My sister got home today and I finally got my carepackage!! It contained the following:
1) A red starbucks mug
2) Some truffles hot chocolate, some real fnacy stuff to.
3) Some green tea
4) Nandos Perry perry sauce *and I've been wanting some Nandos to, but Nandos doesn't exsist up here*
5) A ton of pics of Sisko *my puppy back home* including one in a frame.
6) and a terries orange =D
7) And this cute gaurdian angel thingy

I feel so loved, as I sit here and sip on my hot choclate in my starbucks mug, next time prehaps I should ask her to send up some Starbucks hot chocolate, and prehaps some mix of the caremel latte . God I miss that place so much!! The 'Java' Place here is crap, I had one sip of their lattes and spit it out. They may look like a Starbucks, but ain't anywhere close.

Mood ~ Hyper for some odd reason 0.o
Music ~ Marilyn Manson 0.o

I'm so excited for November to come!! This is from NR, and the pages are actually from the June edition of PSM. Now I can't wait, November can't come soon enough. When I first heard of this I was like hrmmm...need proof, but now that I actually got the proof I'm all hype!!

Just thought I'd pointin' that out, and now I'm off lookin' for me own copy of the June PSM, but I can't find it anywhere. Stores seem to be getting some of their June magazine stock but now all of it, including the two magazines that I want the most. OPM and PSM!!! I hat this place, I can never get anything when I want it, like in Vancouver!! It's always some lame sxcuss like the roads are closed. Oh well I'm going to get my money and get outta here, but first I have to work my ass off, which I am doing, since tommorow I do work nine hours. My boss from subway phoned me up today and asked if I could work from 11 to 3 instead of 11 to 5, and then work 4 to 9!? I was confused, I think I got her right, but she has that accent so sometimes it's hard to understand her, but meh I might as well go in tommorow mornin' and if I got it wrong then oh well, I go home until four.

I really want to buy a Cd of some sort, anything new, but i dunno what to get, and nor do I know if I wish to spend twentyfive bucks on a single CD!? Ya that's the price of them up here, and Wal-mart ain't that much better, only by a bit. They have pretty good prices with games, since I did buy Devil May Cry 2 the other day. Awesome game I must say, but getting back to the matter at hand. My Kazza hasn't worked ever since Ang screwed the computer over with her reformatting it from windows ME to XP. I mean it took all night to get my friggin' photoshop program workin'...well I won't go into that again, I'm pretty sure I bitched about it ealier.

But anyways I really don't want to pay that much for a Cd, unless of course I really want it, but until that moment arises, I'm going to fiddle with Kazza and hopefully get it workin' again.

Oh my sister gets back on Sunday sometime, and she's bringing a carepackage from home up with her. I sooo can't wait, it will be filled with things from home and quiet possiably some new things. I forgot pictures of my Siskos, so I'm beggin' for those. What? I love my dog!! and speaking of getting stuff, I get another paycheck tommorow from Subway, it's going to be sweet gettin' a check every Friday. And it will allow me to save up more money a lot fast to. So I can get the hell outta here. My paycheck is the only good thing about tommorow, I really don't want to work.....dare I say I just want to bang on the drum all day.

o_O

I wonder when I get my next day off?

I wonder if this will work, if not meh you didn't miss much...just a funky pic of what it was like if condoms had sponsers

Agh I'm sooo tired, and kinda jealous of my sister. She's going home *my home in Vancouver* tommorow for the week *well for a couple of days anyways* since my niece has to go in for a few special doctor appointments for stuff she can't get up here. I soo want to go with her and just stay at home. But atleast there is one good thing about her goin' there. I get the entire house to myself for awhile. And I get Wednsday off, and she'll be gone!!! I just prey to god that she doesn't call me from the japanese resturant or from Nandos or even worse EB!!! Or I will literally cry. I'm missin' home soo much. I miss everything about it. I do miss my friends and my family, especially my dog, but I really miss the surroundings of Vancouver and the rest of the lower mainland. I miss every single detail, and I'm just clinging to the fact that I'm makin' money up here and that's the only thig that's keeping me here. I walk through Yellowknife and just want to go home. I can tell ya one thing, I ain't ever coming back here after I'm gone.

