Mood ~ Meh
Music ~ Nothin'

Well ya know what? I really want my own computer!! Since I've gone through three different kinds of operating systems since I've been here!! My dear sister hated Windows XP, I liked it, so did the kids, and since she can't do anything on it *she's anti computer* we had it deformatted all the way back down to Windows 98. Now I know what they say 98 is the best, but ya know it is hangin' on a thread to being combatable with everything. One of these days stuff won't be comptable with Win 98 no more since technology just moves forward without takin' a glance backwards, and she's like nooo that will never happen. Then do tell why is it last on the list of such things as scanners and printers eh? Sure it's a great program, but all things must come to a end. Win XP was nice, ya got yer own account with all yer own wallpapers, cursours even, icons, themes, net favorites, it was almost like havin' yer own computer.

My mom called me today, agh I miss having conversations with my mom, sometimes it's like she's the only one that understands. I even got to talk to me best bud last night. These past few days I feel so loved. *big hugs to everyone!!*

Wel the only reason I wrote in here is because, well...I'm bored. I'm excited though, I'm going out Saturday night!! Yeppers Iza going to shake my booty!! But ya.....>_> I'm still bored......

Well it's official, I am now sharing a room with my niece. It's ok though, even though I don't get a room to my own and half of it is cluttered with teenager junk.

I felt bad today though, my alarm didn't go aff and I was a half an hour late for work. oops....But my boss wasn't mad, I told her I'd be in tommorow, and if I'm late she has every right to beat me to death with a baseball bat. lol

But nothing much else has been goin' on with me. Everyone I know, my mom included, is going to a concert. Moms off to see 'Great Big Sea', and my best bud is off to see 'Theory of a dead man'. I hate you all, and you know who you are. I utterally despise you. For I cannot go to concerts, even if I payed for my own ticket, but I can't, since no really good bands come here. The only band that does concerts here is a local band called Liqued eyes. Their popular, but in Yellowknife alone. I've actually met every member, there like four, and they all work in places in the local mall or something, and one always drops into subway. Although I've met them, I have yet to hear any of their music. I think it's kinda a mix between hip-hop and pop or somethin'.

but ya...anyways...I'll write more when I have something to actually write about.

But anywho, like that interests any of you....

The Hell? Well I've seen this gif before.....but the song is rather funny, or atleast I found it to be O_o

Well that's about it, I got to stop making random pop ins at the taveren, it's bad enough I'm addicted to the rest of NR with the brillaint news of LOK Defiance. But meh, oh well *shrugs*

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ LOK Defiance trailer music

Oh my GOD!!! Matrix reloaded was awesome!! Ok maybe it was lacking story, but hello did the first one have a story to begin with? Yes it did have a bit, but it wasn't compelling or anything, just a lot of good old fashioned thrashin'. I loved the twin bothers and their ghostly demonic forms when they go all misty like. And Neo, well Neo was fabulous. Gotta love Keanu Reeves eh?

Anyways ya, I'm totaly in love with that film, it's nice to see so many good movies out for once..as you may have noticed I'm picky on my movies that I see in the theatre, since it is so god damn expencesive. But ya Matrix Reloaded was worthe the twelve bucks. It was just one of those movies ya had to see on the big screen.

But this has been a day of lazzyness and watchin' crap. I actually just finished watchin' the Buffy season final.....and I can't believe Spike, of all people, died!!! Sure she may of kissed Angel in the beggining, but it was nothin' ya can tell in her eyes that she loved him just as she said it right before he sacrificed himself. Damn it!! Spike was my fav, and they have to go off and kill him!!! But atleast his sacrifice was 'honoerable'. I'm glad Buffy is goin' to Cleveland, maybe then she can actually get some kind of peace since most of the women on earth are now Slayers thanks to Willows funky spell. But still...Spike...I cryed when he died, but it was the way he was going to go ya know, he had a big smirk on his face, and I just loved him even more.

It's to bad Anya died, I wish Andrew had, that kid is so damn annoyin', I mean ya Anya was to, but she was funny annoyin' ya know? Poor Xander, they just kinda got back together and all, and she dies, but atleast she died fightin'. But I guess it's ok, I mean she did live such a long life, and she actually died for something she really strongly stood for. Still breaks my heart though.

