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OC LOKness!

2009-03-14T13:00:00.003-07:00

Sittin'

2009-02-25T23:55:00.002-08:00

I like this, even tho' it's incrediably simple. I painted it anways and ended up with a really nice 40's era Aurora in her "Nazi" neo goth outfit LOL!!

Maiven Redwing

2009-02-20T22:49:00.001-08:00

Ahhh Love

2009-02-20T22:47:00.003-08:00

FINALLY got colored and it was posted like 4 days early before Valentines Day on Deviantart...kinda forgot about here. Sorry all.

Miss Dark Angel

2009-02-20T22:45:00.001-08:00

Miss DA AKAk the new mascot for The Dark Angel Forums! HUZZAH!!!

Some new stuff

2008-12-17T14:42:00.006-08:00

Netzach and Rufus, and his loveable pantherhound Dark Nation. Yea they make a cute couple. Anywho yea.... I RP to much, so sue me. Or not, I have no money!

Below is two new redesigns of two of the characters of Evalas. Maiven and Bastion.

Mavien

Bastion

colors

2008-10-03T22:25:00.002-07:00

Mehisim

2008-10-03T19:01:00.000-07:00

Roa and some Evalas muck

2008-10-02T16:57:00.002-07:00

The Girls of Evalas

2008-10-02T16:49:00.005-07:00

Basically as the title says, the main cast of the girls of Evalas. Will color these up later. XD

The Boys of Evalas

2008-10-02T16:44:00.005-07:00

Some sketches of the guys of the main cast of Evalas. Next will be the main cast of the girls XD

Pancakes

2008-09-30T12:30:00.003-07:00

Just some more random character sketchy sheets. =P

Waffles

2008-09-30T12:08:00.003-07:00

Annnd now the finished colored but still sketchy colored version.... yay. Have to get the scanner hooked up, in other words "find the cables for it" and I'll be able to post some more stuff. XD

Holy Crap

2008-09-28T19:35:00.003-07:00

It's been ages since I used this thing. It's a wonder I kept it around. Anywho if ya want to hear me spat and rant and rave go here. I shall be useing bloger here as a sketchblog. =)

To start it off here is a Netzach design sheet.

FFXII

2006-11-03T20:37:00.000-08:00

Yes! I was not expecting FFXII to be this good. Ya know I kinda thought , well... not so highly of the live battle system. Everyone has been wanting to see monsters in the field for years! A live action RPG! I didn't know at first... it seemed kinda odd ya know? But man oh man was I wrong! The battle system on this game is FINOMINAL!!!(sp?) I don't even know if I spelt that right, probably not. But anywho.... FFXII is beautiful! Ya cannot tell the difference between ingame and cinema anymore... well ya can but it's gettin' harder to tell which is which. Ya have to think for a minute. Beautiful! Beautiful! The games cities are HUGE, lots of things going on, civilians are progrmamed to do all sorts of different things. Not just stand there or to walk to point B only to turn around and return to point A. I mean in FFX they promised a much more livlier enviroment.... I myself loved the game, but was broken hearted at the lack of "lively enviroments". People didn't roam here and there as much and the number of people in Spira was small. Understandable with Sin and all... but STILL! Not that FFX was horriable I loved the bloody thing, But XII brings so much more depth to the game, and a fresh new twist on it as well since it has a whole new design team... well had a whole new design team that worked on it. It brought some fresh air to the series! and I mean REALLY fresh. Which is good to see!

Basch is slowly becoming on of my favories. Along with Balthier. I love these two. Balthier is so witty in a very distinguishable way. So far I'm loving all the characters! Even Ashe whom I thought I would dislike. But no, she's cool in her own way. Anywho yea..... I won't say much more because I know people are out there playin' it. I would be to if my TV wasn't bein' used. *sighs*

Whistler

2006-09-15T02:51:00.000-07:00

Going to whistler, which is this funky skiing resort, but int he summer time it's this funky hang out spot...well it's a funky hang out spot any day of the year, but anywho I am going to go PARTY it up there so yea.... I will be tellin' details... maybe XD

UGH!

2006-07-09T17:28:00.000-07:00

Wow!

...... *leaves* I have nothing to say. =P

FF7 spiff!

2006-05-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

Well during E3 the finally showed us screenies of the fabled Crisis core. I want a PSP now. =
Honestly this game looks faboo, even more so then DoC. Why? Because ya get to play as Zack, do SOLDIER missions and FINALLY GET TO SEE SEPH AS A SANE REGULAR *well as regular as he can be* GUY! Square relizes the fact that Seph and Zack were war buddies so to speak, and probably good friends, and most likely one of the only friends Seph had. I mean when yer Seph everyone is itimidated by you.

But still the graphics look faboo.... as do all the concept drawings we've seen sof ar. Damn... 300 bucks is just to much money....maybe the PSP will drop in price..again... >.>;;; I doubt it tho'. *sighs*

2006-05-01T22:27:00.000-07:00

I really should update this thing more, or atleast that's what Melissa tells me everytime I see her, and yes girly I do to wave to you! Did so on Sunday when ya were closin' down the store but did you see me? Noooo. *crosses arms and taps foot* I really outta go visit you at work one day rather then you droppin' by mine.

Gotta change the layout of this blog..... don't know what yet though. I kinda like the Aprrentice thing goin' on here but it is indeed time for a change. Oh anyone ever heard of Ladytron? If not download some of their stuff. Freakin' awesome band! Saw them in concert last Tuesday. They were hella good live.

Anything else? Oh yea saw Silent Hill. Oh man what a gore fest and spooky as hell... LOVED IT! Will have to buy once it comes out on DVD and will probably go see it again in theatres a couple more times. I know Suzanne wants to see it so yea....

In other news...I wore a skirt to work today. And flat shoes... I felt so short. I usually wear these hunkin' huge ass boots with heels and whatnot. Not today! I wore teh flat shoes. I was like "Did we get a new counter? It's so high." o.O;;; Yea I'm a knob. Knobbeth am I!

....... I really want a Pyramid Head shirt now. *sighs*

Oo

2006-04-18T21:21:00.000-07:00

O.< It's been so long and I still have nothing to say.

DoC OST

2006-02-20T22:59:00.000-08:00

Dirge of Cerberus OST.

Damn is this ever a good soundtrack, one of the best I've heard for a game since God of War. Major thumbs up! Go torren it! XD

I need to hcange the theme of this blog! >.<

UGH!!!

2006-02-08T23:42:00.000-08:00

UGHH!!!

Just UGH!!!!!!

Had a hard, and very annoying day today! XD Work was ok today except for the fact that I screwed op on something whilst closeing, it's all good now. But still I think I have myself a heart attack!

Hrmm what else? Oh yea! I'm throwing another contest on DA! Haven't thrown up the rules and regulations yet but I will when I get around to it! XD It's FF7 and Netzach based.... oh huzzah! ....>.> Also finally gettin' back to workin' on Warchild page 8... That's about it.... OI! Magna Karta is AWESOME!! It has it's flaws but it's pretty good. I likes it! XD

So go BUY IT!! If ya can find it that is, it's a bit of a rare game to find, the box set is what I have, it comes with a art book and all and let me say the art book is worthe it alone! O.O So yea... I'm gonna go play that now. *Wanders off to her PS2 and TV*

Awww

2006-02-07T03:42:00.000-08:00

I just thought this was to damn cute!

FMA

2006-01-04T01:28:00.000-08:00

Full Metal Alchemist Rocks!

Never seen it, until now that is. Yes I know I'm behind the times but whatever. It rocks!

2006-01-01T20:40:00.000-08:00

Like wow it's the ending FMV for KH2!

Riku looks cool O.<

2006-01-01T02:42:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!! *boogies* Best wishes and all the best of luck in 2006!! =D

Oi looka that!

2005-12-14T00:23:00.000-08:00

Well I bought myself stuffs within the past couple of days. Firstly it was a Gamecube. $69.99 is not bad, especially when ya get a discount. Plus I bought FF:CC to go with it. It's ok, but not yer typical FF sadly. And today I bought the second volume of Teen Titans. Why? Look at my blog layout! I love the apprentice episodes! It's a shame Slade isn't gonna be in the fifth season. *sighs*

Anywho yea. Work as been going well. Busy but well. I want to buy Mario Party for my GC, and my dear mother has been pesterin' me about the same thing only because she think it would be faboo to play. O.o Yea my mom likes kiddie games. But that's ok, kiddies gmaes are fun. Although I still aodre my PS2 and my true FF's and God of War and all of 'em! Still I'm gonna buy Twilight Princess *ya know that Zelda game* and perhaps Windwaker when we gets it back into our store.

Hrmm yep, that's me for tonight. BLARG!!

Vhat?

2005-12-08T04:15:00.000-08:00

UGH!! FFVIIishness!!!! XD

Seriously DUDES!!! The DoC trailer looks sweet! I mean Vincent as a turk, with his BROWN EYES!! And yes Hojo and Luceria were married! HA! Thank you FF7 Ultimte book thingy!! Emm yea... >.> They were a couple, had a kid, that eventually would grow up to destroy the world. Well rerentlessly(sp?) try to destroy the world anywho. Really I don't think Sephiroth will really be going anywhere as long as he has control of the lifestream which is he does. XP

What the hell is this? It's like offical FF7 fanficton...but not fanfiction, because it's offical! What the fuck? o.O

But anywho Chapter 6 is cool. Hojo shows up and rambles on about crap to Aeris then sacrafices himself to Sephiroth? O.o

"This will be out reunion". Seriously I think Hojo is a awesome character, and he should of got more "air time" in the game. =(

Anywho Chapter 4 is also good. Aeris meets Ruffies old man, President Shinra in the lifestream. It's kinda cool because ya really get to know more of his character of what kind of bastard he really was. lol!

I really hope they release a "offical fanfiction" of how Ruffie survived Diamond weapon. That would be nice! One way or another I think they should. People have been asking questions. O.< And... there should be more Ruffie fanfics. Because Rufus ShinRa is awesome! *does a lil' dance*

Anywho the only terrible thing about these "offical fanfics" is that some of the translation is poor. Damn you Squenix!

I'm tired. Me go sleepy now.

HP!

2005-12-02T01:37:00.000-08:00

Gotta say it was great... but Voldemort? He secretly thinks he's Spawn with a black cape. Seriously!! He was sooo pullin' a Spawn there!! It's like how the Dementors think they are Nazgul!

But Snape battin' harry and Ron over the heads with books and fixxin' his sleeves was PRICELESS!!! XD XD XD XD XD

Ahhh I love thee Snape, yer soo cool!

I always have to say this but they got the perfect person to play Snape, along with Lucious! And as annoying as Draco is, I like him to. He fits the perfect snottey rich kid with that blond hair of his. XD

He almost kinda looks like Rufus.... I wonder of Rowling is a FF7 fan? Actually I think she's a fan of a lot of things, I keep seeing references to other things from other books or movies in this series. *smirks* I know yer secret girly!! You can't hide forever!!

SURVIVED!!!!

2005-11-24T03:14:00.000-08:00

OMG!! I survived the Xbox 360 launch!! *dies*

Ok launch started at six in the moring! 6AM DUDES!! UGH!!! *falls over* But yea.. I got there and my boss was all chipper.... How could you be chipper at 6am god only knows! Anywho yea...we have some people walk in that weren't costumers, well not for the 360 launch anways so we had to shoo them away. But hey we mad a killin'! We had cookies and much sugery things to keep us alive, because let me tell ya it was harsh, although not as bad as I thought it would be. *sighs* Although I had a lot of people hand me cash...some guy handed me 200 bucks in FIVE FUCKING DOLLAR BILLS!!! >.<;;;; Why would you do that to anyone? Huh? WHY!? UGH!!