My sister installed Windows XP the other day, and it is a damn friggin' piece of crap. I was up all last night downloading all my fuckin' programs into the computer, and for a long time it wouldn't take my fuckin' photoshop disk, sayin' it was damaged and shit. But I was like, "Uuuuhhhh...no!" So I sat up all night doin' this crap, and finally out of no where it just loaded up like that, right outta the blue. Why I don't know, but I am mighty thankful. That and it took y my scanner in to. *after awhile of figiting with it*

I dunno, I haven't made up my mind of XP. Everyone I know says it's crap, and even say they can't get some programs that should work with it, just don't friggin' work. My mom has it and they can't even get their scanner of printer to work with it. It may be the newest int technology, but it's crap, and yes it doesn't crash down on you all the time like Windows ME did, but that, and I assure you of this, is the only good thing about it!!

Agh I work all this week, with exceptions to Tuesday, I have that day off, and I hope I still get it off since my boss at Subway changes the shifts around all the fuckin' time and doesn't tell ya about it and then yells at you for being late or not showin' up because ya didn't know in the first place:p Ya I know it is my responsiblity to be at work on time and to keep my hours organized, but when yer the boss and you start shifting scheuals around it is your responsibility to tell the employee of your changes. Anyways we have this Super Soccer thing going on so no matter which job I work at it is extremly busy with kids!! They all come from all over Canada to play soccer UP HERE!? In the snow!? I don't get it, but Subway is the worste, it never ends, we had lineups going outside our door.

Speakin' of work we had this cool staff meetin' today, a four hour staff meetin' but it was cool, wel all had pizza and pop, got out boss to give us the basics, and had fun interfering with it, she's cool, she laughs right along with us*my boss that is*, but anywho, after the so called lechture we got to go around and try on all the clothes in the store and got all our pictures taken in funny poses in our "stock".

So it's ben a ok week so far, well it is the end of it now, but ya...Oh I saw X-men 2 the other night, actually on opening night. And what a kick ass movie, way better then the first. And is it just me or is Wolvie hotter in this movie then the first?? Oh well, I don't want to give the plot away so just go see it for yerself!!

Is it just me or is geoshities being more shity then usual, and that's not all, hell no!! For the last two days I haven't been able to get into my email account, well up until last night, but then it went back to havin' mental problems. Well yahoo, and geocities, are one in the same kinda deal, but yeesh c'mon get it together people!! I can get the main pages ok, but when I try to get pagebuilder or acctually get into my account, all I get is that the server is down or busy, or may be having temporary problems. It's worked for the last few weeks that I have been here, so it's the server!! Damn you all to hell geochities and yer gay gettogethers of tryin' to conquer the known online world. Piss on all of ya's!!!!! All I wanted to do was check my fuckin' email!! It better be ok by tommorow, since I will probably be doing a big update in the junk area, if not then I shall scream!!!!

My Kain is so damn sexy in this pic that I drew of him with nothing but a mouse. A mouse you say!? Yes I lack a tablet, but I will get one soon, for I shall soon recieve money that I can start flickin' in a jar so I can actually buy me a tablet.

My sister keeps sayin' I'm grumpy, when I ain't. Sure I have a tendacy to be a bit jumpy and "I'll shover yer face through a fence if ya don't shut up", at times, but I'm wasn't grumpy. She kept buggin' me about it and didn't shut up! Ya so I was tired, I only had three hours sleep that day, what the hell do you expect!? Grumpy my ass!! I wasn't grumpy, maybe homocidel, but not grumpy.

Anyways, besides that me and my sister get along just peachy!! Except when she's tryin' to reformate the computer to windows XP, and here I am sayin' to myself, "ya know if I sat down I could figure this out, however when my sister sits down to do it, it will take her days" That and I was nervous to have her fiddlin' with it, and bugged her about it the whole time. She's ok with computers, but not great. I mean she's totaly grounded from the computer at home since she completely screwed it up!! It was so damaged we didn't even bother fixin' it and bought a new one.So she worries me, and if ya don't hear from me in awhile, that's why!!