I wonder if Buffy will go on fightin' or not? I don't know if she can live a normal life, it may be hard for her. To get started on that path anyways. But enough of my Buffy banter....now I'm depressed, since it was the Series Final, what the hell am I goin' to watch now eh?

But all in all the Season Final was great, I think they spent more money on this piticular episode, then in any other one they had ever done, I mean the light blastin' from Spike was marvelous, and the whole town just sinkin' into the hellhole was awesome. But I dunno, it seems they kinda rushed through makin' it, maybe just me but it was still great, but it just didn't seem complete ya know. But I have to say the show had a great run, I loved it dearly, and soaked up every minute of every new episode from the time it first came out to the final show. I loved it, I thought it was brilliant, and now it has come to a end, and what else can I say? That I will miss it dearly.

Mood ~ relaxed
Music ~ MuchMusic is playin' in the background

Well it seems I'll be sharin' a room in about a week. Amber is movin' back in, and me and Ang are going to sit down with her some time, and disscuss the household rules. Like not stealing anything of mine and not wearing my clothes and not scrapping up my stuff, like CD's and video games. Ya she burnt her bridges and now she has to rebuild. And with brebuilding means she has to go back to school, and she will have to pay rent. A bit more then me, but that's ok, she really doesn't have anything planned with that money like I do. I have school to worry about.

Anyways I have Sunday off, I'm soo glad, it's the first time I've gotten a day off in two weeks, and I think I have Monday off as well, but I'm not to sure on that, I think I put some of dates down wrong. If not then I guess I'll ask for hours on Monday. I'm becoming greedy when it comes to hours and money, I want tons so I can get out of here faster. I don't want to stay long enough to let this place grow on me, like many have let it. I can't believe many stay here because they love it. How? Why? Of all places eh? I still don't understand as to why my sister loves it.

But anywho, ya know I was flippin' through the pages of the june edition of PSM, the very one that has the first look of LOK Defiance, but ya know what else it held within it's pages? The annual video game chick swim suit addition, and ya know what? Why don't they have something for us girls? Ya it sounds like a geeky idea, but it would of been worthe it to see Squall back in 99 in a speedo of some sort...or just even in plain boxer type swim shorts. This is unfair, there are so many loveable cute pixel animated guys in the video game world, and us girls never get to see them in their beach wear. It isn't like there isn't many gaming gals out there. In fact there are tons. Loads and loads of girls that just lust after Dante, and yes I did say lust. But of course they lust after him, he's damn sexy for a drawin'. But no, all we get are these girls stapped up in very little clothing.

Mood ~ A bit pissed
Music ~ Nothin' at the moment

Man I'm just so mad at the moment, I hate this town and I hate livin' here, and especially hate gettin' this crap from my sister as to why aren't I workin' more and why don't I get a full time job and whatnot. Well excusee me I have two part time jobs, and when I work bothe on the same day which I do a lot, I work more then full hour days, at times I'm workin' eleven hours, with only one half hour break!!! Shit on me for not workin' hard, god I'm pissed, then she gives me crap for havin' a day off, but takin' a entire week off is ok? I only get one day off a week, and by law it states that I'm supposed to have two, but I want the hours, I mean I haven't had a day off in almost three weeks, so piss on me, I don't care anymore. I work hard, and all I get is my money grubbin' sister buggin' me all the time to get more hours so I can pay her my flippin' rent. 200 bucks a month was the deal, I do pay it, and now she's all like why don't ya get a place of yer own, but you see I have a problem with that. Plain and simple, I can't, I don't have the money, all that I do make goes into the bank for art school. I so want to leave, Not only is this city borin' but now I'm gettin' shit from my sister for no apperent reason.

She syas she's a poor mother. Poor my ass!!! She works for the government and makes tons of cash, I mean she ain't poor that's for sure, but she seems to think so, and wants everyone to feel sad for her because she'a single mom now. It's not like she is goin' through a hard time, she met a wonderful guy, makes good money and has great friends. She should be grateful, not mouppin' every second she gets because she's got this damn thought in her head that her life is harsh and full of depresstion. Ha try my life, my life is hard, look at me I'm a starvin' artist. Sure I got it good, but still I don't make what she makes, I don't have to many friends here, I feel alone at times, and despperaly just want to hop on a plane and fly home. To where I feel loved...because I don't feel it here at times. I feel like I'm just a pain here. My sister got mad at me the other day because apperently I left a trail of dirt from my room to downstairs to out the door. Sure I had to run up the stairs, I was goin' to be late to work if I had to take my boots off, I forgot somethin' and when I got home all I got was a lecture on not leavin' a trail of dirt in thouse, which I really couldn't see that morning when I walk ed back down the stairs. But my sister has x-ray vision I swear to god.