But I have to say when the PS3 comes out I'll die. lol!! Well hopefull by that time I'll be in school, then I can drop by and laugh at 'em all. hehehehe *giggles* Well maybe I'll still be working part time there. =) Hopefully anyways. I would like to keep my job there and still go to school! XD

Anywho yea... we are trying to convince our general manger to get us shirts that say "We survived the 360 launch" Doubt it will happen tho'.

20 things

2005-10-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

20 random things about myself. someone made me do this. ~____~

1) I'm a vampire obsessed, gore lovein' fiend, although I'm very very picky with violence and blood and gore, and my vmapires have to be somewhat realistic, which someone people find rather odd.
2) I have a fetish for Sushi.
3) Corpse Bride was ok, not another Nightmare before christmas in my opinion. Although I found scraps to be entertaining but really a skeleton version of Zero.
4) I think Nazi uniforms are sexy.... Not that I agreew itht he Nazi philosphey and all that mumbo jumbo, I just like the uniforms ok?
5) I love Japanese entertainment but really have no insane fangirlish intention of actually learning the language, although I like to listen to it, and it really doesn't bother me I have no idea what their sayin'.
6) If there was ever a game I obsessed about it was FF7, but you know that already didn'tcha?
7) Speaking of FF7, I love Seph and the turks and Cloud and all 'em, but ya know I just find Ruffie boy to be that much more sexy then all of 'em. Maybe it's the power.
8) I'm not afraid of heights, enclosed spaces, open spaces, used to be afraid of water, but I've overcome that. I think the only phobia I have is spiders, but I'm tryin' to overcoem that as well.
9) I like the color pink and I'm not afraid to admit that.
10) Never gone to art school, although graduated high school.
11) I have fairly extensive experience with both macs and PCs. I hate macs even though I do graphics. This is also apparantly wrong according to people.
12) My cell phone plays the Imperial Anthem when someone calls me.
13) I love diet pepsi.
14) GlassShard is my favorite artist of all time.
15) Neverhad a operation.
16) Although I've had a root canal before
17) But that dang root canal cracked right in half so now I have to go and evnetually get it pulled.
18) I never played with barbies when I was younger
19) I used to collect pins from aroudn the world when I was a kid, but mostly because my mohter talked me into it.
20) My tablets name is Raziel.

See? Not very interesting huh? I just put it up to well...fill up some space sicne I hadn't posted anything in here in a long while.

Oh watched AC.... just to let ya know, ya can find more into about that on my DA account. LOVED it! *sighs* Tear jerker at the end man. *sniff sniff*

jobness

2005-08-21T23:44:00.000-07:00

Well well well looky who got herself a job!? I mean me dammit stop looking at various people! >.<

Yes yes! I'm not working! part time at EBGames! XD Take that emmm.... someone... >.>

anywho yea... haven't posted anything in here for awhile, until now that is! bad me! I still love this Master and Apprentice layout! And I've had it for how long now? Hrmm... Anywho lates!

oOOooo RP quiz!

2005-07-24T01:07:00.000-07:00

Stole this from GlassShard! Because she always manages to steal other peoples cool quizes! XD

Years roleplaying:
I'm gonna say about 4 years! Yea I'm such a n00b! I played in LOK and then FF7 RPs, and then got into some original stuff.... but that didn't flow to well, so went back to the whole FF7 thing. I usually play a lot of Netzach in those RPs

Least favourite character?:
Avah. Cool character on the outside, but I never really got into developing her on the inside. She was cool and all I guess. I think I'll just keep drawing her and forget RPin' her.

Favourite characters?:
Netzach and Roa. Netzach is this cocky women that has this real lethal darkness to her that cna just be down right nasty. Plus she's stubborn as hell, and she has a hell alot of angst!! Roa is like this typical villain kinda gal, that always has the right things to say to tick ya off, good at the lectures. She's very serious and down to the point.

Male or female characters?:
Usually female believe it or not.

Oldest character?:
Roa probably. Although she has changed. Physically and mentally. I got rid of her wings...but she still keeps the tail... because tails are cool! XD

Newest character?:
Dorino! A young man of about 10 on a old military ship.......think master and command kidna ships XD

Most popular character?:
Netzach easily, there's something about her bein' Sephs kid that drives people wild, plus I think the guys love her because of her busty bod! XD

Character (type) you've never played?:
A taciturn pacifist.

~~~~~ Which character of yours would be most likely to... ~~~~~
Jump off a bridge?:
Commit suicide? Hrmmmm probably Aurora in her "fledgling" years under ol' Rassy. To bad she can't die! XD

Get drunk and pass out?:
Probably Bastion...a newer character of mine! XD

Kill somebody in a very unorthodox way?:
Aurora....depending what time period she is in...I mean if she was in present time she could very easily kill someone and then just leave the body there and easily pin the blame on someone else......she is head of the ben Elohim in present times...and even if she did it durin' the 40's she's still a very important figure. Of course in the present time she would probably only pin the blame on someone if that someone deserved it of if she just felt like "playing". But other then that I can't see her careing much.

Get married?:
Frye probably... and then have all the kiddies and she would live happily ever after! XD

Be far too hyper for their own good?:
Kaliah

Be raped?:
Bastion! Mwahahahaha

Get lost and refuse to ask for directions?:
Netzach most defiently! XD

Get lung cancer?:
I dunno.... probably Frye... That would be sad! ;___;

Star in a horror movie?:
Roa or Geist... he's freaky! O.O What? He is! Or Rasisalike... he's uber freaky!

Star in a whore movie?:
Vares! OMG yes she would!

Star in a video game?:
Netzach XD It would be dark and chaotic and be part of that damn FF7 jumbo pack thingamgig! XD

Make the world a better place?:
Kaliah. What? She is an angel.

Have a torrid gay love affair?:
Bastion and Geist.