I go to work tommorow and all of this week, and oh how great it was to have a staff meeting today on my only day off. So I go to Subway for this meeting. But what do I find? That the meeting has been changed to four instead of five. Oh how wonderful I say. So I ask Chance about it and he said it was just to prepare us for super soccer days. I'm like what the fuck is that? And apperently it's like the worst week in the entire year for Subway since every team conisiting of atleast 30 people or so, and there being atleast...well quiet a few teams since they all come from all over the place up here in the north...but anyways they all come to subway. God knows why though!?

I go to work today, even though I wasn't supposed to. I mean it was to be my day off, but since we just got a hella lot of stock at Reitmens, I said I'd come in and help out since Jen, the assistent manager called me up last night and almost begged me to come into work. So I said ya sure I'd come in. Extra money for me eh? Well I got there at 9ish. Which is the time she asked me to come in, but the mall doesn't open until ten, but guess what? I'm locked out, there is no way to get my ass inside this friggin' mall, until finally I find a way. So I walk down the hallway, but then bang, I hit one of those metal gates, that is spread across the hallway, not letting me in to the other side of the mall where Rietmens actually is. So there I am, tired and anger and fuckin' grumpy and totaly annoyed at all this because I was supposed to be there at nine, it was nine fifteen, I only had three hours sleep, and I though, if I can't get in there I'm goin' home and goin' back to sleep god damn it!!! But then I thought, calm down now, there has to be a way in.

So off I go to search the outskirst of the mall. In the meantime, Jen is callin' up here at Angies...err home, askin' if I was there, and Ang is like "uhhh....no, she left already" and so they are off to find me since they forgot to let me know which friggin' door to come in since everythin' else is fuckin' locked.

But fortunalty for me, some guy comes around and opens up the door near Reitmens, and I dash for it, and make it into the building. I turn the corner, and there is Jen with her jacket on ready to go hunt me down, and then she sees me and bursts out laughin'. By then I had a smile on my face, because it was pretty funny.

But anywho, there I am, and ready to face the many boxes of stock that we do have, and I'm in the back takin' all this shit, well some of the clothes were nice, but me thinks I like the older stock better...quiet frankly some of it was just plain ugly. But anyways back to what I was sayin'. Kim our manager trannie was in the back with me, and god knows what was up her ass? She was ok at first, just random bitchin' Ya sure the back room was a mess and was totaly unorganized, but how the fuckin' hell is it supposed to look like when ya got twenty one boxes of stock to unpack at move out onto the floor before noon. Of course it's going to be a complete mess!

So we work together, sure I was a bit tiffed at first because of the condition of the backroom, and because I was locked out, even though they didn't consider me as late, but eh, I got over it and moved on. This job pays me nine fifty per hour, so guess what? Lifes a bitch and then ya die, ya just don't complain and threaten to quiet everytime life gives a bad streak.

Anyways Kim, our so called mature assistent manager in training, was so fet up that she stormed out of the backroom, told everyone she was sick, and said that she had quit. So it was like, she was there for two weeks got tired of her job and stormed off.
Can you say obssesive little freak of a bitch or what?

I hated being in the back with her, sure I was mad to because well...I don't do mornings well, but I do put a great effort of being nice at that time of day into it. Can't make money whilst being a grump now can we? So anyways since Kim had left I stayed over time. I was originally not even to work today, like I said up top, and when I did agree to work it was only from 12 to 4, then 9 to four, but since missfasuty decided to leave on such short notice, I had to stay until closeing, which was actually ok. The mall closed at five, but I didn't get outta there until five thrity, but eh, mo' money!!

So, that was my exciting day!!! Agh I'm tired, but I guess with only havin' three hours sleep will make ya that way eh?

There is this huge friggin' debate goin' on at Nosgothic Realm about these so called screenshots of Soul Reaver Three. At first I was all excited like, and it said that it would be out November this year, but I dunno. Sure many first screenshots of video games look somewhat rough. These are defiently rough. So I wouldn't make any plans and havin' yer heart leap out of yer chest to only think a few mintues later that this could be false. But still the screenshots are kinda cool, Flase or not.

