Mood ~ meh
Music ~ Matthew Good band - Weapon

I'm so utterally bored, I wish I could get a job from now until the day I leave, then I would have something to do, and get out of cleaning the two extra bedrooms we have for when Angie and Amber come down for some kinda of sugery Amber has to go to. Ha now she has to stop smokin'. She has to or the lump she has in her throat will get bigger. This is just the first of many more surgeryies she has to get, and this one is little, ain't nothin' much to it. Anywho back to being bored, ya it sucks, I ain't got nothin' to do, except clean like I already said, and listen to blairing music while cleaning...nobody is online, and there ain't to many people on the boards today eaither. I'm so friggin' bored!!! And so I decide to write about in me blog.

Anywho..looky, I'm so proud of it. It's like this is one of the best things I've done in Photoshop to date, and it's the first page I've done in photoshop for Ravenous, and now that I have way more confidence with the program I think I'm going to do all my pages in Photoshop from now on...anywho ya can find this page with all the text on it and whatnot on my Ravenous Site.

Well that's about it, hey if something interesting happens I'll let y'all know.

Mood ~ neh
Music ~ Norah Jones - Don't know why

The Sims is quiet a amusing game, I think I electicuted myself a few times during my six hour gameplay. And it was fun damn it, and I would so do again. And it is absalutly hillarious when their bladder goes, and they start grabbin' their crotch and hoppin' on one leg. Even more curious is as to why is their pee purple?

In the game I'm a guy with a purple mohawk, whos quiet lonely...but nah I saw to a social life, ya barely got time for it since he's always wanting something else. But anywho, what is even more funny is when I finally got the little bugger a girlfriend they kissed a lot right, so everytime I made 'em, there would be this cheesy love music...ya know the one they play when it's a cheesy love moment or something. Anywho it's funny as hell. What's even more funny is that when ya go kick the plastic flamingos in yer backyard they squeek, and I don't know why but evertime I make the poor guy do it, it just cracks me up for some unknown reason.

Hell the other house I had I was this chick with a husband and kid, the kid would go off to school, the husband would go off to work, then the poor gal was on her own, or was that a blessing, since her friggin' family would beg for eveything and so I had to meet there needs as well. But anywho....another thing that's fun to do is scaring people. Ha, all they do is go boogy woogey or something and the guy your scareing is like AGHHH, and it works everytime.

But anyways the game is a blast, so if ya haven't tryed it, and even if your not to heavy into sims like me, it's well worthe the money ya fork up to rent the sucker, just to see ya electricute or light your sim on fire, and of course to kick the plastic pink flamingos.

Mood ~ Tired, stressed out, but happy nontheless
Music ~ a mixture of things on winamp

God what a week it has been, I tell ya I think my back was goin' with all the stress I've been goin' through lately. But things are lookin' better, thank god. Well atleast I hope so.

Anyways I wonder how much a tablet would cost, ya know for photoshop. I don't have one, and have been doing' all that work with a damn mouse, and tablets are apperently easier to use and whatnot. But I ain't ever seen one. But I think I should buy one, everyone who I do know that CG's says that it is a must buy if I'm really serious into CGing. I guess I'll have to take a trip down Future shop to see if they got any. They must have, that or radioshake might have 'em. The thing is that I'm kinda broke at the moment, I wonder how much they are worthe...probably really expensive, but I could be wrong. Actually now that I think of it, I think I saw one on TV once a few years back when they had just invented them, and they were top notch quality, and really expensive. But the price on these things might of, and probably have gone down by now. Well alteast I hope so, not that the mouse is bad to paint with, it's just that it is god damned annoying at times.

Agh I'm so tired, but I guess staying up to four in the morning drawing then going to bed but staying up for yet another hour readin' will do that to ya. Agh Lestat is getting a bit more interestin' at last. It was good there for awhile then all of a sudden...I just didn't feel like readin' it for awhile. I guess I didn't like the fact that Lestat didn't want to turn Nicholas into a vampire, but gave in anyways, and did so. Ha it seems everyone he meets up with he turns into a creature of the night. But enough of Lestat, I actually started reading again, and loved the part with Armand in Nicholases house. I love how he is described of a haunt, that he's this pure glowin' white thing, but underneath it all he's just another demon festering upon the world. I dunno how Lestat just turned his back on the guy and just started tearin' the house apart for Nikki's violine. I tell ya Armand is a freaky little guy.

