Saturday, June 18, 2005

This thing is hot

Looky! This is rather interestin'!

Sunday, June 12, 2005

BLEH!

I wanna go to the anime convention coming up soon! And I have a big urge to dress up as a turk from FF7....all I need is a blue suit and a toy gun! XP

Would be fun! But I doubt Lilith, who would hopfully gow with me, would be into that.

*sighs*

I wanna go, it starts soon. I hope that money the governemtn owes me gets here soon! *whines* I hate being jobless! *whines some more*

Oi I gots a Sephy action figure! For a commision which I still owe, it's taking a lot of my time and work, but no worries I'll get it done.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Fuckin' hell!

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!!!

Ezboard got totally fuckin' hacked and the fact that MY BOARD is on ezboard it's completely mucked up! Threads are missin' posts and sections are missing threads! Thousands of crap is missing! And about 68 of my members are no longer on the member list. I used to have 215 users, now it's been set back 161!

This is juuuuust what I fucking needed today! AGH! I swear I hate fuckin' hackers! What gives them the fuckin' right to just go and violate anything they damn well please when the people like myself, who own a ezboard, which is what they want to infect, work bloody hard on those boards! Plus I cough up money for it all the time! It ain't cheap let me tell ya.

So yea I'm pissed! I'm so fuckin' glad it wasn't DA tho', or my site, all my art gone! FUCK! I don't even want to think about that!

AGH I'm so pissed!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Modest Mouse

Mood: Tired
Music: AFI ~ Head like a Hole

Well the concert last night rocked muchly! Although Lilith and I got there like a hour early, and still when we did arrive there was a huge line up!

They shouldn't of been preforming at the Queen Elizabeth tho' I mean that's where Phantom goes when it's here, it's that kind of place, not exactly for rock concerts. I eman they didn't even allow people to come stand up front. Which sucked.

So we waited for like an hour before they finally opened the doors! A half and hour before hand tho' there was some old lady *she worked at the QE obviously* bitchin' at us to pick up our garbage... it's like NO WAY! It ain't mine I ain't pickin' it up! Because ya never knoww hat yer gonna find in someone elses garbage. So yea... Anywho when they finally did open the doors, Lilith and I grabbed onto one another and forced our way through...more like faught our way through. There was no organization at all. I mean it's a general admission concert. Meaning everyone can come and you can sit wherever you want, but still there was no line up or anything, you just faught for seats. I guess it's ok tho'. We got seats pretty damn close to the front.

So we wait...and wait... I go grab some cookies and junk and then we wait some more and finally the first band steps up on stage....and they were...... terriable!!!
I mean a couple of there songs sounded liek they were from some sort of Jewish barmitsfah(sp?) or something. No offence to jewish people... but it's just not something ya expect at a rock concert. I kept thinking, where's the dancing people and the food? lol

Anyways FINALLY Modest Mouse came on stage and they song all of my fave of their songs! So it was good...even tho' we had to fight for seats and once seated had to listen to a terriable band before the main attraction.

Liliths gf came and picked us up afterwards, which was cool! Came home afterwards,a nd was far to hyper to sleep! So NOW I'm tired... joy! >.>

Monday, May 23, 2005

Whoa long time

Haven't been up to much..... gonna go see Star Wars today, will report about it later.... *whistles*

I'm bored! *shakes dust off of Blog* *coughhackcough*

Anyways, gonna go see Modest Mouse on the 25th, that should be good! Now if I culd get my lazy mother to get the tickets for me, the tickets were bought on her credit card so she has to be the one to pick 'em up *sighs*

Should be good tho'... once we get the tickets! >.>;;

Friday, May 20, 2005

Oh yea

Bloody awesome FF7:AC trailer, brand ne to! Watch and be amazed! @___@

Fusha!

Does anyone ever read this thing? Seriously now. I mean....I've had a few people that have dropped by and say hey nice blog! But I mean is there any regulars out there that actually read this thing and find what I have to say somewhat interesting?

Oi, another note FF7:AC comes out on the 13th of September THIS BLOODY YEAR!!! About fuckin' time if ya ask me! Now if Squenix can get it's shit together maybe they can get FFXII out sometime soon to ne?

Off to bed. Tired. See ya sometime soon when I write in this thing again. BLAGH!!! >.<

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Mmmmm

I want pancakes.

o.O

Friday, May 06, 2005

Sparky...

