Have you ever wanted to see your favorite hunk from the Legacy of Kain series in a Sims game, so ya can boss him around and make him do dishes and whatnot? Well now you can, just click on themes, then on Legacy of Kain from the link I gave ya and you'll be hooked up with your fav LOK character in no time!!

Time for yet another quiz.....*saracastic yay* I must be bored, I only do these when I ain't got nothin' to bitch about, or when I'm totaly ambushed by boredom, anyways.....

1. Beatles or Elvis?:
Beatles


2. What is your secret spy name?:
Sshhh don't let out my secret, what you want to know my name? Ok I'll tell ya it's...*gets shot in the arm with a tranquilzer dart*


3. When you were a kid you wanted to grow up to be:
Dare I say I wanted to be a model, god am I glad I grew outta that phase. I don't thin I could do, no chocolate, how can you have a life without that?


4. Ever had an odd pet (anything other than dog, cat, fish, bird)?:
No...O_o


5. Boxers or Briefs (interpret this as you will)?:
Boyfirends boxers are always comfy


6. List the strangest town name(s) you've ever seen:
There is a town that has the same name as me, Elsie, however it only consists of a gas station, and a general store.


7. Ever taken the purity test?:
O_o Me pure?


8. Is your hair color currently your natural color?:
yep yep....you do mean the hair on my head don't ya? I hope that is what ya mean.


9. Your current celebrity crushes:
I have always had a soft spot for Brad Pitt


10. Do you own any Tupperware?:
I don't but I do currently live in a house with people who posses such a thing


11. Ever re-gifted an item?:
nope, I'm lucky, people know me well, and always get something I would like.


12. Your favorite Stooge:
Don't have one=P


13. Daffy Duck or Donald Duck?:
Donald Duck


14. Favorite game to play (not sport, just game)
Do video games count? if so I have to many.


15. You do a GREAT impression of:
I don't do impressions. Waste of my friggin' time to try to be someone else


16. Most recent celebrity spotting:
I live in Vancouver, so I've bumped into a few, but the most recent I would have to saw George Clonney about a year back, and around the same time I saw Tom Green.


17. Strange skill you have that not many people know about:
Ummmmm.....I'm not telling

18. The body part you like best on yourself is:
My eyes, their a silvery blue=D But that's about it, lol


19. A bad habit you have is:
I'm pefect, now that was a waste of a question now wasn't it?


20. The last concert you went to:
Biff Naked


21. Kinkiest location you've ever done It:
Done what? I think this thing’s broken...work damn you!!!!


22. What is your drag name (name of first pet with mother's maiden name)?:
Snow McNish O_o That doesn't sound to drag to me.


23. Your favorite fast-food burger is:
The big Xtra at McDonalds...Mmmmmmmm


24. Worst job you've ever had:
Workin' in this "gift" store in a mall, where all we sold was $300 glass vases, and the like, god that was a boring job.


25. In the movie of your life, whom do you want to play you?:
Ummmm.....Nicole Kidman...she's a damn good actress that's why!!


26. Your dream car:
A blue 1970's mustang with the two white strips down the front of it


27. Your favorite comic strip is:
I love the Penny Arcade, and hey does Strongbad count?


28. Do you still have your appendix?:
yep


29. Toilet paper: rolled under or over?:
eh? I love toilet paper.......


30. Your favorite donut:
Chocolate, anything to do with chocolate


31. Favorite basketball team (if you have one; pro or college; men or women):
Ummm.....uhhhhh....not really into basketball, shall we move on?


32. Favorite Simpsons quote:
D'uh, or I am so smart, S M R T!!

33. Do you collect anything interesting?:
Action Figures, I also have a collecton of pins from all around the world...although I never really liked collecting them, it was more of my mothers idea.

34. What are your hobbies?:
Darwing, doodling, Ummmmm.....painting on Photoshop, Umm, did I mention drawing?


35. Your favorite form of chocolate:
Any kind!!!


36. Your guilty pleasure:
Don't have one, really!!


37. Your favorite piece of sushi:
Dynimite rolls!! But I like everything sushi so.....


38. Your favorite way to blow $20:
All you can eat Japanese food. Or blowin' it on brightly colored boxes at T n T[a chinese grocery store] filled with toys and candy from japan. I'm such a sucker for that kinda crap.