As to why the game would be called Legacy of Kain: Defience beats me though 0.o

ok if now it isn't the phone it's my bloody archives. I hate this server, I should just go and get me a new blog, but alas I do not have the time. Why can't this damn thing ever work? Why does it always have to give me some fuckin' excuss as to why it isnt workin' when it shoud be, because it just was?

And now that I have just edited it they are workin' now....great now I have to go take my anger elsewhere.....

Mood ~ Annoyed
Music ~ nada

I hate this household with it's damn fuckin' phone that never stays on it's craddle, it's always in use, and it never stops ringing, and it'a always someone callin' for Ang or Jessica, or somethin' like that. But is it ever for me? NO!! It is never for me, with the exceptions that my mom calls me, but I have to share that conversation with the entire household. Do my friends ever call me? NOOO!!! Suzanne did once, but the rest of them haven't. Why? Because it costs to much, well expensive my ass. And there it goes again ringing...it never is to be insight, nor is it ever to be found in time before the ringing stops, The fuckin' phone is left everywhere, the kids get a hold of it and ya can never find it again, and Angie is just as bad. That is the one thing that annoys me about this house, the constant and never ending ringing of the damn phone. I swear it starts up at six in the morning and doesn't stop until late at night.

I almost strangled my niece today, she turned on her stereo at full blast at seven in the morning. Seven is early for me, since today I don't have to work until four, thinking I had a chance to sleep in today, but noooooo....I get a earfull of annoyin' pop music in my head.

I guess I just got to get used to it, since I'm entirely not used to that at all. At home, if anyone were to blair music at seven in the morning they would of been stranggled to death, then chopped up and stored in a jar in the fridge for dinner. Chew ya up then spit ya out. Ya that sounds grosse. Welcome to my mind folks, its dark in there so be warned to bring a flashlight.

I go to work today from four to eight, and all I have to say about that is YESSSSS!!! I hate clsoing there, if ya want to know why, read my last post below. I don't have to close I'm so happy. They better not ask me to stay until closing, I'll freak if they do. I so don't want to deal with that today. Ya know though, speaking of jobs, I had two other people call me up yesterday askin' if I wanted to work for them, Canadian Tire and Wal-mart to be exact. I mean that is insane, plus I had Bootlegger askin' me a few days ago. I've never had so many job offers, and never had to turn any down until now. Which is good because I can always switch jobs if the subway one gets to annoyin'. I like Rietmens and I want to stay there. Plus fifty percent off clothes.

Mood ~ My feet hurt, is that a mood?
Music ~ Garbage - Queer

God almighty, I haven't written anything in here for a a bit over a week eh? That would mean that I'm eaither far to busy with work or just to damn plain lazy. You choose. But eh eaither way my feet still hurt!!

Really though I've been workin' my arse off, and I get my first paycheck from Rietmens and Subway this friday me thinks. I have to make sure though. I tell ya this closing shit at subways just sucks. I hate closing there. I mean closing isn't bad, it's just when yer closing at eleven at night. I miss mall hours. I miss not having to work in a place where drunks don't come in and demand coffee and then walk into walls as they leave after having to argue with them that we have no coffee left. It is at a bad location. I mean it's right down the street from the range, which is the ickest bar in town. So all the drunks try to come in and sit down in our "enviroment" after drinkin' way to much that the human body could possiably contain. But the money is good, so I guess I stay. Besides I'm gettin' to know and like the people there.

Actually while workin' Amber, my fifteen year old niece, came in and tryed to order seven twelve inch cold cut trios, and get me to pay for 'em, thinkin' I got free subs. I was like uhhh...no. I ain't payin', we don't get nothin' free. And then she just laughed, and stayed there for fifteen or so mintues just to bug me. I think it sucks though, we should get free subs.