I so want to go, ya I know I've said it a million times, but I do, I miss home.

I'm bein' pestered to post in here once again. But the answer as to why I haven't posted in me blog is simple. I have nothin' to write about. With the exceptions that all I've been doin' for the last few weeks is work work work. I haven't had a break in almost two weeks. No matter, I do need the money. I downloaded WinMX to the computer because our KaZaA has gone ka-put on us. I don't know exactly what it is, but nieather WinMX nor KaZaA seem to want to connect for us and refuse to search or download anything at all.

I've been playin' Final Fantasy 7 along with many other games that I'm playin'. But ya know I forgotten how much I truely love this game. I now have the sudden urges to draw Cloud, Vincent and Sephiroth once again. God I love Sephys hair, it just flows everywhere and is so much fun to sketch. I used to be so infactuated with him in the days of FFVII. But then again I always seem to adore the villains with the long white hair. Why that is I don't have a clue. Prehaps the silvery tint in their hari adds sex appeal. But then again Vinny with his raven hair....

Anyways I'll get off the topic of sexy Final Fantasy boys and move onto this funky quiz I found sittin' on the net...

1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME?
Since this not being a LJ, I'll just let ya in on my usual cyber name. Fangy I got back in high school for my obsessive love of the vampires, and it just kinda stuck, and I'm still called Fangy to this day. However Bloodfang is what I could only get on ezboard when I first started postin' on NR, and so I dunno...it may say Bloodfang9 up top there, but everyone knows me as Fangs or Fangy. The 9...well I guess Bloodfang was already taken, and the 9 was the only number besdie it that consisted of one digit.


2. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
Nope.

3. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES
Paul McCartney, Ringo Starr, John Lennon, and George Harrison. I think.

4. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?
I've been to the states for a few monthes here and there.

5. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
MSN, for lettin' me talk to all my friends who I miss so dearly

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
Well the one I can only remember at the moment is when my friend Sharon was doin' this drama project for Shakespears days way back in grade 10, and she was practicin' her lines as one of the witches in McBeth and she was so hyper that she ran around doin' her part and fell of the stage. She then got back up and fluttered across the school gym.


7. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
Nothin' to big, but nothin' to little, and somewhere in Rome would be nice


8. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS...
Second grade. There was this guy I had a kiddy crush on and he gave me this cool awesome batman pin on Valentines day, but I found out that only myself and the cute blone in the corner got one to. I was so mad he was two timin', lol

9. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
Work, work, work. Save up cash to go to art school, and get the hell outta this place

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
Too many to list. Bring me to life by Evaessence, Lick the maypole by Medeavial babes...yes I do like them>_>

11. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
Innocence is the face that always lies
Innocence is the wish for some
But it's something I cant buy
What are you trying to prove
So many mountains to move
And all your demons are heaven sent
My lost cathartik friend

12. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE:
One of those warhouse apartments...ya I would love one of those right down in New York prehaps....


13. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
I got these flanes PJs with cute puppies on them that I actually got from my own puppy 0.o That or a shirt is ok to.

14. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
Your going to make me list everything....aren't you? Well ok here it goes....my bank card, that I'm not allowed to spend ver much one since everythin' is goin' to artschool...the damn thing is so tempting though....my SIN card, I still have my ID from BC sitin' in here and I really don't plan to change it to a NT one. Birth certificate, two old rogers cards that I should throw away since I can't use em up here, medical card, my food safe certicate card thingy, La Senza ra club card...buy ten get one free....wow I even have a old go card in here from high school...nice pic of me though, prehaps that's why I kept it.A Blockbuster card from home, and my bankers bussiness card.reciets from the X-men movie, from some clothes I bought, and oh my reciet from wal-mart when I bought DMC2...bacnking recietsand one from KFC....I got to stop spendin' money...bad me....


15. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
Zero dollars and zero cents. I so rarely have actual cash.


16. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
Ya know what, my mind is blanck, and I can't think of one right now...ain't that odd 0.o


17. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
Clothes, Video games & systems, houses, cars, computer crap


18. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
Approach bed, strip off shirt, pull down my jeans and snuggle into my pjs, turn on the TV, then turn off light, flick channels, usually find nothing of interest, flick off the TV, roll over, and let the night take me away


19. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
There is this one nickname I HATE, and if anyone I know starts callin' me it I will freak out on you and I garuntee you shall not survive. I love ichibon noodles and I got the nick 'noodles' from my dad, and to this day when he wants to piss me off, he calls me that, and it drives me nuts!!!!

20. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
Toughie....I have a soft spot for Simba from Disneys the Lion King....Vegeta from DBZ>_>....and Meier from Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust

My sister got home today and I finally got my carepackage!! It contained the following:
1) A red starbucks mug
2) Some truffles hot chocolate, some real fnacy stuff to.
3) Some green tea
4) Nandos Perry perry sauce *and I've been wanting some Nandos to, but Nandos doesn't exsist up here*
5) A ton of pics of Sisko *my puppy back home* including one in a frame.
6) and a terries orange =D
7) And this cute gaurdian angel thingy

I feel so loved, as I sit here and sip on my hot choclate in my starbucks mug, next time prehaps I should ask her to send up some Starbucks hot chocolate, and prehaps some mix of the caremel latte . God I miss that place so much!! The 'Java' Place here is crap, I had one sip of their lattes and spit it out. They may look like a Starbucks, but ain't anywhere close.

Mood ~ Hyper for some odd reason 0.o
Music ~ Marilyn Manson 0.o

I'm so excited for November to come!! This is from NR, and the pages are actually from the June edition of PSM. Now I can't wait, November can't come soon enough. When I first heard of this I was like hrmmm...need proof, but now that I actually got the proof I'm all hype!!

Just thought I'd pointin' that out, and now I'm off lookin' for me own copy of the June PSM, but I can't find it anywhere. Stores seem to be getting some of their June magazine stock but now all of it, including the two magazines that I want the most. OPM and PSM!!! I hat this place, I can never get anything when I want it, like in Vancouver!! It's always some lame sxcuss like the roads are closed. Oh well I'm going to get my money and get outta here, but first I have to work my ass off, which I am doing, since tommorow I do work nine hours. My boss from subway phoned me up today and asked if I could work from 11 to 3 instead of 11 to 5, and then work 4 to 9!? I was confused, I think I got her right, but she has that accent so sometimes it's hard to understand her, but meh I might as well go in tommorow mornin' and if I got it wrong then oh well, I go home until four.

I really want to buy a Cd of some sort, anything new, but i dunno what to get, and nor do I know if I wish to spend twentyfive bucks on a single CD!? Ya that's the price of them up here, and Wal-mart ain't that much better, only by a bit. They have pretty good prices with games, since I did buy Devil May Cry 2 the other day. Awesome game I must say, but getting back to the matter at hand. My Kazza hasn't worked ever since Ang screwed the computer over with her reformatting it from windows ME to XP. I mean it took all night to get my friggin' photoshop program workin'...well I won't go into that again, I'm pretty sure I bitched about it ealier.

But anyways I really don't want to pay that much for a Cd, unless of course I really want it, but until that moment arises, I'm going to fiddle with Kazza and hopefully get it workin' again.

Oh my sister gets back on Sunday sometime, and she's bringing a carepackage from home up with her. I sooo can't wait, it will be filled with things from home and quiet possiably some new things. I forgot pictures of my Siskos, so I'm beggin' for those. What? I love my dog!! and speaking of getting stuff, I get another paycheck tommorow from Subway, it's going to be sweet gettin' a check every Friday. And it will allow me to save up more money a lot fast to. So I can get the hell outta here. My paycheck is the only good thing about tommorow, I really don't want to work.....dare I say I just want to bang on the drum all day.

o_O

I wonder when I get my next day off?

