at a game in which the title of it I can't remember at the moment*
Me: Nah....
Guy: What? You not into those kinda games?
Me: No they're cool, but I never have time to rent games these days
Guy: And you want to buy a Gamecube?
Me: Yea...I'm odd that way
And then we came to intorduce oursleves...but the dumbest thing was that I never got his number....and he was HOT to!! But meh it's a small town I'll bump into him again. I hope. But anyways as I walked from Wal-mart to home he drove past me and honked and waved, and me being as dumb as I am smiled and waved back in a shy way.
So ya...I guess I should of mentioned that at the start, but meh.....I really really like my new layout....and that guy.....
Monday, June 16, 2003
What's been going on in my life eh? Is that the question of the day? I keep getting pestered by friends and family, my own mother included as to why I haven't written anything in my blog for awhile. What? Am I supposed to write in it every day? Well that would be a bloody well waste of time since I really don't have much to write about. All I do theses days is work my friggin' ass off for twelve friggin' hours, then finally come home. So I stay up for awhile, then go back to bed, wake up early in the morning, and go back to work. Even my boss at Rietmens says I'm to burnt out. Well I have been workin' a hella lot of hours (30 hours at Rietmens, and 20 at Subway) in the last week. yes week, as in seven days. So ya my boss says I'm burnt out, and said that's it, yer taking a break. I made a mistake on something and I thought she was going to fire me, and she said hell no, yer one of my best sellers. I was like....0.o Me? A good seller? Anyways ya....I got to two days off though, actually starting today I'm off until Wednsdays. Thank GOD!!! I'm thrilled of the fact that I actually get to SLEEP in tommorow morning.
I swear to god if my boss at Subways calls me in, or even attempts to call me in on my days off, I will absalutly go insane. Not that I will go, it's just that every single friggin' time I seem to get a day off she calls me up, and even that is annoyin'. She knows I work straight through most weeks, she knows that when I get a day off it's rare. So why bother, I'm most defiently going to say no. I don't see the point eaither, she only calls me in for soemthing like three hours. Oh well makes me richer. But still I ain't goin' in if she calls me up, I need to retain my sanity, and lately I've been on the edge of losein' it. But I guess twelve hour days for almost every day in two weeks without a day off would do that to ya eh?
But ya, that's about it with me...Oh yea...I got a new ravenous site up and going *makes mental note to change the site URL up top* but ya new layouts and shit. But meh, that's about it for me.
I swear to god if my boss at Subways calls me in, or even attempts to call me in on my days off, I will absalutly go insane. Not that I will go, it's just that every single friggin' time I seem to get a day off she calls me up, and even that is annoyin'. She knows I work straight through most weeks, she knows that when I get a day off it's rare. So why bother, I'm most defiently going to say no. I don't see the point eaither, she only calls me in for soemthing like three hours. Oh well makes me richer. But still I ain't goin' in if she calls me up, I need to retain my sanity, and lately I've been on the edge of losein' it. But I guess twelve hour days for almost every day in two weeks without a day off would do that to ya eh?
But ya, that's about it with me...Oh yea...I got a new ravenous site up and going *makes mental note to change the site URL up top* but ya new layouts and shit. But meh, that's about it for me.
Friday, June 06, 2003
Mood ~ Meh
Music ~ Nothin'
Well ya know what? I really want my own computer!! Since I've gone through three different kinds of operating systems since I've been here!! My dear sister hated Windows XP, I liked it, so did the kids, and since she can't do anything on it *she's anti computer* we had it deformatted all the way back down to Windows 98. Now I know what they say 98 is the best, but ya know it is hangin' on a thread to being combatable with everything. One of these days stuff won't be comptable with Win 98 no more since technology just moves forward without takin' a glance backwards, and she's like nooo that will never happen. Then do tell why is it last on the list of such things as scanners and printers eh? Sure it's a great program, but all things must come to a end. Win XP was nice, ya got yer own account with all yer own wallpapers, cursours even, icons, themes, net favorites, it was almost like havin' yer own computer.
