Mood ~ Pissed
Music ~ Audioslave

I'm so bloomin' mad at the moment, damn the whole fuckin' world!!

Why is it that I always seem to be the eldest of the family no matter what my age? It always seems I'm smarter then a few people I know.... Why I don't know, maybe because I just know what is LOGICAL!? Rather then knowing or doing the ILLOGICAL!!!!

Like I said damn the whole fuckin' world!!! I'm so tired of all this nonsence. So tired of it, that it makes me sick. I can't fuckin' stand it no more. Why do I attract this kind of foolish illogical behavior from other people? And why is it that I am somehow always involved, whether I get involved myself for the sake of that person, or they get me involved, or something else does. Why me? And what gets me is are they so stupied they don't see it themselves? They must be, or they wouldn't be pullin' such idoiotic stunts. Some of the stupidity that I get from people is amazing, absaluting amazing, not to mention amusing at times. But damn am I ever tired of it involving me.

Not that I'll ever stop getting involved, these are the people I care about and love. Anyone ever gets in my way of helping family or a friend, are to be damned to hell. But still, it's stressfull being the all knowing guru, so to speak. And bloody hard at times. I do get tired of it, and ask why me? why do I always have to deal with it? I'm just so fuckin' mad at the moment, I just want to rip a certain someones face off!! And yell, WHAT THE FUCK ARE YA DOING!!?

Don't bother asking about it, I'm not going to say at all, even though I want to scream at the whole world, and tell it that it is bloody well unfair, but I think we all know that, it's just the people who know that and fuckin' well hate everything so much they gotta go and hurt the people that love them, and that's what is fuckin' well pissin' me off right now.