I wonder if this will work, if not meh you didn't miss much...just a funky pic of what it was like if condoms had sponsers

Agh I'm sooo tired, and kinda jealous of my sister. She's going home *my home in Vancouver* tommorow for the week *well for a couple of days anyways* since my niece has to go in for a few special doctor appointments for stuff she can't get up here. I soo want to go with her and just stay at home. But atleast there is one good thing about her goin' there. I get the entire house to myself for awhile. And I get Wednsday off, and she'll be gone!!! I just prey to god that she doesn't call me from the japanese resturant or from Nandos or even worse EB!!! Or I will literally cry. I'm missin' home soo much. I miss everything about it. I do miss my friends and my family, especially my dog, but I really miss the surroundings of Vancouver and the rest of the lower mainland. I miss every single detail, and I'm just clinging to the fact that I'm makin' money up here and that's the only thig that's keeping me here. I walk through Yellowknife and just want to go home. I can tell ya one thing, I ain't ever coming back here after I'm gone.

My sister installed Windows XP the other day, and it is a damn friggin' piece of crap. I was up all last night downloading all my fuckin' programs into the computer, and for a long time it wouldn't take my fuckin' photoshop disk, sayin' it was damaged and shit. But I was like, "Uuuuhhhh...no!" So I sat up all night doin' this crap, and finally out of no where it just loaded up like that, right outta the blue. Why I don't know, but I am mighty thankful. That and it took y my scanner in to. *after awhile of figiting with it*

I dunno, I haven't made up my mind of XP. Everyone I know says it's crap, and even say they can't get some programs that should work with it, just don't friggin' work. My mom has it and they can't even get their scanner of printer to work with it. It may be the newest int technology, but it's crap, and yes it doesn't crash down on you all the time like Windows ME did, but that, and I assure you of this, is the only good thing about it!!

Agh I work all this week, with exceptions to Tuesday, I have that day off, and I hope I still get it off since my boss at Subway changes the shifts around all the fuckin' time and doesn't tell ya about it and then yells at you for being late or not showin' up because ya didn't know in the first place:p Ya I know it is my responsiblity to be at work on time and to keep my hours organized, but when yer the boss and you start shifting scheuals around it is your responsibility to tell the employee of your changes. Anyways we have this Super Soccer thing going on so no matter which job I work at it is extremly busy with kids!! They all come from all over Canada to play soccer UP HERE!? In the snow!? I don't get it, but Subway is the worste, it never ends, we had lineups going outside our door.

Speakin' of work we had this cool staff meetin' today, a four hour staff meetin' but it was cool, wel all had pizza and pop, got out boss to give us the basics, and had fun interfering with it, she's cool, she laughs right along with us*my boss that is*, but anywho, after the so called lechture we got to go around and try on all the clothes in the store and got all our pictures taken in funny poses in our "stock".

So it's ben a ok week so far, well it is the end of it now, but ya...Oh I saw X-men 2 the other night, actually on opening night. And what a kick ass movie, way better then the first. And is it just me or is Wolvie hotter in this movie then the first?? Oh well, I don't want to give the plot away so just go see it for yerself!!

Is it just me or is geoshities being more shity then usual, and that's not all, hell no!! For the last two days I haven't been able to get into my email account, well up until last night, but then it went back to havin' mental problems. Well yahoo, and geocities, are one in the same kinda deal, but yeesh c'mon get it together people!! I can get the main pages ok, but when I try to get pagebuilder or acctually get into my account, all I get is that the server is down or busy, or may be having temporary problems. It's worked for the last few weeks that I have been here, so it's the server!! Damn you all to hell geochities and yer gay gettogethers of tryin' to conquer the known online world. Piss on all of ya's!!!!! All I wanted to do was check my fuckin' email!! It better be ok by tommorow, since I will probably be doing a big update in the junk area, if not then I shall scream!!!!

My Kain is so damn sexy in this pic that I drew of him with nothing but a mouse. A mouse you say!? Yes I lack a tablet, but I will get one soon, for I shall soon recieve money that I can start flickin' in a jar so I can actually buy me a tablet.

My sister keeps sayin' I'm grumpy, when I ain't. Sure I have a tendacy to be a bit jumpy and "I'll shover yer face through a fence if ya don't shut up", at times, but I'm wasn't grumpy. She kept buggin' me about it and didn't shut up! Ya so I was tired, I only had three hours sleep that day, what the hell do you expect!? Grumpy my ass!! I wasn't grumpy, maybe homocidel, but not grumpy.