My mom called me today, agh I miss having conversations with my mom, sometimes it's like she's the only one that understands. I even got to talk to me best bud last night. These past few days I feel so loved. *big hugs to everyone!!*
Wel the only reason I wrote in here is because, well...I'm bored. I'm excited though, I'm going out Saturday night!! Yeppers Iza going to shake my booty!! But ya.....>_> I'm still bored......
Music ~ Nothin'
Well ya know what? I really want my own computer!! Since I've gone through three different kinds of operating systems since I've been here!! My dear sister hated Windows XP, I liked it, so did the kids, and since she can't do anything on it *she's anti computer* we had it deformatted all the way back down to Windows 98. Now I know what they say 98 is the best, but ya know it is hangin' on a thread to being combatable with everything. One of these days stuff won't be comptable with Win 98 no more since technology just moves forward without takin' a glance backwards, and she's like nooo that will never happen. Then do tell why is it last on the list of such things as scanners and printers eh? Sure it's a great program, but all things must come to a end. Win XP was nice, ya got yer own account with all yer own wallpapers, cursours even, icons, themes, net favorites, it was almost like havin' yer own computer.
My mom called me today, agh I miss having conversations with my mom, sometimes it's like she's the only one that understands. I even got to talk to me best bud last night. These past few days I feel so loved. *big hugs to everyone!!*
Wel the only reason I wrote in here is because, well...I'm bored. I'm excited though, I'm going out Saturday night!! Yeppers Iza going to shake my booty!! But ya.....>_> I'm still bored......
Monday, June 02, 2003
Well it's official, I am now sharing a room with my niece. It's ok though, even though I don't get a room to my own and half of it is cluttered with teenager junk.
I felt bad today though, my alarm didn't go aff and I was a half an hour late for work. oops....But my boss wasn't mad, I told her I'd be in tommorow, and if I'm late she has every right to beat me to death with a baseball bat. lol
But nothing much else has been goin' on with me. Everyone I know, my mom included, is going to a concert. Moms off to see 'Great Big Sea', and my best bud is off to see 'Theory of a dead man'. I hate you all, and you know who you are. I utterally despise you. For I cannot go to concerts, even if I payed for my own ticket, but I can't, since no really good bands come here. The only band that does concerts here is a local band called Liqued eyes. Their popular, but in Yellowknife alone. I've actually met every member, there like four, and they all work in places in the local mall or something, and one always drops into subway. Although I've met them, I have yet to hear any of their music. I think it's kinda a mix between hip-hop and pop or somethin'.
but ya...anyways...I'll write more when I have something to actually write about.
But anywho, like that interests any of you....
I felt bad today though, my alarm didn't go aff and I was a half an hour late for work. oops....But my boss wasn't mad, I told her I'd be in tommorow, and if I'm late she has every right to beat me to death with a baseball bat. lol
But nothing much else has been goin' on with me. Everyone I know, my mom included, is going to a concert. Moms off to see 'Great Big Sea', and my best bud is off to see 'Theory of a dead man'. I hate you all, and you know who you are. I utterally despise you. For I cannot go to concerts, even if I payed for my own ticket, but I can't, since no really good bands come here. The only band that does concerts here is a local band called Liqued eyes. Their popular, but in Yellowknife alone. I've actually met every member, there like four, and they all work in places in the local mall or something, and one always drops into subway. Although I've met them, I have yet to hear any of their music. I think it's kinda a mix between hip-hop and pop or somethin'.
but ya...anyways...I'll write more when I have something to actually write about.
But anywho, like that interests any of you....