But ya that's been basically it for me, borein' eh? Well atleast Easter was cool, got free chocolate, and ain't nothin' wrong with that eh? *eats as she types*

I have to got to get me some film, I took the dog for a walk the other day and went up this bitchin' hikin' trail and found myself walkin' over these huge flippin' rocks, well that's all there is here, but anyways ya could see all of frame lake, and it was meltin'. Now I've seen lakes freeze, but nothin' like this. The ice was so thick, ya could almost hear it melt, and it was all different shades of green and blue. I so totaly got to get me some film. But anyways the trail was cool, a nice hike. Except for the part when Shadoe caught me by surprise and dragged me into the knee deep snow. Well atleast it was dry snow so I didn't get wet, and thankfully I got hold of him again, before he could leap off into the waist deep snow..well almost waist deep snow, not entirely. Speakin' of snow, it's all melting here, and it's nice and warm now, well warm, prehaps not warm like at home, but not cold like ya need a jacket kinda thing....or maybe I'm just gettin' used to it.

Mood ~ Tired and is about to fall asleep
Music ~ bah!

Oh my god, I just got off work at eleven, oh what a wonderful time to get off, especially here in Yellowknife when there is a zillion drunks wandering the road. Anyways I was going to get a cab home, but my boss said, "Nah I'll drive ya back". Apperently she drives everyone home that is on the same shift as her, so that's cool, free ride home, no damn taxi money! But as I walk down the street from where she dropped me off, I can see the Aurora Borialias(sp?) Man is it beautiful.I mean I've seen it before as I channel surf through various commercials and shows and the occasional nature wildlife show or something on cultures. But seeing it in real life, right above you, is a different feelin'. I mean ya may not think of it as much, but to have it right above is you is pretty damn neat!!

Anyways ya, god tommorow I work 9 hours, 9 hours I tell you!! Five at Reitmens, and another four at subway. Oh well it's just one more hour from like havin' a full time job, with exceptions I may not get a break. Yazowers!! But it is all worthe the money...

Oh my god I was at work today and my dad was on the phone, he was callin' about me mother in the hospital today when she got her knee done, and everythin' went fine, just as I thought it would. I have to admit I wa worrin' about her today, but ya know ya got to keep concentrated on yer job and whatnot. But man was I relieved when dad called. So thats all good news eh!?

I miss home, I was goin' over ever single little detail of it last night as I lay in bed. One thing I do miss about homw is not havin' a cat like AJ that meos at you constatnly...agh as soon as I get home, there he is meowing at me for some unknown reason. I love him, but I just want to toss him in the bathroom and lock the door for awhile.

Mood ~ Meh
Music ~ Much Music

Ya know, now I'm actually likeing subway, the staff is nice, and now I know most of the stuff, like all the sandwhiches and whatnot, and tonight when I got home, A&W called me up and asked if I wanted to work for them full time for 10 bucks a hour, and she wanted me to come in tommorow full time...but I couldn't I work at Subway 3 to closing which is like 11 at night, and now I'm really likeing this job, like I said above. So I kinda turned it down, I said I was interested, but I had no time to be able to start at all. I didn't want to quiet subway unless I was sure I had the job at A&W. man now I feel bad, 10 bucks a hour is good, better then 9.25 at Subway, but Angie said go wherever ya feel is good for you. That and I just don't have the time, except at night when I get me arse home. I miss mall hours! But I feel bad anyways, I mean 10 bucks a hours, I'm almost tempted to call her back, but it's kinda late now. Oh well, atleast I know I can get a job anytime I want to up here. But my scheduel is full enough as it is now.

Anyways the staff I work with, well I feel old, they are all like 14 to 18 years of age, at subway anyways, but it's ok, they don't seem to mind, and nieather do I. Atleast I work with people the same age as me at Reitmens. People who are actually from all over Canada. It's kinda funny a bucnh of people came up here to work for almost the same kinda thing I did, I mean one of the girls I work with in Reitmens is from halifax, the other is from Wennipeg, and I don't know where our manager is from but me things she is from Newfoundland or soemthin'. But really I dunno!