Anyways, besides that me and my sister get along just peachy!! Except when she's tryin' to reformate the computer to windows XP, and here I am sayin' to myself, "ya know if I sat down I could figure this out, however when my sister sits down to do it, it will take her days" That and I was nervous to have her fiddlin' with it, and bugged her about it the whole time. She's ok with computers, but not great. I mean she's totaly grounded from the computer at home since she completely screwed it up!! It was so damaged we didn't even bother fixin' it and bought a new one.So she worries me, and if ya don't hear from me in awhile, that's why!!

I go to work tommorow and all of this week, and oh how great it was to have a staff meeting today on my only day off. So I go to Subway for this meeting. But what do I find? That the meeting has been changed to four instead of five. Oh how wonderful I say. So I ask Chance about it and he said it was just to prepare us for super soccer days. I'm like what the fuck is that? And apperently it's like the worst week in the entire year for Subway since every team conisiting of atleast 30 people or so, and there being atleast...well quiet a few teams since they all come from all over the place up here in the north...but anyways they all come to subway. God knows why though!?

I go to work today, even though I wasn't supposed to. I mean it was to be my day off, but since we just got a hella lot of stock at Reitmens, I said I'd come in and help out since Jen, the assistent manager called me up last night and almost begged me to come into work. So I said ya sure I'd come in. Extra money for me eh? Well I got there at 9ish. Which is the time she asked me to come in, but the mall doesn't open until ten, but guess what? I'm locked out, there is no way to get my ass inside this friggin' mall, until finally I find a way. So I walk down the hallway, but then bang, I hit one of those metal gates, that is spread across the hallway, not letting me in to the other side of the mall where Rietmens actually is. So there I am, tired and anger and fuckin' grumpy and totaly annoyed at all this because I was supposed to be there at nine, it was nine fifteen, I only had three hours sleep, and I though, if I can't get in there I'm goin' home and goin' back to sleep god damn it!!! But then I thought, calm down now, there has to be a way in.

So off I go to search the outskirst of the mall. In the meantime, Jen is callin' up here at Angies...err home, askin' if I was there, and Ang is like "uhhh....no, she left already" and so they are off to find me since they forgot to let me know which friggin' door to come in since everythin' else is fuckin' locked.

But fortunalty for me, some guy comes around and opens up the door near Reitmens, and I dash for it, and make it into the building. I turn the corner, and there is Jen with her jacket on ready to go hunt me down, and then she sees me and bursts out laughin'. By then I had a smile on my face, because it was pretty funny.

But anywho, there I am, and ready to face the many boxes of stock that we do have, and I'm in the back takin' all this shit, well some of the clothes were nice, but me thinks I like the older stock better...quiet frankly some of it was just plain ugly. But anyways back to what I was sayin'. Kim our manager trannie was in the back with me, and god knows what was up her ass? She was ok at first, just random bitchin' Ya sure the back room was a mess and was totaly unorganized, but how the fuckin' hell is it supposed to look like when ya got twenty one boxes of stock to unpack at move out onto the floor before noon. Of course it's going to be a complete mess!

So we work together, sure I was a bit tiffed at first because of the condition of the backroom, and because I was locked out, even though they didn't consider me as late, but eh, I got over it and moved on. This job pays me nine fifty per hour, so guess what? Lifes a bitch and then ya die, ya just don't complain and threaten to quiet everytime life gives a bad streak.

Anyways Kim, our so called mature assistent manager in training, was so fet up that she stormed out of the backroom, told everyone she was sick, and said that she had quit. So it was like, she was there for two weeks got tired of her job and stormed off.
Can you say obssesive little freak of a bitch or what?

I hated being in the back with her, sure I was mad to because well...I don't do mornings well, but I do put a great effort of being nice at that time of day into it. Can't make money whilst being a grump now can we? So anyways since Kim had left I stayed over time. I was originally not even to work today, like I said up top, and when I did agree to work it was only from 12 to 4, then 9 to four, but since missfasuty decided to leave on such short notice, I had to stay until closeing, which was actually ok. The mall closed at five, but I didn't get outta there until five thrity, but eh, mo' money!!

So, that was my exciting day!!! Agh I'm tired, but I guess with only havin' three hours sleep will make ya that way eh?

There is this huge friggin' debate goin' on at Nosgothic Realm about these so called screenshots of Soul Reaver Three. At first I was all excited like, and it said that it would be out November this year, but I dunno. Sure many first screenshots of video games look somewhat rough. These are defiently rough. So I wouldn't make any plans and havin' yer heart leap out of yer chest to only think a few mintues later that this could be false. But still the screenshots are kinda cool, Flase or not.