39. Ever slapped someone who was not a blood relative?
hell ya, and they deserved it!!


40. Your favorite Girl Scout cookie:
The minty choclatey ones

41. Your personal theme song:
hrmmmm......I dunno, but I guess at the moment it would be anything that suggests a lof of rage.


42. Do you have any jewelry in your birthstone (and what is the stone?)? :
nope


43. Your favorite sandwich (or sammich, if you prefer):
Turkey Sandwhich, get some white bread, slap the trukey on it, then pour some catillena dressing over it, and slap another piece of white bread on top, and there ya go, ya got the best sandwhich ever in the excistence of mankind.


44. The farthest place you've ever traveled to:
It depends in which direction, but I guess that would be Quebec City


45. What would you do with a million dollars?:
Ummm spend it of course, go to the best art schools, and prehaps start my own company, that and buy all the nicest clothing and whatnot, and don't forget the action figures, and video systems and games, can't forget those, and of course a new computer, and I dunno take my friends and family out for some shopping...ain't I nice....

46. What is one of your life goals (have you achieved it yet?)?:
To do some character designs for some big ass video game companies, and unfortunaly no I have not achieved it yet *pouts*


47. Have you ever seen the movie "Free to Be You and Me" in elementary school?:
no...O_o

48. Your favorite Muppet (from any Henson production):
Miss Piggy.


49. In 10 more years, you want to accomplish:
Be doing some character designs for a big ass company, like I said before.


50. Your favorite foreign-language film:
O_o Ummm I dunno, I've only seen a few...but...hrmmmm.....*keeps on thinking*

The tenth anniversery Spawn *glimmers with joy*

Agh damn quiz thing screwed up my blog, agh!!!! Well I had a quiz in here. It was called the inner color quiz=P Why this one screwed everything up in my blog is beyond me, I've posted them in here before, but have yet to have one screw up the entire flippin' blog, that is until now. Ahh well no quiz for you....maybe I'll post it in me forum=P

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Utada Hikaru - Simple and Clean[The main theme to Kingdom Hearts]

Agh I'm so in love with this. I'm really quiet proud of my shadeing on this pic, and the floor and ceiling. I think I accomplished a "old" feel to it, like all the paint as been chipped off and washed away by age. Granted I do need to learn a lot more about Photoshop, but this is a great step in the right direction, well alteast I think so anyways. I also linked y'all up to the inked version to this pic, since so many liked it without color. Happy now!?

w00t, I got my coat today, unfortunatly I didn't get the black one. The sales guy, who was actually from Jamacia, and curiously knows everything about snow and whatnot, in West coast mountain brought up some good ideas as in not to have a black coat up there, where it is twentyfour hours of darkness during the Winter. Black coat, black sky with a hella lot of drunks up there is not a good idea. So I'm settling with this biegey color. Actually it isn' that bad. It has some black on it, so it ain't a ugly coat. I tell ya though, some of the other places we went to look for a nice coat had really good ones on for sale, nice and warm. But god where they ever the uglyiest thing I'd ever seen. I know your not supposed to care what the hell ya look like, but I sure do, I want a warm coat, but not one that is going to make me look like a absalute ediot.

So anywho...Now my mother is planing on buying me boots, she wasn't going to but all of a sudden she wants to. I think it's finally getting to her that I won't be here for a entire flippin' year, and now my dad is getting a bit depressed over me leaving. He's already talking about how sad Christmas is going to be without me. But that's ok with me, now that it's for sure I'm leaving, they are just buying anything I basically want, well nothing real expensive like, but my mom is buying me all the munchies I want. Really anything I point at, she buys me. I'm confused by it all, bit I ain't complainin'.

Holy Crap, look at the weather for Yellowknife!! I must be insane to move up there.

I swear I never like anything I do, not even my layouts for my site, and so I have gone off and changed them once again, I must be bored I tell ya. But really, the white and black just wasn't happening, I wanted something simple, but not that simple. Agh so here is my Fanart and Original layouts.