I want to draw something along the lines of a drawing of a vampire from the vampire chronicles, but agh I have so many other things to draw. Maybe one day I'll get to that. But right now I'm drawing this funky pic of Lt. Raziel...your all amazed it ain't Kain I'm drawin' eh?
And even more would say there amazed I ain't drawin' Kain naked...well no, sorry to disappoint you all, but no naked Kains at the moment. Although I have drawn a naked Lt. Raziel...God were all the fangirls at Nosgothic Realm happy about that one, let me tell ya. But originally it was drawn for Lilith, who was a major Raziel fan, but now I think she's loosing base with him, LOL!!!

Anywho I asked if anyone wanted to do any art trades or had requests..and I got three people asking for it, ha this was the first one I did for lichie, it's monkey from, "the adventures of Monkey" which is this old chinese show from god knows when, about this guy who rides around on a cloud whos kinda half monkey half human or something....anwyas the show is actualy based on a old chinese Myth. But anywho, I really like my shading in it, it actually turned out better then I thought it would, since I really haven't done any real life drawings for a long time that and I haven't done any pencil shading for the longest time as well.

Ya know I miss not having money...I'm always beggin' for money off of my mother, don't dare ask my dad, or I'll get the usualy lecture about why don't I take the pop cans back up, and blah blah blah...ya we do have the pop cans, but that means I have to take a huge friggin bag with me up to the store. So I usually wait until my dad just gets fet up with havin' all these pop cans, and then he takes action and actually drives me up to the recycleing place to get a buncha money for me cans. But anywho, I'm usually beggin' for money because outr house has like nothing, and I mean nothing in our house to eat. I wish my parents would good grocery shoopin' more often when I don't have money. But do they...no. That one of the things I can't wait for when I move up to Yellowknife, my sister always has tons of food in the fridge, and in the cupboards.

The Anti Moebius website, yes it's true this site is all about helping you stay away from that nasty little bugger, known as the Time Streaming Git Moebius. And with the help of this site, no more shall Moe manipulate the people of Nosgoth.....This site just cracks me up, ain't it obvious I'm such a LOK fangirl?

Mooooo...?



Ya can always count on friends to send ya the wierdest emails

Mood ~ Pissed
Music ~ Audioslave

I'm so bloomin' mad at the moment, damn the whole fuckin' world!!

Why is it that I always seem to be the eldest of the family no matter what my age? It always seems I'm smarter then a few people I know.... Why I don't know, maybe because I just know what is LOGICAL!? Rather then knowing or doing the ILLOGICAL!!!!

Like I said damn the whole fuckin' world!!! I'm so tired of all this nonsence. So tired of it, that it makes me sick. I can't fuckin' stand it no more. Why do I attract this kind of foolish illogical behavior from other people? And why is it that I am somehow always involved, whether I get involved myself for the sake of that person, or they get me involved, or something else does. Why me? And what gets me is are they so stupied they don't see it themselves? They must be, or they wouldn't be pullin' such idoiotic stunts. Some of the stupidity that I get from people is amazing, absaluting amazing, not to mention amusing at times. But damn am I ever tired of it involving me.

Not that I'll ever stop getting involved, these are the people I care about and love. Anyone ever gets in my way of helping family or a friend, are to be damned to hell. But still, it's stressfull being the all knowing guru, so to speak. And bloody hard at times. I do get tired of it, and ask why me? why do I always have to deal with it? I'm just so fuckin' mad at the moment, I just want to rip a certain someones face off!! And yell, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YA DOING!!?

Don't bother asking about it, I'm not going to say at all, even though I want to scream at the whole world, and tell it that it is bloody well unfair, but I think we all know that, it's just the people who know that and fuckin' well hate everything so much they gotta go and hurt the people that love them, and that's what is fuckin' well pissin' me off right now.

My friends, especially one known as Lilith, find the most amusing sites. I don't even know where to begin on how you would find a goofy little site like this. But it's damn cute, and funny enough to share it with you all. Enjoy the concert!!