As to why the game would be called Legacy of Kain: Defience beats me though 0.o

ok if now it isn't the phone it's my bloody archives. I hate this server, I should just go and get me a new blog, but alas I do not have the time. Why can't this damn thing ever work? Why does it always have to give me some fuckin' excuss as to why it isnt workin' when it shoud be, because it just was?

And now that I have just edited it they are workin' now....great now I have to go take my anger elsewhere.....

Mood ~ Annoyed
Music ~ nada

I hate this household with it's damn fuckin' phone that never stays on it's craddle, it's always in use, and it never stops ringing, and it'a always someone callin' for Ang or Jessica, or somethin' like that. But is it ever for me? NO!! It is never for me, with the exceptions that my mom calls me, but I have to share that conversation with the entire household. Do my friends ever call me? NOOO!!! Suzanne did once, but the rest of them haven't. Why? Because it costs to much, well expensive my ass. And there it goes again ringing...it never is to be insight, nor is it ever to be found in time before the ringing stops, The fuckin' phone is left everywhere, the kids get a hold of it and ya can never find it again, and Angie is just as bad. That is the one thing that annoys me about this house, the constant and never ending ringing of the damn phone. I swear it starts up at six in the morning and doesn't stop until late at night.

I almost strangled my niece today, she turned on her stereo at full blast at seven in the morning. Seven is early for me, since today I don't have to work until four, thinking I had a chance to sleep in today, but noooooo....I get a earfull of annoyin' pop music in my head.

I guess I just got to get used to it, since I'm entirely not used to that at all. At home, if anyone were to blair music at seven in the morning they would of been stranggled to death, then chopped up and stored in a jar in the fridge for dinner. Chew ya up then spit ya out. Ya that sounds grosse. Welcome to my mind folks, its dark in there so be warned to bring a flashlight.

I go to work today from four to eight, and all I have to say about that is YESSSSS!!! I hate clsoing there, if ya want to know why, read my last post below. I don't have to close I'm so happy. They better not ask me to stay until closing, I'll freak if they do. I so don't want to deal with that today. Ya know though, speaking of jobs, I had two other people call me up yesterday askin' if I wanted to work for them, Canadian Tire and Wal-mart to be exact. I mean that is insane, plus I had Bootlegger askin' me a few days ago. I've never had so many job offers, and never had to turn any down until now. Which is good because I can always switch jobs if the subway one gets to annoyin'. I like Rietmens and I want to stay there. Plus fifty percent off clothes.

Mood ~ My feet hurt, is that a mood?
Music ~ Garbage - Queer

God almighty, I haven't written anything in here for a a bit over a week eh? That would mean that I'm eaither far to busy with work or just to damn plain lazy. You choose. But eh eaither way my feet still hurt!!

Really though I've been workin' my arse off, and I get my first paycheck from Rietmens and Subway this friday me thinks. I have to make sure though. I tell ya this closing shit at subways just sucks. I hate closing there. I mean closing isn't bad, it's just when yer closing at eleven at night. I miss mall hours. I miss not having to work in a place where drunks don't come in and demand coffee and then walk into walls as they leave after having to argue with them that we have no coffee left. It is at a bad location. I mean it's right down the street from the range, which is the ickest bar in town. So all the drunks try to come in and sit down in our "enviroment" after drinkin' way to much that the human body could possiably contain. But the money is good, so I guess I stay. Besides I'm gettin' to know and like the people there.

Actually while workin' Amber, my fifteen year old niece, came in and tryed to order seven twelve inch cold cut trios, and get me to pay for 'em, thinkin' I got free subs. I was like uhhh...no. I ain't payin', we don't get nothin' free. And then she just laughed, and stayed there for fifteen or so mintues just to bug me. I think it sucks though, we should get free subs.

But ya that's been basically it for me, borein' eh? Well atleast Easter was cool, got free chocolate, and ain't nothin' wrong with that eh? *eats as she types*

I have to got to get me some film, I took the dog for a walk the other day and went up this bitchin' hikin' trail and found myself walkin' over these huge flippin' rocks, well that's all there is here, but anyways ya could see all of frame lake, and it was meltin'. Now I've seen lakes freeze, but nothin' like this. The ice was so thick, ya could almost hear it melt, and it was all different shades of green and blue. I so totaly got to get me some film. But anyways the trail was cool, a nice hike. Except for the part when Shadoe caught me by surprise and dragged me into the knee deep snow. Well atleast it was dry snow so I didn't get wet, and thankfully I got hold of him again, before he could leap off into the waist deep snow..well almost waist deep snow, not entirely. Speakin' of snow, it's all melting here, and it's nice and warm now, well warm, prehaps not warm like at home, but not cold like ya need a jacket kinda thing....or maybe I'm just gettin' used to it.