Anywho...I still have not gotten my coat yet, my mothers money hasn't come in, so I'm still waiting for it. But the thing is that it is a very expencive coat, so we're off to tegga and other mountain outdoorsey kind of stores to look for a even better coat, but for a cheaper price, and yes it can be done. Better coat, more warmth, but with a lower price. It just really depends were ya shop.

I want a job, like right now, I know I only got two monthes to go until I move, but I wish there was somewhere that was hireing if not only for a month. It would give me a bit of money to go up with, besides the money the governemt owes me with all my taxes and whatnot. Hell they owe me two hundred bucks, but I'm so damn lazy to actually sit up and do the work that goes along with it, and besides that I need someone to kinda help me. Damn government has to make everything so damned confusing!! I've only done the papers once before, and it was confusing then.

It is raining again, like it always does her in Vancouver, I'm going to miss the rain. Well ok it does rain in Yellowknife, but they usually get more snow then rain. I can hear it outside my window, it's actually pouring outside, yuck, and I have to go out later on.

Mood ~ A mixture of emoctions
Music ~ Billy Holiday

Well it is official, and I mean real official. I just got my tickets for Yellowknife yesterday. Now it really is happening. It makes me kinda sad in a way, I'm leaving everything I know and love behind for about a year or two, and that may not seem long but it is. But hell I'll get through it. It seems everyone up there is extra hype that I'm coming up, and they all want to set me up with some guy, who is apperently a real sweety, but awfully shy. In other words, kinda like me. I am shy, but I've worked real hard at it, not to be so huddling in the corner, although I really never have done that. But sheesh, I'm not even there yet, and already they got some guy picked out for me.

I tell ya the last thing I want to be doing is dateing. Dateing costs money, and I need my money for art school. Not spending anything on some guy, no matter how nice he is. I want to make something of myself, and of my art, and I really need to go to school. But like everyone keeps saying to me, he could be my soul mate, ha soul mate my ass. I tell ya I ain't given up my talent and potential as a artist for some guy. No way in hell!!!!

I hope I get a job with the government, I mean ya get paid like 27 thousand bucks in a year, and that's just for being the mail gal, ya know the one that goes arond a passes out the mail in the offices, that could be me, the mail gal. LOL!!! It would be nice to, ya get weekends off, and ya get paid that much. Hell all I need is the seven thousand. The extra twenty thou would unsure me spending money while at school, plus it would help pay for books and whatnot.

I'm already startin' on planing on how the hell I'm going to squeeze everything into my suitcases, I gotta take my PS2 and that will come with me as carry on, I tell ya, you can't trust anyone these days, damn good for nothing airport people just want to rip open your suitcases and steal all yer stuff. But anyways, I have so much stuff to bring up, Angie says not to bring up to much, well guess what I gotta bring up most of my wardrobe, my CD's 'casue I ain't listening to the kids CDs, all they have is popish stuff, and all the radios play country up there. Also got to bring something like 4 pairs of shoes with me, my own comforter...I mean I gotta lot of packing to do, and a hella lot of shopping to do before I get my ass up there.

But atleast when I get up there by the end of March it won't be forty below.

Mood ~ mellow
Music ~ Nada

I'm tired, a little to tired, I swear it's that damn book I've been reading, it just gets so interesting. So I stay up all night reading it, and taking long strolls thorugh Lestats mind. The things he thinks of in that book are so "gothic"...there is no other word that comes to mind to discribe it, but then again he is a vampire. But even so, his thoughts are so endearing, violent, but endearing. He keeps saying he's absalute evil, then tell me why he loves so much? Agh this book is great!! Anne Rice is a goddess, she walks the same path as Amy Henning, who is yet another writer I so enjoy. Sure she doesn't write books like Anee Rice but man-o-man what she did to the LOK series is boundless. No wonder why so many can't get enough of Raziel and Kain, the way she writes the script makes these corpses truley come to life, and Anne Rice does exactly the same thing. Lestat is one of the most livey vampire characters out there.