Why me? Why is it always me? Why do I always attract the wierdos? And why must everyone I know try to set me up with someone, whether he's a real nice guy, or some drawing of a demonic wrestler *sighs*

Mood ~ A bit to high on sugar
Music ~ Final Fantasy X stuff

~wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Ok I'm a bit hyper, can't ya tell? *spins around on spinny chair* It's the pop I tell ya, the damn curesed thing, it's gets me high on sugar. Well atleast I ain't hihg on Oxygen[don't ask, dumb inside joke, but all my friends know what I mean]

Anywho, looky at this, ain't Alaira just so damned cool!! I've missed my brightly colored MYTH cast. People always used to say that my MYTH stuff was a twist mixed with a bunch of stuff, but always said that it was like Final Fantasy in my own way. My bud Sharon always said me and Tetsuya Nomura would be a great team. Ha I wish, that guy is famous for his character designs, like Cloud, Squall. I mean c'mon!?

Although I do make good characters, and all my stories would make you cry, I swear!! Everyone that has read any of my scripts have literally balled their eyes out. I have a thing with making my stories sad, and I think that to me it makes it more real, because everyone looses something along the way, we all fight for something, whether it is little or big, and there is always something that ends up in a tragety, whether it be a tragety suffered by the world or just by a handful of people. Our losses make the world come to more of a understanding. If only this is understood by a few, atleast there's a few people that truely understand the meaning of what? Life, prehaps not, but atleast they understand as why they are here, and maybe not even that, maybe nobody understands as to why they are here, but atleast they will understand the meaning of tragety and losse, and as long as we can understand that, prehaps we can make a better world for each other. Just as long as someone is willing to fight for that. Whether it be within peaceful converstation or is won by a victory on the battlefield, just as long as someone understands it will be all worthe it, won't it?

God it feels like I'm writing a novel of some sort. Ya know I'm going into a totaly different serious direction that what I had started out with. it's just a hella lot of thing been on my mind lately, from eveything dealing with family to my own life. It's like all of a sudden it just got me going, and won't let me stop. Ok sure I've worked, I've had crappy jobs before. But this is kinda scary, I mean I'm moving away from home. To the northeren artic wasteland, sure I'll have family up there, but it just seems sort of quick, fast and furious ya know? I know I have to get a move on, but it's so exciting and yet so unknown, kinda cool. Other then that I don't know what I'm saying, just that I can't wait to go to art school, and actually start workin' in real artsey places. I know I will have to work my way up, but one day my name will be under character designer. I just hope it works out for me, I don't think I could do anything else but draw, I mean this is it for me. I know what I want to do, and I absalutly love it. All I want to do is create characters and stories, and have these people I have created, and have their lives touche people in some sort of way that will make them think a bit, that's all I want.

'Nuff said eh?

Mood ~ a bit sad, and tired.
Music ~ Saliva - Always

I tell you all now, be grateful for what you have, be grateful for the people that love you, and especially be gratefull towards your parents. I know I can preach this a million times, and yet still no one will listen to me, but still be grateful for life, even that parts that get bad, for every bit of food you eat, and for every brick that is your house that keeps you warm at night. I want you all now to kiss your hand and smack it real hard on yer ass. Do it.

Last night was a frenzy of maddness, and I ain't going to say exactly what happened. But some young little pip squeek I know needs to learn everything I just said above. All I can say is that I'm really proud of the mother.

Anyways enough of that, I don't want to get into a maddening firecly typing away at the computer mood, because I'm kinda mad at the moment, but I'll try to calm myself down, and please don't ask what happened. I won't tell you.

But anywho, looky at this, isn't Angels Redwing mighty impressive looking, since she used to kinda look like this.
It's always so cool to revamp characters, give them a bit of a new look. I'm doing that with all my MYTH characters, and so far they're all lookin' pretty damn good.

Mood ~ Tired
Music ~ Coldplay

I swear within the last couple of days I've gotten more treats from my mom then I think I would get in a entire month. She keeps buyin' me stuff. Yesterday she brought hom some Puffenusiea(it's a kind of german cookie) and a bunch of skittles, and chocolate.
The day before that she brought me back more stuff, from wherever it was that she got it from. And the day before that to. I tell ya I'm going to be so loaded with chocolate and candy, I think I may have to give it away before I leave, I might have to much just stashed away.