~~~~~ Relate each word to a character of yours: ~~~~~
Love: Frye
Hate: Aurora
Money: Bastion
Seduction: Vares
Lies: Rasisalik
Tragedy: Netzach
Manipulation: Rasisalik
Violence: Netzach
Politics: Aurora or Rassy
Fire: Netzach
Ice: Geist

~~~~~ Would you ever... ~~~~~
Play a prostitute?:
I have and I would again. It's much fun, hilarious even.

Play a musician?:
Nah...seems kidna borin' if ya ask me.

Play a pilot?:
Sure! Sounds like fun to me!

Play a homosexual?:
I'm cool with it.

Play a pedophile?:
It'd be tricky, but I'd give it a shot.

Play a politician?:
Only if I have to....polotics run deep enough with Aurora and rassy although they ain't polotions.

Create a character for the sole purpose of smut?:
They'd start off solely for smut but then have tragic pasts and be consumed but drugs and whatnot...and then probably die some brutal death in some gutter.

Play a character who commits incest?:
Uh, sure. Whateva.

anime

2005-07-17T22:42:00.000-07:00

Howls Moving Castle is pretty damn cool! And funny to! The animimation was superb! I mean it just had such a beautifully well down atmostphere and style in it. Plus the characters were pretty damn cool! Especially Howl! Yay Howl!

It was so beautifully detailed! *sighs* I love anime! So yea if ya get the chance to go see it, do so, ya won't regret it! XD

In other news I got me a cell phone! it has Imperial march onit for a ringer! Well I downloaded it anywho....wait did I already tell you all about my new phone? I'm not sure! Oh wellz.... >.>

Cell phones are cool

2005-07-06T23:23:00.000-07:00

Holy crap. My mother dragged me out to the mall today... I was like yay, more complain' from her as to why I don't have a job yet. But I was really surprised when she dragged me into telus and bought me a cell phone. Then she was a chipper about it. But then again lately my dear ol' mother has been chipper about many a things. Mostly because she's buyin' new stuff for the house....she gets chipper when she buys things, especially for the house.

So yea, anywho I got a cell phone now that is on a proper system. I get evenings and weekends all for free! XD And it's a flip phone, got a color screen, got internet onit, all ready to go, downloaded some crap from it for fun. Got call of Duty on there. So there I am in the mall shootin' Nazis. o.O And I got spiderman on my desktop thingamgig there. Very nice. I don't have to have pay as ya go anymore. I hated that. I always ran out of minutes! >.< Plus the phone I had was so outdated. Not that it wwasn't a good lil' phone but ya know..... I wanted something more new.

Pretty funktastic. I sooo did not expect that!

Lilith! Call me so I can give you my new number! XD

bad to the bone

2005-07-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

Yes I'm horriable apparently.

Zombie dogs!

2005-06-28T21:35:00.000-07:00

What the hell is this? Click this link, it's bizzare!

Zombie dogs will eat your children! And your childrens children! :evillaugh:

Wierd crap if ya ask me, made me laugh my ass off for a bit. :lmao:

Oi! *Spoilers ahead* Watched the last episode in season 5 of Sopranos! Tony B sooo had to go, I mean he had to much rage and was unpredictable, nevermind uncontrolable. So he had to go. Poor Tony tho'! Killed his cousin, but atleast he shot him quick with a shotgun. Sent him flyin' but his death was instant, shot in the head. So he wouldn't be torchered(sp?) by Johnny at 'em all.

Funny as hell tho' when he ran all the way home because the cops were at Johnnys house when he want to talk with the big boss. Johnny should of not of taken up that role, he's not suited for it. He doesn't know how to deal with it properally. But anywho the feds were after the Brooklyn gang *Johnny was originally part of the Brooklyn mofia*. But they would of still arrested Tony, good thing he ran. And I'm glad him and Carmila got back together. Hehehehe she was like "Where the hell have you been?" when he came home after runnin'! LOL Can you imagine haveing a father or a husband that came home like that!? Poor Tony! He left his car behind. Not like he can't buy another one, but it was a hella nice truck!

And Adriana! OMG! I knew they would have to take care of her, but still that's sad! And Sal took care of it because Tony just couldn't. Wierd tho', I've never seen Sal wack or hit someone else in the show. He's usually the calmest of the group.

Damn season 5 is over...... *sighs* can't wait for season six tho'! XD

Stuffs!

2005-06-19T19:42:00.000-07:00

Had to put Sephy up... becuase it's Sephiroth, but LOOK! They finally got Hojo into play in FF7: BC!! XD Man I want that game! It's so unfair that it's only in Japan right now! NOT FAIR AT ALL!!! And I have no clue as to if we will even be seeing Before Crisis here in North america. But man some of the anime that I have seen for that game is slick! Mmmm Reno!

This thing is hot

2005-06-18T18:50:00.000-07:00

Looky! This is rather interestin'!

BLEH!

2005-06-12T18:20:00.000-07:00

I wanna go to the anime convention coming up soon! And I have a big urge to dress up as a turk from FF7....all I need is a blue suit and a toy gun! XP

Would be fun! But I doubt Lilith, who would hopfully gow with me, would be into that.

*sighs*

I wanna go, it starts soon. I hope that money the governemtn owes me gets here soon! *whines* I hate being jobless! *whines some more*

Oi I gots a Sephy action figure! For a commision which I still owe, it's taking a lot of my time and work, but no worries I'll get it done.

Fuckin' hell!

2005-05-31T21:14:00.000-07:00

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!!!!!

Ezboard got totally fuckin' hacked and the fact that MY BOARD is on ezboard it's completely mucked up! Threads are missin' posts and sections are missing threads! Thousands of crap is missing! And about 68 of my members are no longer on the member list. I used to have 215 users, now it's been set back 161!

This is juuuuust what I fucking needed today! AGH! I swear I hate fuckin' hackers! What gives them the fuckin' right to just go and violate anything they damn well please when the people like myself, who own a ezboard, which is what they want to infect, work bloody hard on those boards! Plus I cough up money for it all the time! It ain't cheap let me tell ya.

So yea I'm pissed! I'm so fuckin' glad it wasn't DA tho', or my site, all my art gone! FUCK! I don't even want to think about that!

AGH I'm so pissed!

Modest Mouse

2005-05-26T22:48:00.000-07:00

Mood: Tired
Music: AFI ~ Head like a Hole

Well the concert last night rocked muchly! Although Lilith and I got there like a hour early, and still when we did arrive there was a huge line up!

They shouldn't of been preforming at the Queen Elizabeth tho' I mean that's where Phantom goes when it's here, it's that kind of place, not exactly for rock concerts. I eman they didn't even allow people to come stand up front. Which sucked.

So we waited for like an hour before they finally opened the doors! A half and hour before hand tho' there was some old lady *she worked at the QE obviously* bitchin' at us to pick up our garbage... it's like NO WAY! It ain't mine I ain't pickin' it up! Because ya never knoww hat yer gonna find in someone elses garbage. So yea... Anywho when they finally did open the doors, Lilith and I grabbed onto one another and forced our way through...more like faught our way through. There was no organization at all. I mean it's a general admission concert. Meaning everyone can come and you can sit wherever you want, but still there was no line up or anything, you just faught for seats. I guess it's ok tho'. We got seats pretty damn close to the front.

So we wait...and wait... I go grab some cookies and junk and then we wait some more and finally the first band steps up on stage....and they were...... terriable!!!
I mean a couple of there songs sounded liek they were from some sort of Jewish barmitsfah(sp?) or something. No offence to jewish people... but it's just not something ya expect at a rock concert. I kept thinking, where's the dancing people and the food? lol

Anyways FINALLY Modest Mouse came on stage and they song all of my fave of their songs! So it was good...even tho' we had to fight for seats and once seated had to listen to a terriable band before the main attraction.

Liliths gf came and picked us up afterwards, which was cool! Came home afterwards,a nd was far to hyper to sleep! So NOW I'm tired... joy! >.>

Whoa long time

2005-05-23T02:44:00.000-07:00

Haven't been up to much..... gonna go see Star Wars today, will report about it later.... *whistles*

I'm bored! *shakes dust off of Blog* *coughhackcough*

Anyways, gonna go see Modest Mouse on the 25th, that should be good! Now if I culd get my lazy mother to get the tickets for me, the tickets were bought on her credit card so she has to be the one to pick 'em up *sighs*

Should be good tho'... once we get the tickets! >.>;;

Oh yea

2005-05-20T02:53:00.000-07:00

Bloody awesome FF7:AC trailer, brand ne to! Watch and be amazed! @___@

Fusha!

2005-05-20T02:48:00.000-07:00

Does anyone ever read this thing? Seriously now. I mean....I've had a few people that have dropped by and say hey nice blog! But I mean is there any regulars out there that actually read this thing and find what I have to say somewhat interesting?

Oi, another note FF7:AC comes out on the 13th of September THIS BLOODY YEAR!!! About fuckin' time if ya ask me! Now if Squenix can get it's shit together maybe they can get FFXII out sometime soon to ne?

Off to bed. Tired. See ya sometime soon when I write in this thing again. BLAGH!!! >.<

Mmmmm

2005-05-12T20:03:00.000-07:00

I want pancakes.

o.O

Sparky...

2005-05-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

My cat sparky died in the middle of the night. I found her today on the couch, not moving, nothin'. I was so heartbroken. My poor Sparky cat! I don't know what diesease she had but it must of been something bad. We were gonna take her into the vet this Saturaday, but she died before we could get her examined. She was really sick tho'. She was fine and then in a matter of days she just got terriably ill and it just got worse. We think it was cancer or something. Since it's so dominate in cats. Poor thing! I just hope she knew how much she was loved. Because we adore our animals. It's like looseing a person you loved....but then again animals are as much a part as our family as anyone else in it as well.

So yea.... I picked her up and put her in a box, Then we took her down to the animal shelter... *sighs* That's were they dispose of the bodies. Poor soul! I hope she's found kitty heaven or something. I'm so sad about her death and yet I feel as if it was for the best, she was in so much pain, and now it's over for her, and she doesn't have to live with it anymore. *sighs* ~______~

Modest Mouse

2005-05-01T18:19:00.000-07:00

Well I finally got my friend Lilith her birthday/belated christmas present wrapped up in one! I'm takin' her to go see Modest Mouse at the Queen E on the 25th of May! I love these guys! I love this song, it's called the ocean breathes salty, and I like float on and paper thin walls. I totaly recommend this band to anyone!

Concerts rule all!

Everyone is going to see Hitchhikers guide to the universe, and it seems I'm the only person that hasn't read the books. Maybe I should eh? Anyone got a spare copy I can borrow? *giggles* The only reason why I haven't read them is that I'm so picky on books that I read. I mean I do read quite a bit, more then most relize. But I'm very picky.

Talkin' movies tho', I can't wait for the new Star Wars! Plus I really want to go see Kingdom of Heaven! I love periotic films! I think Lilith and I and her girlfriend should go hit that movie! I'm sure Lilith would agree!

O.O;;

2005-04-27T20:36:00.000-07:00

Mood: In the middle!
Music: The Arcade Fire ~ Rebellion (lies)

I sooo want to go see Kingdom of Heaven! It opens up may 6th! Looks insanly good! I love armour, swords, crusades, stuff that has to do with the middle east! @___@

Why I dunno, always wanted to go to the middle east, it just seems to eroctic. =)

Anywho.... Star Wars Ep III also comes out on may 15th me thinks. Gonna ahve to line up for that baby. Anyone want to come with?

This song rocks! I highly recommend buying the album or atleast do the illegal thing and download it. =)

oOOOo bad me, encourageing crime! I should be punished!

Hardy har har har

2005-04-26T22:44:00.000-07:00

Well folks the porfolio is on the instructors hands now! @____@ *is a nervous wreck all of a sudden* I totaly forgot to draw majorally cartoony stuff! AGH!!! I knew I forgot something! >.<;; I hope I get in, but like 200 people apply for this thing, and like 24 get in.

I'm nervous! I really want in. I'll be phoneing every day... well maybe not that may annoy the instructor. O.o I can see it now. Instructor: "That damn kid! She keeps callin'! No School for her!" And then there would be me all pouty like and sniffely and whatnot.... oh yes the drama!

I WANT IN DAMMIT!!! This is one of the best colleges for artsey stuffs in all of friggin' Canada, not to mention probably the best in all of Vancouver! If yer not in the know Vancouver is actually a hub for video game designers, animation, just about everything really. Hell Squaresoft has a office here, Disney is movin' in with a vengence here. Studios everywhere they say! @___@ Not to mention EA, Mainframe and a hella lot more.

Well I'll know in about three weeks. I'm scared and nervous. Wish me luck yo!

I am Anubis!

2005-04-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

Anubis
Indeed, you are 83% erudite, 62% sensual, 62% martial, and 83% saturnine.

Anubis was the Egyptian God of funerary rituals and the protector of the dead as well as the judge of souls and ruler of the underworld. Since it was his duty to weigh souls (along with the Goddess Maat) as a means of discovering the content of honesty, Anubis was also the God of truth.