But anyways enough of my odd vampire obbsessions. Next weekend I'm off to actually buy my coat. And thankfully they still have the black one there, all the other coats they had were this icky green, and they only had one damn black coat. What is it with these companies? Do they just assume all women like pink? Well I for one can't stand the color, can't stand green eaither. Sure green is the color of nature, it looks great in the wild and even on some people, but not on me. As for pink, ick is all I have to say.

But when I do get up there I won't nessecary need the coat, it will be kinda warm up there, but it won't last for long. I think their spring only last for about a month or so. Anywho I'm looking forward to the money, ya I know mean thing to say, but I tell ya I ain't lookin' forwards to the weather *shudders*

Well I found me a warm winter coat for the likes of forty below, that's why it is great to have a west coast mountain store near where ya live. My mother is gettin' it for me. So I don't have to cough up five hundred bucks for it when I get my arse up there. she wants me to save up as much money as fast as possiable, so I can come home sooner, and I'm right along side her with that one. I ain't livin' up there for the rest of my life, like my sister seems to think I am. She thinks I'm going to fall helplessly in love with some guy and totaly forget my dreams of doing animation, and character design, and live the rest of my life in the northeren wasteland. No thank you!!!

My only intention of going up there is to get some money, and of course spend a lot of time with Angie, I love her, even though she may drive me a bit crazy at times, but eh, she's my sister. Whatta ya goin' to do?

I know I'm going to totaly hate the weather up there, they don't really get a summer, and their spring lasts only somethin' like two weeks, and their winter is the longest. No wonder why they call it suicide hour up there. The cold and the total darkness is enough to make one go out of his mind. Well not for me, this may seem odd, but I think I'm going to like the 22 hours of darkness all day. Sometimes they get the full 24.

But anyways I have to buy so much stuff while I'm up there for winter, I'm gettin' the coat and hopefully the pants from my mother, everythin' else like the boots and gloves, and a hat I'll have to buy myself once I get up there, and those things may seem small enough to be rather cheap, trust me the ain't. It's like a 100 bucks for a good hat, 200 for a good pair of boots, and like 60 for gloves, and another 60 for the scarf that I will have to wear constantly around my mouth. The only thing that is supposed to show is your eyes. Anything else would litterally fall off. Like take your hand out of your glove and it will freeze and fall off. I'm serious, really!! During forty below that is.

But I guess I'm just goin' to have to make the best of it. My niece Amber just can't wait for me to come up, she's 14, loves me to death, I guess I'm like a big sister to her, and she can't wait for me to come up. Since I am bunkin' with her. Damn I ain't even going to have my own room, I'll be splittin' a closet with Amber, and Angie is goin' to get me a chested drawers. But anyways it's ok I split a room with Amber, I actually get right along with her. Ya know if she were my age, we'd probably be best of buds. The best thing is that I can somewhat meld her to the way I want her. Amber ain't to much on video games, and once I get there I can make her play, I will hopefully make me a gaming buddy out of her when I'm done. Ya I know I'm mean towards my nieces.

But anyways I leave on the 29th of March, and have no fear I shall still post once I get up there, and I will still keep my site updated with all my lovely art. It ain't like I'm suddenly goin' to abandon it, no way in hell!! I've put way to much into that damn site just to let it sink into the rest of the garbage that sits on the web. Besides angie has a computer, actually the exact same computer that we have, and the best thing she has is cable....God I'm going to be a bit spoiled when I get my ass up there. Cable internet, ohh I can't wait. That will be the thing that will stop me from going mad when it does hit forty below.

Do you know the difference between your arse and your elbow? *snickers*

I think I found the perfect art course to take when I get all my money saved up, and move back down here. Agh, when I saw it I almost screamed with delight, this is just what I was lookin' for, and it ain't that bad whithin price range. It's a two year course, and it's 2,ooo bucks per year, and five hundered dollars per year for books and whatnot. Five thousand bucks ain't that bad considering there are art schools out there that are supposely crap like CDIS, where I was going to go, until there was a few huge flippin' articles in the paper of students urgin' others not to waste your money on that load of crap. The thing is CDIS was chargin' somethin' like 10,ooo per course, and when ya gotta take a few of 'em it's kinda hard to imagine yerself in a job anytime soon, especially if your in a dead end job savin' up money to go to school.