My cat sparky died in the middle of the night. I found her today on the couch, not moving, nothin'. I was so heartbroken. My poor Sparky cat! I don't know what diesease she had but it must of been something bad. We were gonna take her into the vet this Saturaday, but she died before we could get her examined. She was really sick tho'. She was fine and then in a matter of days she just got terriably ill and it just got worse. We think it was cancer or something. Since it's so dominate in cats. Poor thing! I just hope she knew how much she was loved. Because we adore our animals. It's like looseing a person you loved....but then again animals are as much a part as our family as anyone else in it as well.

So yea.... I picked her up and put her in a box, Then we took her down to the animal shelter... *sighs* That's were they dispose of the bodies. Poor soul! I hope she's found kitty heaven or something. I'm so sad about her death and yet I feel as if it was for the best, she was in so much pain, and now it's over for her, and she doesn't have to live with it anymore. *sighs* ~______~

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Modest Mouse

Well I finally got my friend Lilith her birthday/belated christmas present wrapped up in one! I'm takin' her to go see Modest Mouse at the Queen E on the 25th of May! I love these guys! I love this song, it's called the ocean breathes salty, and I like float on and paper thin walls. I totaly recommend this band to anyone!

Concerts rule all!

Everyone is going to see Hitchhikers guide to the universe, and it seems I'm the only person that hasn't read the books. Maybe I should eh? Anyone got a spare copy I can borrow? *giggles* The only reason why I haven't read them is that I'm so picky on books that I read. I mean I do read quite a bit, more then most relize. But I'm very picky.

Talkin' movies tho', I can't wait for the new Star Wars! Plus I really want to go see Kingdom of Heaven! I love periotic films! I think Lilith and I and her girlfriend should go hit that movie! I'm sure Lilith would agree!

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

O.O;;

Mood: In the middle!
Music: The Arcade Fire ~ Rebellion (lies)

I sooo want to go see Kingdom of Heaven! It opens up may 6th! Looks insanly good! I love armour, swords, crusades, stuff that has to do with the middle east! @___@

Why I dunno, always wanted to go to the middle east, it just seems to eroctic. =)

Anywho.... Star Wars Ep III also comes out on may 15th me thinks. Gonna ahve to line up for that baby. Anyone want to come with?

This song rocks! I highly recommend buying the album or atleast do the illegal thing and download it. =)

oOOOo bad me, encourageing crime! I should be punished!

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Hardy har har har

Well folks the porfolio is on the instructors hands now! @____@ *is a nervous wreck all of a sudden* I totaly forgot to draw majorally cartoony stuff! AGH!!! I knew I forgot something! >.<;; I hope I get in, but like 200 people apply for this thing, and like 24 get in.

I'm nervous! I really want in. I'll be phoneing every day... well maybe not that may annoy the instructor. O.o I can see it now. Instructor: "That damn kid! She keeps callin'! No School for her!" And then there would be me all pouty like and sniffely and whatnot.... oh yes the drama!

I WANT IN DAMMIT!!! This is one of the best colleges for artsey stuffs in all of friggin' Canada, not to mention probably the best in all of Vancouver! If yer not in the know Vancouver is actually a hub for video game designers, animation, just about everything really. Hell Squaresoft has a office here, Disney is movin' in with a vengence here. Studios everywhere they say! @___@ Not to mention EA, Mainframe and a hella lot more.

Well I'll know in about three weeks. I'm scared and nervous. Wish me luck yo!

Monday, April 25, 2005

I am Anubis!








Anubis
Indeed, you are 83% erudite, 62% sensual, 62% martial, and 83% saturnine.
Anubis was the Egyptian God of funerary rituals and the protector of the dead as well as the judge of souls and ruler of the underworld. Since it was his duty to weigh souls (along with the Goddess Maat) as a means of discovering the content of honesty, Anubis was also the God of truth.

He is usually seen as a man with the head of a jackal holding the divine sceptre carried by kings and Gods, but he can also be found on the walls of tombs as a black jackal or dog accompanying Isis. By no means an evil God, his domain of graves and tombs was nevertheless a frightening one, but then, one that offered the chance of an afterlife.