He is usually seen as a man with the head of a jackal holding the divine sceptre carried by kings and Gods, but he can also be found on the walls of tombs as a black jackal or dog accompanying Isis. By no means an evil God, his domain of graves and tombs was nevertheless a frightening one, but then, one that offered the chance of an afterlife.

The God of the dead is probably associated with the jackal due to the habits of jackals to lurk about tombs and graves, which was one of the reasons why the early Egyptians sought to make their tombs more elaborate; to keep the bodies safe from the jackals. It is only natural therefore that a God of mummification would be connected with them. By worshipping Anubis, the Egyptians hoped to invoke him to protect their deceased from jackals, and later, the natural decay that unprotected bodies endure.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 74% on erudite

You scored higher than 23% on sensual

You scored higher than 66% on martial

You scored higher than 93% on saturnine

Link: The Mythological God Test written by Nitsuki on Ok Cupid

Oh looky I'm Anubis...which is cool because I've always loved the jackel man! *dances*

The shit is Bananas!

2005-04-22T22:17:00.000-07:00

Mood: Relaxed
Music: Gwen Stefani - Hollback Girl

Yarr I like this song! *boogies* Gwen is one mighty fine musician!

Anywho.... hrmmm nothing much a do about me or what's been goin' on with me. So let's see, what to write?

Hrmmmm... well I'm almost done my portfolio, gonna hand it on this cominc Monday! It's very nerve racking! Out of 150 some odd people that apply only 22 will get in! See how nerve racking that can be? But I'm givein' it me best shot, I just hope it's good enough. *sighs*

But yea... that's about it. I'm bored.... ~____~

Har har har

2005-04-19T21:32:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 10:30am this morning... was mega tired because I didn't actually fall asleep until 4am. Anywho yep, got dressed obviously before running out the door to catch the bus.

Buses are highly annoying considerin' the fact that they are usually late. I mean ok, they have gotten a lot better then they used to be. Sometimes your bus just wouldn't show up all because your suposedly friendly neighborhood bus driver has either fallen asleep, got to lazy to care, or is off in lala land high on some cocane. Joy! Anywho, yea the bus was late today, by 10 mintues! Sure 10 minutes isn't really nothing, but given the fact that they sometimes come 10 minutes early you have to be at the friggin' Bus pole at least 15 minutes early.

So yea... I was there for almost a half an hour. However once the bus does come I climb aboard, plop myself into some nice seat by a window and just listen to The Killers! Which is a awesome band. If you don't have they're CD yet go buy it!

So some time later I finally reach my destination. So there I am with discman in hand, sketchbook in bag, and wearin' my black tough chick leather jeacket, along with my funky tight blue jeans and my new pink shoes. I looked cute. Obviously people will notice this! Of course however, I don't have all the luck with nice lookin' guys noticing this! So whilst I'm looking there at my watch deciding when I should get the next bus home and how long I have and all that I get hit on by some random guy. At this point I don't give a rats ass. All I wanted to do was go to the mall and draw. Why must it be that everywhere I go I get hit on!? I'm like AGH!! Go away! He's all talk I can tell. I start sayin' that I got other things to do, I'm very busy. He just doesn't want to leave it alone. So I start walkin'! Finally he leaves me be.

Before going off to draw however, I wanted to take a look around Chapters. So off I go, across the street from the mall and swing myself around those twirly doors, gotta love those things, and I firstly hit the magazines. Pick up a Photoshop book. They're always nice, ya get free discs with a bunch of free PS crap on them. Lovely! So yea I'm standing there for a bit, then I eventually lean towards the arts section. They had such lovely life drawings books there. So yea I stand there for a bit droolin' over books I cannot afford. After the art section I then hit the wicca and biblical section. I love various religions. So I'm always readin' up about religious outlooks and different cultures. After that I hit the Graphic Novel area and usually grumble about the pimpled face 15 year olds takin' up the entire space in front of the area in question. The boys are one thing, the girls are the worst tho'! All they do is sit there and talk about how cute Inuyasha and Kagome are. >.<;; Oh yea I want some Hellboy books!

So yea after taking a browse through that I'm usually by then in the line up buyin' my magazine. Hit Nandos for lunch, they make the best chicken sandwhiches EVER! I mean if ya like spicey stuff you'd like Nandos! Drew up the interior of the Nandos and then hit the mall afterwards and drew some more crappy realistic people. Went home afterwards. Begged my dad to go into some store and buy me a playboy! Why? Because it's got some nifty puportions and poses! Or atleast the Playgirl does. He said sure, he'd go. I was like YAY!!! All I gots to do is to a draw a couple naked chicks, because I already got a few men done, and I'm good to go with my portfolio! So yep that was my day. Har har har....

fefefefiifooooffuuummm BOOYAH!

2005-04-18T19:12:00.000-07:00

Full Name: Elsie
Age: 24
Height: 5'7.5
Weight: 130 or so me thinks O.<
Natural Hair Color: Dark brown, looks almost black
Eye Color: light blue
Number of Siblings: One crazy step sister
Glasses/Contacts?: Contacts
Pierceings?: Had some, but apparently I'm allergic. o.O
Tatoos?: Nein.
Braces or Retainers?: never had 'em!

FAVORITE;

Color: Black, pink and red
Band: Currently The Killers
Song(s): All these things that I have done ~ The Killers, In the still of the Night ~ Ella Fitzgerald, Holiday ~ Green Day.
Stuffed Animal: nada
Video Game: LOK, MGS, FF
T.V. Show: Used to be Buffy, but it's over now. =(
Movie: Gladiator
Book: The Vampire Chronicles
Food: Sushi!
Games on a Cell Phone: Glactica!
CD cover: Interlude Mantras ~ The Tea Party. *it moves!*
Flower: Something that smells pretty.
Scent: chocolate
Animal: Snakes
Comic Book: Sojourn
Cereal: Fruit loops
Website: DeviantART.
Cartoon: Teen Titans! YARR!

DO YOU;

Play an Instrument?: Nada
Watch T.V. more than 60 hours a week?: Nope
Like to sing?: Yep!
Have a job?: Sadly now. I tend to go from odd job to the next odd job.
Have a cell phone?: yep
Like to play sports?: NEIN!!
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Naaahh got no time for one.
Have a crush on someone?: o.O Nope
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?: In Canada possiably.... *whistles*
Have more than five T.V.s in the house: Iza gots three baby!
Have any special talents/skills: Drawing, CGing, annoy the hell out of people....
Exercise daily?: I walk lots, does that count?
Like school?: I wanna go back =(

CAN YOU;

Sing the alphabet backwards?: possiably
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: If I like try for a logn while yeah.
Speak any other languages?: I can remember some spanish... not that really counts.
Go a day without food?: Yep.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: Oh yea!
Read music, not just tabs?: A bit.... but it's not all that interesting to me.
Roll your tounge?: Yep
Eat a whole pizza?: If really hungary,. yes.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Snuck out of the house?: Yep
Cried to get out of trouble?: If I did, I don't remember
Gotten lost in your city?: Nope
Seen a shooting star?: Yep
Been to any other countries?: The states.... oh yea....
Had a serious surgery?: Does root canal count... guess not eh?
Stolen something important to someone else?: No.
Solved a rubiks cube?: ALMOST! Once long ago... >.>;;
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: To take the trash out.
Cried over a girl?: Nope
Cried over a boy?: Yep
Kissed a random stranger?: Nein!
Hugged a random stranger?: Yep
Been in a fist fight?: Yeppers
Been arrested?: Nope
Done drugs?: Kinda... sorta
Had alcohol?: Hell yea!
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose: No... o.O
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Probably.
Gone to school only to find out you had the day off because of a holiday/etc.?: Yep
Swore at your parents?: Yep, I'm such a naughty child!
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Yep!
Been in love?: yep!
Been close to love?: O.<
Been to a casino?: Yep, gambled 10 bucks, and lsot it all! Oh yea... *sacrasim*
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Nope
Broken a bone?: Nope, amazingly
Gotten stitches?: Nope
Had a waterballoon fight in the winter?: Yep!
Drank a whole gallon of milk in an hour?: No...
Made homemad muffins?: Yep
Bitten someone?: Yes
Been to Disneyland/ Disneyworld?: Disneyland
More than 5 times?: Once
Been to Nieagra Falls?: Been close to it!
Burped in someones face?: Nein!

PICK ONE;

Fruit/Vegetables: Fruit
Black/White: Black
Lights on/Lights off: Off
TV/Movie: meh....
Car/Truck: Mustang baby!
Body spray/lotion: Lotion
Cash/check: CASH
Pillows/blankets: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache: headache
Paint/charcoal: Paint
Chinese food/Mexican food: chinese
Summer/Winter: Winter
Snow/Rain: Snow
Fog/Misty: Fog
Rock/Rap: All of it!
Meat/Vegetarian: Meat
Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
Sprinkles/Icing: sprinkles
Cake/Pie: cake
French toast/French fries: Both
Strawberries/Blueberries: I like both
Ocean/Swimming pool: Ocean
Cookies/Muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: pocket
Window/Door: Window.
Pink/Purple: Pink
Cat/Dog: Dog
Long sleeve/Short sleeve: depends waht the weather is like.
Pants/Shorts: pants
Winter break/ Summer break: Winter
Spring/Autumn: Fall
Clouds/Clear sky: A bit of both
Moon/Mars: Moon

Arr says the parrot!

2005-04-15T19:24:00.000-07:00

I spent all yesterday early evening drawing the inside of Douglas College! AGH! I felt out of place because I wasn't luggin' around no damn backpack and binders. Meh... And ya know I just HATE it when people walk by and they start looking at your sketchbook. I mean ok I'm shy about my art, and I have a hard enough time as it is drawing random people and locations. I mean that makes me feel just wierd and out of place. And of course I get the wierd looks from people and then when they get a glimpse of what I'm drawing they go all whispery and say, "oh look at that girl, look how she draws!" I guess it's a compliment overall but still... yeesh it's bloody annoyin'! >.<;;

In other news I'm half way done my portfolio! Which is a big friggin' yay on my behalf! Because I never even thought I would get halfway done! Seriously I'm to lazy for this shit, but I defiently want to get into college!

Locations and stairways are annoyin' as hell tho'! Especially when ya don't have a ruler! >.<;; Oh how I missed thee my florecent pink ruler! Why were you not there for me!?!?!?! DAMN YOU!!!

*ahemwhistlecoughcoughahemmorewhistling*

YARR!

2005-04-14T02:15:00.000-07:00

Not that anyone reads this crap of mine, but anywho I'm now an offical Beta Tester on DA! YAY!!!! I must say tho' all the new features are kinda cool! It's a big buggy here and there tho', that's the only problem but it's still mighty cool! So it doesn't matter. O.<

Plus I get a nifty = beside my name now! ^_____^ For I am no longer a mere *!

Hehehehehehe anywho yep... lates. I'm off to bed!

2005-04-10T17:06:00.000-07:00

Mood: Meh...
Music: Gorillaz ~ Feel Good

Out of all the bloody FF7 sequals games coming out it seems the only good one is commeing out on the Nintendo DS, or is it on the PSP??? Fuck it! Don't know, anywho dammit why does it have to be a on a mini portable game system. I don't care if the screen is so clear that it will burn out my eyes with it's obsessive clearity! Fuck that! Sakaguchi! Kaneda! Kanedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa please put it on the PS2 or the PS3 or something!! I am half tempted to chase you through the streets of Tokyo if you don't comply! Look my axe is sharpened and ready! >.O

I mean that FF7: BC looked mighty cool but it's for a friggin' cell phone that Cloud apparently likes to trug around with him throughout AC. It has a sane Sephy, a Lower class Cloud, and a first class SOLDIER Zack on it, not to mention Reno and Rude and the rest of 'em turks! Except for Elena of course, she doesn't get promoted untilt he events in FF7. Really it looks so friggin' cool! But nooo it's only in japan and on cell phones! >.<

Anywho I'll stop talking about my freakin' FF7 binge! I want GOD OF WAR! Apparentl;y the slaughterin' graphics in that game are truely beautiful! Ahh the glory of spilling digital blood.

TT!

2005-04-10T05:02:00.000-07:00

Mood: tired
Gorillaz: Ghost Train

Ya know out of all of the Teen Titans episodes, I have to say the "apprentice" episodes where the best! I mean really I don't know what Slade saw in Terra besides her power, but really she didn't have the overall intelligence to take over the biz when Slade croaked. Robin, if broken, would of been the best choice. Because he would of been major evil bad ass as he got older.

Anwyhow with that all said how do ya likey my new look? *sighs* I love Teen Titans! Foolish to love a cartoon so much now is it? But hey I feel some comfort in the fact that this shows audience is not just made up of kiddes but is largely watched by people my age and older. What cna I say? I love cartoons! Good ones that is. And good ones are always so hard to find.

AGh I've been going on a Gorillaz binge as of late as well! They are bringing out a new album on May 5th me thinks. Have to double check on that tho', could be may 15th for all I know! But I do know it's in May... unless it's been pushed back and me not knowing it.

Well that's about it from me! Oi my contest over at DA is going very well! A few awesome entries already, and there is still more to come! XD This is gonna be one hell of a hard contest to judge! I have to start picking out judges to help out in decideing the winner. *sighs*