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
The Hell? Well I've seen this gif before.....but the song is rather funny, or atleast I found it to be O_o
Well that's about it, I got to stop making random pop ins at the taveren, it's bad enough I'm addicted to the rest of NR with the brillaint news of LOK Defiance. But meh, oh well *shrugs*
Well that's about it, I got to stop making random pop ins at the taveren, it's bad enough I'm addicted to the rest of NR with the brillaint news of LOK Defiance. But meh, oh well *shrugs*
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ LOK Defiance trailer music
Oh my GOD!!! Matrix reloaded was awesome!! Ok maybe it was lacking story, but hello did the first one have a story to begin with? Yes it did have a bit, but it wasn't compelling or anything, just a lot of good old fashioned thrashin'. I loved the twin bothers and their ghostly demonic forms when they go all misty like. And Neo, well Neo was fabulous. Gotta love Keanu Reeves eh?
Anyways ya, I'm totaly in love with that film, it's nice to see so many good movies out for once..as you may have noticed I'm picky on my movies that I see in the theatre, since it is so god damn expencesive. But ya Matrix Reloaded was worthe the twelve bucks. It was just one of those movies ya had to see on the big screen.
But this has been a day of lazzyness and watchin' crap. I actually just finished watchin' the Buffy season final.....and I can't believe Spike, of all people, died!!! Sure she may of kissed Angel in the beggining, but it was nothin' ya can tell in her eyes that she loved him just as she said it right before he sacrificed himself. Damn it!! Spike was my fav, and they have to go off and kill him!!! But atleast his sacrifice was 'honoerable'. I'm glad Buffy is goin' to Cleveland, maybe then she can actually get some kind of peace since most of the women on earth are now Slayers thanks to Willows funky spell. But still...Spike...I cryed when he died, but it was the way he was going to go ya know, he had a big smirk on his face, and I just loved him even more.
It's to bad Anya died, I wish Andrew had, that kid is so damn annoyin', I mean ya Anya was to, but she was funny annoyin' ya know? Poor Xander, they just kinda got back together and all, and she dies, but atleast she died fightin'. But I guess it's ok, I mean she did live such a long life, and she actually died for something she really strongly stood for. Still breaks my heart though.
I wonder if Buffy will go on fightin' or not? I don't know if she can live a normal life, it may be hard for her. To get started on that path anyways. But enough of my Buffy banter....now I'm depressed, since it was the Series Final, what the hell am I goin' to watch now eh?
But all in all the Season Final was great, I think they spent more money on this piticular episode, then in any other one they had ever done, I mean the light blastin' from Spike was marvelous, and the whole town just sinkin' into the hellhole was awesome. But I dunno, it seems they kinda rushed through makin' it, maybe just me but it was still great, but it just didn't seem complete ya know. But I have to say the show had a great run, I loved it dearly, and soaked up every minute of every new episode from the time it first came out to the final show. I loved it, I thought it was brilliant, and now it has come to a end, and what else can I say? That I will miss it dearly.
Music ~ LOK Defiance trailer music
Oh my GOD!!! Matrix reloaded was awesome!! Ok maybe it was lacking story, but hello did the first one have a story to begin with? Yes it did have a bit, but it wasn't compelling or anything, just a lot of good old fashioned thrashin'. I loved the twin bothers and their ghostly demonic forms when they go all misty like. And Neo, well Neo was fabulous. Gotta love Keanu Reeves eh?
Anyways ya, I'm totaly in love with that film, it's nice to see so many good movies out for once..as you may have noticed I'm picky on my movies that I see in the theatre, since it is so god damn expencesive. But ya Matrix Reloaded was worthe the twelve bucks. It was just one of those movies ya had to see on the big screen.
But this has been a day of lazzyness and watchin' crap. I actually just finished watchin' the Buffy season final.....and I can't believe Spike, of all people, died!!! Sure she may of kissed Angel in the beggining, but it was nothin' ya can tell in her eyes that she loved him just as she said it right before he sacrificed himself. Damn it!! Spike was my fav, and they have to go off and kill him!!! But atleast his sacrifice was 'honoerable'. I'm glad Buffy is goin' to Cleveland, maybe then she can actually get some kind of peace since most of the women on earth are now Slayers thanks to Willows funky spell. But still...Spike...I cryed when he died, but it was the way he was going to go ya know, he had a big smirk on his face, and I just loved him even more.