The God of the dead is probably associated with the jackal due to the habits of jackals to lurk about tombs and graves, which was one of the reasons why the early Egyptians sought to make their tombs more elaborate; to keep the bodies safe from the jackals. It is only natural therefore that a God of mummification would be connected with them. By worshipping Anubis, the Egyptians hoped to invoke him to protect their deceased from jackals, and later, the natural decay that unprotected bodies endure.








My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:



















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You scored higher than 74% on erudite





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You scored higher than 23% on sensual





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You scored higher than 66% on martial





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You scored higher than 93% on saturnine
Link: The Mythological God Test written by Nitsuki on Ok Cupid


Oh looky I'm Anubis...which is cool because I've always loved the jackel man! *dances*

Friday, April 22, 2005

The shit is Bananas!

Mood: Relaxed
Music: Gwen Stefani - Hollback Girl

Yarr I like this song! *boogies* Gwen is one mighty fine musician!

Anywho.... hrmmm nothing much a do about me or what's been goin' on with me. So let's see, what to write?

Hrmmmm... well I'm almost done my portfolio, gonna hand it on this cominc Monday! It's very nerve racking! Out of 150 some odd people that apply only 22 will get in! See how nerve racking that can be? But I'm givein' it me best shot, I just hope it's good enough. *sighs*

But yea... that's about it. I'm bored.... ~____~

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Har har har

Woke up at 10:30am this morning... was mega tired because I didn't actually fall asleep until 4am. Anywho yep, got dressed obviously before running out the door to catch the bus.

Buses are highly annoying considerin' the fact that they are usually late. I mean ok, they have gotten a lot better then they used to be. Sometimes your bus just wouldn't show up all because your suposedly friendly neighborhood bus driver has either fallen asleep, got to lazy to care, or is off in lala land high on some cocane. Joy! Anywho, yea the bus was late today, by 10 mintues! Sure 10 minutes isn't really nothing, but given the fact that they sometimes come 10 minutes early you have to be at the friggin' Bus pole at least 15 minutes early.

So yea... I was there for almost a half an hour. However once the bus does come I climb aboard, plop myself into some nice seat by a window and just listen to The Killers! Which is a awesome band. If you don't have they're CD yet go buy it!

So some time later I finally reach my destination. So there I am with discman in hand, sketchbook in bag, and wearin' my black tough chick leather jeacket, along with my funky tight blue jeans and my new pink shoes. I looked cute. Obviously people will notice this! Of course however, I don't have all the luck with nice lookin' guys noticing this! So whilst I'm looking there at my watch deciding when I should get the next bus home and how long I have and all that I get hit on by some random guy. At this point I don't give a rats ass. All I wanted to do was go to the mall and draw. Why must it be that everywhere I go I get hit on!? I'm like AGH!! Go away! He's all talk I can tell. I start sayin' that I got other things to do, I'm very busy. He just doesn't want to leave it alone. So I start walkin'! Finally he leaves me be.

Before going off to draw however, I wanted to take a look around Chapters. So off I go, across the street from the mall and swing myself around those twirly doors, gotta love those things, and I firstly hit the magazines. Pick up a Photoshop book. They're always nice, ya get free discs with a bunch of free PS crap on them. Lovely! So yea I'm standing there for a bit, then I eventually lean towards the arts section. They had such lovely life drawings books there. So yea I stand there for a bit droolin' over books I cannot afford. After the art section I then hit the wicca and biblical section. I love various religions. So I'm always readin' up about religious outlooks and different cultures. After that I hit the Graphic Novel area and usually grumble about the pimpled face 15 year olds takin' up the entire space in front of the area in question. The boys are one thing, the girls are the worst tho'! All they do is sit there and talk about how cute Inuyasha and Kagome are. >.<;; Oh yea I want some Hellboy books!

So yea after taking a browse through that I'm usually by then in the line up buyin' my magazine. Hit Nandos for lunch, they make the best chicken sandwhiches EVER! I mean if ya like spicey stuff you'd like Nandos! Drew up the interior of the Nandos and then hit the mall afterwards and drew some more crappy realistic people. Went home afterwards. Begged my dad to go into some store and buy me a playboy! Why? Because it's got some nifty puportions and poses! Or atleast the Playgirl does. He said sure, he'd go. I was like YAY!!! All I gots to do is to a draw a couple naked chicks, because I already got a few men done, and I'm good to go with my portfolio! So yep that was my day. Har har har....