My mom can be the sweetest thing at times, as long as ya don't piss her off, don't want to face the motheraly anger now do we? Anywho, I know she's going to miss me like crazy, hell she already is. But sheesh I was going to buy some of the winter equipment up in Yellowknife, but we found out that it is something like twenty below up there during March, and so I'll need the equipment for when I go up, so I can't buy it there. And it's the strangest thing, my mom has absalutly no problem with buying it all, well most of it anyways. She was only supposed to buy me the coat, but now she has bought me a pair of fuzzy pants, and a nice new carry on bag. It's nice to, it has the pull out handle and wheels and whatnot, so I can drive it into annoying people at the airport, well maybe not. Looks like I'm getting free boots to.

Anywho, I'm tired. But I guess stayin' up to four in the morning for five days straight will do that to ya. Early night for me tonight, ha good luck. I can't stop drawing, I have ten zillion ideas, and I can't stop drawing. And I'm drawing everything, I'm getting back to drawing some of my MYTH characters. I thought I had passed that book over (it's one of my graphic novels) for Ravenous, now don't get me wrong I still adore Ravenous, and I do intend to finish that story. Already got two more pages going, one inked and ready to be scanned in and colored on photoshop, the other page I still need to ink. But it's been kinda neat to take some of my beloved characters like Angel, and give he a bit of a new look, and since my drawing has improved so much within the last year or so, she now looks really good. I must say though, MYTH is different from Ravenous, it's so much brighter, and the characters are actually human. A nice change.

Anywho I want to draw some big pic of Angel and the gang and color it in photoshop, but I haven't the slightest clue as to what I want.

Have you ever wanted to see your favorite hunk from the Legacy of Kain series in a Sims game, so ya can boss him around and make him do dishes and whatnot? Well now you can, just click on themes, then on Legacy of Kain from the link I gave ya and you'll be hooked up with your fav LOK character in no time!!

Time for yet another quiz.....*saracastic yay* I must be bored, I only do these when I ain't got nothin' to bitch about, or when I'm totaly ambushed by boredom, anyways.....

1. Beatles or Elvis?:
Beatles


2. What is your secret spy name?:
Sshhh don't let out my secret, what you want to know my name? Ok I'll tell ya it's...*gets shot in the arm with a tranquilzer dart*


3. When you were a kid you wanted to grow up to be:
Dare I say I wanted to be a model, god am I glad I grew outta that phase. I don't thin I could do, no chocolate, how can you have a life without that?


4. Ever had an odd pet (anything other than dog, cat, fish, bird)?:
No...O_o


5. Boxers or Briefs (interpret this as you will)?:
Boyfirends boxers are always comfy


6. List the strangest town name(s) you've ever seen:
There is a town that has the same name as me, Elsie, however it only consists of a gas station, and a general store.


7. Ever taken the purity test?:
O_o Me pure?


8. Is your hair color currently your natural color?:
yep yep....you do mean the hair on my head don't ya? I hope that is what ya mean.


9. Your current celebrity crushes:
I have always had a soft spot for Brad Pitt


10. Do you own any Tupperware?:
I don't but I do currently live in a house with people who posses such a thing


11. Ever re-gifted an item?:
nope, I'm lucky, people know me well, and always get something I would like.


12. Your favorite Stooge:
Don't have one=P


13. Daffy Duck or Donald Duck?:
Donald Duck


14. Favorite game to play (not sport, just game)
Do video games count? if so I have to many.


15. You do a GREAT impression of:
I don't do impressions. Waste of my friggin' time to try to be someone else


16. Most recent celebrity spotting:
I live in Vancouver, so I've bumped into a few, but the most recent I would have to saw George Clonney about a year back, and around the same time I saw Tom Green.


17. Strange skill you have that not many people know about:
Ummmmm.....I'm not telling

18. The body part you like best on yourself is:
My eyes, their a silvery blue=D But that's about it, lol


19. A bad habit you have is:
I'm pefect, now that was a waste of a question now wasn't it?


20. The last concert you went to:
Biff Naked


21. Kinkiest location you've ever done It:
Done what? I think this thing’s broken...work damn you!!!!


22. What is your drag name (name of first pet with mother's maiden name)?:
Snow McNish O_o That doesn't sound to drag to me.


23. Your favorite fast-food burger is:
The big Xtra at McDonalds...Mmmmmmmm


24. Worst job you've ever had:
Workin' in this "gift" store in a mall, where all we sold was $300 glass vases, and the like, god that was a boring job.