It's to bad Anya died, I wish Andrew had, that kid is so damn annoyin', I mean ya Anya was to, but she was funny annoyin' ya know? Poor Xander, they just kinda got back together and all, and she dies, but atleast she died fightin'. But I guess it's ok, I mean she did live such a long life, and she actually died for something she really strongly stood for. Still breaks my heart though.
I wonder if Buffy will go on fightin' or not? I don't know if she can live a normal life, it may be hard for her. To get started on that path anyways. But enough of my Buffy banter....now I'm depressed, since it was the Series Final, what the hell am I goin' to watch now eh?
But all in all the Season Final was great, I think they spent more money on this piticular episode, then in any other one they had ever done, I mean the light blastin' from Spike was marvelous, and the whole town just sinkin' into the hellhole was awesome. But I dunno, it seems they kinda rushed through makin' it, maybe just me but it was still great, but it just didn't seem complete ya know. But I have to say the show had a great run, I loved it dearly, and soaked up every minute of every new episode from the time it first came out to the final show. I loved it, I thought it was brilliant, and now it has come to a end, and what else can I say? That I will miss it dearly.
Saturday, May 24, 2003
Mood ~ relaxed
Music ~ MuchMusic is playin' in the background
Well it seems I'll be sharin' a room in about a week. Amber is movin' back in, and me and Ang are going to sit down with her some time, and disscuss the household rules. Like not stealing anything of mine and not wearing my clothes and not scrapping up my stuff, like CD's and video games. Ya she burnt her bridges and now she has to rebuild. And with brebuilding means she has to go back to school, and she will have to pay rent. A bit more then me, but that's ok, she really doesn't have anything planned with that money like I do. I have school to worry about.
Anyways I have Sunday off, I'm soo glad, it's the first time I've gotten a day off in two weeks, and I think I have Monday off as well, but I'm not to sure on that, I think I put some of dates down wrong. If not then I guess I'll ask for hours on Monday. I'm becoming greedy when it comes to hours and money, I want tons so I can get out of here faster. I don't want to stay long enough to let this place grow on me, like many have let it. I can't believe many stay here because they love it. How? Why? Of all places eh? I still don't understand as to why my sister loves it.
But anywho, ya know I was flippin' through the pages of the june edition of PSM, the very one that has the first look of LOK Defiance, but ya know what else it held within it's pages? The annual video game chick swim suit addition, and ya know what? Why don't they have something for us girls? Ya it sounds like a geeky idea, but it would of been worthe it to see Squall back in 99 in a speedo of some sort...or just even in plain boxer type swim shorts. This is unfair, there are so many loveable cute pixel animated guys in the video game world, and us girls never get to see them in their beach wear. It isn't like there isn't many gaming gals out there. In fact there are tons. Loads and loads of girls that just lust after Dante, and yes I did say lust. But of course they lust after him, he's damn sexy for a drawin'. But no, all we get are these girls stapped up in very little clothing.
Music ~ MuchMusic is playin' in the background
Well it seems I'll be sharin' a room in about a week. Amber is movin' back in, and me and Ang are going to sit down with her some time, and disscuss the household rules. Like not stealing anything of mine and not wearing my clothes and not scrapping up my stuff, like CD's and video games. Ya she burnt her bridges and now she has to rebuild. And with brebuilding means she has to go back to school, and she will have to pay rent. A bit more then me, but that's ok, she really doesn't have anything planned with that money like I do. I have school to worry about.
Anyways I have Sunday off, I'm soo glad, it's the first time I've gotten a day off in two weeks, and I think I have Monday off as well, but I'm not to sure on that, I think I put some of dates down wrong. If not then I guess I'll ask for hours on Monday. I'm becoming greedy when it comes to hours and money, I want tons so I can get out of here faster. I don't want to stay long enough to let this place grow on me, like many have let it. I can't believe many stay here because they love it. How? Why? Of all places eh? I still don't understand as to why my sister loves it.