Mood ~ Tired and is about to fall asleep
Music ~ bah!

Oh my god, I just got off work at eleven, oh what a wonderful time to get off, especially here in Yellowknife when there is a zillion drunks wandering the road. Anyways I was going to get a cab home, but my boss said, "Nah I'll drive ya back". Apperently she drives everyone home that is on the same shift as her, so that's cool, free ride home, no damn taxi money! But as I walk down the street from where she dropped me off, I can see the Aurora Borialias(sp?) Man is it beautiful.I mean I've seen it before as I channel surf through various commercials and shows and the occasional nature wildlife show or something on cultures. But seeing it in real life, right above you, is a different feelin'. I mean ya may not think of it as much, but to have it right above is you is pretty damn neat!!

Anyways ya, god tommorow I work 9 hours, 9 hours I tell you!! Five at Reitmens, and another four at subway. Oh well it's just one more hour from like havin' a full time job, with exceptions I may not get a break. Yazowers!! But it is all worthe the money...

Oh my god I was at work today and my dad was on the phone, he was callin' about me mother in the hospital today when she got her knee done, and everythin' went fine, just as I thought it would. I have to admit I wa worrin' about her today, but ya know ya got to keep concentrated on yer job and whatnot. But man was I relieved when dad called. So thats all good news eh!?

I miss home, I was goin' over ever single little detail of it last night as I lay in bed. One thing I do miss about homw is not havin' a cat like AJ that meos at you constatnly...agh as soon as I get home, there he is meowing at me for some unknown reason. I love him, but I just want to toss him in the bathroom and lock the door for awhile.

Mood ~ Meh
Music ~ Much Music

Ya know, now I'm actually likeing subway, the staff is nice, and now I know most of the stuff, like all the sandwhiches and whatnot, and tonight when I got home, A&W called me up and asked if I wanted to work for them full time for 10 bucks a hour, and she wanted me to come in tommorow full time...but I couldn't I work at Subway 3 to closing which is like 11 at night, and now I'm really likeing this job, like I said above. So I kinda turned it down, I said I was interested, but I had no time to be able to start at all. I didn't want to quiet subway unless I was sure I had the job at A&W. man now I feel bad, 10 bucks a hour is good, better then 9.25 at Subway, but Angie said go wherever ya feel is good for you. That and I just don't have the time, except at night when I get me arse home. I miss mall hours! But I feel bad anyways, I mean 10 bucks a hours, I'm almost tempted to call her back, but it's kinda late now. Oh well, atleast I know I can get a job anytime I want to up here. But my scheduel is full enough as it is now.

Anyways the staff I work with, well I feel old, they are all like 14 to 18 years of age, at subway anyways, but it's ok, they don't seem to mind, and nieather do I. Atleast I work with people the same age as me at Reitmens. People who are actually from all over Canada. It's kinda funny a bucnh of people came up here to work for almost the same kinda thing I did, I mean one of the girls I work with in Reitmens is from halifax, the other is from Wennipeg, and I don't know where our manager is from but me things she is from Newfoundland or soemthin'. But really I dunno!

I'm so tired, I want to sleep, but yet I'm so awake because there are so many things I want to do tonight, and something I gotta do like call my mother. She has her knee surgery tommorow, and she threatened to call me up at 6 in the morning tommorow. Agh I can't get any sleep around here. I'm quiet sure someone will say, "well if you didn't go to bed at 4 in the morning...." Well I like the night thank you very much!!. Besides I'm never tired at night.

I can't wait for payday the first thing I'm doin' is paying back Angie for the money I owe her since I'm borrowing some off her for lunch money and whatnot, then depending on how much I have I'm off to buy me a scanner. I miss my scanner. Plus I gotta pay her rent.
Anyways I'll then be able to scan in more of my lovely art, and update me site with all my random thingys! w00t!!!