>.>

2005-04-07T22:27:00.000-07:00

I muchly want this! Love the Teen Titans I truely do! YTV here in Canada is FINALLY playin' the last to episodes for season three. Then onto season four! I wonder how long that is gonna take them to get they're grubby paws on?

Anywho doin' lots of life art, ya know know. Drawing real life people! O.o Yea it sucks, and it's a total bore! But I wanna go to school dangnabit!

*whisltes* Well that's about it!

OI!

2005-03-30T18:45:00.000-08:00

Shit I'm tired! I've been going all bloody day! AGH! Ahh wellz, had me a interview today at some coffee shop, apparently the guy will be hirein' at the end of april! Joy! Why can't people jsut hire me here and now? That would be a bloody miracle tho! FUCK! >.<

Anwyho got another interview at Micky D's of all places! But hey they do some awesome training I here. If ya can get a job there they say ya can get a job anywhere afterwards. So 2:30 tommorow with some chick. Wish me luck.

Oi going to art school hopefully! Got to get a portfoilo of 15 - 30 pieces of varies pieces of art, such as lifedrawings random sketches and of course my own doodles of my own characters and whatnot. Greeeaaat. Capilano looks awesome tho'! I really really hope I get accepted. *sighs*

MAGPIES!

2005-03-05T02:50:00.000-08:00

ELLO THERE!!!! I'M HYPER!!! AND IT'S 2:40am!!!

Yea *cough* anywho.... They FINALLY started playin' new eps of Teen Titans today! Although here in Canada we're just gettin' into the middle of season 3! XD *dies*

I should just download birthmark, seriously, it's killing me! I want to see Sladey Wadey back in action! XD

Sladey Wadey!?!?!?!?! *cracks up*

Ya know what is also killing me? The long friggin' wait until FFXII! That's what!! AGH!!! Squenix has been pullin' that thing back lots.... but everytime I have asked the proud people at EB they have told me April 14th or 15th, so that's a damn good sign, although ya can't find FFXII listed anywheres on they're site!

March 5th is supposly the release date *which would be today* of FFVII: AC.... but I doubt that. *sighs* When I hear people talking about they're copies then I'll believe it, until then I'll just keep watching my trailors! Mmmmm Sephykas! o.O

UGH!

2005-02-24T00:17:00.000-08:00

I want one of these!

Dangnabit why is it whenever cool toys come out they are impossiable to find nor do I have the money at the time to buy one! CURSES!

I especially want a Sephiroth! I never got a Sephy when FF7 came out! >.< And FF7 Sephs are impossiable to find! >.<

Yea anywho....short blogness! Now get lost!

DA contest!

2005-02-12T23:50:00.000-08:00

I got a contest going on over on DeviantART. The first prize will hopefully be a 3 month subscription to DA! That is if I can get my mother to lend me her credit card. She has such a hard time ledning it to anyone that ya gotta make plans to use it weeks in advance, and even when ya ask to get it she still clings to it like it was her flesh and blood! I mean for cryin' out loud it's 10 bucks! >.<

Anywho yea... that's about it! I hope no photographers complain becuase they can't draw... it is a DRAWING CONTEST! *hits head*

I have to go to the dentist soon... my root canal tooth cracked and I want them to pull it, besides the part that cracked, it's kinda wiggly now. I hope that's not bad. IEE! I hope that's not bad, plus I hope it's not costly... which dentists usually are. I mean seriously ya go in there, have a seat and the litterally pull at yer teeth. I cough up the big bucks so they can have a field day causing you pain! I rather have my intestines pulled out and dragged across the floor with 'em then go to the friggin' dentist! >.< But still... I can't eat on the left side of my mouth, it sucks!

quiz thingamagig again... woohpie

2005-02-11T22:34:00.000-08:00

Yet another interesting quiz..... >.>

1. What time did you get up this morning? 9:15am

2. Diamonds or pearls? Diamonds are a girls best friend don't ya know? ;)

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? White Noise O.O

4. What are your favourite TV shows? Teen Titans, Inyuasha and That 70's show.... yea I still like cartoons. =)

5. What did you have for breakfast this morning? emmmmm I don't do breakfast.

6. What is your middle name? Jean... not as in levis you idiot!

8. What foods do you dislike? Pork chops, eggs *unless there in something*, ham pancakes...emmm... >.>

9. What is your favourite chip flavour? Doritos Nachos cheese baby yea!

10. What is your favourite CD at the moment? Green Day ~ American Idiot!

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? I don't do vehicles ~__~

12. Favourite sandwich? turkey with cataleena dressing! MMmmmmmm

13. What characteristic do you admire? bad streak

14. Favourite item of clothing? Currently my new yellow racer jacket

15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation,
where would you go? The Orient! Or Rome!

16. What colour is your bathroom? light blue with black tiles, we need to fix it up desperratly ~__~

17. Favourite brand of clothing? I don't have onem since I kidna shop everywhere!

18. Where would you retire to? Hopefully on a nice sunny island

19. Favourite time of the day? Night

20. What was your most memorable birthday? o.O

21. Where were you born? New Westminster baby!

22. Favourite sport(s) to watch? Soccer, world cup is best!

23. What fabric detergent do you use? Tide o.O And why would you care anyways?

24. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi, diet please, although I drink a lot more green tea nowadays ~___~

25. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night Owl, I hate mornings!

26. What is your shoe size? 7.5 or a 8, depends where I go.

27. Do you have any pets? One huge german sheppard pups, and two cats... one as which is mauling me as I type this.......

28. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share with
your family & friends? MOM! DAD! I finally did it! I finally made a real life dinosaur..... ok maybe not... >.>

29. What are you meant to be doing today? Today is almost over!

30. Favourite ice-cream: Chocolate please

31. If you won $1 million in the lottery what would
be the first thing you would buy? go on a shopping scpree at the mall and then do lots of travelling everywhere!

LOL

2005-02-10T15:21:00.000-08:00

So strange.... o.O

You Know You're From British Columbia When...

You know the provincial flower
You consider that if it has no snow, it is not a real mountain.
You can taste the difference between Starbucks, Blendz, and Tim Horton's.
You know how to pronounce Squamish, Osoyoos & Nanaimo.
You can tell the difference between Japanese, Chinese, Vietnamese, Korean and Thai food.
In winter, you go to work in the dark and come home in the dark - while only working eight-hour days.
You have no concept of humidity without precipitation.
You know that Dawson Creek is a town, not a TV show.
You can point to at least two ski mountains, even if you cannot see through the cloud cover.
You notice "the mountain is out" when it is a pretty day and you can actually see it.
You put on your shorts when the temperature gets above 5, but still wear your hiking boots and parka.
You switch to your sandals when it gets about 10, but keep the socks on.
You recognize the background shots in your favourite movies & TV shows.
You buy new sunglasses every year, because you can't find the old ones after such a long time.
You use a down comforter in the summer.
The local hero is a pot-smoking snowboarder
The local wine doesn't taste like malt vinegar
Your $400,000 Vancouver home is 5 hours from downtown
You can throw a rock and hit three Starbucks locations
You've been to a deforestation protest
If a cop pulls you over, just offer them some of your hash
It's November, it's raining, but you're still wearing birkenstocks
You go broke just paying rent.
You don't own a heavy winter coat
You can't figure out why Manitoba is considered part of Western Canada.
You wouldn't be caught dead on Vancouver Island or Vancouver without your umbrella and plastic shoes.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from British Columbia.

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2005-01-29T20:50:00.000-08:00

Ya know.... I don't cry very often, espeically when it comes to games. I mean Aeris death scene from Final Fantasy 7 still makes me teary eyed...... but really not many games have ever made me cry. I guess on that short list I'm gonna have to add Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater. The ending, it was sooo sad. I mean, ya relize it, everything...and then it dawns on ya, and yer just left there with this incrediable story that lingers on even after it's over. And still you sit there and think about it and it's just so very sad. And then ya watch it all unfold, ya watch the credits, and then all of a sudden a voice comes on whilst the MGS3 logo is up....and it's a very reconizable voice, and that voice says a few things and yer like OMG!!! And yea that was cool! Oh how I love the MGS series.

I wish it didn't have to end. This addition in the series was truely the best, and the most remarkable! The graphics were amongst some of the most beautiful I have ever seen. The story was breathtaking and the characters were unforgetable. I'm defiently gonna play it again. And write letters to the fine people on the staff to not give up on the MS series! AGH I don't want to know a gaming world without Snake! But well I guess all good things come to an end, sadly.

Oi I start work at my new job on Monday!

2005-01-25T01:54:00.000-08:00

Hrmmmmm..... I'm thining of changing blog servers. Why you may ask? Simpley because I've found some better free servers out that...gasps... don't have any ads. So I dunno, it would meaning doing more html work and whatnot and I'm just sooo not into going off and doing that. O.<

Maybe later eh?

quiz time once again

2005-01-21T22:53:00.000-08:00

I'm such a net junkie! XD

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Fangy
2. BloodFang9
3. TifaBabe

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I draw very well thank you!
2. fashion sence
3. the fact that I'm not so damn shy anymore!

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. At times I'm still incrediably shy
2. I get mad and ffusterated ever so easily.
3. I get depressed about my own art very easily and beat myself up about it.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. English
2. Scottish
3. Irish *apparently irish blood is somewheres in me* o.O

THREE THINGS THAT YOU FEAR:
1. Spiders
2. Alzhiemers
3. The evil socks under my bed!

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Computer time
2. Pencil and paper
3time to lsiten to music and drink green tea.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1: Roots red Canadian olympic team sweatshirt From Athens
2. Dark blue low rise, flare jeans
3 Fuzzy pink and green socks! =D

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS:
1. Velvet Revolver
2: Tool/Perfect Circle *hey they are the same... kinda...>.>*
2: Green Day

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Gwen Stefani ~ Rich Girl
2. Green Day ~ Holiday
3. Chevelle ~ Vitamin R

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. I wanna perfect using felts for colorin' pics and rock with the shadein' and whatnot.
2. Keeping a job for more then 5 months
3. Pencil shadein' and rock with that as well.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. My time and space to draw and whatnot and ot be left alone.
2. Respect. For it is key to any relationship.
3. Insanely perfect sex. ;p

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: (You be the judge...)
1. I'm really a demon for a underworld organization that deems to conquer the mortal world and make all of humanity out slaves to peel onions in giant kitches, with massive bowls and stoves and many huge pots! Not to forget the huge onions! You buggers will be sheddin' tears for years to come!
2. I'm wearin' incrediable sexy red sation undies and bra.
3. I find Jenovas head to be incrediable uber fascinateing, so much that anything severed from it's former limbs holds a dark mysterious glint of glee from within my eyes... >.>

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Big, elegant hands.
2. They're smell
3. Chest.... hair sometimes is good, but only on such people as Hugh Jackson when playinjg Wolvie... damn!

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Draw insanely cute kiddies
2. Watch wheel of fortune, it drives me insane!
3. Hit a spider with a broom whilst it is ont he cieling

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing.
2. Writing.
3. RPing.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Working on my new comic
2. Going on vacation to the carribbean. *I wish*
3. Dance

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Character and concept designer
2. Comic Artist
3. Giving up and workin' in McDonalds the rest of my life. Would you like fries with that?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy, Mainly to see Rome and Venus
2. England
3. China, or hell, let's just say the orient! =D

KIDS NAMES:
1. Gabriel
2. Tristian
3. Aurora

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. To have my artwork and characters, worlds and whatnot remembere and honored in some sort of meaningful way.
2. Tell some people to fuck off!
3. Travel, see the world! I'm missin' so bloody much! >.<

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Lilith
2. Rood
3. SOTR

...... O.o

2005-01-20T20:49:00.000-08:00

Finally got my new layout up and workin' on BA! Yeesh it took forever to get it straightened out! But it's up now! Wacka wacka woo!

Don't ask!

Anywho yea.... that's about it. I realy should write more but don't wanna, so to bloody bad! ;p
Oh and here's a quiz I found online. Stole from glass! Ain't I sweet eh? O.<

A - Accent: Cabadian I guess eh? ;)