Monday, April 18, 2005

fefefefiifooooffuuummm BOOYAH!

Full Name: Elsie
Age: 24
Height: 5'7.5
Weight: 130 or so me thinks O.<
Natural Hair Color: Dark brown, looks almost black
Eye Color: light blue
Number of Siblings: One crazy step sister
Glasses/Contacts?: Contacts
Pierceings?: Had some, but apparently I'm allergic. o.O
Tatoos?: Nein.
Braces or Retainers?: never had 'em!

FAVORITE;

Color: Black, pink and red
Band: Currently The Killers
Song(s): All these things that I have done ~ The Killers, In the still of the Night ~ Ella Fitzgerald, Holiday ~ Green Day.
Stuffed Animal: nada
Video Game: LOK, MGS, FF
T.V. Show: Used to be Buffy, but it's over now. =(
Movie: Gladiator
Book: The Vampire Chronicles
Food: Sushi!
Games on a Cell Phone: Glactica!
CD cover: Interlude Mantras ~ The Tea Party. *it moves!*
Flower: Something that smells pretty.
Scent: chocolate
Animal: Snakes
Comic Book: Sojourn
Cereal: Fruit loops
Website: DeviantART.
Cartoon: Teen Titans! YARR!

DO YOU;

Play an Instrument?: Nada
Watch T.V. more than 60 hours a week?: Nope
Like to sing?: Yep!
Have a job?: Sadly now. I tend to go from odd job to the next odd job.
Have a cell phone?: yep
Like to play sports?: NEIN!!
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Naaahh got no time for one.
Have a crush on someone?: o.O Nope
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?: In Canada possiably.... *whistles*
Have more than five T.V.s in the house: Iza gots three baby!
Have any special talents/skills: Drawing, CGing, annoy the hell out of people....
Exercise daily?: I walk lots, does that count?
Like school?: I wanna go back =(

CAN YOU;

Sing the alphabet backwards?: possiably
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: If I like try for a logn while yeah.
Speak any other languages?: I can remember some spanish... not that really counts.
Go a day without food?: Yep.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: Oh yea!
Read music, not just tabs?: A bit.... but it's not all that interesting to me.
Roll your tounge?: Yep
Eat a whole pizza?: If really hungary,. yes.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Snuck out of the house?: Yep
Cried to get out of trouble?: If I did, I don't remember
Gotten lost in your city?: Nope
Seen a shooting star?: Yep
Been to any other countries?: The states.... oh yea....
Had a serious surgery?: Does root canal count... guess not eh?
Stolen something important to someone else?: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?: ALMOST! Once long ago... >.>;;
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: To take the trash out.
Cried over a girl?: Nope
Cried over a boy?: Yep
Kissed a random stranger?: Nein!
Hugged a random stranger?: Yep
Been in a fist fight?: Yeppers
Been arrested?: Nope
Done drugs?: Kinda... sorta
Had alcohol?: Hell yea!
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: No... o.O
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Probably.
Gone to school only to find out you had the day off because of a holiday/etc.?: Yep
Swore at your parents?: Yep, I'm such a naughty child!
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Yep!
Been in love?: yep!
Been close to love?: O.<
Been to a casino?: Yep, gambled 10 bucks, and lsot it all! Oh yea... *sacrasim*
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Nope
Broken a bone?: Nope, amazingly
Gotten stitches?: Nope
Had a waterballoon fight in the winter?: Yep!
Drank a whole gallon of milk in an hour?: No...
Made homemad muffins?: Yep
Bitten someone?: Yes
Been to Disneyland/ Disneyworld?: Disneyland
More than 5 times?: Once
Been to Nieagra Falls?: Been close to it!
Burped in someones face?: Nein!

PICK ONE;

Fruit/Vegetables: Fruit
Black/White: Black
Lights on/Lights off: Off
TV/Movie: meh....
Car/Truck: Mustang baby!
Body spray/lotion: Lotion
Cash/check: CASH
Pillows/blankets: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache: headache
Paint/charcoal: Paint
Chinese food/Mexican food: chinese
Summer/Winter: Winter
Snow/Rain: Snow
Fog/Misty: Fog
Rock/Rap: All of it!
Meat/Vegetarian: Meat
Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
Sprinkles/Icing: sprinkles
Cake/Pie: cake
French toast/French fries: Both
Strawberries/Blueberries: I like both
Ocean/Swimming pool: Ocean
Cookies/Muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: pocket
Window/Door: Window.
Pink/Purple: Pink
Cat/Dog: Dog
Long sleeve/Short sleeve: depends waht the weather is like.
Pants/Shorts: pants
Winter break/ Summer break: Winter
Spring/Autumn: Fall
Clouds/Clear sky: A bit of both
Moon/Mars: Moon

Friday, April 15, 2005

Arr says the parrot!