I'm so tired, I want to sleep, but yet I'm so awake because there are so many things I want to do tonight, and something I gotta do like call my mother. She has her knee surgery tommorow, and she threatened to call me up at 6 in the morning tommorow. Agh I can't get any sleep around here. I'm quiet sure someone will say, "well if you didn't go to bed at 4 in the morning...." Well I like the night thank you very much!!. Besides I'm never tired at night.

I can't wait for payday the first thing I'm doin' is paying back Angie for the money I owe her since I'm borrowing some off her for lunch money and whatnot, then depending on how much I have I'm off to buy me a scanner. I miss my scanner. Plus I gotta pay her rent.
Anyways I'll then be able to scan in more of my lovely art, and update me site with all my random thingys! w00t!!!

Well it was my first day at Subway, and boy did I ever feel lost. I mean I have never worked in the food industry before. Nothin' even remotly close to it,a nd here I am, with no experience in this field goin'...wha.....? God I hate first days, I really do!! But atleast I got the job. But tommorow I got to do this crap again, the first day crap that is. Tommorow is my first day at Reitmens. Which I will probably feel more relaxed in since I'm so used to the reatil biz.

Anyways here's the funny part of the day, I go to the mall for my break, it is like a 5 second walk, but anyways I go in there and I get this guy who is askin' for directions and I go ummmm...I have no idea where that is, oh hi I'm new to town, my name is greg, what is yours? So I say in my most shyest lowest voice not really wanting him to hear me, I say Elsie, why I said my name I don't know, someone hit me with a stick please! Then we shock hands....Anyways this guy was totaly hittin' on me, and of course I wasn't interested. I mean this guy was askin' if he can come pick me up after I close and I'm like...uhhh....no. So I go, well I got to get back to wrok, and he's beggin' me to stay, and I'm like noo I can't, I'll be late. Which actually I just got on my break but this guy was pissin' me off, so I leave as he's callin' me to wait, but do I hesitate to even look back? Damn right I don't. I'm so shy, shy enough to say dumb things, that and my accursed mouth is to polite. But anyways I handled it well, never saw him again today. Now that I look back at it, it is kinda funny!! Ya know I hate bein' hit on, I get it all the time and I ususally handle it better...I guess I was just out of my "don't piss me off with hittin' on me" kinda mood, but me thinks I should get that kinda dditude back.

And ya all know what else is cool? Wel ya know that Deviant account I got, well I can sell my art over that, ya that's what ya heard, sell my art!! Got to get me some copies of my work and sell it. I mean I got a few fans, I'm quiet sure a few people on NR would buy some of my stuff, and of course a lot of people on my own board. I know Lilith and Lichie would buy somethin'. But I still have to get eveythin' oraganized..ya ya ya I know I've been sayin' it for awhile, but now I think COOL!! So I may just yet do it.

Agh I'm so tired, to tired to look for spellin' errors and to damn right lazy, so if ya see any, don't bother educating me in the fine art of english spellin' ok?

OH MY FRICKIN' GOD, I just got me two jobs, I start Subway tommorow like I said at 10, and I start Reitmens on Sunday at One...wowza!! well just thought I let you know that. Oh plus I got me a Deviant account, it should be up top..but eh if it hasen't gotten there yet, here it is for you. It's only got one new thing on it though, just my latest piece, but that's about it. Will put more up eventually.

Mood ~ Very Happy
Music ~ Stone Sour - Bother

With reading my last post, I can say I don't feel that way anymore, since I just got me a job at subway....ya ya ya I know, "Subway, eat fresh" and no I won't be seeing Jarod anytime soon. I just kinda walked in, sat down, said hi, and BANG! I got me a job. I start tommorow at 10 and when I get there I get to pick out a shirt and a hat to wear. Oh yay!!!! that was sarcasim if ya didn't know. It's a job, so I guess I won't complain. Startin' wage is 9.25 a hour, not bad eh. Plus if I do well I will get a raise up to 10 somethin'. Sounds good to me. But now I'm going to have to tell people if the call me up for another job that I just cant take it. I got me a full/part time position at Subway. Full/part time is when ya work six hour days some times, and work 8 hour days at other times. Oh well, money is money. Plus if I get a job at the co-op I can always work two jobs.