B - Breast size: 36C

C - Chore you hate: Making phone calls to anyone, like to goverment offices and whatnot.

D - Dad's name: Klaus Dieter Wegner. Peter for a nick.

F - Favorite perfume: Way back int he day people used oerfume to cover up the stench that they're bodies left behind everywhere they went, simpley because they didn't bathe!! I do, so I don't need no freakin' perfume.

G - Gold or silver: Silver. Gold is to.... I dunno, corny.

H - Hometown: Coquitlam, BC, Canada *it's right smack next to Vancouver*.

I - Insomnia: Only when I'm wired on pop and have far to many ideas runnin' in my head onw hat to draw. Otherwise I'm good.

J - Job title: The wierd chick.

K - Kids: They're ok, plan to have oneof my own one day, but that's off in the far distant future.

L - Living arrangements: With parents, two cats, one dorky dog.

M - Mum's birthplace: Coquitlam... Yea we live in the same place... kinda borin'.

N - Number of pets you've had: emmmm..... *thinks back* I dunno... lots, we love animals in this house, however we don't want to many of them at the same time. O.<

O - Overnight hospital stays: None.

P - Phobia: Spiders

R - Religious affiliation: Former cultist at the temple of diet pepsi! But now I belong to the botherhood of green tea.

S - Siblings: One older sister, whom I love dearly but has a tendacy to drive me wacko!

T - Time you wake up: when my alarm goes off.

U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: red, green, blue, tried blone but that didn't work out to well *sighs*.

V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: Emmm brussels... those are terriable!

W - Worst habit: Procrastination.

X - X-rays you've had: Dental xray crap fromw hen I got my root canal...hoy... >.>

Y - Yummy foods you make: cookies and great KD with tuna.... and sushi!

Z - Zodiac sign: Scorpio... *makes a scorpian kinda sound* o.O

Craptastic!

2005-01-14T23:05:00.000-08:00

Do ever feel that yer work is all for not? That everything you have ever one is wortheles? yea that's how I feel right now. I hate this feeling. It's this sickness that inbeds itself in yer gut and twists and turns you inside out before ya can do anything about it, and then when it strikes you fall into this black void. Which you try ever so depsseratly to escape.

But there isn't any real escape. Since any artist would know that this form of depresstion is common. And that it's always there. Waiting.

Life sucks. >.<

Hrmmm

2005-01-03T23:52:00.000-08:00

Hrmmm O.o

I haven't posted in here for awhile and I really don't got much to say.... ummm oh my dad found his long lost brother in Germany.... yep... don't know many other details.

O.< Well ummm... yea. Look penguins!

Christmas List!

2004-12-26T02:27:00.000-08:00

Oki doki! this is the list of christmas swag!

Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater.
Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater, Limited edition stradegy guide, including art booklet.
Final Fantasy 12 on hold for me at EB, prepayed and all!
2 pink running type suit things, uber comfy and very stylish.
A bright multi colored sweater from the Gap!
A Teddy bear... it's so soft! *melts*
Black and white striped knee socks =D
Two pairs of fluffy socks *they are heaven*
Pink gloves from the gap as well....
1 Red Canadian Olympic 2004 team Roots sweatshirt.
Wolf statuette.
Mini mobile radio.
PSM magazine.
Subscription to PSM for a year.
Tons of chocolate.
A new pink winter coat with fur on the hood... I look like a Eskimo! *Err aberoriginal(sp?) incase my sister reads this.... >.>*
A FEATHER BED!!!! *drools* It's so soft!!!
A necklace that has me name on it.

Yep that's it... *goes off to play MGS3: snake Eater*

hey hey

2004-12-13T01:19:00.000-08:00

Looky looky lue!

Umm yea don' ask about that... but looky anyways! What ya think of the new layout eh? Ocelot is to damn cool! I was gonna make this big green Snake thing...to go with the whole army/jungle thing... but I decoded against it and went with Ocey instead! HA Ocey sounds funny! *laughs*

Anywho yea... that's about it... See I haven't neglected my poor lil' blog that much, I gave it a new layout before christmas...>.>

Oh well see yaz!

O.O

2004-12-11T18:17:00.000-08:00

If you didn't manage to get through the entire third trailer for the new FF7:AC and not get goosbumps and want to run across the room like an insane idiot, then you are not a FF7 and never will be!

Just got to the trailer section and hit the third one there! If ya been there recently ya would know which one is new and whatnot.

Anywho yep... that's it from me! Oh! And btw FF7:AC is supposed to be reasled in March/05 ^___^

Phantom

2004-11-13T21:05:00.000-08:00

Hey I was just watching the tube awhile ago...and I saw something for a phantom of the opera movie???? O.O Err wow, and I mean I big WOW!

I love phantom!! I used to know every single word to ever single song in that musical... unfortunatly we lost the tapes for it and now I don't know ever single word to every single song, but it will all come back to me when I hear it again!

Anywho they're making a movie out of it.... and it's gonna be the musical, just like on stage... yea this may be such old news to some people... but it's news to me! I want creepy house photoshop brushes and I mean interior brushes...ya know the inside of the houses.... just for something to play around with and I can't find a thing anywhere close as to what I want... I should just learn how to make my own brushes.... but I'm to lazy top be bothered or I'm to busy with projects...oh wellz, I'll keep on looking!

FUCKING HELL!!!

2004-11-04T14:15:00.000-08:00

Mood: Fuck!!!
Listening to: Gwen Steffani ~ What are you wating for

Ok this is how it begins.... yesterday my niece and I got into a bit of a battle. She came home sick and she knows the rules, if yer sick go to bed, because the thing is that she lies constantly about this and that, including being sick. So we don't want to make her so called sick days pleasent *because we all know she isn't sick, she was eating a ton of candy yesterday*, if yer sick go rest and get better.Anywho I say to her yesterday afternoon, ya need to go to bed, like now, your not supposed to have your butt planted on the couch in front of the TV, this is not part of the deal. Then all of a sudden the additude comes bursting out! "Oh whatever, Elsie, I can sit here if I want" and I said "Ummm no ya can't want me to call grandma and have her tell ya to go to bed", and she in her additude said, "Sure, whatever."So I did, she got pissed at me because she didn't think I would do it in the first place. Then she would not get off the phone, whilst I was trying to make a call... another huge battle... She screamed at me, told me to fuck off and said I was a fucking bitch, all because she didn't want to follow house rules, rules which had been set for her.

In all truths she doesn't have any major rules, she just has to respect us and keep her room clean and she can't even do that!Anywho... I finally get my mom on the phone, and my niece wants to talk to her, fine, on the phone she gets and she says I've had one of my sleeping pills.... my mom was outraged with her because we all sat down with her and talked about the rules of this sleeping pill *she's isomonic*, and that she is NOT to take them during the day, only at night, she knew this and still she disobeyed DOCTORS orders.

Anywho she took more then one, she took nine sleeping pills *the whole jar actually*, along with some wine, so we called 911 and got an ambulence to come and get her...nothing but that pissy additude thinking her shit doesn't stink the whole way there.She was intoxicated 18 times over because of those pills and the wine... my dads wine to! She couldn't even stand and her words were all slurred! And she kept saying she was fine, fine my ass! Anyways she gets to the hospital and she treats the nurses and doctors, everyone that knows there is something wrong with her and wants to help her *including me and my mom*, like complete and utter crap!!She had to drink charcole, she told them off and said, "No way, I'm not drinking that", and they said, "Fine, don't drink it, because if you don't we will shove a tube up your nose and do it that way". Gotta love the nurses eh? But just the whole night she was swearing and being a snot nosed prissy bitch!!I can't believe it, I was so embarresed! How can anyone treat someone, especially people that are there to help you, like they are lower beings then you? She stompped all over them. >.<

Anyways she's refused all the help, shrinks and all that, they have given her and she refused it, and trust me, she NEEDS help, a ton of mental help, because now she is a threat to her own life and to others.But she's going home, I don't fucking care anymore, she treated me, my dad and my mom, espeically my mom, who has done nothing but bend over backwards for her, like shit. I'm sorry but that little piece of fucking shit doesn't deserve the rights to even breath! Even after all of today, we've been on the phone with doctors and social services and she keeps calling "come pick me up!" because she had to stay overnight.

Fuck it, I don't care anymore!!!

meh

2004-10-24T17:40:00.000-07:00

'Tis dull rainy day is my birthday! w00t! Meh it always rains at this time of year. Anyways yea... I'm 24 now... O.< I feel so old! nah jk!

Anywho I got a bunch of stuffs, video games and whatnot. Some nice pink satin jammies... Yea I said pink now shut up!

Plus last night I went out to the Keg, had me some honey BBQ ribs and calamari. *licks lips* Anywho I'm doing all my partying on halooween, that's the best part of having your birthday so close to haloween, ya can get fanyc dinners and party!

thingy dingy

2004-10-21T17:08:00.000-07:00

I KNOW: how to draw and paint and whatnot... O.<

I WANT: a full time job that pays me MONEY!!! >.<

I HAVE: a bad temper at times

I WISH: things would turn out better for my niece at the moment, but she doesn't seem to want nor care of the love and attention we give her.

I HATE: Everyone... well at times i hate everyone, but not everyone... I'm confused @_@

I MISS: all my friends that are somewhere else but here!

I FEAR: SPIDERS!!!!!

I HEAR: the dog....

I SEARCH: for a way to give my art and stories to the world

I WONDER: if I will ever recieve all what I desire and have given to so many

I REGRET: nothing... seriously!

I LOVE: Lilith, Rood, My Art, DA, This blog, My dog Sisko....

I ACHE: deeply for something that I cannot grasp at this moment, and no it's not a relationship of having a man in my life, it's something personal and for me.... but it's kinda out of my reach at the moment.

I CARE: for a hella lot of people, for their rights as a human being, and I am shamed at humanity to see one another put people down for being gay or something? What is wrong with this world when someone has to come upw ith a dumn excuse such as , "Gay people have a behavior distortion, a mind disease", simple because they cann't except people for who they are!

I ALWAYS: draw, and wash my hands....

I AM NOT: the most brilliant person alive, but alteast I do what I do in style!

I DANCE: any chance I get

I SING: when no one is around to hear my terriable voice! LOL

I CRY: hardly, but I will cry when I am depressed, but I usually bottle myself up, and rarely ever put myself in such a state and when I finally do break down I cry alone, in my room away from prying eyes.

I DO: love animals!

I FIGHT: for what I believe in, and I will always fight for that and for my friends and family!

I WRITE: my own stories and whatnot, some poetry occastionally...

I WIN: when I least expect it

I LOSE: almost everything, I don't got lady luck on my side.

I CONFUSE: everyone! JOY!

I LISTEN: to a lot of various kinds of music!

I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: painting

I NEED: a job

I AM HAPPY: when I'm alone and no one is pestering me constantly!! >.<

I SHOULD HAVE: did better today at my lame group interview... oh well...

Flash!!

2004-10-12T19:24:00.000-07:00

Oh my god! I just got flash and I'm making a movie as we speak! Mwahahaha pheer the insanity! Although this one I'm making is more or less a practice run, I just tossedin a bunch of stuff and therefore made a movie! I'm coloing it all now. Joy.... >.>

I want to make a funny FF7 spoof with it next, but I have no ideas! >.< Anyways yea, it's soo complex, makes photoshop look like nothing! But I've already figured out how to animimate, next step is to add sound! maybe if I beg my mom enough she'll get me a cheap microphone, they're only 20 bucks! =( Although I highly doubt it. *le sigh*

Anyways yea.....I should be painting tho' I got so much artsey crap to do it isn't even funny and most of it is for other people! >.< My art is begining to be high in demand these days! Which is good, finally I'm gettin' a little bit of reconition! Took me almost three years to get it!

I want to change the layoutof this blog, but I have no nice shiney and clean HTML layout ideas... so I probably won't change it until after christmas... which is a shame. I don't think I've ever left a layout on th blog for this long? I could be wrong tho'. That Defiance one did last for long while, still gots it in my files!

Anyways yea....enough said from me, good night!

eep

2004-10-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

Oh my god I've been a naughty girl, I haven't written a single thing in here for awhile now...bad me! Well the thing is that I've been findin' my DA journal much more useful, but don't worry I haven't abandonded this lil' bugger yet!

Ummm...now what to blog about? That's a good question? Nothing much that is very interesting has been going on in my life, although my niece has been driving me nuts, not to the extent that she was eailer but still there is the insanity and the maddness.