I spent all yesterday early evening drawing the inside of Douglas College! AGH! I felt out of place because I wasn't luggin' around no damn backpack and binders. Meh... And ya know I just HATE it when people walk by and they start looking at your sketchbook. I mean ok I'm shy about my art, and I have a hard enough time as it is drawing random people and locations. I mean that makes me feel just wierd and out of place. And of course I get the wierd looks from people and then when they get a glimpse of what I'm drawing they go all whispery and say, "oh look at that girl, look how she draws!" I guess it's a compliment overall but still... yeesh it's bloody annoyin'! >.<;;

In other news I'm half way done my portfolio! Which is a big friggin' yay on my behalf! Because I never even thought I would get halfway done! Seriously I'm to lazy for this shit, but I defiently want to get into college!

Locations and stairways are annoyin' as hell tho'! Especially when ya don't have a ruler! >.<;; Oh how I missed thee my florecent pink ruler! Why were you not there for me!?!?!?! DAMN YOU!!!

*ahemwhistlecoughcoughahemmorewhistling*

Thursday, April 14, 2005

YARR!

Not that anyone reads this crap of mine, but anywho I'm now an offical Beta Tester on DA! YAY!!!! I must say tho' all the new features are kinda cool! It's a big buggy here and there tho', that's the only problem but it's still mighty cool! So it doesn't matter. O.<

Plus I get a nifty = beside my name now! ^_____^ For I am no longer a mere *!

Hehehehehehe anywho yep... lates. I'm off to bed!

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Mood: Meh...
Music: Gorillaz ~ Feel Good

Out of all the bloody FF7 sequals games coming out it seems the only good one is commeing out on the Nintendo DS, or is it on the PSP??? Fuck it! Don't know, anywho dammit why does it have to be a on a mini portable game system. I don't care if the screen is so clear that it will burn out my eyes with it's obsessive clearity! Fuck that! Sakaguchi! Kaneda! Kanedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa please put it on the PS2 or the PS3 or something!! I am half tempted to chase you through the streets of Tokyo if you don't comply! Look my axe is sharpened and ready! >.O

I mean that FF7: BC looked mighty cool but it's for a friggin' cell phone that Cloud apparently likes to trug around with him throughout AC. It has a sane Sephy, a Lower class Cloud, and a first class SOLDIER Zack on it, not to mention Reno and Rude and the rest of 'em turks! Except for Elena of course, she doesn't get promoted untilt he events in FF7. Really it looks so friggin' cool! But nooo it's only in japan and on cell phones! >.<

Anywho I'll stop talking about my freakin' FF7 binge! I want GOD OF WAR! Apparentl;y the slaughterin' graphics in that game are truely beautiful! Ahh the glory of spilling digital blood.

TT!

Mood: tired
Gorillaz: Ghost Train

Ya know out of all of the Teen Titans episodes, I have to say the "apprentice" episodes where the best! I mean really I don't know what Slade saw in Terra besides her power, but really she didn't have the overall intelligence to take over the biz when Slade croaked. Robin, if broken, would of been the best choice. Because he would of been major evil bad ass as he got older.

Anwyhow with that all said how do ya likey my new look? *sighs* I love Teen Titans! Foolish to love a cartoon so much now is it? But hey I feel some comfort in the fact that this shows audience is not just made up of kiddes but is largely watched by people my age and older. What cna I say? I love cartoons! Good ones that is. And good ones are always so hard to find.

AGh I've been going on a Gorillaz binge as of late as well! They are bringing out a new album on May 5th me thinks. Have to double check on that tho', could be may 15th for all I know! But I do know it's in May... unless it's been pushed back and me not knowing it.

Well that's about it from me! Oi my contest over at DA is going very well! A few awesome entries already, and there is still more to come! XD This is gonna be one hell of a hard contest to judge! I have to start picking out judges to help out in decideing the winner. *sighs*