But anywho, ya know I was flippin' through the pages of the june edition of PSM, the very one that has the first look of LOK Defiance, but ya know what else it held within it's pages? The annual video game chick swim suit addition, and ya know what? Why don't they have something for us girls? Ya it sounds like a geeky idea, but it would of been worthe it to see Squall back in 99 in a speedo of some sort...or just even in plain boxer type swim shorts. This is unfair, there are so many loveable cute pixel animated guys in the video game world, and us girls never get to see them in their beach wear. It isn't like there isn't many gaming gals out there. In fact there are tons. Loads and loads of girls that just lust after Dante, and yes I did say lust. But of course they lust after him, he's damn sexy for a drawin'. But no, all we get are these girls stapped up in very little clothing.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
Mood ~ A bit pissed
Music ~ Nothin' at the moment
Man I'm just so mad at the moment, I hate this town and I hate livin' here, and especially hate gettin' this crap from my sister as to why aren't I workin' more and why don't I get a full time job and whatnot. Well excusee me I have two part time jobs, and when I work bothe on the same day which I do a lot, I work more then full hour days, at times I'm workin' eleven hours, with only one half hour break!!! Shit on me for not workin' hard, god I'm pissed, then she gives me crap for havin' a day off, but takin' a entire week off is ok? I only get one day off a week, and by law it states that I'm supposed to have two, but I want the hours, I mean I haven't had a day off in almost three weeks, so piss on me, I don't care anymore. I work hard, and all I get is my money grubbin' sister buggin' me all the time to get more hours so I can pay her my flippin' rent. 200 bucks a month was the deal, I do pay it, and now she's all like why don't ya get a place of yer own, but you see I have a problem with that. Plain and simple, I can't, I don't have the money, all that I do make goes into the bank for art school. I so want to leave, Not only is this city borin' but now I'm gettin' shit from my sister for no apperent reason.
She syas she's a poor mother. Poor my ass!!! She works for the government and makes tons of cash, I mean she ain't poor that's for sure, but she seems to think so, and wants everyone to feel sad for her because she'a single mom now. It's not like she is goin' through a hard time, she met a wonderful guy, makes good money and has great friends. She should be grateful, not mouppin' every second she gets because she's got this damn thought in her head that her life is harsh and full of depresstion. Ha try my life, my life is hard, look at me I'm a starvin' artist. Sure I got it good, but still I don't make what she makes, I don't have to many friends here, I feel alone at times, and despperaly just want to hop on a plane and fly home. To where I feel loved...because I don't feel it here at times. I feel like I'm just a pain here. My sister got mad at me the other day because apperently I left a trail of dirt from my room to downstairs to out the door. Sure I had to run up the stairs, I was goin' to be late to work if I had to take my boots off, I forgot somethin' and when I got home all I got was a lecture on not leavin' a trail of dirt in thouse, which I really couldn't see that morning when I walk ed back down the stairs. But my sister has x-ray vision I swear to god.
I so want to go, ya I know I've said it a million times, but I do, I miss home.
Music ~ Nothin' at the moment
Man I'm just so mad at the moment, I hate this town and I hate livin' here, and especially hate gettin' this crap from my sister as to why aren't I workin' more and why don't I get a full time job and whatnot. Well excusee me I have two part time jobs, and when I work bothe on the same day which I do a lot, I work more then full hour days, at times I'm workin' eleven hours, with only one half hour break!!! Shit on me for not workin' hard, god I'm pissed, then she gives me crap for havin' a day off, but takin' a entire week off is ok? I only get one day off a week, and by law it states that I'm supposed to have two, but I want the hours, I mean I haven't had a day off in almost three weeks, so piss on me, I don't care anymore. I work hard, and all I get is my money grubbin' sister buggin' me all the time to get more hours so I can pay her my flippin' rent. 200 bucks a month was the deal, I do pay it, and now she's all like why don't ya get a place of yer own, but you see I have a problem with that. Plain and simple, I can't, I don't have the money, all that I do make goes into the bank for art school. I so want to leave, Not only is this city borin' but now I'm gettin' shit from my sister for no apperent reason.