25. In the movie of your life, whom do you want to play you?:
Ummmm.....Nicole Kidman...she's a damn good actress that's why!!


26. Your dream car:
A blue 1970's mustang with the two white strips down the front of it


27. Your favorite comic strip is:
I love the Penny Arcade, and hey does Strongbad count?


28. Do you still have your appendix?:
yep


29. Toilet paper: rolled under or over?:
eh? I love toilet paper.......


30. Your favorite donut:
Chocolate, anything to do with chocolate


31. Favorite basketball team (if you have one; pro or college; men or women):
Ummm.....uhhhhh....not really into basketball, shall we move on?


32. Favorite Simpsons quote:
D'uh, or I am so smart, S M R T!!

33. Do you collect anything interesting?:
Action Figures, I also have a collecton of pins from all around the world...although I never really liked collecting them, it was more of my mothers idea.

34. What are your hobbies?:
Darwing, doodling, Ummmmm.....painting on Photoshop, Umm, did I mention drawing?


35. Your favorite form of chocolate:
Any kind!!!


36. Your guilty pleasure:
Don't have one, really!!


37. Your favorite piece of sushi:
Dynimite rolls!! But I like everything sushi so.....


38. Your favorite way to blow $20:
All you can eat Japanese food. Or blowin' it on brightly colored boxes at T n T[a chinese grocery store] filled with toys and candy from japan. I'm such a sucker for that kinda crap.


39. Ever slapped someone who was not a blood relative?
hell ya, and they deserved it!!


40. Your favorite Girl Scout cookie:
The minty choclatey ones

41. Your personal theme song:
hrmmmm......I dunno, but I guess at the moment it would be anything that suggests a lof of rage.


42. Do you have any jewelry in your birthstone (and what is the stone?)? :
nope


43. Your favorite sandwich (or sammich, if you prefer):
Turkey Sandwhich, get some white bread, slap the trukey on it, then pour some catillena dressing over it, and slap another piece of white bread on top, and there ya go, ya got the best sandwhich ever in the excistence of mankind.


44. The farthest place you've ever traveled to:
It depends in which direction, but I guess that would be Quebec City


45. What would you do with a million dollars?:
Ummm spend it of course, go to the best art schools, and prehaps start my own company, that and buy all the nicest clothing and whatnot, and don't forget the action figures, and video systems and games, can't forget those, and of course a new computer, and I dunno take my friends and family out for some shopping...ain't I nice....

46. What is one of your life goals (have you achieved it yet?)?:
To do some character designs for some big ass video game companies, and unfortunaly no I have not achieved it yet *pouts*


47. Have you ever seen the movie "Free to Be You and Me" in elementary school?:
no...O_o

48. Your favorite Muppet (from any Henson production):
Miss Piggy.


49. In 10 more years, you want to accomplish:
Be doing some character designs for a big ass company, like I said before.


50. Your favorite foreign-language film:
O_o Ummm I dunno, I've only seen a few...but...hrmmmm.....*keeps on thinking*

The tenth anniversery Spawn *glimmers with joy*

Agh damn quiz thing screwed up my blog, agh!!!! Well I had a quiz in here. It was called the inner color quiz=P Why this one screwed everything up in my blog is beyond me, I've posted them in here before, but have yet to have one screw up the entire flippin' blog, that is until now. Ahh well no quiz for you....maybe I'll post it in me forum=P

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean[The main theme to Kingdom Hearts]

Agh I'm so in love with this. I'm really quiet proud of my shadeing on this pic, and the floor and ceiling. I think I accomplished a "old" feel to it, like all the paint as been chipped off and washed away by age. Granted I do need to learn a lot more about Photoshop, but this is a great step in the right direction, well alteast I think so anyways. I also linked y'all up to the inked version to this pic, since so many liked it without color. Happy now!?

w00t, I got my coat today, unfortunatly I didn't get the black one. The sales guy, who was actually from Jamacia, and curiously knows everything about snow and whatnot, in West coast mountain brought up some good ideas as in not to have a black coat up there, where it is twentyfour hours of darkness during the Winter. Black coat, black sky with a hella lot of drunks up there is not a good idea. So I'm settling with this biegey color. Actually it isn' that bad. It has some black on it, so it ain't a ugly coat. I tell ya though, some of the other places we went to look for a nice coat had really good ones on for sale, nice and warm. But god where they ever the uglyiest thing I'd ever seen. I know your not supposed to care what the hell ya look like, but I sure do, I want a warm coat, but not one that is going to make me look like a absalute ediot.