I have to figure out what I want for me birthday, since it is coming up soon. But the only things I want are flippin' expencesive!!! I want flash MX 2004!! That's what I want, can ya imagine all the insane animations I would make outta that baby? huh? INSANE! But the thing is that it costs far to much! Something along the lines of 200 - 300 bucks! See what I mean... pricey as hell!

But I sooooo want it! *cries* =P Although I guess I could settle for those boots me mother has been wanting to get me, I do love them....but flash dammit.... well if I can't get flash I would settle for clothing, since fashion is always good and prehaps some art supplies, that's always good to! Ya see all the latest things I'm into ya can't find anywheres around here! I would love to get 'Last Exile' on DVD. I love that anime! It's one of my current obsesstions, along with anything Inyuasha! I would imagine Inuyasha stuff would be easier to find, although it would be costly...that's what people should do, take me to one of those oriental malls and buy me Inyuasha stuffs! JOY!

Green Day and Great Big Sea

2004-09-25T01:34:00.000-07:00

Well next Friday I'm off to see Great big Sea. they're a Canadian band that plays old foldk inda music with the irish fiddle sound and whatnot. They're actually pretty cool and pretty popular with people of all ages.

Anywho yea....plus I'm off to see Green Day in November! =D

Yea I'm boring and make boring blogs when I haven't blogged for awhile!

family! hate 'em!

2004-09-18T04:06:00.000-07:00

AGHHH!!!! Ya know when they say ya love family members but ya don't have to like them???Well right now I DO NOT like my niece!ok well my niece asked last night if she could spend the night at her friends, my mother said yes, but she was to come home alone so she could have dinner with us then she would drive her over. Well she brought her friend with her after school and my mother was mad at her *furious actually because they had agreed upon the situation earlier*, so the entire time she was here I was with her. O.< So I was always telling her what to do and what not to do because when she is with her friends she comes a snot up lil' brat, and she was doin' a bunch of shit she wasn't supposed to do. So anyways.....my mother wants to make a point to her and goes to pick up my dad from work and in doing so goes and hangs out at the bar with him. She stays out longer *like two hours* so I have to deal with her and her friend. And she was snoty to me the entire time...I could of killed her. Anywho she calls up my mother a few times and she simple states that she will come home in her own time. Clearly this point was made to my dear lil' niece. Anywho, also my mom didn't want her on the computer with her friend because technically this is my dads "home office" and therefore she didn't want the kids messin' it up so my mom said stay on the computer...and I was like...but I wanna get off the computer! Then of course my niece wnated it and I simpley said, "nope I'm on it" And then she got mad at me *of course* and said, that's not fair your always on it". Adn then I simpley stated again" I'm on it, and I have orders to not let you on it" then of course she ran upstairs, or rather stomping upstairs.She is SO going to get a lecture tommorow.... I hate 16 year old kids that think their shit don't stick!Well atleast my interview at Coast Mountain Sports went dandy!

FFX-2! Yay!

2004-09-16T23:34:00.000-07:00

Been playin' Final Fantasy X-2 again. Dunno why tho' jsut feel like having some fun fun fun...girl fun....video game fun! yea I can't wait for FFXII! I need a new FF, I mean FFX-2 was great and all, but it was new ya know? And I can't afford to get FFXI, so that puts that out the window...and so far no one has released any good RPG's to take up the time btween now and FF12!

AGH I have to update my computer here! And it's taking forever!! >.< Yeesh! Why me? I always get stuck with the updates? But thena gain maye it's a good thing, my father figure doesn't know the first thing about computers, my mom is ok but not excellent, she gets scared when something pops up, and my niece....well she don't know anything eaither. So maybe it is a good thing I do all the annoyin' work, that way atleast we have a computer! *sighs* Still not fair tho'!

Anywho got a interview at Coast Mountain sports tommorow evening at 8pm. What a strange time for a interview eh? I usually get them in the afternoon. Oh well, I just hope they don't surprise me with one of those group interviews, I HATE those! And to tell ya the truth I think most people do! I don't see where it gets them really, ya got to hire someone at some point in time, so why go through all the fuss over ten thousand interviews to sell clothing and shoes!?

Oi it seems Squenix is going mega over with this whole revamped FF7 thing, now Vincent has a game as well, it takes place a year before AC and a year after FF7. o.O Agh I forgot where the link is, but if ya clicky on my DA account up there you'll find that my journal there has all the info and the link to the article on IGN if ya want to read up on it.

Yeesh these updates are taking forever! >.<

The Killers!

2004-09-03T13:33:00.000-07:00

Off to see a concert tonight! Woooo! Gonna go see the Killers! They're a awesome band, a not really all known band.... but they seem to be growing popular since the show is sold out. But then again most people go because it's a cheap concert! lol!!

Anyways yea...its going to be much fun! I'll tell mroe about it when I get back. =P

She's here!

2004-08-31T22:23:00.000-07:00

Well today is the day, my niece is here! She arrived at 8:15 this evening! yea ok I'll jsut go and shut up now!

O.<

Open Canvas

2004-08-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

Well I just got Open Canvas today. It's a blast so far. Ya can't do all the wonders like ya can do with photoshop, it lowers yer tool belt by a lot, but it's still fun to play with it and see how creative ya can be. It's a good challange in other words. I haven't done anything REALLY creative with it yet tho' Will eventually me thinks. But I'm gonna keep doin' my major projects in photoshop, since it's got all that snazzy stuffs on it.

I think I said somewheres that I baught a new tablet, and it's blue, so I named it raziel...I won't go on incase I already blogged about it, which I'm sure I did! Anyways my niece moves in offically tommorow morning at 8am, and I got a interview at hetrotown at 10am. Joy! Damn metrotown, why does it have to be so bloody far away! It will take me about an hour to get there! *sighs* atleast the manager dude there is insane, may make me feel more at ease.

I really don't wanna go tho' and it ain't just because it's at 10 in the morning, it's because I feel it's a waste of time. He's probably already got one picked out and I bet she's some ditsey girl. >.< I should just stay out of retail anyways, it causes a lot of stress! It's not like anything else, sure if ya work in Subway or Rogers Video or a grocery store workin' the tile ya still have to deal with stupid people, but when yer workin' the floor in a retail story it's a different ball game. It causes a lot more stress because ya actually have to SERVE people! And I'm not all to fond of a lot of people. I want a job at subway again. *sighs* I hope Quiznos calls back, they should tommorow if they liked me enough. *sighs*

Ya notice I did a lot of sighing in this post?

I am Subscribed!

2004-08-27T21:53:00.000-07:00

I subscribed to Deviantart today! w00t!! I love DA, what can I say? I'm addicted! Like really addicted. I made all my banners and crap today for it! And I was excited every minute of making them, hell I'm still excited about having a subscription to DA! And ya know what? I fel good about it to, considerin' the fact that yer subscribin' to the worlds biggest art community, meaning ya can help them out with a bunch of things by giving them yer money. But hell who cares about that when ya look at all the benefits ya get with it. It sure is worthe the 40 bucks ya dish up for a year. Plus ya get a funky * beside yer name, lol!!

I've seemed to make DA more of my home then my own website...poor Burning Angels...although I still update it often, it's jsut that it doesn't get the art right away like it used to before I got hooked on DA. It has all my more recent stuff, the website doesn't get updated until a few days afterwards. lol yea I'm bad.

I still have to buy gold again for the Dark Angel *the other DA in my onlinelife*, my lovely forum that is once again thriving...I just know the price is gonna go up for it! *sighs* I'm a webaholic...I love my stuffs online therefore I have to buy stuffs for it!

Anyways enough about that, I'm off to go see I Robot hopefully tommorow. And Sunday ladies and Gentlemen is D-Day! That's when my niece, Amber, moves in. Well atlest I got a lock on my door now so she can't sneak in and steal anything of mine! I doubt she'll do anything to my PS2 games. *sighs* She has never had any interest in video games, so I think they are safe. But if she steals anything, even once, she's gone. We made it clear to her that if we can't place our bags down on the table with fear of having our stuff stolen she's not worthe having here. She cried, but big whoop, she earned this level of faight...well no faith, no trust. We just don't trust her. And that's why I got my trusty ol' luck on me door! ^___^

Raziel the tablet

2004-08-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

Mood ~ Happy
Music ~ Tori Amos/Winter

Well I went out and spoiled myself today. I baught a new tablet! It's all so shiney and blue, therefore it being blue, I named it Raziel. Now I have Sephiroth the computer, Moebius the scanner, and raziel the tablet...and I didn't name the printer because I rarely use it. o.O

Yea I'm such a knob...anyways even tho' the old tablet can be evil, I'm giving it away to Lilith. She wants it she cna have it. The bloody thing cost me 160 bucks so she better be nice to it. She doesn't really paint, but she cna use it when she does use photoshop... to do stuff...which isn't painting. O.O

Anyways....I've been making wallpapers today...had to do something with my new tablet and I didn't really feel like painting the pictures I really have to paint that are sittin' on me desktop cryin' out for color. So I made wallpapers. One of Sephy, another of my space chick and yet another of a friends character I doodled up for him a few monthes ago. Been busy I have!

Anyways my niece is movin' in with us on eaither Saturday or Sunday. *sighs* Hopefully not at three in the mornin', because I will be pissed if that's the case. Speakin' of my niece movin' in I really got to clean out the room she'll be stayin' in.

But out of that stuffs, I got two concerts coming up! Going off to see the Killers on Sept 3rd and off to see Great Big Sea on October 1oth I think it is. O.< The killers I'm going off to see with Lilith, GBS I'm going with me mom. Shushy, I can go to concerts with me mom. Anyways they're bothe gonna be killer!

Close yer eyes kiddes

2004-08-22T18:24:00.000-07:00

Random thing I found on the net. Damn I knew the mouse was out for blood!

The Village

2004-08-15T04:38:00.000-07:00

The Village, a bit of a spooky movie but nothing major....I must say tho' that it was a awesome movie, I did not see the twist coming and most say it was ridiculas and all that, but I found it rather amusing, and why not eh? Why can't it end the way it did and make sence? Anyways yes it was a cool movie! I say go see it! Right away! The theatre we were in was packed, and almost everyoen came out of there talking about how much they enjoyed it.

Anyways yea...watched the Olympics almost all day today, althoughI found the opening ceremony a bt dull...amusing when all those statue people came out but not as cool as the last Olympic opening. But the run through the ribbons for each summer olympics was cool, I thought the poor guy fell down when he hit WWI tho'. I have to admit the torch lighting wasn't all that great, it was cool, but nothing great ya know?

Anywho that's my piece for early this morning, for I am off to bed... to sleep, and probably dream of wierd crazy things.

Last Night

2004-08-07T22:57:00.000-07:00

Well tonight is my last night alone in the house.....last time home alone for probably a very long time! *sighs* And it seems my niece is serious about moving in with us. *sighs* This is gonna be one hell of a trip...I can tell ya that. She called this morning and asked where my folks where. It's like weren't ya listening when we stated rules, that ya can't come until the end of August? I mean she knew they were gonna be on a cruise. >.<

Annnyways..... I made 6000 hits on Deviantart today! Just 4000 more until 10,000!! w00t!! I never suspected I would really like this Deviantart thing. I mean I was like oh umm... ok, it looks cool, but look at all the othr faboo artists on that thing! I'm nothing comparded to them, and still to this day I'm still nothing compared to a lot of artists, but I've grown and I have gotten better at my art. I'm a lot better at CGin' then I ever used to be! But meh...I wonder if I'll ever be great one day?

Oh played Prince of Persia...didn't know if I mentioned that already. this game is addicting, and now that I finally got it..well rented it, I unfortunatly had to take it back ealier this afternoon. I love the moves ya can do with this game and the whole aspect of and graphics are awesome. If yer like me and hasn't played it yet, go do so..well ok I've played it now, but it took me long enough eh?

I want peanuts! oO

Home alone life

2004-08-04T18:01:00.000-07:00

Music ~ Black Eye Peas/Let's get retarded
Mood ~ Happy

Home alone life is gooood... real good! Agh one of these days hopefully iw ill move out....but it's so pricey these days, esepcially here in BC, and I ain't rantin' about it, it's been said through the newspapers and the news on TV. Plus it's incrediably hard to find a job. Ya know even tho' I would miss everyone, but maybe moving to Alberta would be a good choice for this family. Then I could atleast get ajob without having to fight tooth and nail for it and ending up depressed because ya lost all yer teeth and nails only to find out that ya didn't get the job! *sighs*