She syas she's a poor mother. Poor my ass!!! She works for the government and makes tons of cash, I mean she ain't poor that's for sure, but she seems to think so, and wants everyone to feel sad for her because she'a single mom now. It's not like she is goin' through a hard time, she met a wonderful guy, makes good money and has great friends. She should be grateful, not mouppin' every second she gets because she's got this damn thought in her head that her life is harsh and full of depresstion. Ha try my life, my life is hard, look at me I'm a starvin' artist. Sure I got it good, but still I don't make what she makes, I don't have to many friends here, I feel alone at times, and despperaly just want to hop on a plane and fly home. To where I feel loved...because I don't feel it here at times. I feel like I'm just a pain here. My sister got mad at me the other day because apperently I left a trail of dirt from my room to downstairs to out the door. Sure I had to run up the stairs, I was goin' to be late to work if I had to take my boots off, I forgot somethin' and when I got home all I got was a lecture on not leavin' a trail of dirt in thouse, which I really couldn't see that morning when I walk ed back down the stairs. But my sister has x-ray vision I swear to god.
I so want to go, ya I know I've said it a million times, but I do, I miss home.
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
I'm bein' pestered to post in here once again. But the answer as to why I haven't posted in me blog is simple. I have nothin' to write about. With the exceptions that all I've been doin' for the last few weeks is work work work. I haven't had a break in almost two weeks. No matter, I do need the money. I downloaded WinMX to the computer because our KaZaA has gone ka-put on us. I don't know exactly what it is, but nieather WinMX nor KaZaA seem to want to connect for us and refuse to search or download anything at all.
I've been playin' Final Fantasy 7 along with many other games that I'm playin'. But ya know I forgotten how much I truely love this game. I now have the sudden urges to draw Cloud, Vincent and Sephiroth once again. God I love Sephys hair, it just flows everywhere and is so much fun to sketch. I used to be so infactuated with him in the days of FFVII. But then again I always seem to adore the villains with the long white hair. Why that is I don't have a clue. Prehaps the silvery tint in their hari adds sex appeal. But then again Vinny with his raven hair....
Anyways I'll get off the topic of sexy Final Fantasy boys and move onto this funky quiz I found sittin' on the net...
1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME?
Since this not being a LJ, I'll just let ya in on my usual cyber name. Fangy I got back in high school for my obsessive love of the vampires, and it just kinda stuck, and I'm still called Fangy to this day. However Bloodfang is what I could only get on ezboard when I first started postin' on NR, and so I dunno...it may say Bloodfang9 up top there, but everyone knows me as Fangs or Fangy. The 9...well I guess Bloodfang was already taken, and the 9 was the only number besdie it that consisted of one digit.
2. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
Nope.
3. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES
Paul McCartney, Ringo Starr, John Lennon, and George Harrison. I think.
4. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?
I've been to the states for a few monthes here and there.
5. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
MSN, for lettin' me talk to all my friends who I miss so dearly
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
Well the one I can only remember at the moment is when my friend Sharon was doin' this drama project for Shakespears days way back in grade 10, and she was practicin' her lines as one of the witches in McBeth and she was so hyper that she ran around doin' her part and fell of the stage. She then got back up and fluttered across the school gym.
7. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
Nothin' to big, but nothin' to little, and somewhere in Rome would be nice
8. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS...