Anyways this course has exactly what I want to do with my life, Character design, the animation to, but mostly character design. plus with this course I can then take a few courses on digital design for the designing of video games and whatnot...that may be interestin', but it's a course of a flippin' amunt of 6,ooo for less then a year. But ya get to work with fancy computers, and that's why they charge ya.

But anyways before I even think of takin' those courses, I gotta take another one, they absalutly refuse to even let you near those courses unless you have a "begginers" course for animation, video game, and character design, and that course is like 2,ooo bucks, and I have no clue what the fee is for books. Damn site dosen't say, I swear they do that unporpuse so I have to waste my time going there so I can buy a friggin' calender. I would really like to go to this school, but it is North Vancouver...which is like a bit much of a bus rid for me, but hell these courses are the best in all of the lower mainland, I think I owe myself that much credit, and actually do this.

But first I gotta get the money...I really don't want to leave, but eh, somethings ya just got to do.

Is it just me, or is Cloud harder the second time around in Kingdom hearts. I got so far the last time I played this game, even though I had a limited time frame around it, 'cause I used to rent it , but when I got a copy of my own I have to restart it, and play from the beggining again. It's a odd tradition of mine, don't ask. But anyways I got up to the fourth round in the Hercules cup, which is where Cloud patiently waits for you. My ass got kicked so bad this time around, the first time I fought him on my first saved game[the one I erased] I beat him no prob, but now it's like he's out for revenge. Ahh well, atleast he's not as bad as Sephiroth, whom I have yet to beat. Damn him he's to good, I may need to get the Ultima Weapon before I even think of bashing him around, or he'll just swing his sword around a couple of times, and I'll be history.

Ya know this is the best game I've played in a long while, it reminds me of all the PSX FF's, ya I know all the FF characters from all the PSX games are in it, but it has that charm ya know? I miss the old PSX Final Fantasies, I really do, FFX was great, I loved it. But I don't know, it was missing something. Ya could tell it was a FF just by looking at it, but it seemed different, and it wan't just the voices. Maybe there wasn't that many places to explore, or maybe it was the fact that it was a bit shorter then all the other Final Fantasies. I don't know what it was, but I wish they go back to the format of games like FFVII, or FFVII. I hope the sequal of FFVII is true, I hope it is not just anothr rumor, I would love to see the world of FFVII after the diesaster of metoer.

Anyways Kingdom Hearts is a good game, a hell of a hard game, which is a rare find these days, so to all that haven't played it yet, go play it, the disney and FF characters will just lighten up your heart. But be warned it ain't a kiddie game for all of you who are thinking that just because disney is involved. It ain't, it's got that squaresoft battle system to it, plus a few different thing so it ain't all that easy.

Agh well I'm off to put a comment sytem in liliths blog *sighs* Everytime I get something new in my blog she goes, "ohhh, that is soo cool, I want that", so i end up doing it for her, becasue she has no clue as to what she is doing, that or she says she is to busy, well if your to busy don't bother with it, agh>_<...well she's my best bud so I'll see what I can do, but she is the one that has to sign up to a server to actually get a comment system.

Mood ~ PMSing, in other words, real bitchy
Music ~ Papa Roach

Some people have the nerve to tell me they don't fucking care about anythin', look at the comment below by some guy named James, ya know the one for my art whether or not to leave inked or color it. All I gotta say if ya don't have anything nice to say then don't bloody well say nothin' at all. It's a good thing I'm to strong a gal to be broken by shit like that, some people can be seriously hurt by that one small opinion. I wonder if "James" can draw? Well I don't give a damn. Should I care about one guys tiny opinion, no I shouldn't. Who gives a fuck!! I draw wonderfully, and that's all that matters, screw the whole friggin' world and all it's inferior beings known as men. Like a said before anything and everything with a penis is known to be a dangly thing without a brain.

Mood ~ Tired
Music ~ Nada, nuthin', zippo=P

Well it seems to be official, I'm moving up to Yellowknife on the 29th of March. Angie and the kids are coming down and when they go back up I'm going with 'em. I'm going to miss Vancouver terriably, miss my friends, my family, and I'm sure as hell going to miss my siskobabes[my dog, his name is Sisko].