The co-op money would be good, considerin' they pay ya 14 bucks to stock shelves. I think I mentioned that eailer. Anyways Sheldon, my sisters great and wonderful boyfriend said he'd talk to someone there. Although it's ok, I don't mind gettin' $9.25 a hour. Back home, ya have to work forever and a day to get a raise like that, and here it is startin' wage.

I hope Angie doesn't read this, about the comment I made about Sheldon.....Well to bad, sis, you have a great guy, and I like him, and well everyone likes him. I'm so happy she met this guy. She deserves this ya know. If only ya could see how happy she is. She hasn't been this happy in a long while and I'm just happy for her.

So to bad if she was readin' this =P She keeps sayin' I'm teasin' her, well I am a bit, but only becasue I'm gald to see her this way.

Anyways god I can't wait for my first paycheck. First thing I'm gonna do is hand Ang a nice crispy hundred dollar bill. That's for my food supply while I'm here....I mean a hundred bucks a paycheck is dirt cheap, but my dear sister understands my tryin' to get to art school. Then Most of it will go into a savings account, then some for me for entertainment, and such, plus I have to buy me a scanner. I'm totaly going mad without my old one. Well actually it wasn't mind. But I was the only one that knew how to use it. God I can't wait to have money and a job again, especially the money. The job is ok, but ya gotta have one of those to get the cursed green stuff. Well multi-colored over in Canada.

Mood ~ Aggrivated
Music ~ White Strips

I seem to get the impresstion that I have been here for more then two weeks, and still I have yet to get a job. But then I look at the fact that I've only been here for eleven days, and I have to be a bit more patient. Well patience my ass, I feel bad about havin' no money, and dependin' on Ang to buy me pop. Ya sure I used to grovel for money off of my mother, but she's my mom, I'm here daughter, I'm supposed to be a real bug and ask for toonies and the such when I'm broke.

But anywho, I do have that Interview tommorow afternoon. Three O'clock, w00t! I hope I get this job. I hate interviews, I'm so incrediably shy, and I try so hard, but sometimes it just shows I'm shy. Although once I get the job, I'm usually just dandy, and quiet chatty to. With the costumers and the staff. I wish I can just go up to them and say, "I'm shy, I'm probably going to screw up this interview because of the fact that I am shy, but really I would be a great addition to your staff."

Ya know we used to have 6 stairs outside in our backyard, but now it appears we only have four. It won't stop snowin'. It just won't let up, and absalutly refuses to not snow so I have to take a smelly old cab to my interview downtown. Although I could walk, it is only five mintues away 0.o

I keep runnin' around this town and seein' obstract things such as icicles that hang from the top part of a balcony, and end at the bottum of the balcony below it. Ya know yer typical apartment buildin' kinda thing. I just so want to plunk a black and white roll of film into my camera and start clickin' at every obscure thing I see. I mean the odd things here and just so common. Yellowknife is such a strange place, and I want to capture it. I guess I just have to look at this little trip as some sort of cultural experence.

Mood ~ Hype
Music ~ Nirvana - Lake of Fire

Where do bad folk go when they die, they don't go to heaven where the angels fly, they go to a lake of fire and fry, won't see them again until the fourth of July

Ok I'll stop singin'....

But don't ya just hate it when yer totaly bored, but absalutly hyper for some unknown reason, and all ya want to do is go out and do somethin', anything, it doesn't matter what, but ya can't. Ya, that's me right now. So instead I take my boredom and hyperness to my blog, and happly and feircely type away. I so want to do somethin', but alas I don't know anyone here, well no one with exceptions to family members, but unfortuanly no one my age. Well there is this one guy named Brendon of all names, and he's my age, and every single friggin' person in this family wants to set me up with him. Hey he's from Vancouver, so actually I wouln't mind meeting him, but as a friend, not as a boyfriend. Yeesh it seems everyone here wants me to settle down with someone they know or somethin'. I want a friend right now, not a boyfriend. Although it's not that bad, I mean I'm yer typical loner, always have been, always will be.