Second grade. There was this guy I had a kiddy crush on and he gave me this cool awesome batman pin on Valentines day, but I found out that only myself and the cute blone in the corner got one to. I was so mad he was two timin', lol
9. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
Work, work, work. Save up cash to go to art school, and get the hell outta this place
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
Too many to list. Bring me to life by Evaessence, Lick the maypole by Medeavial babes...yes I do like them>_>
11. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
Innocence is the face that always lies
Innocence is the wish for some
But it's something I cant buy
What are you trying to prove
So many mountains to move
And all your demons are heaven sent
My lost cathartik friend
12. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE:
One of those warhouse apartments...ya I would love one of those right down in New York prehaps....
13. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
I got these flanes PJs with cute puppies on them that I actually got from my own puppy 0.o That or a shirt is ok to.
14. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
Your going to make me list everything....aren't you? Well ok here it goes....my bank card, that I'm not allowed to spend ver much one since everythin' is goin' to artschool...the damn thing is so tempting though....my SIN card, I still have my ID from BC sitin' in here and I really don't plan to change it to a NT one. Birth certificate, two old rogers cards that I should throw away since I can't use em up here, medical card, my food safe certicate card thingy, La Senza ra club card...buy ten get one free....wow I even have a old go card in here from high school...nice pic of me though, prehaps that's why I kept it.A Blockbuster card from home, and my bankers bussiness card.reciets from the X-men movie, from some clothes I bought, and oh my reciet from wal-mart when I bought DMC2...bacnking recietsand one from KFC....I got to stop spendin' money...bad me....
15. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
Zero dollars and zero cents. I so rarely have actual cash.
16. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
Ya know what, my mind is blanck, and I can't think of one right now...ain't that odd 0.o
17. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
Clothes, Video games & systems, houses, cars, computer crap
18. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
Approach bed, strip off shirt, pull down my jeans and snuggle into my pjs, turn on the TV, then turn off light, flick channels, usually find nothing of interest, flick off the TV, roll over, and let the night take me away
19. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
There is this one nickname I HATE, and if anyone I know starts callin' me it I will freak out on you and I garuntee you shall not survive. I love ichibon noodles and I got the nick 'noodles' from my dad, and to this day when he wants to piss me off, he calls me that, and it drives me nuts!!!!
20. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
Toughie....I have a soft spot for Simba from Disneys the Lion King....Vegeta from DBZ>_>....and Meier from Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust
I've been playin' Final Fantasy 7 along with many other games that I'm playin'. But ya know I forgotten how much I truely love this game. I now have the sudden urges to draw Cloud, Vincent and Sephiroth once again. God I love Sephys hair, it just flows everywhere and is so much fun to sketch. I used to be so infactuated with him in the days of FFVII. But then again I always seem to adore the villains with the long white hair. Why that is I don't have a clue. Prehaps the silvery tint in their hari adds sex appeal. But then again Vinny with his raven hair....
Anyways I'll get off the topic of sexy Final Fantasy boys and move onto this funky quiz I found sittin' on the net...
1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME?
Since this not being a LJ, I'll just let ya in on my usual cyber name. Fangy I got back in high school for my obsessive love of the vampires, and it just kinda stuck, and I'm still called Fangy to this day. However Bloodfang is what I could only get on ezboard when I first started postin' on NR, and so I dunno...it may say Bloodfang9 up top there, but everyone knows me as Fangs or Fangy. The 9...well I guess Bloodfang was already taken, and the 9 was the only number besdie it that consisted of one digit.
2. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
Nope.
3. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES
Paul McCartney, Ringo Starr, John Lennon, and George Harrison. I think.
4. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?
I've been to the states for a few monthes here and there.
5. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
MSN, for lettin' me talk to all my friends who I miss so dearly
6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
Well the one I can only remember at the moment is when my friend Sharon was doin' this drama project for Shakespears days way back in grade 10, and she was practicin' her lines as one of the witches in McBeth and she was so hyper that she ran around doin' her part and fell of the stage. She then got back up and fluttered across the school gym.
7. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
Nothin' to big, but nothin' to little, and somewhere in Rome would be nice
8. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS...