So anywho...Now my mother is planing on buying me boots, she wasn't going to but all of a sudden she wants to. I think it's finally getting to her that I won't be here for a entire flippin' year, and now my dad is getting a bit depressed over me leaving. He's already talking about how sad Christmas is going to be without me. But that's ok with me, now that it's for sure I'm leaving, they are just buying anything I basically want, well nothing real expensive like, but my mom is buying me all the munchies I want. Really anything I point at, she buys me. I'm confused by it all, bit I ain't complainin'.

Holy Crap, look at the weather for Yellowknife!! I must be insane to move up there.

I swear I never like anything I do, not even my layouts for my site, and so I have gone off and changed them once again, I must be bored I tell ya. But really, the white and black just wasn't happening, I wanted something simple, but not that simple. Agh so here is my Fanart and Original layouts.

Anywho...I still have not gotten my coat yet, my mothers money hasn't come in, so I'm still waiting for it. But the thing is that it is a very expencive coat, so we're off to tegga and other mountain outdoorsey kind of stores to look for a even better coat, but for a cheaper price, and yes it can be done. Better coat, more warmth, but with a lower price. It just really depends were ya shop.

I want a job, like right now, I know I only got two monthes to go until I move, but I wish there was somewhere that was hireing if not only for a month. It would give me a bit of money to go up with, besides the money the governemt owes me with all my taxes and whatnot. Hell they owe me two hundred bucks, but I'm so damn lazy to actually sit up and do the work that goes along with it, and besides that I need someone to kinda help me. Damn government has to make everything so damned confusing!! I've only done the papers once before, and it was confusing then.

It is raining again, like it always does her in Vancouver, I'm going to miss the rain. Well ok it does rain in Yellowknife, but they usually get more snow then rain. I can hear it outside my window, it's actually pouring outside, yuck, and I have to go out later on.

Mood ~ A mixture of emoctions
Music ~ Billy Holiday

Well it is official, and I mean real official. I just got my tickets for Yellowknife yesterday. Now it really is happening. It makes me kinda sad in a way, I'm leaving everything I know and love behind for about a year or two, and that may not seem long but it is. But hell I'll get through it. It seems everyone up there is extra hype that I'm coming up, and they all want to set me up with some guy, who is apperently a real sweety, but awfully shy. In other words, kinda like me. I am shy, but I've worked real hard at it, not to be so huddling in the corner, although I really never have done that. But sheesh, I'm not even there yet, and already they got some guy picked out for me.

I tell ya the last thing I want to be doing is dateing. Dateing costs money, and I need my money for art school. Not spending anything on some guy, no matter how nice he is. I want to make something of myself, and of my art, and I really need to go to school. But like everyone keeps saying to me, he could be my soul mate, ha soul mate my ass. I tell ya I ain't given up my talent and potential as a artist for some guy. No way in hell!!!!

I hope I get a job with the government, I mean ya get paid like 27 thousand bucks in a year, and that's just for being the mail gal, ya know the one that goes arond a passes out the mail in the offices, that could be me, the mail gal. LOL!!! It would be nice to, ya get weekends off, and ya get paid that much. Hell all I need is the seven thousand. The extra twenty thou would unsure me spending money while at school, plus it would help pay for books and whatnot.

I'm already startin' on planing on how the hell I'm going to squeeze everything into my suitcases, I gotta take my PS2 and that will come with me as carry on, I tell ya, you can't trust anyone these days, damn good for nothing airport people just want to rip open your suitcases and steal all yer stuff. But anyways, I have so much stuff to bring up, Angie says not to bring up to much, well guess what I gotta bring up most of my wardrobe, my CD's 'casue I ain't listening to the kids CDs, all they have is popish stuff, and all the radios play country up there. Also got to bring something like 4 pairs of shoes with me, my own comforter...I mean I gotta lot of packing to do, and a hella lot of shopping to do before I get my ass up there.

But atleast when I get up there by the end of March it won't be forty below.