Well atleast I will be with family, since Angie is my sister. But anywho it is money, money that I do need in order to go to art school, things just ain't workin' out here, I can't seem to get a job and actually hold onto it. Not that I've ever gotten fired or quit, it's just that all the jobs I seem to find are temporarely, ya know the opposite of permanet. But god, is the money good up there, so guess what I'm going, I really need to start getting a career going ya know, that and I've had enough of the retail bussiness. I just want to get going with everything. Certain things have been holding me back, family for one thing, for years I could do nothin', because my Nana had Alhzimers, and she was still living with us, so could I get a job or go to art school? No I had to stay at home. Well I guess those are just the thing ya do for family. But now I'm tired of it, I need to get free ya know, and if moving up to Yellowknife is the way to do it, then I'm all for it. But I'm still going to really miss my dog.

I should throw a big party before I leave and invite everyone I know, including some people that say they might not be able to see me because they may be to busy with school and work and whatnot....sheesh all I got to say this is my best friend she should MAKE time!!!! I would for her. I'll see her before I go, even if I have to drag her outta class or work for that matter.

I know just how to do it to.

Step One) Place rare spawn with cloak outside her work or classroom door.

Step two) Get her to notice the rare spawn.

Step three) Ready myself with big baseball bat to knock her out with as she comes after the rare spawn.

Step four) Have big bean bag to tie her up in

Step five) Walk to car, but make sure no one notices that you are carrying a large bag with a body in it, they may think you are from the mofia.

Step six) Put bag in back of car and drive off.

See, simple eh? But I just may do that...not hitting my friend and dragging her throw her school in a large smelly bag, but the party sounds good to me.

Need your help kiddies!! I don't know if I should color this in Photoshop, of just leave it black and white? Because it looks damn good inked eh? But I don't know.....*hits head on desk*

Mood ~ Ok
Music ~ Gorlliaz

Agh love my new layout, all creepy like and black with the damned pink bunny, it has a "gorillaz" feel to it. Anyways I can't for the life of me friggin' well change the bloody color of the panels of the damned archive, their still flippin' grey!!! Oie if anyone out there knows where exactly the code is to change the flippin' panel color, please tell me, damn thing doesn't want to be found by me.

Well I sent a terriable disturbing email of total bitchyness to the spanish chick that seems to hate me, ya I know that's mean and all, but damn it, she was mean to me. So guess what? Ya don't want to mess with Elsie McNish I can tell ya that, and so can all my ex-boyfriends. Ha if they ever had the balls to come see me again that is. Don't mess with fire, or your going to get yer ass burnt.

I just hope she writes back, prehaps then I may get some answers, and if not then email wars it is.

On another note, I was going through some of my old drawings last night, and I mean I have a ton of them, got me a whole damn friggin' folder on me bed that is just spewing out art work like there is no tommorow. Unfortunalty for the trees that got shopped down for me to draw all this old crap on, I reluctenatly threw a bunch of it out. Why you ask? But it's old and crappy shit, that's why!!!

It's amazing how far your characters come, and how the evolve from what they where to where they are now. I mean Roa was terriable, good for then, bad now. So I threw a bunch of old prismacolored drawings of her out, and a few damn Myth junk out as well. I'm running out of room. I swear I kill a couple of trees in a monthe or so.

I'm not proud of it, but I'm a tree killer, but hell I recycle so...not that much of a biggie I guess =P

I want to sell some of my artwork, but I need to get a fanbase first, and that's awfully hard. I just wonder if people would actually buy it?

If by any chance you have stumbled upon me and wonder what the friggin' hell is going on? Well I'm changing my layout, but I'm picky and don't quiet know what I want yet so =P

Watched Buffy, Buffy killed evil "first" vampire, Buffy got Spike back from evil menece that is disturbing the balance of the land, when infact it is really Buffys fault. Confused by all this, then GO WATCH BUFFY!!!

Ok L8ter But I'm happy she got Spike back safe and sound.