Second grade. There was this guy I had a kiddy crush on and he gave me this cool awesome batman pin on Valentines day, but I found out that only myself and the cute blone in the corner got one to. I was so mad he was two timin', lol
9. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
Work, work, work. Save up cash to go to art school, and get the hell outta this place
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
Too many to list. Bring me to life by Evaessence, Lick the maypole by Medeavial babes...yes I do like them>_>
11. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
Innocence is the face that always lies
Innocence is the wish for some
But it's something I cant buy
What are you trying to prove
So many mountains to move
And all your demons are heaven sent
My lost cathartik friend
12. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE:
One of those warhouse apartments...ya I would love one of those right down in New York prehaps....
13. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
I got these flanes PJs with cute puppies on them that I actually got from my own puppy 0.o That or a shirt is ok to.
14. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
Your going to make me list everything....aren't you? Well ok here it goes....my bank card, that I'm not allowed to spend ver much one since everythin' is goin' to artschool...the damn thing is so tempting though....my SIN card, I still have my ID from BC sitin' in here and I really don't plan to change it to a NT one. Birth certificate, two old rogers cards that I should throw away since I can't use em up here, medical card, my food safe certicate card thingy, La Senza ra club card...buy ten get one free....wow I even have a old go card in here from high school...nice pic of me though, prehaps that's why I kept it.A Blockbuster card from home, and my bankers bussiness card.reciets from the X-men movie, from some clothes I bought, and oh my reciet from wal-mart when I bought DMC2...bacnking recietsand one from KFC....I got to stop spendin' money...bad me....
15. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
Zero dollars and zero cents. I so rarely have actual cash.
16. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
Ya know what, my mind is blanck, and I can't think of one right now...ain't that odd 0.o
17. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
Clothes, Video games & systems, houses, cars, computer crap
18. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
Approach bed, strip off shirt, pull down my jeans and snuggle into my pjs, turn on the TV, then turn off light, flick channels, usually find nothing of interest, flick off the TV, roll over, and let the night take me away
19. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
There is this one nickname I HATE, and if anyone I know starts callin' me it I will freak out on you and I garuntee you shall not survive. I love ichibon noodles and I got the nick 'noodles' from my dad, and to this day when he wants to piss me off, he calls me that, and it drives me nuts!!!!
20. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
Toughie....I have a soft spot for Simba from Disneys the Lion King....Vegeta from DBZ>_>....and Meier from Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust
Sunday, May 11, 2003
My sister got home today and I finally got my carepackage!! It contained the following:
1) A red starbucks mug
2) Some truffles hot chocolate, some real fnacy stuff to.
3) Some green tea
4) Nandos Perry perry sauce *and I've been wanting some Nandos to, but Nandos doesn't exsist up here*
5) A ton of pics of Sisko *my puppy back home* including one in a frame.
6) and a terries orange =D
7) And this cute gaurdian angel thingy
I feel so loved, as I sit here and sip on my hot choclate in my starbucks mug, next time prehaps I should ask her to send up some Starbucks hot chocolate, and prehaps some mix of the caremel latte . God I miss that place so much!! The 'Java' Place here is crap, I had one sip of their lattes and spit it out. They may look like a Starbucks, but ain't anywhere close.
1) A red starbucks mug
2) Some truffles hot chocolate, some real fnacy stuff to.
3) Some green tea
4) Nandos Perry perry sauce *and I've been wanting some Nandos to, but Nandos doesn't exsist up here*
5) A ton of pics of Sisko *my puppy back home* including one in a frame.
6) and a terries orange =D
7) And this cute gaurdian angel thingy
I feel so loved, as I sit here and sip on my hot choclate in my starbucks mug, next time prehaps I should ask her to send up some Starbucks hot chocolate, and prehaps some mix of the caremel latte . God I miss that place so much!! The 'Java' Place here is crap, I had one sip of their lattes and spit it out. They may look like a Starbucks, but ain't anywhere close.
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