Lifes a bitch...but I ain't gonna die yet! =P

Been workin' on a new layout for BA! Well same basic HTML layout, just a new picture. I was planning on makin' it simple, but me and my god damn details eh? >.<>.<>.> *gets pummeled with bricks by umah fans* AGH!! >.<

I can't wait until I get me some money, I wish my sister would hurry up tho'. She has to pick up my check from subway in yellowknife and she always takes yer fuckin' bloody time!

Anyways I'm off to go make me some dinner...in my nice quiet house.. *sighs* It's lovely... *call over the strippers* I jest! I jest!!

Kill Bill

2004-08-01T22:06:00.000-07:00

Finally!! FInally is ay I finally got to see this movie and it tocks, although I do have to say there are times were they could of done better and Umah Therman isn't the best actor but hey it rocked!

Some of the fighting scences were lovely in there own gruesome way. can we say Blood splatters? Anyways I'm sure the first Kill Bill is all old news to must of you, but it's new to me. Like I said I FINALLY got caught up and saw it.

But ya know I wish they got someone else to play the role of the chick...it almost seems Umah is just tryin' a bit to hard. Oh wellz. But Lucy Lou! WOW she was great in that movie!! Go LUCY!!! She's a pretty gal, plus she's got this edge to her in her acting skillz, makes her cool!

Anyways...yep that's it, lates.

Chrono Cross

2004-07-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

Chrono Cross, I love this game, many did, it was voted by many the best game of the eyar back in 2000! So, why on earth are there no sites dedicated to it? Nevermind Chrono trigger, looked for that to. Now I know Final Fantasy is on top of Squenixes list and I love that serious probably more then I love the chrono series, but still it seems that it's such a shame.

I find stuff on Chrono Cross...but it has it's own section on a FF site, with little information. It's sad, sad that great games don't get reconized.

So I got to thinking that maybe I should just make up me own CC site, and then get a CT fanatic *because to me it was just a ok game* to help out with everything.....but I dunno. Shame eh?

If I were to do it I would love to do a entire theme on Harle, or prehaps on Lynx...because well....I love those two! =D

I'm gonna ask around about it.

Survey!

2004-07-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

A survey! JOY!! =P

Your name: Elsie
Age: 23
Height: 5'7.5
Natural hair colour: Dark brown
Eye colour: silvery blue
Number of siblings: One step sister
Glasses/contacts?: nope
Piercings: nah
Tattoos: Plan on gettin' one soon!
Braces?: nope. oO

-FAVOURITE-
Colour: Red
Band: That's so unfair... I can't answer that I love so many!!
Song: Too many...
Stuffed animal: My Simba I got whilst in Disneyland
Video game: FF7 and 8
TV show: Buffy! *Come back Buffy, Angel ain't good enough!!*
Movie: Gladiator...what?
Food: Sushi!
Game on a cell phone: Cellphones are the creation of the devil!! >.<
CD cover: The last Tea Party album
Flower: Roses
Scent: the scent of candles
Animal: Wolves
Website: Casualvillain
Cartoon: Inuyasha

-DO YOU-
Play an instrument?: No
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: I barely watch TV at all!
Like to sing?: yep yep, not that good but what the hell!! *sings*
Like to play sports?: Sometimes.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nopeth
Have a crush on someone?: Kind of.....>.>
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Vancouver, Canada
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: No we only gots 2!
Have any special talents/skills?: Drawing, writing, it seems I'm pretty nifty and web desinging to, but nothing all to proish I guess.
Exercise daily?: yep yep...well kinda...I do crunches plus I walk everywhere!
Like school?: When its affordable.*sighs*

-CAN YOU-
Sing the alphabet backwards?: Ummm I guess..... O.o
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: yep
Speak any other languages?: Rusty Spanish.....
Go a day without food?: Of course ya knob!
Read music, not just tabs?: kinda
Roll your tongue?: yep yep
Eat a whole pizza?: ....... ok now ya just discust me! A whole pizza? ick!! I can barely get past three slices!! >.<

-HAVE YOU EVER-
Snuck out of the house?: Yes, when I was a wee lil' thing
Cried to get out of trouble?: Probably when I was younger, I don't remember.
Gotten lost in your city?: Nope
Seen a shooting star?: yesh I have
Been to any other countries?: Yea...I guess, just to the states tho, not there is anything bad with the US...but I would like to get off of this damn continent!! >.<
Had a serious surgery?: Does Root canal count? Guess not eh?
Stolen something important to someone else?: oO no
Solved a rubiks cube?: nope...I get fusterated with them to easily. V__V;
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: If ya mena public as in going out to put out the garbage to to get the mail then ys, I have!
Cried over a girl?: no
YesCried over a boy?: no
Kissed a random stranger?: oO no....
Hugged a random stranger?: Nah....
Been in a fist fight?: yea, that I was, damn fucking kid earned what he got!!
Been arrested?: LOL no.
Done drugs?: Nope, sorry I don't want to end up looking like Ozzy there!
Had alcohol?: Had lots of that before!
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: Much fun!! ^____^
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: Nope
Swore at your parents?: yea.... >.>
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: Thats just wrong, so no. I hope I never have to.
Been in love?: Yes
Been close to love?: Yes
Been to a casino?: Yes and it was boring!
Ran over an animal and killed it?: no
Broken a bone?: Nope
Gotten stitches?: and nope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: yes....unfortunatly
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: That's disgusting!
Made homemade muffins?: yep yep, a few times, and everyoen eats them before I can grab a bit!! >.<
Bitten someone?: YES! ^__^ Can we say fetish?
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: Yea
More than 5 times?: Only once
Been to niagara falls?: No, almost went once tho, but my sister made a change of plans...
Burped in someones face?: No, I atleast have some manners!

-PICK ONE-
Fruit/vegetables: Fruits
Black/white: Black
Lights on/lights off: Lights off
eitherTV/movie: Movie
Car/truck: Car
Body spray/lotion: lotion
Cash/check: Debit =P
Pillows/blankets: Pillows
Headache/stomach ache: Stomache Ache
Paint/charcoal: Paint...
Chinese food/mexican food: Chinese
Summer/winter: Winter
Snow/rain: Rain
Fog/misty: Fog
Rock/rap: Rock
Meat/vegetarian: Meat
Chocolate/vanilla: Choclate
Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles
Cake/pie: Pie
French toast/french fries: french fries
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean
Cookies/muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: Wallet
Window/door: Window
Pink/purple: EGAD! >.<
Cat/dog: Dogs!
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short
Pants/shorts: pants
Winter break/spring break: Winter
Spring/autumn: Autumn, it brings winter
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds

-LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP-
Have you ever been in love?: yep
If you have, with who: past tense need not mention here
Are you in a relationship?: Not currently
If so, for how long?: me love u long time, oui?
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: I suppose...
What is your idea of the best date?: beach, the ocean, a few city lights in the background and a fire...aww ain't that sweet, and oh, don't forget the booz! >.O
What was your first kiss like?: It was nice and quiet, We were standingoutside in the park next door to the school making out in the forest during lunch.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 15
Do you think love is a load of shit?: No, it just depends on who yer with and where and whatnot.
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?: Hey that's personal! My mother could be reading this!! O.O
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: yep
Have you ever been dumped?: Yep,
Have you ever dumped someone?: Yes.
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?: .....are you a Shrink?

-SILLY STUFF-
What is your favourite genre of music?: I have to many, don't make me choose!!
What time is it now?: 1:11am
What day is it?: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?: 3pm yesterday. =P
How much money do you have right now?: Not tellin' ya that eaither!
Are you hungry?: kinda
Whatcha doin?: Why the hell do you care?
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: Paint something
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: summonuing

-DO YOU THINK YOU ARE-
funny?: Yep
pretty?: Yep
sarcastic?: Noooo...neverrrr =P
lazy?: yea....
hyper?: Depends how much suger I've had! =P
friendly?: Yep
evil?: Ya keep pushing those buttons and I'l become her worst hellish dreames made flesh pal!!
smart?: Yep
strong?: yep
talented?: Yep
dorky?: Very =D

-ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW-
high: Suzanne
skip: Sharon
dance: Swub
lonely: Graham
pen: Suzanne
psycho: Rood
freeze: brendon
orange: Tim

-WOULD YOU EVER-
Sky dive?: Yep
Play strip poker?: Sure
Run away?: Yep
Curse at a teacher?: uhhh no
Not take a shower for a week?: Sick...
Ask someone out?: Why not eh?
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: Fuck them!
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: Hell yea!
Go scuba diving?: Yesh!!
Write a book?: Graphic Novel prehaps.
Become a rockstar?: Nah. But I'll be the male tester! Yummeh hot rock stars!
Have casual sex?: Nah sorry, I ain't so easy.

Forumz

2004-07-28T17:29:00.000-07:00

Well I'm trying to bring my forum back to life. I'm assiging new mods and everything to, I just want to find another admin for the team, then we should be all set. I reallyw ant to bring it back to the old days.... Anywho I may change the forums layout again....maybe something bright with a lot of white eh? Dunno yet tho'! Got the RP section up again so people can RP their hearsts out.

God I hate allergies!!! Why me? AGH!! For the last few days I've gotten nothing but a fuckin' runny nose and headaches. I know it ain't no bug, because I get this once in awhile and it's always the same symptomes. >.O

Anyways yea..... that's me right now, I can't draw dammit. Lest snot comes out of me nose! And I have so much to draw and sooo much to get done! >.<

Ya know what I haven't done here for awhile, a good quiz, haven't been able to find one for the lies of me tho'.

oddness

2004-07-25T23:19:00.000-07:00

Rood and I have the strangest conversations, I swear. Read this!

Fangy: MOOOO!!!!

Rood: I'm serious, just step away from the drugs, girl!

Fangy: Oh come on, give into the MOO drugs!!

Rood: NIEN!

Fangy: But they are so wonderfully mooful!! ^______^

Rood: You need help...serious help...oO

Fangy: I'm already gettin' some, but he doesn't seem to be helping!! oO Maybe I should pay attention and stop staring at his crotch!! I jest! I jest!

Rood: Ok, now I don't believe you! You're not kidding at all! ((Psst! What's his phone number?))

Fangy: lol no seriously...I am kidding.... O.O I wish I had a shrink with a big crotch who was cute so I could stare at him for a long time....in the area of the crotch...maybe once in awhile look at his face...but ya know...the crotch... >.> LOL

Rood: You can't be kidding! Ya got my hopes up and everything! Come on, just gimme his phone number, pleeeeeez! =P

Fangy: Yer just going into the whole wishful thinking, besides if I had a cute shrink don't ya think I would of tried to nab him by now? Especially with that crotch of his? =D

Rood: Noooo! I think you've had him all along, and you've just now let the news slip. And here I thought we were friends! You can't share?!

Fangy: *sighs* What am I to do with you? I'm single, no boyfriend....especially not a boyfriend with a good crotch! LMAO!! XD

Rood: Oh good, then we're already sharing the same non-existant guy.

Fangy: Right - O!!!!

Yesh, pheer our insanity! Hehehe what do ya expect anyways eh?

2004-07-25T14:04:00.000-07:00

Got me a Otaku account, it's basically a place for artists to share they're game and anime fanart. seems like a nice community so far. I need to post more of my art up there tho, so far all I got is my kadaj and AC Tifa piccy up. Yea...I really want to do a proper Inuyasha fanart, which is a first for me, because usually I just do fanarts of games.

Well got me some resumes and off I go tommorow to look for a nice new fresh job....Huzzah....tht was sarcastic if ya didn't know.

it's over

2004-07-23T19:01:00.000-07:00

Finally after four whole days, my sub job at the out of school daycare is OVER!!!! *celebrates* Anyways yea, won't get me paycheck for another two weeks tho', oh well. Hopefull my sister will go in and pick up my subway check in yellowknife. She better, but knowing my sister she won't for awhile. Shit!

Anyways...I need to start writing more interesting posts in this thing.

Daycare!

2004-07-21T19:13:00.000-07:00

For the past few days I've been working in a after school class kinda daycare system, and it's where me mom works...I think more then half of the school this daycare is in, like it's big, anyways yea my moms boss who she's a good friend with asked me out for help and I unfortunatly said yes.

Ok kids are cool and all, but lookin' after a buch of them.... just not my cup of tea. Anyways yea... that's what I've been doin' for the past few days. But atleast I only got two more days before the end of it all, another week before me folks leave and then I'll have the entire house to meself! Can we say; relaxation? lol

God I got the whole, "can we say?" Crap from my sisters boyfriend, he's a hoot but yea now I say that and it drives me nuts! >.<

Anyways, bored, hungary, gonna go find what is being cooked for dinner.