Oh and about the name Brendon, it's just that there is this guy at home named Brendon who has had a overally large crush on me since tenth grade...that was about six years ago.

Did I mention I finally got my PS2 hooked up. Finally I say, it's all plugged up in my room, and the tv I have in there was older, and so did not have the nessacary components, and so I went off and bought me a RF adaptor at Wal-mart. A Wal-mart that sells a very small selection of Video games, but thankfully when certain games like SR3 come about I can order them up. I tell ya if I couldn't get me games, I'd be gone and outta here right now.

Anyways on another note, the house, after everyone not originally of this household left, is damn quiet. I mean we had four extra people livin' with us. I mean from the moment I got my ass up here, I've been plagued with the chatter of three kids, and the constant busyness of three to four other adults in the house, and at last....they are gone, the house has gone back to the norm. Until everyone comes by to visit again. I'm so friggin' glad I got me own room here, or else I would be going mad. This house never stops hoppin', and at times it drives me insane. I like my peace and quiet, and my space. Well peace and quiet and rest to me is with my music cranked, and my sketch book out. But anyways, it's quiet for once.

I want to go to Winks...but it's to late and frankly to dangerous out here, and probably to cold. But man am I havin' a craving for chocolate, or some BBQ chips would be nice to.

Come, come into my dark alley, and let me feel you tender neck with my lips...

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Much Music blairin' in the background

Hey hey, me thinks I have a job!! Well atleast I got a Interview on Wednsday at one, at Reitmens,down at the mall. A tiny mall, real tiny, really small, and only has a couple nice places in it. It's kinda odd to walk by a place that sells nothin' but Inuit Parkas, the native art I'm used to. it's old hat. Gastown, a street down in Vancouver sells nothin' but native art. anyways ya...I walked in and gave the girl my resume and application form, and she asked me immedietly if I wanted a interview, and so I got one. So now I'm nervous, but hell I always get nervous before a Interview. But what pains me is that I have to walk back there again tommorow to give out more resumes, and on Wedensday for the dang interview. But hey if I get the job I won't be complainin'. I want the money!!

Anyways downtown Yellowknife is interesting, there is more bars then there is people, it kinda reminds of that one town in Blood Omen, a town that I cannot remember the name of at the moment, but anyways there is one frickin' town in that game that is all bars, and that is Yellowknife. I wonder if I'll see Kain wondering around slurpin' up people whilst they sleep, LOL ok there I go again with my LOK conparisens.(sp?)

But really it is true, everyone here drinks, even the kids(14-16ish) do, and that is sad, real sad. Not that they don't in Vancouver, but I mean here it's a different kind of drinkin', people get drunk here, callapse, and wake up god knows where and drink again. But I'm stayin' away from those people and those kinda areas, so don't worry about me. I'm ok. Besides I got me sister here with me.

Anyways Yellowknife is a odd funky town, drove down ragged ass road yesterday, 'twas fun. Already got me a street sign of it. I tell ya one thing though, people are well...creative here, once I get me some pictures and a scanner and I'll show ya what Ragged ass road is like. This whole place is like one big family, the comunnity comes together and does stuff, like dog sled racing, and ice fishin', and snowmobileing, which I want to try. I think ice fishing would get to boring for me. That and to cold, me ears were already freezing by the time I got to the mall today, and it ain't that long of a walk. And damn is it windy here, it's already cold outside, but no, it has to be windy on top of that to. I mean I wore my big coat today and gloves and big wooly socks, and I wans't cold, but my ears sure as hell were, and I couldn't find that thingy I got for my ears to keep them warm eaither, I hope I didn't leave it in Vancouver, actually I don't think I did, I remember seeing it here.

Aghh I hate this cold, but it well worthe the money. Atleast Angie has offered to drive me to work if it gets really cold. But I tell ya the first thing I'm buyin when I get my first paycheck is some sunglasses. The entire ground since it is all snow shines like the dickens, and glares right into my eyes, so I can't friggin' see, but eh I made it there eventually.